The diary continues......

"November 8th.

'Hao'er' and 'Xi'er' are all I have, I must find a suitable heart for both of them, this will be my only goal in my life, if I don't achieve my goal, I will die......

I've tried many ways to find hearts for my kids, but ...... All failed.

The heart of a baby's corpse is dead, and even if it is implanted in the child's body, it is still dead, and the child still does not have a expression of his own...... I also tried asking the association for a heart, but I was denied. The reason for the refusal chilled me: they said that I was no longer a member of the institute, just a menial job guarding the corpses of test subjects, and that I could not get such a noble thing as a heart...... I was very cold and desperate, without the heart of the association, my children would live in a state of numbness for the rest of their lives. ”

"November 10th.

It's a nice day, and my work is very quiet. So I have a lot of time to spend with my kids.

I went to four to see my kids. 'Xi'er' was playing in the garden, and she was chasing an electronic butterfly. It's been chasing for almost an hour, and because it's electronically controlled, 'Xi'er' hasn't caught up. I was very relieved to see 'Xi'er' running through the garden...... After all, now children are not numb from the lack of hearts.

It also relieved me a lot, and I had a lot of time to find the hearts of my children.

But I didn't see my 'Hao'er', I asked Four, and she was also sad. ”

"November 11th.

Today I feel that the whole world is gray, yesterday I didn't see 'Hao'er', and four has been squirming and refusing to tell me...... Only now did I know that the association learned that I had recreated a 'Hao'er', a complete life form, and the people above were very excited and took my 'Hao'er' away without authorization...... After hearing the news, I fainted again. I have become disheartened, and I don't have the same gratitude for the association as I did at the beginning, and some ...... Only hate! My two Hao'er! They were almost buried at their hands! ”

"December 1st.

'Hao'er' is back, and not a single hair is missing. But I couldn't be happier...... After this experiment of the association, the growth speed of 'Hao'er' can be called a freak, and in just one experiment, Hao'er has grown from a baby of more than one year old to a little boy of about seven or eight years old...... Those bastards of the guild, what the hell did they do to my 'Hao'er'?! Why did it grow so fast overnight!!

I wanted to rush into the guild and ask the old bastards, but I was kicked out...... The person who kicked me out was my husband Wang Ting......

That day, instead of crying, I sat alone in the dark laboratory for a night, and all night, I looked at my 'Hao'er'. My heart is dead. ”

"December 2nd.

'Hao'er', who returned from the experiment, seems to have changed as a person, there is no happiness on his face, and there is no innocence in his eyes. His eyes were indifferent, as if the whole world had nothing to do with him, and the way he looked at me, that indifference was even more intense.

'Hao'er' didn't say a word to me, and today he finally spoke to me, but he said to me: "Mother...... Why are you taking my heart out. Why!! ”

I didn't answer him, because I couldn't answer him because of the question - my abilities could recreate life, but they couldn't recreate a unique organ like the heart. 'Hao'er' spoke again, and his words added a cold crack to my long-sealed heart. He said, "Mother...... You know, my here, it's empty. He pointed to the left side of his chest.

I'm crazy, I'm going to get the heart!! No matter whose heart it is, if I can, I am willing to donate my heart to my 'Hao'er'. I don't want him to be like this! ”

Li Hao looked at the diary, closed his eyes deeply, and the corners of his eyes moistened again...... It was the mother, she saved my life, she was a great woman.

Before Li Hao saw this, the diary recorded his mother's disgust with work and hatred for the association. But more and more fragmented, is missing yourself...... She even made an artificial human that was exactly like herself. Judging from the mother's handwriting, the mother's mood seems to be getting lower and lower, and she is becoming more and more negative about life and work, especially the 'Li Hao' created by her mother's own hands, after being brought into the research institute by the association again, the mother's heart is almost dead.

There is nothing more painful in the world than the separation of flesh and blood, which is not physical pain, but is engraved on the soul, and no matter how much time passes, it cannot be erased.

And this pain of separation, mother...... But I experienced it twice!

At that moment, my mother completely lost confidence in life. Only by death can we be liberated!

Moreover, the mother seems to be in great pain and stress...... In the beginning, the time between the mother's diary records was not very long, but after the new year, the number of times the diary began to decrease...... Li Hao then flipped through it again, and finally, his eyes turned gray, and he let out a low roar, with pathos in his roar...... The following diary records the mother's step-by-step separation from the association, to the end...... My mother's last diary before she died.

(ahem...... I've been holding this chapter for a long time, and I really can't write it, even if I write it, it's nonsense, so it's better not to write it. Although the number of words is a little less, the excitement in it can be guaranteed! ）