Chapter 15 There will be no time after that
When a bus crossed the road, Gu Ran seemed to have discovered my existence, and the hand that was holding my boyfriend suddenly let go, looking at me across the road, I saw the man muttering something in her ear kindly, and I really didn't know what kind of attitude to face what might happen at home, so I quickly threw away the cigarette butt, turned around and disappeared into the crowd.
After walking into the park and finding a quieter corner and sitting down, I smoked frantically, in order to numb my restless and restless heart when I saw Gu Ran just now, I had fantasized about the situation when I met Gu Ran for countless nights, but this kind of made me feel the most, especially when I saw the man gently holding her in his arms, I felt a kind of pain and depression like thousands of ants tearing in my heart, even though we have been separated for two years.
I shook my head and tried to leave all my thoughts behind, after smoking several cigarettes in a row, my phone rang again, this time it was Suman calling, she said that she had arrived at the subway entrance, but she couldn't find me, so I told her that there were too many people at the subway entrance, so I entered the People's Park, I said that I went out to look for her, but she insisted on my location to come to me, so I had no choice but to tell her where I was, and then lit a cigarette for myself again, quietly waiting for Suman's arrival.
After about twenty minutes or so, Su Man finally came to me with a box of popcorn, I looked at the popcorn in her hand, quite speechless, and said, "Okay, invite me to dinner, I really doubt that you came here after you were full on the way!" ”
"Don't worry about these details, I'm sure you'll be better than you can eat in a while!"
I seemed to have fun and said, "yes, let's make a bet?" ”
Su Man forcibly stuffed popcorn into my mouth, then sat down next to me, and said, "What kind of chips to bet on, I don't have any money!" ”
I immediately debunked and said, "You don't have any money? You don't have the money to drive a Cadillac to pick up that woman? ”
I don't know which nerve Su Man touched, which made her face immediately start to turn cold, and after waiting for a while, she stuffed a whole box of popcorn into my hand, and then walked forward alone, I wanted to follow her and ask her what was wrong, but in the end I couldn't help but follow her closely.
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Dinner was a hot pot eaten on Nanjing East Road Pedestrian Street, but halfway through the meal, Su Man took me away on the grounds that he was full and pulled me away, out of the hot pot restaurant, I followed behind Su Man, and couldn't help but feel speechless and said: "Don't you think it's a shameful act to ask for such a big table of dishes, and finally leave without even eating a small half?" ”
Su Man looked back at me and said, "Haven't you eaten yet?" ”
I corrected, "We're talking about waste now!" ”
Su Man said with a smile: "Really? I've only eaten a little bit of popcorn in a bucket of popcorn, where are you going to get me? ”
I remembered the popcorn that I left in the hot pot restaurant, and I didn't know how to answer Su Man's next words, so Su Man took out a bottle of plum from his bag and opened it and handed it to me, and said with guilt: "Why don't you eat some plum to pad your stomach, the taste of that hot pot restaurant is so bad, I really can't eat it!" ”
I waved my hand to signal not to eat her stuff, and then walked with her in the crowd, looked at Su Man and said, "I really think that hot pot is bad, I think you belong to the touch of the scene, right?" ”
"What can I do to touch the scene!" Su Man took a plum and put it in his mouth, and then looked at a singer surrounded by a crowd on the side of the street, so he nervously took my arm and squeezed in, and when I came back to my senses and wanted to ask her what she was doing, she had already run to the singer and didn't know what she was muttering.
Su Man exchanged words with the singer for a moment, and then she trotted over to me and pulled me into the middle of the crowd, which felt awkward to be the center of attention, so I tilted my head and whispered to Su Man, "What the hell do you want to do?" ”
Su Man showed a very mysterious smile, and then ran to the side of the kiosk to buy a bottle of rock sugar pears and handed it to the singer, and then took a guitar from the singer for a moment, came to my side and said: "You see so many people around you only know how to watch the excitement, but none of them are willing to give money to others, I see that he has been singing for a long time, it is quite difficult for us to help him drink some water and rest for a while!" ”
I looked at Su Man for a long time before I said: "I have nothing to say if you pity them, and even if you want to give money, I can also take out all the money on my body, but I really can't understand you with a guitar, could it be that you want to sing for him, and then donate all the money to him?" ”
Su Man looked at me very seriously: "Don't you think that this is not only a good deed, but also very exciting?" After waiting for a while, Su Man continued: "I know what you are hesitating about, but all this is just vanity, you should treat this as a personal concert, and throw everything else into the Huangpu River to feed the fish!" ”
"You're saying a good thing, but the point is that I don't know anything about music!"
"I'll play you and sing!"
"Thin !!" I was speechless for a long time, but Su Man just had an expression that if you don't sing, I won't leave, we were in a stalemate for a moment, and I finally compromised and said: "It's not impossible for me to cooperate with you, but you have to play and sing the song you heard on the street two nights ago, can you?" ”
Su Man hesitated for a moment, looked at me and said, "Why do you have to listen to this song?" ”
I tried to find the melody I heard on the street that night in my mind, and before I knew it, I followed the melody of that piece back to the intersection of the road of "effort" and "reality", and suddenly I felt an inexplicable sadness.
After waiting for a while, Suman didn't listen to my explanation, so he walked to the stool next to the singer and sat down and smiled at me, then closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and began to pluck the strings with his fingertips and sing along to the melody.
"When a ship sinks to the bottom of the sea, when a person becomes a mystery, you don't know why they left, that goodbye is his last words...... When a car disappears into the sky, when a person becomes a mystery, you don't know, why they left, just like you don't know that this is the end, in every night when the stars abandon the Milky Way, I will say goodbye, farewell to myself, because I don't know, I don't want to know, and the distance between and the reunion......"
I quietly listened to every word from Su Man's mouth and every note played by the guitar, I never thought that this complete song would be so sad to sing, not only for Su Man's superb singing level, but several girls around me have even been infected by Su Man's singing and began to wipe the tears in their eyes with tissues.
When the song was finished, a girl next to me heard the song sung by Su Man, saying that it was called "After the End" is the theme song of the movie of the same name by the famous writer Han Han, I rarely go to the cinema to watch movies, so I have never heard this song.
At this time, Su Man finally opened her eyes, but I saw that she was already teary-eyed, so I walked up to her in a few steps and asked, "Are you okay?" ”
"It's okay, it's just that I've thought of something unhappy!" Su Man smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hands, then put the guitar flat on his lap and looked at me and said, "I have finished singing what I promised you, what song do you want to sing next?" ”
I couldn't help but feel speechless for a while, so I racked my brains and regretted it, and said: "You see that many people around me are infected by your singing and crying, if my male duck opens his voice again, won't it ruin this harmonious atmosphere, if you continue to sing a more sad song now, I promise that I will cry in a while!" ”
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Since there is a song written in the book, I recommend you to listen to it, Deng Ziqi's "After the End", I don't know how you feel when you listen to it, I think it's quite sad.
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