On the morning of the new school year, after breakfast, her mother kept telling Mei Xueyao what to do when she arrived at school, and Mei Xueyao kept humming obediently.

Leaving home, Mei Xueyao screwed the electric door to the end, and the small tram drove out quickly, losing the large and small green plants in the wind out of Mei Xueyao's sight all the time. Mei Xueyao guessed in her heart that Tang Tang must have returned to school early, anxiously waiting to meet her. Thinking like this, I couldn't help but continue to exert my right hand downward, only to realize that it was now the maximum speed, and the small tram could hardly bear the fact that it was about to fly. Mei Xueyao was startled, and hurriedly braked the brake, and the speed of the tram was finally no longer as terrifying as just now. The tram moved smoothly towards No. 1 Middle School. Mei Xueyao freed her left hand and gently wiped the sweat on the tip of her forehead and nose. Maybe it's the sun, maybe it's just shocking. Hehe, who knows.

What can be done, only on the first and last day of each semester, students can be relatively relaxed, they can not have to go to class, and they don't have to be alert to themselves at all times, "You are already a high school student".

In No. 1 Middle School, Mei Xueyao first met Wei Yuntao, who was sweating profusely at that time. Mei Xueyao greeted her with a few words of understanding, how could Mei Xueyao not come over like this when she was a freshman! The start of school is really busy for freshmen who have just entered high school, and there are indeed many processes to go through. Wei Yuntao's situation is relatively better than that of other high school freshmen, after all, he has been here before, so he can take fewer detours, and he doesn't need to run back and forth like other high school freshmen. However, even so, Wei Yuntao is still not very easy, and he is still not as familiar with Mei Xueyao as they are familiar with the road and follow the steps step by step.

It was still very early, and when I walked into the classroom, the results of the final exam of the first year of high school were neatly pasted on the left side of the blackboard as always. Sure enough, Tang Tang sat firmly on the first chair, and at the same time, threw Guan Ruixuan on the second chair far away. Mei Xueyao was very happy, very happy, as if the person sitting in the first chair was herself, happy. An Ning also obviously successfully walked out of the Hao Junwei incident, as a heroine among women, An Ning sat firmly in her third position - which is also something Mei Xueyao is accustomed to. Mei Xueyao then went down to find her name, and it was the fourth. If An Ning is the same as the third fate, Mei Xueyao seems to have a special fate with the fourth. Except for one time when I was careless and took the second place, the other exams were fourth. Mei Xueyao was very satisfied—for herself and for the other three. Mei Xueyao happily walked towards her seat. Tranquility has not yet arrived, as expected! But why didn't Tang Tang arrive? I made an appointment yesterday, so I'll be here early today! Mei Xueyao's fingertips crossed Tang Tang's desktop and a shallow mark appeared, and on Mei Xueyao's own desktop, there was no stupid message from Tang Tang. Tang Tang really didn't arrive! Mei Xueyao was a little contemplative, she wanted to see Tang Tang at a glance! This mood is so urgent, I just want to see it, I want to do it very much! Mei Xueyao turned to Tang Tang's seat and sat down, hoping to feel the breath that Tang Tang once left in the air. In the classroom, people were chatting in a bunch, but Mei Xueyao was in no mood to fit in. Everyone was lively, but Mei Xueyao was alone.

Mei Xueyao walked away, aimlessly. When I walked out of the classroom, I unconsciously moved to the main entrance of the school, which is the only place to enter and exit No. 1 Middle School. Looking for a secluded place, Mei Xueyao sat quietly on a long stone bench, staring intently at everyone who walked in from the outside. After a long time, it is inevitable to receive curious eyes from others, and more often, white eyes. Mei Xueyao herself has never cared about what other people will think of her, and now she can't care about it. Even the smartest girl, once surrounded by the whirlpool of love and put into the whole heart to fall in love, will also lose her mind and transform into a completely cute fool, and at the same time begin to circle around the other party with the "he" she identifies as the center, tirelessly doing circular motion. "Little fools"! Tang Tang usually doesn't call Mei Xueyao in this way. Now looking at the kind of thing she has done that can't be measured with normal thinking, Mei Xueyao also feels that she can be stupid, stupid out of the level. Isn't it? Tang Tang always has to appear, what is the difference between waiting for himself and not waiting and not looking forward to it. I don't know how long it had been since lunchtime, and Mei Xueyao had not been able to see the face she was eager to see.

I had the experience of heat stroke before, but now I was so exposed to the sun, after a long time, Mei Xueyao was very dizzy and nauseous. There is a small supermarket not far from Mei Xueyao's location, and Mei Xueyao can even see the display in the supermarket freezer. Mei Xueyao longed for the heat in her body with the help of the coldness of a cold drink at this moment. But Mei Xueyao couldn't go over, Mei Xueyao wanted to but didn't dare, Mei Xueyao was afraid that Tang Tang would be missed in a short period of time. I'm not afraid of 10,000, I'm just afraid of what happens. Isn't it? The stomach also began to "growl" in protest. It's a disaster, and the taste of thirst and hunger is really unpleasant! Mei Xueyao desperately endured various physical appeals, and psychologically became even more infinitely eager for Tang Tang to appear at the most critical moment of Cinderella like Prince Charming. It's a pity that Tang Tang is not a prince after all, Mei Xueyao is not Cinderella, the hour hand has clearly told Mei Xueyao that it is now three o'clock, but Tang Tang still did not appear, as if he was deliberately testing Mei Xueyao's patience.

Mei Xueyao's heart was originally still watery, but now Tang Tang picked up a stone and threw it in, which inevitably caused ripples. Mei Xueyao suddenly had an inexplicable fear in her heart, which made Mei Xueyao feel cold. So in such a hot season, Mei Xueyao still couldn't stop shivering fiercely. Mei Xueyao couldn't tell what she was afraid of, and she didn't understand why she was afraid, but she was afraid! Mei Xueyao desperately ordered herself not to think nonsense and not to think nonsense, but no, this fear of Chu seeped into every pore of Mei Xueyao's body and invaded every cell of Mei Xueyao, making Mei Xueyao more and more afraid. The voice that kept saying to Mei Xueyao, "Go back, go back, you have missed Tang Tang, you have missed Tang Tang" made Mei Xueyao even more afraid to go back. "Could it be that he really came and didn't let me know? Why did he deliberately avoid me? It was already late, and Mei Xueyao asked herself if it was worth waiting stupidly for nothing. In the world of pure sensuality, there is no worthiness or not, only happiness or happiness!

Mei Xueyao moved back to the classroom, it was nearly half past six, and she was in her second year of high school. The first class was almost full. The first thing Mei Xueyao saw was Tang Tang wearing a black T-shirt and sitting on her seat with her head bowed. Then I noticed that the head teacher Fang Muyang was also there. The classroom was quiet, Mei Xueyao moved to her seat lightly, her mood suddenly improved, and her bad mood was completely gone. It's really "nothing in the world, mediocre people disturb themselves"! Isn't Tang Tang here well? Mei Xueyao didn't think about why she missed Tang Tang, it didn't matter, didn't it? Just as if their waiting had never happened, when Tang Tang passed by, they had never met each other.

An Ning took the pen and gently stabbed Mei Xueyao, and whispered: "Where have you been all day, Teacher Fang has been sitting here for a long time!" ”

"When did Tang Tang come?" Mei Xueyao also kept her voice to a minimum.

"Just arrived, ten minutes at most. As soon as you say it, he's late enough to come today! You're later than him, though! You two are really weird today, I thought you were all together when you didn't come, but who knew you two were doing your own thing. ”

"Did you arrive before him?"

"Of course, I arrived in the morning. Not long after I came back from lunch, Mr. Fang sat on the podium, and I was embarrassed to run out any longer. An Ning presented the most favorable evidence to prove himself.

"Oh."

Mei Xueyao raised her head, Fang Muyang had already left in the middle of the whispering between the two, and Tang Tang's seat was also empty. Mei Xueyao instinctively felt that something was wrong, Tang Tang would never be so quiet, unless... Mei Xueyao shook her head, not stupidly guessing something that was completely unfounded. Intentionally or unintentionally, Mei Xueyao also left the classroom.

Mei Xueyao quietly fixed herself behind Tang Tang, and looked at Tang Tang fixedly, motionless. Tang Tang was quietly fixing himself in front of Mei Xueyao's "Spring is coming", looking at "Spring is coming" fixedly, motionless. Time seemed to stand still, and the two of them looked at their own scenery. After all, after all this time, even though it is inlaid in a glass frame, it can't stop the fact that "spring is coming" still looks very old. If it hadn't coincided with a holiday, this tabloid would have been replaced by a new one. "The back waves of the Yangtze River push the front waves, and the new people replace the old people." That's true of everything. Now that the brightness of spring has been completely replaced by the heat of summer, will the mood of spring also be replaced by what is summer? Mei Xueyao had no answer.

"Tang Tang—" Mei Xueyao called softly.

Mei Xueyao's eyes seemed to catch Tang Tang's sudden tremor when he heard Mei Xueyao's call.

"Oh, go up, it's so late." Tang Tang turned around and looked very calm, but he couldn't hide the obvious tiredness in his eyes.

Oh, it turned out to be his own illusion, Tang Tang couldn't be calmer!

Mei Xueyao felt heartache, Tang Tang's language made Mei Xueyao unable to hear whether it was familiar or unfamiliar. Mei Xueyao went to dinner, what she couldn't be sure of, Mei Xueyao didn't go to random suspicion, this kind of suspicion not only hurts others, but also hurts herself. The fear that has lasted from noon to the present has been put away by Mei Xueyao calmly and silently.

The eighth day of the new semester.

Wei Yuntao came to look for him, Tang Tang got up and went out, An Ning was not in the classroom, Mei Xueyao followed Tang Tang out.

"Haha, is this what the ancients called 'husband and wife', Tang Tang, Mei Xueyao, you two don't make others blush too much." Wei Yuntao grinned, making it impossible to see any unhappiness left in his heart by suspending school. Wei Yuntao has already figured it out, being happy is a day, and being unhappy is also a day, since it is all a day, instead of lingering sadly in the past, it is better to choose to move forward happily.

Mei Xueyao's face burned violently all of a sudden, and she buried her head deeply, but her eyes couldn't stop quietly looking up at Tang Tang. It's a pity that Tang Tang has no intention of coming out to relieve the siege at all, and he blindly stands very woodenly, like a rock, standing still. The atmosphere was awkward for a while. Mei Xueyao's face burned even more, and Mei Xueyao felt deeply sad that the result that Wei Yuntao wanted did not appear, which was also the result that Mei Xueyao wanted.

Fortunately, Wei Yuntao didn't care, and at the same time, Wei Yuntao didn't bother to think about everyone's thoughts at all times, and then said: "Let's get together in the evening, I'll be the east, and Mei Xueyao will shout at peace when the time comes." ”

"Free dinner for fools not to eat! Don't worry, the three of us must have our stomachs empty in advance and wait for a big meal. Mei Xueyao made a rare humorous remark and rushed to answer.

"Okay, then it's decided, the old place, see you or leave."

After Wei Yuntao finished speaking, he stretched out his right hand and spread it out in the air. Tang Tang obviously hesitated, but finally placed his right hand flat on Wei Yuntao's right hand. Mei Xueyao followed and also placed her right hand flat on Tang Tang's right hand. It's kind of an agreement.

The old place in Wei Yuntao's mouth, Mei Xueyao didn't know what it meant, Tang Tang and An Ning knew.

An Ning habitually walked in front with Mei Xueyao's arm, while Tang Tang walked behind Mei Xueyao's side.

If Mei Xueyao had a pair of eyes behind her, she would definitely be able to clearly see how gentle Tang Tang was staring at her at this moment, with infinite pity, infinite love, and infinite love. It's a pity... Mei Xueyao couldn't see anything. Mei Xueyao longed in her heart at the moment that Tang Tang could come up and walk beside her, even if she only said a word, no, she didn't say a word, as long as Tang Tang could take a few steps to walk to her side, it was a pity... Mei Xueyao's wish was disappointed. What Mei Xueyao wanted, not what Tang Tang wanted to give.

Mei Xueyao saw that every cell in Wei Yuntao's body was laughing, Wei Yuntao finally returned to the place he wanted to reach, and he couldn't be happier. Mei Xueyao looked at Wei Yuntao with envy. Turning her head, Mei Xueyao peeked at Tang Tang, Tang Tang was no longer as good at understanding Mei Xueyao's mind as before, Mei Xueyao even intuitively felt that Tang Tang was clearly deliberately letting himself know that he was no longer the Tang Tang he used to be. Mei Xueyao felt scared again, and this fear attacked Mei Xueyao again, making Mei Xueyao's entire body - from the top of her head to the tips of her toes - completely cold. Mei Xueyao clenched her fists, not letting this fear of Chu be read by Tang Tang. Tang Tang's hands are so warm! Mei Xueyao seemed to feel that her right hand was still on top of Tang Tang's right hand. What happened to him? Mei Xueyao couldn't see it at all. But Mei Xueyao's intuition could strongly feel that Tang Tang had never really left, at most he had just trapped himself in a place she didn't know and couldn't break free. This is Mei Xueyao's confidence in herself.

"Yaoyao, Yaoyao—what do you think, so engrossed?" An Ning said.

Mei Xueyao came back to her senses, An Ning and the three of them had already sat down, and only stood by themselves. Mei Xueyao walked over and sat down between An Ning and Tang Tang. Mei Xueyao was really afraid that Tang Tang would get up and sit next to Wei Yuntao at the same time as she sat down. Fortunately, Tang Tang didn't move, and Mei Xueyao's hanging heart fell to the ground.

"I really envy you, the three of you are relatively inseparable day and night, where is it like me, not to mention wasting a year in vain, and being alone all day. It's miserable! Wei Yuntao tapped the porcelain plate with bamboo chopsticks in his hand, looking lonely.

Mei Xueyao's heart hurt so much, Mei Xueyao regretted that she didn't say even a word to Wei Yuntao in the rain that day. Although the result is still exactly the same as now, but in that case, at least I can feel better now. Time is so powerful that it can completely change a person, no matter who it is, there is no going back!

"Let the past pass, don't think about it, the days are still long." Tang Tang's words are like clothes hanging on the rope outside in winter, hard, cold, without enthusiasm and temperature.

"Let the past pass", how familiar this sentence is to Mei Xueyao! For the first time, because of the misunderstanding of Tang Tang in "Love Strikes", Mei Xueyao comforted herself with this sentence; The second time, Hao Junwei sent a letter to break off diplomatic relations, and An Ning's liver and intestines were broken, or this sentence, which was used by Mei Xueyao to comfort An Ning; And now, Tang Tang actually used this sentence to comfort Wei Yuntao! No, in addition to Wei Yuntao, Tang Tang is clearly hinting at himself to comfort himself! Mei Xueyao stared at Tang Tang, her eyes were tearful and crystal clear.

"Yuntao, An Ning, you eat slowly, I'll go first."

Tang Tang got up and left.

"Tang Tang, Tang Tang-" Wei Yuntao was unexpected, swallowed a mouthful of food, stood up and shouted at the top of his voice. However, Tang Tang didn't reply to one, and walked away. Wei Yuntao retracted his gaze: "Mei Xueyao, Tang Tang, what's wrong, do you know?" Is this him? ”

An Ning also paused her gobbling: "Are you making an awkward fuss? Got into a fight? Yaoyao, don't just keep quiet, oops, you're in a hurry to kill me. ”

Mei Xueyao watched Tang Tang leave, without saying a word, she remained silent. Putting away her tears, Mei Xueyao lowered her head and slowly enjoyed the very delicious dinner in front of her. Wei Yuntao and An Ning also stopped talking, silently pulling the delicious food in front of them.

"An Ning, Wei Yuntao, can you two listen to the radio? I listen to it occasionally. By chance, I heard a story. The storyteller is a village woman. The village woman said that she and her husband lived with her parents-in-law, and that a big black dog also lived with the family of four. One day, my husband went out on business and still didn't come back in the evening. It just so happened that my father-in-law didn't pay attention to leaving the big black dog outside the door when he locked the door that night. At night, the big black dog slammed on the door, causing a sound, and there was no movement in the room of the village woman and in-laws. The village woman was worried about waking up her in-laws, so she got up in her clothes and quietly opened the door. It's as simple as that. The next day, the husband came back and told her son what had happened. Since then, the family has been restless, and it is in vain to let the village woman explain again... What would you do if you were that village woman? ”

"Me? I'm a boy, so so... But if I were that husband, I don't think I would be so arbitrary and only believe my mother's rhetoric, and I might have believed my wife's explanation. Anning, if it were you, what would you do? ”

"What else can I do? Divorce! Without even the most basic trust, how can this marriage be maintained? ”

"Divorce! Is it so easy to divorce? Leave wherever you can! Is it that serious? ”

"Yes! Absolutely! The most important thing between husband and wife is trust. Who wants to be suspicious of the other party for no reason? When you can't gain the trust of the other party no matter how you explain it, it is better to divorce. Marriage is not easy to divorce, but it is still necessary to divorce when it is time to divorce. divorce, pick up the lost dignity one by one, so that this person who doubts himself will never have the right to doubt himself in the future, so that he knows that I can live well without anyone, and the person who regrets it in the end must be the husband..."

An Ning suddenly stopped talking, and at the same time looked at Mei Xueyao with Wei Yuntao.

"You have all seen Tang Tang's current situation, it is indeed abnormal. I don't know what happened to him. But my gut tells me that his performance now doesn't fully represent his heart. At least for now, I choose to trust him absolutely, give him freedom, give him time, and wait for him to come out on his own. I have nothing else to do but wait. I believe that Time must be a benevolent elder, and he will definitely give me back a Tang Tang that is exactly the same as before, and at the same time completely delete the unhealthy gray thoughts that occasionally arise in my heart. I'm sure he'll get along with him, and when the time comes, everything will be fine. Mei Xueyao said eloquently.

Mei Xueyao's eyes were full of perseverance. Mei Xueyao never knew that she was so optimistic and so strong. Tang Tang's performance in the past eight days really made Mei Xueyao feel scared, thinking that Tang Tang had encountered his own pressure, and the most uncomfortable person now must be him! Now Tang Tang clearly wants to let himself take the initiative to disappoint him and give him up, if he really does this, wouldn't it be stupid! I remember the thoughts that surged in my heart when I faced a pear tree at that time, and I was never as important to another person as I am now! Mei Xueyao felt that she had now completely fallen into Tang Tang's world and could no longer extricate herself. Mei Xueyao never thought that after the real situation appeared, her trust in Tang Tang would be so absolute and pure.

"Tang Tang, this kid! Did you cultivate it in your last life? What a blessing! I don't think we can find a second Mei Xueyao in the first middle school. Wei Yuntao knocked on the edge of the plate with chopsticks in his hand and muttered in a low voice.

"Phew! What we learn is materialism! An Ning spat directly at Wei Yuntao, turned to Mei Xueyao, frowned, worried: "In this case, in the days to come, I am afraid that you will be very difficult." ”

was unfortunate by An Ning, and the next days were really difficult! "Three people become tigers", too many fake things naturally arouse the public's trust in it, and deliberate things have also made people unconsciously believe in it. Tang Tang has now become more lively and talkative than before, but unfortunately the object of conversation is no longer Mei Xueyao; In his spare time, it is difficult to find Tang Tang in the classroom; Mei Xueyao spoke, Tang Tang just didn't hear it, and didn't react at all; Mei Xueyao's tea, Tang Tang didn't drink half of it, and poured it out coldly; Mei Xueyao's painting Tang Tang didn't even look at it...

Mei Xueyao tried her best to get closer to Tang Tang, a little closer... Helplessly, Tang Tang didn't appreciate it, and watched as he got farther and farther away from Mei Xueyao, farther and farther away... Wang Guozhen said that the heart is clear, and the rain is also sunny; The heart is rainy, and the sunny is also rain. Now in the sunny September season, Mei Xueyao is pouring heavy rain every day in her heart. Mei Xueyao wanted to comfort herself, but she couldn't find any reason to comfort herself. Obviously, the day before school started, they were still affectionate to each other, how could it be... At the beginning, I was so eagerly looking forward to the start of school to solve each other's lovesickness, why... Mei Xueyao sometimes even feels that it is a big mistake for the creator to arrange himself in this rolling red dust, she is completely a superfluous person, if she doesn't have herself, the world in front of her may be even better! Everyone says "only when you lose do you know how to cherish", is this sentence also useful to Tang Tang? Could it be that a transcendent like Tang Tang can't be exempt from vulgarity? gave up this relationship, Mei Xueyao said that she was reluctant to say anything; Continuing it, Mei Xueyao couldn't find a reason to convince herself - the relationship itself needs two people to happen. Mei Xueyao's strong confidence was shattered little by little by Tang Tang's ruthless coldness day by day, Mei Xueyao didn't know which day was the limit of her endurance, and she didn't know which day her confidence would collapse and fall apart. Mei Xueyao is getting more and more afraid day by day, she doesn't know how long she can last herself. Mei Xueyao felt as if she was a person hanging halfway up the cliff, looking up, she couldn't see a little hope; Down, it's an abyss again. But Mei Xueyao is Mei Xueyao, even if it is so unbearable, every day, Mei Xueyao still treats herself well, treats Tang Tang seriously, and lives it seriously. Mei Xueyao would not use the most stupid way to punish herself who was not wrong. The heart is knotted in Tang Tang, and he has to come out by himself. The so-called "bell must be tied to the bell", as said before, all this takes time as a powerful weapon. The only thing Mei Xueyao can do, the only thing she can do, is to wait. It's just that waiting for Mei Xueyao now is really a cruel torment. "Maybe tomorrow, maybe tomorrow Tang Tang will be fine." Every night when she falls asleep, Mei Xueyao prays. Now that countless tomorrows have passed, Tang Tang still can't call softly as before, "Little fool, what do you want?" "It's so hard not to give up, it's so lonely on a one-person stage! Mei Xueyao insisted on her persistence and did not make her defense line fragile and vulnerable.