Chapter 224: Be a duckweed without roots
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Although I have told myself countless times that I have drawn a line with her, I am still very sensitive to her affairs, especially from Ruan Yuwei's mouth to learn that Mi Qi fainted during the filming of the movie, which made my heart suddenly tighten, and I subconsciously asked: ", she is such a decent person, how is her heart ...... Why are you jerking off all of a sudden? What did the doctor say? ”
"The king also ...... I...... I haven't been in touch with her yet..."Ruan Yuwei seemed to be shocked by my reaction, and after a vague explanation, she comforted me again: "But you don't have to be too nervous, mickey has her own natural appearance, she must be safe..."
I could clearly feel that my breathing began to become heavy, and I gradually found that my reaction was a little intense, I took a few deep breaths and tried to calm my emotions, then I coughed softly a few times, and said: "When something like this happens to her, you should go to Chen Jie as soon as possible, not me......"
"Hehe, Wang Ye, you don't know...... Compared to Chen Jie, I hope you can be with Mickey..."
"But you're not her......," I said truthfully.
Ruan Yuwei was silent for a while, and I thought deeply with her silence...... After a short while, Ruan Yuwei asked me, "Wang Ye, how is Ah Huo doing lately?" ”
Since my mind was not on the emotional aspect of her and Ah Huo, I replied casually: "I can eat and pull, and I can pretend to be ......."
"Hehe, I mean, haven't you heard him mention me lately?"
I pouted: "Mi Qi is now sent to the hospital, I think if you really treat her as a best friend, you should inquire more about her at this time, and get in touch with Chen Jie or her agent..."
Ruan Yuwei finally realized that she was wrong, so she apologized: "Uh-huh...... I'm sorry, I'll just ask casually, I'll call Chen Jie right now..."
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Ruan Yuwei hurriedly hung up the call with me, and I finally couldn't help but subconsciously light a cigarette for myself, the smoke in this cold space to cater to the neon lights downstairs is particularly conspicuous, put the cigarette in my mouth, I took out my mobile phone and couldn't wait to use my own browser to quickly search for news about Mi Qi, but all I could see was a picture of her lying quietly on the stretcher, surrounded by the crowd.
I took the opportunity to look through a few more news items below, and one of them was titled "A domestic actress died during filming outside, suspected of a heart recurrence...", which made me very angry.
". Mom..."I threw my phone on the ground in a fit of rage when I saw this news, but I was always very worried in my heart, because until Ruan Yuwei and Mi Qi got in touch to get the result, all possibilities were not impossible, although I firmly believed that Mi Qi would be safe and sound this time.
Unconsciously, Sun Zhenzhen came to my side, she glanced at the mobile phone on the ground that was detached from the battery by me, and quickly bent over to pick it up for me, reassembled it and handed it to me, saying, "I just watched the news...... Sister Mickey, she's going to be fine..."
My whole heart began to tremble, swallowed hard, turned back to Sun Zhenzhen and said, "Book me a ticket to the United States, it will be a little more recently..."
Sun Zhenzhen just stood quietly in front of the iron guardrail of the balcony, staring at the empty world, the veil floating in the air with the cold wind, and finally just looked back at me and smiled: "Seeing you so anxious, I really hope that the person who was taken to the hospital is me..."
I stared at her a little sluggishly, until another biting cold wind blew across my face, and I realized what Sun Zhenzhen had just said to me in the house, and the meaning of her being in a wedding dress at this time, and it was this cold wind that blew me up in a trance.
I do want to have a stable relationship, but my relationship with Sun Zhenzhen's brother and sister is engraved in the bone marrow, and after gradually regaining consciousness, I realized that I almost did a very stupid thing, maybe I can live with Sun Zhenzhen, but I can't share a bed with her like a husband and wife.
Sun Zhenzhen glanced back at me, continued to stare at the dark world, and said to himself: "Do you know the king? …… Whenever I see the unpleasantness of your life, I always want to use my body to shield you from the wind and rain, but the kite and the tree appear at the same time, and the first thing you see must be the big tree, because the big tree can give you a corner to rely on, and can protect you from the wind and rain...... I can't give you more than the bigger tree, but I swear I will give you more love than anyone else, perhaps because what you can't get is always in turmoil...... And people say that time dilutes everything, but I just want to prove that time can't dilute my love for you..."
"Don't love me...... You're going to hurt deeply..."
Sun Zhenzhen was silent......
I looked at Sun Zhenzhen's thin back with mixed emotions, and finally took a blanket from the sofa in the living room and draped it over her body, then lit a cigarette for myself, and looked at the empty space with her, silent and helpless.
Sun Zhenzhen looked up at the unfathomable sky at this time, but he couldn't stop the tears from falling at all, in fact, it also proved that the rumor that he would not cry when he looked at the sky at forty-five degrees was false, and I couldn't give Sun Zhenzhen the happiness he wanted, so I could only numb myself with cigarettes.
"I suddenly want to go out for a walk now..."Sun Zhenzhen finally turned his head to stare at me, and said with a smile: "Since you are destined to be injured, it is better to go out for a walk, maybe in a few years I can forget who you are..."
But I felt sour because of Sun Zhenzhen's last words, and even repeatedly touched the tear ducts, and the tears with temperature slipped down uncontrollably from the corners of my eyes.
I quickly turned around and pretended to light another cigarette for myself with a lighter, and took the opportunity to wipe away the tears from my cheeks, and when my emotions calmed down, I endured the pain in my heart and asked, "Where are you going?" ”
Sun Zhenzhen shook his head: "The world is so big, I want to be a duckweed without roots, floating wherever it goes...... I'm not going to take everything here because everything here smells of you..."
I took a heavy puff of my cigarette and waited until the smoke had cleared from my nose before I took a heavy breath and asked, "When are you coming back?" ”
Sun Zhenzhen seemed to deliberately learn my posture, first pouted and inhaled, then exhaled heavily, looked back at me and said, "Maybe a few months, maybe a few years...... Maybe it's in this life......"
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