readx; As soon as I entered the winter break, I booked a ticket to Thailand, and I was looking forward to meeting him there, seeing him there safe and sound, waiting for me to find him. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I imagined the way he smiled at me, the look on his face when he called my name...... I really want to see him again, as long as I can feel his heartbeat, I'm willing to do anything.

I seem to be too greedy......

Although Thailand is not as big as China, how easy is it to find someone? I've been here for a week, and every day I've been looking in different places, but it's all in vain, and it's useless to find any trace.

I didn't give up because I couldn't give up, and as long as I could give me a little bit of news about him, even if it was really just a little bit, I would be happy.

One night, I was walking down a long street, surrounded by quiet people and pedestrians.

I was a little helpless, more lost, I didn't find Cen Li, and I couldn't be at ease. Is it true that I have no relationship with him?

There was a small bar at the end of the street, and I looked up at the starless night sky, lifted the curtain outside the bar, and entered. It's a little noisy inside, but it's not harsh. I sat down at the bar and asked for a beer. The soft music in the bar is set off by the dim lighting, which makes people feel a little dazed. I took a small sip of wine, which was a little bitter, but not unpleasant.

My gaze wandered casually through the bar. When I saw him, I suddenly cried unconsciously. Because of what? Providence wants to play tricks on me, what can I do? He was accompanying a man, very happy, and the atmosphere was extremely ambiguous. I don't know whether to be happy or sad. I didn't rush right away, I still have my senses. If it's Hi, it's that I've finally found him. If it is sad, it is that he is willing to fall, and he has pushed himself into the abyss, and he is repeating the drama he played in Australia.

What's wrong with him?

I wiped tears from my face and got up. But his legs betrayed himself, and he couldn't move his steps as if he had taken root. Biting my lip, I dragged my numb body out into the darkness of the night. Isn't it my greatest wish to see him well? What do I have to worry about? People don't take you seriously at all, look how happy he is. It's just self-inflicted......

The next morning, I returned home, and when I sat on the plane and looked at the white clouds, I still remembered the boy who had said happy birthday to me in a white shirt. However, that person has been sealed in my mind.

He is willing to fall, what can I do? I don't have the right to point to other people's lives, and I don't have the right to let others not interfere in my lives. Anyway, life is always dramatic, so why rush to pick a role?

I didn't mention it to anyone about Cen Oak in Thailand, just because I didn't have that memory. However, what can be hidden in the mind is often not easily deleted. I could only numb myself, with the help of alcohol.

When I went back to school, I continued to learn what I had to do. The days seem to be so peaceful again.