Chapter 225: Be a Strange Passerby
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I closed my eyes slightly, and felt the cold wind pass by me like a physical object, but pierced through my heart, and when I opened my eyes again, except for the faint light, all that remained was the bottomless darkness.
I had insomnia this night, so I lay on my bed and looked at the fluorescent stars on the ceiling in front of me over and over again, and after meditating, I was still more worried about Mickey's situation in the United States, but I couldn't show my concern in front of others, so I could only hold my phone tightly in my hand and silently pay attention to any news about Mickey.
The text message rang suddenly, and the person who sent me the message was Sun Zhenzhen, who had just been separated from me, and she just asked me if I had slept.
When I saw the name "naïve" appear on my almost shattered phone screen, my heart suddenly became more depressed, I don't know why my life is always so full of twists and turns, or whether everyone's life is like this.
I didn't dare to reply to Sun Zhenzhen's text messages anymore because I was afraid that my emotional self in the middle of the night would take the wrong path, and I didn't know how to deal with the relationship with Sun Zhenzhen.
Soon Sun Zhenzhen sent me another text message, saying, "Wang Ye, I know you can receive my text message, so let's say goodbye to you in this way...... I've decided, I've decided to leave early tomorrow morning, and I don't know where I'm going, so I'm going to drift in the wind, and I'm not going to say goodbye to anyone else, and it's so sad to think about, I hate that feeling...... You can rest assured that I will take care of myself...... But I'm so worried about you, whenever I think of you sitting alone on the balcony smoking, I feel indescribable distress in my heart, as if I haven't seen you really laugh a few times since I met you...... But if you think that you can sit on the balcony and smoke every day, but your heart is always worried about me, how happy it is...... Huh, will you miss me? Will or won't...... Forget it, you won't reply to my messages at all...... I remember a long, long time ago you asked me what my biggest dream in this life is, at that time I said that being with you is my biggest dream, and now I want to change it, my biggest dream at this time is to live for you... Wang Ye...... I love you, I love love you so much, but I hate your breakup with Sister Mickie, which gives me hope, but it makes me completely hopeless now...... Why is it so painful to grow up..."
I seriously read the text message that Sun Zhenzhen sent me that was comparable to a primary school student's essay, and the pain in my heart was indescribable, I got up and took out a cigarette from the bedside table, and put on a coat for myself, I came to the balcony, and I wanted to reply to Sun Zhenzhen with a text message telling her that I was sitting on the balcony at this time, and all I thought about was her, but in the end I forced myself to delete the words that had been written one by one.
The blue-blue flame burst out of the lighter, and the familiar smell of flue-cured tobacco began to spread in my mouth and nose, and I looked at the world under my feet, and saw more joys and sorrows, many people came and went, met and parted......
I think Sun Zhenzhen over there should be a person crying under the quilt at this time, but helplessly, I can't hold her in my arms like before, because if I give her any more hope, in the future, these hopes will turn into despair, tearing her wounds little by little......
The SMS prompt sounded again, but this time the person who sent me the text message was not Sun Zhenzhen, but the reply message she gave me after I sent a text message to Su Man before, and asked me: "I can't go back to Beijing, do I still need to ask you for instructions?" ”
I didn't understand why Su Man would talk to me in such a tone, and there was a suppressed emotion in my heart that I had nowhere to vent, so I replied to her angrily: "Yes...... I'm not your boyfriend, so you don't have to tell me where you're going..."
"Since you know you're not my boyfriend, why are you asking me so much nonsense?"
When I saw Su Man replying to me with such a pungent smell of gunpowder, I was immediately angry, so I immediately edited the text message and said, "Okay...... I'm talking about, and you're going to say half a word to you from now on, and I'm your grandson..."
"Whatever you want, anyway, without you, it's not like I can't live..."
I couldn't calm my mind, and after taking a heavy puff of cigarette, I replied, "Hehe, I'm just a hanger, how can I live on the same level as a big man like you...... In that case, let's not disturb each other from now on...... Just when we never met, I used you as a passerby, and you took me as a passerby..."
Su Man quickly replied to my message: "Wang Ye, this is from your mouth, I hope you remember it yourself..."
"I don't remember anything, we are not from the same world, you are a white swan admired by all people, a high-profile collection of beauty and wisdom, and I am just an ugly frog living at the bottom of a well in a small space, this class stratification makes us destined not to be together, so I don't need to make myself uncomfortable, let's leave it at that...... Pull each other into the blacklist and be a pair of strange passers-by..."
This time, not long after I sent the text message, the phone rang again, but this time it was Su Man who directly called my phone, and I hung up her call without the slightest hesitation.
And after I hung up the phone call from Su Man, she made several calls one after another, but I hung up one by one, and after a while, my mobile phone received a text message from Su Man, saying: "Wang Ye, if you are still a man, don't always hang up my phone, call me over, I want to listen to you say these words to me in person..."
I snuffed out the cigarette on my fingertips, and replied to her text message unhurriedly: "I've already said what I should say, I don't think there's any need to say it anymore, don't call me again, I'm going to rest..."
To my surprise, less than ten seconds after my text message was sent, the phone rang again, and this time I finally didn't deliberately dodge it, and directly connected to Suman's call.
But the moment I answered the phone, I heard Su Man's crying voice on the other end of the phone, saying, "Wang Ye, I want to hear what you say to me in person..."
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