I can't drink the taste of the past when I drink today, that kind of sorrow is always in my heart, the most unreassuring thing is Wang Aiying, she doesn't support my work, she dislikes the countryside, she also dislikes my earthy taste, what can I do?

I have the heart to confide in Li Erhou, but I am afraid that people will laugh at me, and I am afraid that there will be other negative effects, so the scope of my conversation is limited to rural matters.

Li Erhou said while drinking wine and talking: "The countryside is a vast world, where you can make great achievements, if you go to the countryside, you will have a chance to display your talents." ”

After listening to his words, I felt that something was wrong, why, you don't like me to stay in the city, you want me to go, my careful eyes are very sensitive at the moment, afraid of losing, afraid of suffering, and there is no value of struggle, this is not the place I chose.

However, I didn't say anything on the surface, I had an idea, and I wanted to test Li Erhou, saying that if I was sacrificed in the revolution, what would you do if our company went bankrupt?

Li Erhou said, if you sacrifice the revolution, there should be revolutionary people, if the company goes bankrupt, there are new people born in the company, this is the case in this world, the father and mother will marry, not because you are gone, the revolution will stop from now on, and it will not be because you hang up, the revolution will lose the direction of progress, in this world, there are many great people who go, every time they go, history has moved forward.

I wanted to find someone to comfort and someone to support, but these people are really hard to find, it seems that my mentality is terrible.

Li Erhou said that reasoning in the countryside does not make sense, some things often need to speak with fists, but also need strength to speak, and sometimes it is necessary for superiors to speak, who has a hard back, who has more money, who has a vast relationship, who can control the situation, who can take the lead, and unreasonable things can be done, these things need to pay attention to art, but also need to pay attention to methods.

I am very much in favor of what Li Erhou said. Some things are to bully the weak with the strong, that is, to bully the truth with relationships, the key is how you do things, how to settle all kinds of relationships, not to mention, I know that I am just the role of a village director, and my heart is really innumerable.

I sighed one by one, Li Erhou was talking, and he didn't care about my personal influence at all, my opinion of him was clearly very big at the moment.

I can't say polite words to him, you are really a proud villain, you are completely good at the scar and forget the pain, if I didn't take you in at the beginning, if I didn't reuse you, you have today's prestige, how can you talk nonsense about these?

Li Erhou became angry after listening to my words, he pointed to my face and said, you say one more, you say another one, his face turned blue, he trembled with anger, and there was a fight, which I didn't expect.

He took the wine from the glass and drank it down, stood up and was about to walk out the door, and I stood there stupidly, not knowing what to do.

I was the only one left in the room, and looking at the table full of leftovers, and the fallen wine glasses, and the leftovers, my heart was crooked to the extreme. Damn, let's go, let's go, when I need you, you all pretend to be high, you all pretend to be adults, but I have become a thing when it's not a thing, the more I want to get angry and not fight in one place, I casually knocked over a plate on the table, so I still don't understand the hatred, I then raised my foot, stomped away, the plate on the table went down part of it, only to listen to the sound of the bang, the hotel manager thought it was wrong, the service lady also came to my room, saw that I was drunk, so hurriedly came to protect me, The boy helped me to the hard sofa in the hall and sat down, and the waitress brought me a cup of hot tea, and I had to pretend to be drunk.

The bitterness in my heart, a person has no understanding, no support, no care, no support, no support, is that person still a person? The energy of people is too small, you say that it is a dog skin, you are, and if you say that you are not a dog skin, what are you?

Li Erhou left, he deeply stabbed my heart, at this moment, my opinion of him is very big, aren't you just a mess to clean up the mess? What's so great about you, and you're awesome, huh! What can you do without you? I have deep roots in my heart, and I have begun to have doubts about other people, the people around me are not becoming beautiful, everyone's hearts are particularly distorted, they all want my money, they are all planning for themselves, they are not good things, damn, you are not things.

The people in the hotel saw me talking to myself alone, they didn't understand what I said, they looked at me from a distance, as if watching a performance, the owner of the shop didn't leave me when he saw me, this boss is still the object of my special care? Every time I eat in your restaurant, every time I pull business for you, you have this attitude, I really can't tell what it tastes like.

I didn't have an hour later, I felt bored, the people who watched me didn't watch it, my performance was not interesting, people gradually went away, I also got up from the sofa, I opened the door of the hotel, I staggered away.

When I returned to the office, it was already the beginning of the lights, at this time, Zhang Goudan came, He Dazui came, Du Datong came, Wang Guotong came, and Li Erhou was still standing behind, I saw him looking at me, holding the resignation report in his hand, saying that he was not doing it, and other people were also looking at my expression, the scene was quiet, and at the last moment, my sanity was sober, I pretended to suddenly understand something, and then performed the process of drinking and waking up for everyone, the situation is so clear, the situation is so urgent, I can only be soft.