The idle life made me gradually forget Cen Li, and I felt less about him. People's feelings are really strange, if you want to remember a person, even if you are old in the wilderness, you will remember, if you want to forget a person, just automatically block out all his information.

I still drink a lot, and it's good that it numbs people's nerves and makes me forget my pain.

Now, will Cen Li and I look at the moon at the same time in a daze? I think. He should have forgotten about me, I thought.

Time flies, and a year has passed in the blink of an eye. After the college entrance examination, Zhuang Le went to Greece, and every day she could see the photos she took on Weibo, either happy or arrogant.

Zhuang Mo is still busy filming, and I haven't had much contact with him.

The days passed like that.

However, those who should come will still return, even if no one is waiting.

That afternoon, he was standing in front of my house, and I silently bit my lip and said to him, "Wu Ci, long time no see......

He was very happy and hugged me, "Sangsang, I miss you so much." ”

I leaned weakly on his shoulder, he had grown taller, and I hadn't seen him for two years, and he had changed somewhat.

He said, what's wrong? Why wasn't it as happy to see me as I thought?

He said, "Are you alone at home?" It's such a mess, don't you clean it up?

He said, why don't you speak?

I smiled awkwardly, "I'm so happy to see you." Suddenly, I felt that this sentence was so contrary to my heart, and I lowered my head. He reached out and rubbed my hair, "I thought you were mad at me." "He smiled beautifully, his hands were warm, his movements were soft, and suddenly, I cried.

Why are you crying? It is grievance, it is a complaint, it is pain, it is reluctance, and it is the joy of reunion after a long absence...... There's a lot of it mixed in, I'm not sure. I have long forgotten what happened two years ago, I feel the return of witch words, but there is no breath of Cen Li. It's like another person in front of me, right! He is a witch word, not Cen Li!

His doting eyes prevented me from dodging. He cleaned up my room and cooked for me. When night fell, he woke me up and said that dinner was ready. I didn't know whether to cry or laugh, I had a stone in my heart that I couldn't confide in him, I could only break it piece by piece and digest it.

"I'm not hungry."

"Eat later?"

I nodded, burying my face in the pillow, and he sat on the edge of the bed, "Are you unhappy that I came back abruptly?" ”

I shook my head.

"Then you're blaming me?"

I shook my head.

"Or do you don't see me as a friend anymore?"

I looked at his unfamiliar face, "Don't think too much, it's just...... You haven't heard from you for the past two years, how are you doing outside? I sarcastically said what I had just said, and tried to say something to him, but I couldn't say it.

"So you want to ask this," he reached out and took me into his arms, "I've had a good life for the past two years, my mother didn't find me, but I was worried that she would catch her back to Melbourne as soon as I returned home, so I waited two years and found that she didn't move, so I came back." ”

I leaned on his chest and found that his heartbeat was so real, and my heart ached again, and I felt a little helpless thinking that he was talking and laughing in front of others. People are nothing more than that, and I'm no better, everyone is at fault, I understand. Breaking free from his arms, I ran into the bathroom. Looking at himself in the mirror, the dark circles under his eyes were scary, his hair was messy, his face was pale, and his eyes were bloodshot, didn't he see anything? I washed my face with cold water, tidied up my makeup, and saw that he was cleaning up the room for me, and I said sadly, "Don't clean up for me, you're not my nanny." ”

His turquoise eyes shrank suddenly, "Okay, I'll take care of it." ”

That night, after he left, I squatted on the ground and cried for a long time, obviously I liked him so much, but I wanted to do it.

No way, it's easy to change a person in two years. My love is not noble, and besides, the word "noble" never belongs to me.