For a long time, I kept guessing the meaning of Suman's words to me, and I wasn't sure if she was hinting at me, so I didn't dare to show affection for her on the spur of the moment, although I didn't deny the feeling of affection for her, but I was more afraid that if something was broken, we wouldn't even have to be friends.

Life is nothing more than tossing and continuing to live, but I am already tired of tossing, I know what I have lost, and I also know what I have now, so it is easier to be satisfied with everything at this time, staring at her clear and deep eyes for a long time, a kind of timidity gradually sprouted in my heart......

Facing my gaze, Su Man smiled and said to me: "Wang Ye, everyone should learn to be satisfied, whether it is in career or love in the future...... You have to learn to be satisfied, because there are things that you have gained and then lost, and it is far more painful than the turmoil that you can't get! ”

"And why did you just tell me that story?"

I'm just imagining you in an imaginary fairy tale world, but you also have to distinguish the difference between reality and fantasy fairy tales......"

"So you mean, you're actually trying to tell me...... Is the difference between the two of us a fairy tale and reality? ”。

Su Man was silent, but it seemed to me to be a tacit acquiescence, and after a few moments, she took her head off my head and whispered, "Wang Ye, let's not contact each other in the future!" ”

She was still as neurotic as ever, so much so that thinking was never my IQ to figure it out, and I looked at her in confusion: "Why do you always give me the feeling of being detached?" Am I doing something wrong again? ”。

"You didn't do anything wrong!"

I was a little emotionally out of control: "Then why don't you contact me again, don't we have to toss back and forth like this, can't even be an ordinary friend?" ”。

"I can't be friends with you......"

"Then you give me a reason, as long as you give me a suitable reason, I will leave immediately, and promise not to pester you again......"

Su Man bowed his head and was silent, and because of her silence, I began to fall into a long silence, until the smoke rose again from my fingertips, and I swallowed the smoke out heavily, and said in a serious voice: "Su Man, do you know that I am really tired when I am with you...... Sometimes I would often stand on the balcony in the middle of the night and look up at the dark sky, when suddenly a twinkling star appeared in my world, my mood was happy, but the star was always hanging high in the night sky, I couldn't watch it up close, and over time, the head would get tired...... And you are like the star hanging in the night sky, the beautiful aura is desirable, but it is always untouchable! ”

Su Man shook his head and said: "Although the stars are sacred and beautiful, sometimes I prefer to turn into a lamp, in this sparse and displaced world, to sprinkle warmth and light to those who are really in need...... But stars are stars after all, even if God gave her special mana, but after all, she doesn't have the ability to turn things around, it's like my own destiny, I have a lot of things that others can get only by fantasy, and the ridiculous thing is that I don't even have the freedom of an ordinary person......"

"Ordinary, free......"

Su Man looked at the dark world outside the window with longing, and said, "Wang Ye, do you know? I often wonder if there was a path in the world that symbolizes the ordinary...... That's why I love the SRX, because to get in this car is to have freedom...... I want to drive it, sprint all the way, laugh all the way, walk through the desert and grassland, see the rape flowers all over the mountains and the green terraced fields, and be with the people I love the most, ignoring the distractions of the world and the beautiful ...... of the city."

I smoked my cigarette vigorously, in the world depicted by Su Man, it was exactly what I expected, I liked the SRX car at that time, because it was a car that symbolized freedom, how many people in this world fought for fame and fortune, how many people intrigued for a trace of profit, but in the end, I found that ordinary is the only answer......

When the cigarette on my fingertips burned out in its inherent attitude, I said to Suman: "Since you like freedom and yearn for the ordinary, why don't you give up everything to pursue the world you want?" ”

"That's what I'm telling you, there's a difference between fairy tales and the real world...... The so-called dream, generally only dream is beautiful, the pursuit of dreams is destined to pay the pain and pressure that ordinary people can't bear, I don't know what kind of price I will pay if I insist on pursuing, and I don't know if it's worth it for just a dream! ”

I didn't dare to continue to persuade Su Man, because I didn't understand what kind of world she was in, so I asked her again: "No matter what kind of life you choose, since you leave Beijing, isn't that equivalent to giving up everything in China?" Is it worth it? ”。

"Giving up may also be owning...... And I gave up everything in the country, which is also a way to chase my dreams! ”

"I don't understand!"

"Hehe, there are some things you don't have to figure out...... After understanding it, maybe it will be even more entangled! So Su Man took the key to the house out of his handbag and said to me, "Take the key...... Although I can't live here in the future, I still hope that you better not bring other women here! ”

I didn't take the key that Suman handed me, and said firmly, "I don't want your key...... I just want to know why you have to leave the country! ”

"This is my own final choice......"

"I don't believe you're the only choice!"

Su Man bit his lip and said, "It's really not the only way for me to choose, but it's the best choice for me......"

When I was about to engage in a verbal argument with her, she slipped the key to the house into my hand and said, "Wang, I'm tired...... It's not too early, you should go back and rest early! ”

I played a scoundrel with her like I had done outside, and I lay down on the sofa and refused to move a step, saying, "I won't leave unless you tell me why you have to leave the country and live abroad!" ”

―――――― don't have much time to write a book.,I'm starting to be busy with my own career problems.,So I'm going to finish the book early.,Finish it early.,It's expected that at my update speed.,Finish the book within three months or so.,Save you and wait for the update to be urgent.,I don't want to write a book in the abuse to find myself uncomfortable...... The plot is faster, and the jump may be larger...... I'm not the only one who writes books on this genre, and you can read books written by other authors when the time comes. Maybe I'll write another book, maybe this will be the last one. This book has made me a lot of friends, and I would like to thank those who have always supported me. I won't write it, it's a relief for you and me, just be good to everyone.