It's dying, and since I started writing books, my life has become extremely irregular.

I slept for two hours just now, and I actually had two dreams, one was that I had a beautiful girlfriend, and the other was actually me grabbing leftovers with others in the classroom!

I'm dying, these are the two big problems I need to solve urgently. Brothers and sisters, what should I do? Can anyone help?

Is there anyone who wants to introduce their cousins, cousins, and female classmates' sisters to me, I really want to have a girlfriend? If you can't do this, you can smash some monthly passes. Comfort my little heart. Woo woo woo ......

My pillow towel is still wet, I don't know which dream it was left behind, woo, I don't want to mention it, I can only use it in a different way, but it is more disturbing to change, and there are traces left yesterday on it. Is there any girl who would like to dedicate herself to helping me wash?

I'm dying, I'm actually very sleepy now, but I don't want to sleep. A person's dream is really not easy to do.

I really want to have a home, there is a family of her, she holds me by the hand, and I kiss my wife.

I really want to have a home, there is a her at home, she has a baby, and the baby cries for her mother.

I really want to have a home, there is a family of her, she looks at me with a smile, I look at her with a smile.

I really want to have a home, there is a family with her, where is she, ahh

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My pen name was thought of a long time ago, but at that time I still had a girlfriend, and I didn't expect to do something wrong.

This year was a very bad year for me, and my girlfriend broke up with me after Valentine's Day. It didn't take long for the side hustle business to take a slump. I was supposed to be in the golden season, but I lost customers one after another.

I also had problems at work, and I had a disagreement with the leader. Although I don't have the same views with the leaders in foreign companies, I may not be able to ruin my work, but I don't have a good relationship with the leaders, and the progress of my work can be imagined. If the performance is not good, the bonus will definitely be lost. Coupled with the stinky temper that I said was straightforward and couldn't be called shit, it was completely impossible to get good results in the rest of the days, get high bonuses, and get a chance to advance.

The career cycle suitable for growth in foreign companies is so short, if you don't catch it, it is doomed to a lifetime of tragedy. Employees working in foreign companies change jobs frequently, but if you want to get better treatment, higher status, and more satisfactory positions in the next company, you must first achieve good results in the previous company. I couldn't reach a consensus with the leader, and I burst into tears.

You might say it's a big deal to change the company and start from scratch. It's easy to say. In a city, there are only a few foreign-funded enterprises that can be counted, and the treatment should be good, the environment should not be bad, and it is not so easy to find.

Moreover, the same type of work, jumping around, just so many people, after changing jobs, you will be pleasantly surprised to find that the original colleague next door to you may be your original colleague. If you don't do a good job in your original unit, you're embarrassed to say hello. You will always wonder if he reported to your boss about your performance in the original unit.

I would also like to advise those who have just entered the society, whether you like it or not, to work hard to do the first job you get, even if you make up your mind to leave as soon as you join the company, do not act rashly. Because of your every step, you may think that no one will pay attention, but after staying in a city for a long time, you will find that your circle is actually very small.

Some people say that in this world, you can meet anyone who has nothing to do with you through six different people. Of course, this is theoretical. But in reality, you will be surprised to find that after three or five years of work, your former colleagues, your former classmates, and the strangers you used to talk to have spread all over the city.

Maybe there are people who have never said a word to you, but they know your past, and they only need to say in front of your new colleagues or new leaders that you have bad deeds in your original work, then classmate, tragedy. You don't even know how you got shot. So try to make a good impression on all the people you might come into contact with.

On the day I resigned, I went to the leader's office, and our leader was a woman, with short hair, delicate, and the whole person looked extremely capable from top to bottom, petite in stature, but full of energy. If it weren't for the fact that I hate office romances, or if she already has a husband, my boss would have enough material for me to pursue. (Hehe, I'm sorry, the former leader, I never dared to confess to you.) Today, I dare to be presumptuous here, forgive me. ）

We chatted for more than an hour, from my entry to my departure, from my work growth, to my private life, I have never had such an easy chat with the leader. I'm going to leave anyway, and I told the leader a lot of my thoughts. The leader also gave me some suggestions. The conversation was completely open and honest, and my pent-up depression was released. I think I'll be able to adapt to the next part of my job with ease.

The leader gave me some pointers, saying that I am more suitable to do more creative work, because my mind is not completely bound by university education, and sometimes some bright spots will burst out. And now the work I am engaged in, although it is called design, is actually just a set of drawings, changing parameters, and there are only a handful of places where I really need to exert creative inspiration.

Whether she's true or not, it's a comfort to listen to. At work, my emotions are very depressed, and I can't find a reason why I am not interested. In short, as soon as I entered the door of the office building every day, I started to get dizzy. The leader said that I was not suitable for this job, but he didn't say that I was not suitable for the job, hehe, thick-skinned, no way. In fact, I have been working in this company for nearly four years, and I have brought several apprentices, saying that I am not suitable for this job, and I am unwilling to admit it in my heart. But I do want to live a different life.

I regretted my resignation, and my employer reimbursed me for the tuition fees that I still haven't paid for my graduate students. I'm going, it's really a bad year. Impulsiveness is the devil! Can you give me another chance, I want to say to the leader:

Once, there was an ideal job in front of me, which I did not cherish,

I regret it when I lose it,

There is nothing more painful in the world than this

If Heaven could give me a chance to do it all over again,

I would say three words to the female leader:

"I'm reinstated."

If you have to add a term to this contract,

I hope it's a year!

I'm graduating next year, why am I so impulsive? Ay!

Well? Am I not complaining? How did it become a confession? No, keep complaining, female ticket, where are you? Meal ticket, you come to the bowl!

After I left my job, I remembered my dream again, writing, and I didn't have a plan for the next step anyway, so I wrote and read it first. Unexpectedly, it was out of control, not only written, but also double-opened.

The pen names I wanted to use at that time were "Dugu Seeking the Right Child", "Asking for Leftovers", "Punching Bruce Lee", "Tomato Fried Potatoes", "Dreaming of Divine Machines"......

In the end, spiritual needs prevailed over material needs, and I chose the pen name of "Dugu Qiuyier", and now I can't remember why I thought of this name at that time, but one of my WeChat was given this name. Forget it, anyway, the name is right now, it's him.

Once I had chosen my pen name, I started writing. I'm ashamed to say that I've been reading online novels for several years, and I haven't registered yet, hehe, don't report it, and remind readers that when you read my book, you have to read the genuine version!

I was worried about whether I would be able to survive a month, or a week. Now I can pat my chest and comfort myself that it's been almost two months since I wrote a book, haha.

200,000 words, I didn't even dare to think about it. I used to read Ni Kuang's hundreds of thousands of small books, and I was shocked, how could this person be so able to bluff, so many words! Today, when I look at the dozens of documents in my folder, hehe, that's it!

But look at the millions of words on the bookshelf "Searching for Qin", hey, I still have a long way to go.

Friends, again, I need your support. Your clicks, your messages, and your votes are the biggest motivation for me to move forward. Thanks, thanks. I bowed to you, I don't know if you saw it?

Hehe, Dugu is right, it's good, thick-skinned. Ask for a reward, ask for a pickup, hehe, no matter how much you don't dislike it. Oh, I'm talking about the previous one.,No matter how much you reward, don't dislike it.,Pick up a conversation.,If you meet the right person.,One is enough.。 I'm very single-minded.

Anyway, a few years after graduation, my girlfriend has also changed, but I promise that I never had the idea of looking for a spare tire. Every interaction is carried out in a single line, there has never been cheating behavior, and there has never been a dual-track system. you, where are you?

Well, it doesn't seem right, why did it change to marriage again? Forget it, don't get tangled, what is love. Dugu asks for marriage here today! It is strongly requested that the blind date section be given vertically and horizontally, and the problem of the author's singleness will be solved internally.

Hehe, am I fighting for everyone's welfare? Yes, don't forget to give a thumbs up.

Keep complaining.

Ever since I started writing, my life has been extremely irregular. Well? How does this seem to have been said somewhere? Oh, the beginning, hehe, it's so forgetful.

I don't know why, but it's always in the dead of night that my thoughts flow like a spring. It's going to die. Sometimes, I'm actually very sleepy, but when I think about it, I'm afraid I'll forget it the next day if I don't write it. So a lot of the text, I coded it up while you were asleep.

For my sake, dear readers and friends, cheer me on.

Those who have money hold a money field, and those who don't have money hold a personal field. Walk by and don't miss it. Rely on your parents at home and your friends when you go out. If you don't even stretch out your hand, friend, then you're not interesting enough.

Hurry up and get started, register, top up, and tip. Otherwise......

Big brother, I was wrong, in fact, even if you ignore me, I can't help it, since you have seen this text, this is fate. Five hundred glances back in the past life can be exchanged for a chance encounter in this life.

The world, all living beings, where you can't go, but you came here, which shows that our buddies are destined! Collect it, don't overdo it, make a friend.

In the future, you can mention me, at least people can say "Which green onion is 'Dugu seeking the right child'?" "It's also a scolding for you, hehe, the name of the little brother is so big.

Well, there have been so many gossips, and there have been a lot of revelations, let's be serious: monthly passes, red tickets, all smashed to this poor man who got up in the middle of the night to dedicate words to you.

After complaining, people are more energetic, it's over, am I still sleeping?

Yu Qingshan

In the early morning of June 19, 2015