Chapter 88 Love does not require self-esteem

There is no ease of relief, only laziness after completing a task. Su Qing almost reclined in the back seat and took a nap with the music.

From time to time, Kevin Lu observed the girl in the back seat from the mirror. The unscrupulous and sleeping girl who used to lie beside her in her mind reflected the haggard girl at this time.

I hope this haggard is because of the man who makes people envy, and not because of himself. Hopefully, my hints will pull the boy's heart back.

After experiencing a quiet and strange meeting, I have a new understanding of the love between men and women.

Sometimes giving is a reward. It's a growing experience. I want to thank the girl in the back seat, and I want to thank this relationship that may be lost at any time.

The girl may just be a chance emotional encounter in her life, but she is destined to be an emotional mentor that she will remember for the rest of her life.

The spontaneity of one's own Westerners is rapidly disappearing with this emotional twist and turn, and the sensibility of one's own Orientals is rapidly becoming fuller with this emotional encounter.

Thanks to this girl, she allowed herself to really start to integrate into the land. I won't be lonely anymore.

Reluctance surged up, and I had to press it down desperately. It's an emotional struggle.

Su Qing's community was in front of him, and Lu Kaiwen carefully extinguished the fire. He turned his head in the darkness to stare at the girl who was napping.

Perhaps this will be the last time he and this girl have been staring at each other so far.

Su Qing opened her eyes, and the sparkling eyes in the darkness made her wake up quickly.

Sit up and take off the necklace around your neck. Hand it out.

"Thank you. Thank you for your cooperation. We're really clear. Su Qing tried her best to make her tone appear relaxed and flat.

Lu Kaiwen grabbed the necklace handed over with some hesitation.

"Su Qing. I... I don't know if that's the right thing to say?。。。 I want to give you some compensation, can you tell me what kind of compensation you need? Lu Kaiwen's hesitation gradually turned to urgency.

In the dark, Su Qing stared at those shining eyes, she was seizing the opportunity to imprint such eyes in her memory.

The silence made the dark compartment oppressive.

"Don't make me despise you. Don't let me discover the hypocrisy that lies deep within your soul. It makes me feel like I'm sick of myself. My Mr. Lu, take back your alms. Give me back a little bit of self-esteem. Remember, if the next time you encounter something like this, give the other person a complete process. Leave the other person with full self-esteem. Good bye. Su Qing's tone suddenly relaxed, and her movements of opening the door and getting out of the car became extremely light.

Seeing that the car that had been stranded outside the gate of the community for a long time finally left, Su Qing turned out from behind the flower bed. She caressed her chest, and the resentment that had accumulated in her heart had a chance to open up at this moment.

"The man is gone, and the necklace is gone. It's time for the play to end. The sound floating from behind made Su Qing's originally soft body instantly become cold and stiff again.

She didn't turn around, she had to try to adjust her breathing, adjust her emotions.

"You... Why are you still here? I've already told you not to come to me again. Su Qing made her voice as cold as possible.

"Stop acting, we're all crappy actors. Authenticity is not shown by acting. You are not lovers, and we are not strangers. I'm not going to give up. We are the real ones. Li Xiaobai's voice became more and more relaxed and soft.

His steps as he walked in became more and more brisk.

"Stop. Stay back. Su Qing almost shouted.

Li Xiaobai's footsteps came to an abrupt halt. He could hear the pain and determination in Su Qing's voice.

"Do you need to be real? Well, I'll tell you. Just don't come over and don't face me. Then I would lose the courage to tell the truth. Su Qing's voice turned flat again. Still, it is clear and distant in the silence of the spring night.

"Okay, tell me. I'll listen to you again. Li Xiaobai is very determined. He was a little angry. Such things repeatedly appeared between himself and the girl, and he had to be angry. He also has self-esteem, and he can't wait.

"Xiaobai. I don't want to face you again. And then I have your care for me. Please let me go. Su Qing poured out her heart to the breeze on the spring night.

"There is no defensible reason, I will not give up. That is a denial of myself. It's an insult to myself. Li Xiaobai poured out his incomprehension and grievances to the shadow that was close at hand.

Su Qing didn't answer, her body trembled slightly.

"Say it. I'm not a hairy guy who can't stand a blow anymore. You've given me so much experience. Li Xiaobai's tone added a hint of obvious self-deprecation.

Su Qing gradually became firm, and Li Xiaobai's self-deprecation made her more and more determined.

"Xiaobai. I really can't face your feelings anymore. Because I'm not worthy anymore. You saw that guy just now. I didn't lie to you. He made a deal with me, and I gave my body to him. I'm already a woman. Do you understand? I'm already a woman. Su Qing's teeth clenched tighter and tighter. The voice grew firmer. The mood is also getting lighter.

Li Xiaobai chewed on the girl's words, and his face changed.

The silence once again wrapped the two young men tightly. The air is suffocating.

Li Xiaobai's face gradually softened, and his clenched fists gradually relaxed. The lips, which had opened and closed several times, finally opened.

"Su Qing. I understand. Since it's a deal, I can understand that you don't love each other. I can act as if this didn't happen. You are still the same Su Qing in my heart. Is that okay? Li Xiaobai has a kind of seriousness and seriousness of rebirth.

Su Qing smiled bitterly. Not for himself, but for the man behind him.

"Xiaobai, thank you for thinking so. But I really can't face you anymore. The care you gave me in the past made me feel tired, but I have a faint happiness. Now to have this kind of care is no longer happiness, but a shame, a deep sense of guilt. Let it go and pursue your happiness. I will bless you. Su Qing also had the ease of rebirth.

"You think I'm going to let it go for that reason. Is my love so untested? Am I such a worldly person in your eyes? Please don't insult me. Li Xiaobai's anger gradually filled again. His anger was mixed with disappointment.

Su Qing sighed deeply, she felt tired and helpless for such cruelty.

"Xiaobai. Why are you pushing me. I tell you my truest heart at the moment. You can despise me as long as you can. My heart is a cruelty that I can't change, and I love the man who humiliated me. Don't think it's a lie made up to push you away, it's a fact that's happening. I was really in love with that man. So I can't face you anymore. Xiaobai, leave me and go find a partner who truly belongs to you. You've wasted too much time with me. I can't afford it anymore. Su Qing closed her eyes, as if she was the injured man in front of her.

Li Xiaobai felt the coldness swimming along the veins.

The silent night, the warm spring breeze blowing, everything makes the silence even thicker.

"Does he love you? I have the impression that he cherishes you, but that's not love. He's trying to push you to me. How can this be explained? Li Xiaobai regained some strength, and Lu Kaiwen's tone and expression full of meaning became extremely clear at this time.

Su Qing's inner sigh could only be heard by herself.

"That's why I can't face you even more, I'm being cheap. I'm hurting you with my own despicable offense. I can't forgive myself for that. If I face you again, I will not forgive my actions. Before I agreed to the deal, I didn't have you in my mind, but I thought of him, and I thought of him as someone I could accept. I'm sorry, please leave me who is not worthy of your affection. Su Qing's hesitation was gradually moving away.

"I see. Su Qing, why are you telling me this? I want to be real, but it's not that real. Why are you treating me like this? I can leave, you have to take care of yourself. Li Xiaobai's voice faded away with his heavy footsteps.

Tears finally flowed. The wind of the spring night made the tears quickly turn into faint traces.

Su Qing glanced fiercely in the direction of her bedroom, and she made up her mind.

Su Qing plunged headlong into the darkness.

Su Qing finally stood in front of a door, with her memory, she could find this place, and she could confirm that there was no mistake in this door.

Pressing the doorbell hard, she kept the last shred of consciousness in her anxiety.

The door opened, and Lu Kaiwen's somewhat embarrassed and surprised face appeared in front of Su Qing's eyes.

Su Qing waved his hand to gather all his strength.

A deafening loud sound echoed through the hallway.

Kevin Lu's face was brought to the side. Blood-red palm prints flushed.

Twinkling stars appeared in front of him, and his eardrums were red. Consciousness is briefly blurred.

Kevin Lu shook his head to sober himself up. His body reacted immediately, and his fist was instinctively swung out.

"Hit me? You scumbag. A crisp female voice brought Lu Kaiwen's consciousness back to his mind.

The fist stopped in front of the girl's eyes.

"Hit, you scumbag. I'm going to tell you, you can play with people, but you can't deprive a person of their self-esteem, let alone hurt an innocent person. Don't think that you are superior to others, you are just an out-and-out scum. Su Qing vented her anxiety without scruples.

Kevin Lu quickly withdrew his fist hanging in the air.

"I'm sorry. Su Qing. Kevin Lu quickly understood.

Another crisp sound interrupted Kevin Lu's apology.

This time, Kevin Lu didn't react instinctively. He didn't feel any pain anymore. It was a mudra that fell in the same place.

"Your apology isn't as affordable as this slap. Bastard, get out of my life. Let me be myself. The girl ran away amid a string of angry curses.

A series of changes are like a dream, only the burning face reminds me that this is a reality that happened in an instant.

The girl is gone, has left her life.