Su Man looked at me quietly for a long time, and her eyes were full of disappointment, and my heart was torn for a while, because I couldn't stand her eyes, so I immediately lit a cigarette for myself, and after a few puffs, I let out a long breath and dropped the cigarette butt in my hand, and said, "Can Xu Wei's "Hometown" be played?" ”

Su Man nodded happily and said, "I have a little impression, but I have to play it first to familiarize myself!" ”

"Well, there's no hurry!"

So Su Man picked up the guitar and began to find the rhythm, and at this time, the singing brother on the side also gave up his place to me, and after I sat down peacefully, Su Man had already signaled an OK gesture to me, I took a deep breath again, and gave Su Man a gesture to start.

From the moment Su Man played the prelude to the song "Hometown", my emotions were completely brought up, immersed in the artistic conception brought by this song, and I grabbed the microphone with my throat, which was hoarse from smoking all year round, and sang: "The sunset on the horizon reflects my face again, and once again reflects my restless heart, what is this place that is still so desolate, that endless journey is so long, I am the prodigal son who will always walk alone in the distance, you are my woman in the vast sea of people, Every cold night on the road to a foreign land, this thought hurts me like a knife...... Always in my dreams I see your helpless eyes, my heart is awakened again, I stand here and remember the scene of parting with you, you are so lonely in the middle of the crowd, that is your broken heart, my heart is so wild......"

This song was the one I listened to the most during my breakup with Gu Ran, as if every lyric of this song was telling about my own state of mind, because I hadn't sung it for too long, my rhythm almost never followed Su Man, but this did not affect my singing at all, and after a song was sung, my whole face was covered with sweat, but the moment I opened my eyes, I found that those tourists who were originally staying around for Su Man's singing, because of my roar, And pointed at me like a madman.

With a smile, Su Man took a tissue to help me wipe the sweat on my forehead, and said, "Give you a thumbs up, today is the most manly time I've seen you so far!" ”

I gasped and glanced at Su Man, and then slowed down for a long time, before I subconsciously glanced at the money box on the ground that I didn't know when I kicked over, and then lit a cigarette for myself, and bent down without saying a word to pick up the change that had fallen all over the ground, and at this time, Su Man also put down the guitar in his hand and squatted on the ground with me for five cents, one cent, and even picked out a coin in the cement gap, I know that she must rarely do this kind of thing on weekdays, so I saw her serious posture to accompany me to pick up things, I also had an inexplicable feeling in my heart.

After picking up almost all the change that I kicked over, I took out the only 300 yuan left in my wallet and put it together and handed it to the singer, and said apologetically: "I'm really sorry for my buddy today, this money should be my compensation to you!" ”

The singing buddy took back his share of the money and said to me with a smile: "It's just a game, I won't ask for any if it doesn't belong to me, but you can have such a kind and beautiful girlfriend, which can be regarded as a blessing from your boy's last life!" ”

I subconsciously glanced at Su Man, only to see that her face gradually appeared a touch of red, but when I was just about to open my mouth to explain the relationship between me and Su Man, at this time a man took five hundred yuan and threw it into the cash box that I was still holding in my arms, I subconsciously raised my head, and saw that this man was the person I saw at the gate of People's Park today, Gu Ran's boyfriend! And standing beside him, there is also Gu Ran!

Before I could speak first, the man patted me on the shoulder with a smile and said, "I can see that you are a person with a story, and my wife and I like your voice very much, don't be swayed by the eyes of others, and insist on being yourself is the most important thing!" ”

I looked at Gu Ran quietly, and Gu Ran also looked embarrassed and kept dragging the man's arm to signal him not to say any more, at this time Su Man happily took out the five hundred yuan from the box in front of me, and said to me: "Wang Ye, I'll just say it, you sing no worse than anyone else, it's just that those people don't understand your music at all!" ”

I really don't know whether I should cry or laugh at this time, but my ex-girlfriend's current boyfriend treated me as a beggar and gave him money.

I reached out and took the money that the man threw at me from Su Man's hand, and then I couldn't help but look at Gu Ran ridiculously and said, "The meeting gift you gave me is really too big!" ”

Gu Ran looked at me nervously and said, "You misunderstood Wang Ye, Lu Hui (Gu Ran's boyfriend) He hasn't seen you, and he ...... for a while."

I impatiently scattered the money on the ground and said, "Take your dirty money and get out of my sight, even if Lao Tzu really falls to the point of begging on the street one day, it is not uncommon for you to have mercy on me!" ”

At this time, the man named Lu Hui turned to look at Gu Ran and asked, "What the hell is going on, didn't you say that you came to Shanghai for the first time?" How did you know such a person who lives on the streets and sells his art now? ”

I was angry because of the phrase "performing for a living" in Lu Hui's mouth, and immediately stepped forward and grabbed his collar and said, "Who the hell do you say makes a living from performing arts, you can tell me another sentence!" ”

Lu Hui must be a person who doesn't exercise often, just by me pinching his neckline, he began to gasp for breath, and at this time, Gu Ran also hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed my arm, almost crying and begging me to say: "Wang Ye, I beg you to let him go quickly, today's incident is all my fault, I shouldn't let him accompany me shopping, I shouldn't pull him to see the excitement, otherwise I won't meet you here, in short, all the mistakes are my fault, as long as you are willing to let go of him, if you want to beat you, hit me!" ”

I looked at Gu Ran a little blankly, and there was an indescribable emotion in my heart, as if all the sources of evil came from me, and I couldn't believe that the woman in front of me would be the woman who had slept in the same bed with me, I let go of the palm on Lu Hui's chest, and couldn't help but laugh a little self-deprecatingly.

After Gu Ran said "thank you" to me three times in a row, he finally helped the man into the crowd, and at this time, there were more accusations and abuses against me, but who the hell could see through my heart, if it could be pulled out, I think it must have already withered at this time.

After returning home from outside, I took some beer and sat alone again with a little irritability by the floor door of the balcony, I don't know whether my behavior today is right or wrong, and I have repeatedly said to myself that everything is just the past, if I can see Gu Ran again, then I will definitely smile and say to her "Long time no see", but when I really see Gu Ran, I seem to have my emotions began to become uncontrollable, and even split, and it is even more nonsense for me to be friends after breaking up. If they can really become friends with each other, it can probably only mean that the love is not deep enough.

Before I knew it, I had discarded cigarette butts and wine bottles on the balcony, and in a daze, Su Man called me, and I couldn't hear what she said to me, so I asked her to come to me directly if she had something, and then casually gave her an address, as for whether she could find it, it depended on her own ability.

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About Wang Ye's character, I think we still have to look backwards, people need to keep transforming to become mature, I feel that his current character is very real in our lives, there is not so much hypocrisy, very down-to-earth, but everyone has their own style of doing things, most readers will think that if this thing makes me, what will I do, of course, I can think so, it means that you have read my book carefully, I am very happy, but about the character, this is a thing that changes when something happens, I hope you just treat it as a novel.,Don't think too much.,Doing too much comparison with real life will only make you more painful.,So I suggest that you don't get along with yourself.,Just simply look at it as a novel.,Online novels.,Abilities.,YY or something, everyone is already surprised.,It's not weird.。

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