An Ning stretched out her hand and closed the book that Mei Xueyao had spread out: "What do you think?" I've been looking at you for a long time, I haven't turned the page for half a day, and I'm dizzy when I turn the pen again. Do you read like that? ”

"It's also good to put up a façade." Mei Xueyao said, "It's better than closing." As he spoke, he reopened the textbook and turned to the page that had just been closed by An Ning.

An Ning "snapped" and closed the textbook that Mei Xueyao had just opened: "Let's go, go out and breathe, it's going to be moldy." ”

Where is it so simple to go out to breathe, it turned out that Lamei Xueyao went to the No. 2 Middle School to visit Hao Junwei together. Mei Xueyao squinted her cat-like eyes and looked at An Ning from top to bottom and from bottom to top.

An Ning clasped his hands on his chest and hid back, his big eyes flickering: "What's so beautiful!" I can't control myself! ”

"That's right. Is it that hard to tell the truth? You have to be honest when you should be honest! Mei Xueyao smiled.

It's a very human thing. A year is too long, long enough to forget the past and get to know someone else again. Plus the letter that broke off diplomatic relations for no reason last time... Although it was later reunited, there was a rift after all. Why is it so hard to meet someone? So many weekends, so long and so long vacations, why do you come to the door again and again and fail again and again? And why does Hao Junwei always have so many reasons to be at home? I was asked out to play ball by my classmates today; Tomorrow I was asked out by my classmates to go swimming; The day after tomorrow, I was asked by my classmates to travel to Dunhuang... Is this the so-called end of the world? Each other is obviously neighbors, and it is logical that they should look down and not look up to see each other. But why do you have to look for it if you want to see each other now? Are the boys in love now enchanted by witches? Tang Tang has become a complete stranger, has Hao Junwei also changed? An Ning's heart is far from being as free and easy as her external appearance, and she is not able to take anything and let go, Hao Junwei is one of them. How important Hao Junwei's position in An Ning's subconscious is, An Ning himself can't tell. An Ning sometimes even hates herself, why can't her heart control her own people? A man should be strong, but his heart is gentle. An Ning has a thick diary - thicker than you can imagine. pinched the spine of the book and shook it down, and all the words "Hao Junwei" fell down. An Ning Diary looks up and likes to use "the sky is raining and the heart is clear", and she thinks that she should be "the sky is clear and the heart is empty" during this time.

Between the first middle school and the second middle school, it is quite far away to go around in the past, in fact, its straight line distance is very close, only the width of a river in the middle, and they look at each other across the river, which is a bit of a cowherd and weaver girl. Hao Junwei once said that if the weather is fine, he can clearly see the "interests of the motherland above all else" on the roof of the teaching building of No. 1 Middle School, and even the "unity, diligence, mutual assistance and enterprising" in front of the teaching building can also be seen. Soon after Hao Junwei said this, An Ning really chose a very sunny afternoon, standing on the fifth floor and waving a pair of arms vigorously. Neither An Ning nor Mei Xueyao could know if Hao Junwei was standing in front of the classroom door and looking in the direction of No. 1 Middle School that afternoon. "There are no colorful phoenix wings, and the heart is a little clear." That afternoon, Li Shangyin's sentence was taken out by Mei Xueyao and used as a language of comfort and tranquility. In fact, there is nothing to look at in No. 1 Middle School, but there are people worth looking at in No. 1 Middle School, so Hao Junwei stood on tiptoe and stretched his neck. How long ago was that? Will Hao Junwei still be like this today?

The time was not early or late, it was just right, and there were many people on both sides of the river who came out for recreation. Mei Xueyao and An Ning passed by a stall specializing in selling snacks, and the stall was guarded by a woman who looked to be around fifty years old. The woman was busy taking care of her business, there were many customers, and the business was very hot, so at the moment the woman had a smile embedded in every wrinkle. The years have worn away the woman's hands, which had been white many years ago, and the sun has tanned the woman's face, which had been so rosy many years ago. An Ning swallowed and ate in his mouth, and said vaguely with emotion, Yaoyao, you now know that people can't live by their thoughts alone.

The second middle school is different from the first middle school in that it adopts a closed teaching. So there is no suspense, Mei Xueyao and An Ning were blocked outside the school gate by the gate.

Compared with the first middle school, the entrance of the second middle school is much quieter and more beautiful. two large gardens; a large pine forest; a large bamboo forest; Plus a big pond. The pond is surrounded by weeping willows, and the center of the pond is full of lotus flowers and leaves. The season is just right, all kinds of greenery are lush, and the whole environment is very beautiful. "Living and learning in this environment is really a beautiful enjoyment! It's a pity that the beautiful scenery of the good day is a day, and the courtyard is pleasing to the house. The scenery is so tranquil and beautiful, but the lonely fang appreciates itself, and it is wasted! Touching the scene, Mei Xueyao couldn't help but sigh leisurely.

"The feeling for Hao Junwei was hope at first, but then it evolved into a habit, and now, I feel very uneasy. Although he apologized, I still felt very wronged. Looking at his letter now, I can't get back the happy and happy feeling I had before. Reading between the lines, I always feel that he is perfunctory. An Ning sighed, unabashedly showing another completely different self in front of Mei Xueyao, a pure and clean little girl in the love season.

"If Hao Junwei he..."

"That's not a big deal, a lot of people are waiting in line to fill his gap, as long as this girl is willing!"

An Ning finished his words with great ambition, and then sighed heavily. An Ning doesn't disdain people worse than herself at all. An Ning has always stubbornly believed that the reason why she would bet her whole heart on Hao Junwei is because Hao Junwei, like her, is also a very strong and competitive person. In junior high school, both of them are class leaders, copying words on the blackboard, drawing the Chu River and Han boundary in the middle, one and a half sides, staring at each other's speed, almost half of the blackboard is copied at the same time every time, and they are tired and sweating and panting together. An Ning sometimes thinks very pessimistically that if two people really come together one day, they will not be happy with each other. The two of them, neither of them can change anyone. However, the process of happiness is precisely the process of accommodating and tolerating each other.

"Then why did we bother to come here so hard, and we started to say something wrong again." Mei Xueyao said angrily.

"Reluctantly!"

"An Ning, Yaoyao, you are here. It's been a long time. Hao Junwei smiled brightly, "No way, our school is like this, it's troublesome." ”

"Just enjoying the view, we've earned it." Mei Xueyao smiled. Secretly applauded the peaceful eyes. Hao Junwei is really good. Not to mention his tall height, he is now more handsome and elegant than he used to be young. It's no wonder that the horizon is as high as tranquility, and it can be so desperate.

An Ning had already followed Hao Junwei away, leaving Mei Xueyao alone in the garden to wait. There are many persimmon trees planted in the garden, and the small persimmons hanging on them are crystal clear, really like beautiful little lanterns. All kinds of flowers, yellow, white, purple... It's blooming brightly and dazzling. The bamboo in the bamboo forest is tall and strong, blocking the sunlight, and it is particularly cool to walk in it. The weeping willows by the pond are bending over, gently brushing the tips of their slender fingers on the surface of the water. Mei Xueyao picked up a stone at random and blew it in the water, and how to hit it was taught by Tang Tang before. The stones were thrown by Mei Xueyao, leaving a halo of water that gradually became smaller from near to far on the calm water, like a person's undulating heart.

"Yaoyao—" An Ning shouted.

In the blink of an eye, An Ning and Hao Junwei were already in front of them.

"Hao Junwei, you guys are really beautiful here, and they can make people feel refreshed. The school gate is so beautiful, and the school is estimated to be even more beautiful. Mei Xueyao threw the last stone and stood up.

"Generally speaking, at first, it was the same as what you feel now, I thought it was beautiful and beautiful, but after staying for a long time, I couldn't feel anything. Just like when we used to be in junior high school, we longed for high school so much, and even felt that once we were admitted to high school, everything would be different from before. Now that I've really been admitted, I've entered this circle, and I've lived here, and I don't think it's sacred. Now I inexplicably yearn for university, and I guess it will be the same feeling after being admitted. Very usual! Really usual! There is nothing sacred about it. It can even get boring sometimes. Personally, I think that the so-called sacred and beautiful is often a beautiful vision of the circle that outsiders yearn for, and one day, once the goal is achieved, the vision is achieved, and I am immersed in it, only to find that what I have always wanted is nothing more than that. ”

"When man thinks, God laughs. But why didn't I think about it, I need to cherish everything in front of me! What you have will never know to cherish, and you will always take it for granted, even a grass-like existence. I have to pursue the so-called treasure that cannot be seen or touched, and is in the ethereal. In the end, I am afraid that I will not get what I want to get, and I will lose what I have already obtained. Just like the monkey who lost the watermelon and picked up the sesame seeds, he ended up empty-handed. Mei Xueyao was unprecedentedly serious, eloquent, calm and quiet, and her voice was empty and distant.

Hao Junwei was stunned, woke up for a moment, and clapped his palms and laughed: "Yaoyao, well said!" Shibei should be impressed for three days. The water in the first middle school really raises people, Yaoyao, you don't let the women have their eyebrows now, which is completely inconsistent with the image of the soft and weak who always stands behind An Ning in my impression. I think I need to update my memory, haha. ”

The two sides of the river bank are the opposite of the bustle when they came, and now they are deserted, with all kinds of plastic bags abounding, and the wind blows everywhere. In the distance, here and there, a few stallholders were packing up their stalls and preparing to leave. A few white waterfowl were flying in the river. As the sun sets, the sky in the west is red, the sunset reflects the water, and the sparkling waves are also red, and the water and sky are the same color, beautiful! No. 1 Middle School waited quietly under the sunset like a mother for Mei Xueyao and An Ning to go home.

"Yaoyao, it's hurting you to stay up late at night again."

"When did you learn to be so cheesy?" Mei Xueyao smiled, "Hao Junwei is really beautiful there!" I've been there once before and I don't know how to take a good look, it's a pity. ”

"You've been here before? I don't know! Freshman year of high school? Are you coming alone? Why didn't you make an appointment with me? ”

"No," Mei Xueyao laughed again, what a duplicitous girl! Isn't it good to be gentle in front of Hao Junwei? Now people can't see it. "You really don't remember, when the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school was about to end, Hao Junwei and the three of us came over together, and our memory is really bad!"

"That's what you say!" An Ning suddenly remembered.

"It's hard to have many more times."

"yes, I didn't know how to go around that day! No one took care of the school during the holidays, why didn't I know to go in with Hao Junwei to have a look, I only knew that the pestle was waiting stupidly there, it's ridiculous to think about it now. Recalling the past, An Ning's face was full of light.

"It's only a little over a year since then, it's not that far away, but everyone is not what it used to be now."

"It's been so long, why don't you ask me what Hao Junwei and the two of us were talking about just now?"

"If you want to say it, you will naturally say it, and if you don't want to say it, I asked in vain. Besides, it's better not to ask if I'm tired from taking out the two of you and pretending to be in my stomach. ”

"Go-" An Ning said angrily, looking Mei Xueyao up and down, "You didn't pretend to be too little before, and I didn't see you tired for a long time." Damn Tang Tang why did you become like this, it's really close to Zhu and red and black from ink! I really regret giving you both the media. An Ning let out a long sigh, and continued: "The atmosphere is the same as before, and the conversation is actually quite harmonious, but I don't know if there will be other meanings in his words." Just now he said that the vision is no longer as cherished as before You don't hear it, that's definitely what he said in his heart, I just don't know if I also belong to one of his visions. ”

"How can it be, I see that Hao Junwei is very nervous about you, what weather is it now, you see that he was still sweating when he ran out. Well, don't scare yourself. Mei Xueyao comforted, "Don't think about uncertain things, have you forgotten the story about the black dog?" Don't do anything you regret. ”

"The story of the black dog will never be forgotten for the rest of my life." An Ning said, "How are you two doing now?" ”

"What else," Mei Xueyao couldn't laugh anymore, "Aren't you watching from the side every day?" Now it's too much trouble for him to say even a word to me, and I really don't know when this kind of day will be the end. ”

"Don't think too much about it, maybe you'll get better tomorrow." Tranquility shifted from one melancholy to another. It's all equations that have no solution.

"I hope so." Mei Xueyao looked up to the sky and sighed.