The weather is getting warmer and the clothes are getting thinner, and everyone is busy all the time. Guan Ruixuan walked to the podium one night and suggested that everyone make the learning atmosphere lively. "High school life is the most beautiful wave in the river of human growth, don't recall the high school years later, everyone's mind is blank and can't say anything! I suggest that everyone set up a voluntary mutual aid group, and those with good grades with slightly worse grades are not limited to the form, one belt, one more, one belt, more than one, and more are all on their own, completely voluntary." Ma Xiaolin shouted loudly at the end of the self-study one night, "Remember to hand in your physics homework before going home", and at the same time, he always caught a glimpse of Ma Xiaolin hurriedly shuttling between the classroom and the general branch of the Youth League. Every time Mei Xueyao meets Ma Xiaolin, Ma Xiaolin is always panting without exception.

The above two are the people Mei Xueyao will see every day after "moving to a new home". Ma Xiaolin is Mei Xueyao's new tablemate, and Guan Ruixuan's seat is directly behind Ma Xiaolin's seat. Life has finally returned to a pool of still water. It feels so good after the rain and it's new everywhere. The sun outside was so warm, Mei Xueyao stretched her waist.

"Mei Xueyao, work very hard." The person who came was Jiang Junliang.

"I just decorated the façade with a book, and I didn't read it at all."

"Ma Xiaolin has a bad appetite these days, I brought a few plums from home, wait for her to come, you can give it to her."

Mei Xueyao took it, a heavy bag. Mei Xueyao thought that Jiang Junliang's Chinese must have learned very badly, so she would see this heavy bag in her arms as "a few".

When Ma Xiaolin came back, Mei Xueyao was not there. Ma Xiaolin only saw a large bag of plums on his desk. Ma Xiaolin took out one and put it in his mouth. It's not sour, it's so sweet.

When Mei Xueyao came back, she saw Ma Xiaolin munching on the back of the bag of plums.

"Mei Xueyao, you are the best, my favorite is Huamei."

"Thank you for the wrong person, Jiang Junliang took it."

"Oh." Ma Xiaolin said, grabbed a handful and put it on Mei Xueyao's table: "Taste, this Mei is not sour." ”

Mei Xueyao put one in her mouth: "Well, it's so sweet!" ”

"Guan Ruixuan, here you go." Ma Xiaolin grabbed another handful.

Guan Ruixuan raised his head: "Thank you, I don't eat Mei." With that, he lowered his head again.

Ma Xiaolin grabbed Huamei's hand and hung it in the air, can he take it back? was thinking about it, Guan Ruixuan had already taken the words Mei in Ma Xiaolin's hand.

"That's good, it's so sweet! Thank you. Guan Ruixuan said.

In Mei Xueyao's eyes, Guan Ruixuan is a very traditional one. And because he is the squad leader, the person looks more serious. A pair of wild horse-like eyes make people easily afraid to approach. With slightly messy hair, Mei Xueyao thought that maybe it was Guan Ruixuan's hairstyle that was deliberately made. Mei Xueyao and Guan Ruixuan only had one contact on "business". Not long ago, Mei Xueyao finally left school and went home for a few days due to Tang Tang's depression. In a trance, Mei Xueyao completely forgot to ask An Ning to help send and receive math homework for her. So during the days when she was at home due to illness, Mei Xueyao spent her time in uneasiness, not daring to imagine what the consequences would be. After Mei Xueyao returned to school, she learned from Ma Xiaolin that in those days, it was Guan Ruixuan who was always acting as the representative of the mathematics class for Mei Xueyao. Ma Xiaolin praised Guan Ruixuan like a perfect elf in front of Mei Xueyao. However, for this boy, Mei Xueyao has an indescribable fear, that feeling, like a thief meeting a policeman.

Mei Xueyao's other tablemate is called Zhao Meng.

"Seeing you frowning all day, aren't you used to it?"

"It's not." Mei Xueyao forced herself to laugh.

"Ignore the talk! What do you mean? ”

Mei Xueyao was silent. It's really hard to get along with people! Mei Xueyao thought of Qu Fei. It turns out that high school students are so sensitive! After the last turmoil with Qu Fei, Mei Xueyao felt disappointed, and Mei Xueyao didn't want to spend time on these boring things anymore.

However, Zhao Meng has the right to speak: "What's the big deal about good grades?" How about the homeroom teacher being nice to you? If you don't like it, you can't come, who will you show it with a frown all day? ”

Zhao Meng's words wore away Mei Xueyao's last trace of patience, and Mei Xueyao was annoyed. If you have the ability, go and learn your homework well and look at yourself. Who else would be so idle, thinking all day long, looking at or looking down on anyone? Chirping like a sparrow, very noisy! Mei Xueyao originally thought that everyone here was busy contributing to their own tomorrow every day. Now she knew that there were also many people who were busy with how to doubt others and envy others. Wei Yuntao is right, what a group of cute girls! Mei Xueyao felt very uncomfortable, and Mei Xueyao didn't want to listen to Zhao Meng continue for a second.

"Please be quiet!" Kwan played the role of a savior.

Mei Xueyao looked behind gratefully, and there was no expression on the boy's face, like a statue.

There are two times of the day when there are few people in the classroom: after lunch and after dinner. After lunch, most of the people like to go to the dormitory for a walk if they have something to do - such as Mei Xueyao, who does not live on campus, also likes to follow An Ning to the Anning dormitory for a while; After dinner, male students like to go to the playground to play ball, while female students generally like to go to the playground to watch male students play.

That night, when Mei Xueyao washed the dishes and came up, Guan Ruixuan was already sitting in the seat, and Guan Ruixuan looked very unenergetic and preoccupied. Mei Xueyao stood still in her seat, habitually taking a handkerchief and looking out the window. Guan Ruixuan sighed heavily in the back, Mei Xueyao couldn't help but turn her head to look at him, at that time Guan Ruixuan was looking down and turning the pen in his hand, the light was blocked by Mei Xueyao, Guan Ruixuan was dark, Guan Ruixuan was startled, and the rotating pen flew far away.

"Thank you for your help last time." Mei Xueyao was a little embarrassed, anxious to find a legitimate reason for her return.

"Those are all trivial, who called me the squad leader." Guan Ruixuan looked tired and frustrated.

"You didn't go out to play today?" Mei Xueyao felt ridiculous about her panic just now, and she was glad that Guan Ruixuan didn't notice it. Mei Xueyao barely managed to calm herself, hoping that Guan Ruixuan would leave quickly to end this kind of conversation that was both polite and unfamiliar.

"I don't like going to the playground and I don't like to play. You don't know because you've never paid attention to me. ”

"I'm sorry." Mei Xueyao is even more embarrassed than before.

"It's not your fault," Guan Ruixuan continued. "I'm nothing but a squad leader." Guan Ruixuan's eyes looked at the blue sky outside through the glass. What's so bad about being a cloud? At least free.

"It's hard to talk to this person." Mei Xueyao thought.

The days passed like flowing water, flowing thinly. Classes are carried out in an orderly manner every day. After a long time, Guan Ruixuan also discussed topics with Mei Xueyao from time to time.

"Mei Xueyao, look at this. I think so..."

"Well, that's what I started thinking. But look here..."

"Oh yes, it has to be so, it has to be like this! I'll take a closer look, and it's wonderful! ”

"Before... I'm really sorry, I thought..."Zhao Meng blushed.

"Don't mention the past, it's a bad thing."

"Mei Xueyao, you don't know, in fact, Zhao Mengren is very good, we have been together since the beginning of school." Guan Ruixuan helped Zhao Meng speak.

Guan Ruixuan's words, Mei Xueyao didn't answer. "Eat a trench and grow a wisdom"! Mei Xueyao admits her stupidity. Mei Xueyao just wants not to add to the chaos now, Mei Xueyao doesn't want to take anything too seriously, she is not interested. It's just two mouths of one person, isn't it?

"It's okay, I forgot about it." Mei Xueyao looked at Zhao Meng. Real life is like this, when there is duplicity, it is like the stars in the sky.

Mei Xueyao likes to look at the blue sky outside. The sky is bright and clean. The hearts of high school students should be as clear as this blue sky, but no one can do it. There are always all kinds of things in everyone's heart that they think are worth caring about. Just like this occasional bird, it inadvertently destroys the original piece of clarity.

Mei Xueyao has become accustomed to sitting in the classroom with Guan Ruixuan every afternoon.

"Mei Xueyao?"

"Huh?"

"Do you think it's fun to be a class president on this high school campus?" Guan Ruixuan was a little gasping, and Mei Xueyao felt a little hot on her back.

"Why do you ask that? Aren't you a good class leader? I didn't see anyone who was dissatisfied with you, and it didn't affect your studies. Mei Xueyao felt that Guan Ruixuan's words were a little strange, and she didn't know what he meant by "meaning". After answering, Mei Xueyao thought about it and felt that she didn't answer anything, it was better not to say what she said just now, for fear of adding to Guan Ruixuan's troubles.

Really.

"Even you say that, I'm a real failure."

"Why do you say that?" Guan Ruixuan's words were very heavy, and Mei Xueyao was sad when he heard it. Mei Xueyao didn't expect that this person's dictionary would have the word "failure". In Mei Xueyao's opinion, Guan Ruixuan is a real Chinese scalper.

"Everyone knows that I want to be the class president myself, and I wanted to work out myself in the three years of high school, but now I think it's ridiculous. What is a squad leader? Nothing! One person in the class spoke, and everyone followed suit. Every time I stood up to maintain discipline, I had to mentally work on it for a few minutes, and after I sat down, I had to get angry for a few minutes. Mei Xueyao, you have always cherished time like gold, do you think I'm stupid like this, moving a stone to shoot myself in the foot? These are nothing, you say others, lightly, don't listen; It's heavy, and people are disgusted with you. I don't want to do it, really, I really don't want to do it. ”

"I don't think you should try again, I don't think it's good to do things halfway. You said that it would be better to calm down and think about it again than if you found Teacher Fang now? ”

"Hmm."

“… It turns out that everyone has a book that is difficult to read. Guan Ruixuan, such a capable person, still has his own confusion, and there are times when he can't make up his mind, which I never expected. When a person faces a difficulty, he should think about how to overcome it, rather than choosing to be a snail hiding in his shell. Escape is not the way, as long as you work hard, there is no problem that there is no way to solve. Man is a very strange animal, always so eloquent about other people's affairs, once it is their turn, they don't know what to do. Aren't you running away from it the same? If you fail on a battlefield, don't you run away immediately? If you are still like this, what qualifications do you have to say that others dare not face it..."Mei Xueyao laughed at herself at the diary, a confidant who never spoke or refute, and was full of emotion.

Guan Ruixuan only thought seriously for one day. In the afternoon of the second day, Guan Ruixuan still did not leave a quiet space for Mei Xueyao.

"Time has made me think a lot, and words have made me understand a lot. For a while, I thought about too many things that I hadn't thought about before, but the more I thought about it, the more I got into a dead end, and the more I thought about it, the more my thoughts became like a mess. Words allow me to read myself when my mind is confused, and how I should treat others and myself. Often, people like to be skeptical of the truth, because they always believe that they are right, and they believe the truth that they should have believed long ago unless they have a blue nose and a swollen face. Knowing that there was a fire pit in front of him, he had to jump down desperately, and he didn't think to turn back until he was gone, and he wanted to cry but had no tears. Mei Xueyao, I laughed at my own self-esteem for being funny. ”

"And what are you going to do?"

"I'll talk to the head teacher tonight." Guan Ruixuan smiled reluctantly, and then continued, "Mei Xueyao, you are the only one who knows about this matter, so I really want to ask for your consent." ”

"I'm for it! There are still many opportunities to practice in the future, and now as long as you do your homework well, you will be the biggest winner. You can not want to do anything else. "Mei Xueyao talks and does things, and she doesn't like to drag mud and water.

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome."

"I've always longed for friends if... I treat you as a friend, wouldn't you mind? ”

Mei Xueyao stretched out her right hand and spread it flat. Mei Xueyao thought that she must have looked very chic—in fact, it was. Mei Xueyao thought of Qu Fei again, "You can't refuse to take a boat for the rest of your life just because the ship sinks once in a while." ”

Guan Ruixuan also stretched out his hand very gentlemanly, revealing two tiger teeth: "When I have a knot in my heart in the future, I don't have to worry about finding someone to talk to." It's just that it's going to be a huge waste of your time. ”

It turns out that serious boys are just as cute when they have a sense of humor.