I am a sensual person, so I am particularly easy to be moved by feelings, I often say that I can't see Su Man's heart clearly, but standing here at this time, I seem to have seen through everything again, behind her cold appearance, there is always a warm heart hidden, no matter which Su Man I know.

At some point, she woke up from her deep sleep, half-squinted on the sofa and stared at me, and I still couldn't see through her mind, but in order not to touch her sensitive emotions, I hurriedly withdrew from my "own" room, smiled embarrassedly, and said, "I'll just go around ...... casually"

Su Man's long eyelashes fluttered a few times and he asked me, "Do you like it here?" ”。

I sat down on the other half of the couch next to the coffee table, looked around left and right, and said, "I like it...... Although the pattern has changed a lot, the feeling of coming here every time I come here will not change! ”

"Have you ever thought about it...... Will you continue to live here one day? ”

I didn't quite understand the meaning of Su Man's words, so I subconsciously frowned and asked, "Why do you say that?" ”

Su Man breathed softly, and then shifted his gaze to the dark world outside the window with some distraction, and whispered, "I may never come to Shanghai again in the future...... So the house will be empty, which in itself I took from you, and it's time to give it back to you! ”

My mind began to sink, although I couldn't accurately understand what Su Man was trying to convey to me, but vaguely I seemed to read something from her words, and after taking a heavy breath, I said: "Su Man, this house was rented by you and purchased from the landlord through formal procedures, so there is nothing that has taken away from me...... And then there's why you might never come to Shanghai again, and what does that mean? ”

Suman glanced at me, but eventually remained silent, and it was because of her silence that I felt an inexplicable unease.

I breathed heavily again, trying to get the filthy gases out of my internal organs, and asked her, "Are you going to stay in Beijing forever?" ”。

"I don't know ......"

"I don't know what's going on? Do you still want to emigrate abroad? ”。 I couldn't calm down anymore, but in order to make sure I didn't talk nonsense, I quickly took out my cigarette and used the familiar smell of tobacco to calm the small universe that could explode at any time.

Probably sensing the aggravation of my tone, Su Man said to me in disgust: "Wang Ye, can you stop smoking!" ”

"Does it have anything to do with whether I smoke or not?" With that, I took a few more puffs and continued, "Super Man...... If you find you annoying me, I can leave your world completely, and promise never to bother you again...... But you don't have to emigrate at all! ”

"Wang Ye, whether I stay in the country or not has nothing to do with you!" Suman sat up, but she lowered her head and remained silent until I was about to finish a cigarette, and then she continued: "My fate is no longer in my control, and there are some things that I want to change, but I don't have the ability to do that...... I'm sorry! ”

"You're not sorry for me......" I corrected her.

Su Man bit his lip lightly and looked out the window in a trance: "The reason why I told you to be sorry is because I shouldn't have intruded into your life in the first place...... In fact, sometimes I can't understand what I'm thinking in my heart, just like you said, we do live in two different worlds, but I really have never looked down on you once in material life, but it is precisely because we live at different levels that our respective fates must not be the same...... In Beijing, I am a high-flying female president, but in front of you I would rather be a fish with only seven seconds of memory, I can cry and laugh without recklessness, after seven seconds I will forget everything, and then start again, I hate everything in Beijing, I hate being held up by others! ”

"Since you don't like life there, don't stay there!"

"Leaving Beijing means losing everything...... Will you raise me then? ”。

"I'm willing to ......"

"Don't be stupid, Wang Ye!" Su Man smiled lightly and continued: "Originally, I thought that I might stay away from that city this time, but I didn't think about this departure, and I couldn't even stay in Shanghai......"

"Why ......"

"There is no why...... Because that's fate! Su Man put his head on my lap a little sleepily, and said to me with a slight smile on his face: "Wang Ye, you look down at me with your head down, can you find any difference from usual?" ”。

I shook my head and said, "No...... Beautiful as always! ”

"So that's what you see me as I ...... You can only see me on the outside, but I can read your heart! ”

I looked at her curiously: "Then tell me what my heart is like!" ”

Su Man closed his eyes and meditated, and after a short moment, he said, "You are a little bird who was injured by a bow while standing on a fruit tree and enjoying the fruit, and one day you found another fruit tree, but you couldn't help a scarecrow standing under the fruit tree...... So you stand near the fruit tree every day and wait for the scarecrow to leave, day after day of time passes, and finally one day the scarecrow can not bear the wind and rain and falls down in the wheat field, you are stupid only to realize that it is just a dummy, frustrated, you decide to take the fruit from the fruit tree, but why did you not think that those fruits have already been taken by the insects......"

I didn't understand: "What do you mean?" ”

Suman asked me again, "How are you looking at me carefully this time and how different are you?" ”

I frowned, and began to look left and right at every inch of skin on her cheeks, but I didn't notice anything different except for the slight hair that was scattered, and I suddenly felt a nervous pang when I pondered the story Suman told me, because after listening to Suman, she compared me to a wounded bird, and the fruit that grew on the fruit tree was herself, and so on...... Su Man's implication was to tell me that she had known that I liked her for a long time, but because of the class of life, she had not had the courage to say it, and when the so-called "scarecrow" ceased to exist one day, she had already been taken away by others......

If the meaning of the combination Suman is true, then in other words, she is implying that it is time for me to confess to her?