Chapter 89 Reminiscing about life
"Say it. What does Li Xiaobai's words mean? You don't go to work for the past two days but you don't travel abroad, what's the matter with you? Min Wei stirred the foaming mocha coffee.
Su Qing's eyes looked at the coffee trainer who was explaining coffee to a group of obsessed people.
"I just wandered around with no purpose, and then I just sat here. I wonder, why does Starbucks obsesse and revere so many people? Su Qing's eyes were filled with confusion.
"Here? This is Starbucks. A relaxing space that represents American culture. Don't you think it's relaxing here? Min Wei inhaled deeply, her expression full of enjoyment.
"American culture? Hehe. Su Qing couldn't help but sneer with disdain.
"I knew you would. Have you noticed? The seats here are staggered, and there is no law that binds people, only a relaxing casualness. You smell the aroma of the coffee again, rich and pure. Looking at the lectures there, the atmosphere is warm and serious. Do you think it's still simply drinking coffee? It's about enjoying and learning to live. You stupid girl, you're too closed off yourself. Min Wei also fought back with disdain.
"Does the feeling of petty bourgeoisie make you particularly satisfied? At the end of the day, you're chasing the big city lifestyle, lest you be looked down upon. It seems that you can integrate into the city by keeping up with fashion. Is that right? Su Qing took a sip of her black coffee, and the taste was indeed very pure.
"That's right. I want to fit into the city and the life here. Aren't you the same? Don't use such judgmental gestures to sarcastically mock others. You are not idle, look at yourself, such a big change, aren't you chasing the urban lifestyle? Don't interrupt, did you dump Li Xiaobai again? Do you have a new goal? Min Wei began to lash back.
Su Qing smiled bitterly, and her best friend's words made her unable to answer, because she couldn't tell her true self anymore.
I worked my own, and I was finally able to gain a foothold in S City.
I tried my best to dress myself, and finally made myself a woman who attracted the attention of the company and the people around her.
He and Li Xiaobai were constantly entangled, but they were mixed into Lu Kaiwen's feelings.
All of this seems to coincide with the best friend's questioning. All this seems to confirm the ridicule of the girlfriend, and he is looking for excuses for himself.
What was originally a simple revenge has become too complicated, and such a complexity is too much for oneself to bear.
The tired body and mind need to adjust, and they are returning themselves to their original simplicity. Before that, I need a release to redeem myself.
"Alright. Don't dwell on it. When I saw you like this, I knew it was another futile attempt without an answer. I'm convinced. Can't you make it simpler? Do you have to be like this? Min Wei gave up. Giving up as usual has become a habit.
"Min Wei, what should I do to be as simple as you say?" Su Qing stared seriously at her only best friend who could share her life.
"Is this still taught? I don't think you're an uncivilized person. You learn things so fast, and your makeup skills make me jealous, why do you still use someone to teach you such a simple thing? Min Wei laughed at her best friend's seriousness.
"I really need your advice. Maybe I'm too focused on one thing, so I'm not doing what everyone thinks I'm supposed to do. Tell me, I'll have to try. Su Qing's serious expression became stronger and stronger.
Min Wei looked at Su Qing for a long time, and she suddenly had a new understanding of this best friend.
"Su Qing, it's very simple, be a simple and happy woman. Find a man to love and enjoy everything we women should have. It doesn't matter if you don't love it, then find a man to use it. "Min Wei is like a mentor in life, more like a confidant sister who came over,
"What do you mean? How do you use such a casual tone? Su Qing couldn't accept Min Wei's tone.
"What's the point? You won't pretend you don't know. By the way, you're not going to be a virgin, are you? Min Wei looked Su Qing up and down, more and more disdain and surprise were accumulating in her eyes.
Su Qing's heart trembled, and a faint bitterness came up.
"What's wrong with being a virgin? Why do you have such a look? Su Qing glanced at the other party fiercely, this was a counterattack, and it was also a cover-up.
Min Wei didn't answer, just looked her best friend up and down as if she knew someone again.
"Nothing? Just to really get to know my good sisters. You are no longer my good sister, you should be the goddess I admire. Min Wei couldn't hold back her surprise any longer.
"Enough, will you die if you are serious? To tell you, I'm not what you think I am. So you can get back to normal. Su Qing was quickly defeated. There was a hint of unwillingness and helplessness in her words. Although the humiliation left a faint trace, it is an indelible truth after all. That look of disgust was deeply engraved in his mind. Now Min Wei's expression evokes such a memory.
"That's pretty much it. Su Qing, although you are my good sister, you never seem to be involved in this topic, what happened to you today? Tell me honestly, did Li Xiaobai break up with you, is it the reason for this? Min Wei finally became serious. Talking about such a topic with a monster like Su Qing takes time to get used to.
Su Qing only smiled bitterly. Too many secrets and troubles allow me to give the answer, and I am afraid to know the answer.
"Min Wei, do men like virgins or experienced women? What does that feel like? Su Qing took a sip of coffee, and the mellow aroma in the bitterness made her unable to distinguish the taste.
Min Wei's eyes widened, she didn't believe her ears.
After a while, Min Wei seemed to come back to her senses.
"Su Qing, you're playing with me. Which of your statements is true? You're doing this and that, I'm a little confused. Min Wei's brow furrowed. Su Qing's recent behavior has too many abnormalities.
"Leave me alone, answer my questions." Su Qing was a little impatient.
"I can't tell what the man thinks. I understand it this way, a man wants the woman he loves to give her first time to him, so that he may feel that his emotional efforts are most rewarded. And for women who are just used to play and vent, it is estimated that they still like women with experience. Min Wei replied to Su Qing reluctantly. For a moment, she felt a little cheap, as if she had to answer Su Qing's question.
When she finished answering a question, Min Wei suddenly had an answer, it turned out that she had always cared about her best friend, and she really hoped that this best friend who had always been very tired could live more casually.
Su Qing was silent, she was savoring Min Wei's analysis.
"What's it like to do that?" Su Qing finally continued to ask.
Min Wei sighed secretly, she really felt some sympathy for this beautiful but withdrawn sister.
"How do you describe it? By the way, a colleague of mine complained to me the other day, and I'll tell you about it, so you can experience it for yourself. She lives with her boyfriend, who plays computer games every day, and she also steals vegetables and chats with QQ all day long. She once couldn't bear her boyfriend anymore, so she sent her boyfriend a QQ chat. Do you know what she said? Hehe, that's so interesting. Min Wei couldn't help but laugh under her breath.
Su Qing stared at some of the secrets that were dancing with her hands, and her curiosity gradually became stronger.
"Husband, stop playing games, come and play with me." Min Wei tried her best to imitate her colleague's tone and expression. She's dedicated.
Su Qing was stunned for a while, and a restless scene gradually appeared in her mind.
That scene gradually overlapped with the scene I experienced. The sour taste came back up.
"When the peach blossoms dance in the wind, the colorful scenery is too short. I haven't seen it lately. Su Qingliang spit out a sentence of emotion for a long time.
Min Wei glanced at Su Qing in astonishment, she was savoring the meaning of Su Qing's words.
She gradually understood what Su Qing meant, Su Qing was still the stubborn sister.
It doesn't matter if it's a girl or a woman anymore. She is also focused on her closed world. Maybe she didn't want to come out on her own at all.
"Well, I don't want to pursue your feelings anymore. As a sister, I just want to tell you that youth will pass quickly, and you can weigh it yourself. Min Wei's body gradually relaxed, and she relieved herself of her responsibilities.
"Hehe, let's encourage each other. Didn't you also give up your boyfriend one by one for your goals in order to stay in S City? Seize the youth. Su Qing gradually became cheerful. The care of friends is warm.
"Okay, encouragement. No matter what the man is. We are also happy. Is it? Min Wei took a sip of coffee freely. Lips are full of foam.
"Yes, no matter. I should be content with everything I have now. At least I still have a goal. Su Qing also picked up the cup and took a big sip.
Coffee, which is no longer piping hot, appears even more bitter.
The coffee training is long over, and Starbucks has become quiet.
The two women sat in silence.
After all the enthusiasm, they were left with a burst of emptiness.
The hustle and bustle of the city can't suppress such emptiness and burnout.