Chapter Seventy-Eight: Hatred of the Enemy
Listening to the girl on the other side crying and crying about her grievances, the tenderness in Su Qing's heart was mixed with too many complications. She didn't want to comfort the girl because she didn't have any words or positions.
At this moment, she really envied the girl in front of her. Compared with the girl in front of him, he seems to have greater grievances, but he doesn't dare to vent it. And the girl in front of her is using catharsis to relieve her unhappiness and unwillingness.
Mixed with envy is jealousy and resentment that wells up in the chest.
Also with this girl and a man has an inseparable blood relationship, this girl lives in the sun and enjoys life, but she has to struggle in the corner. She can enjoy all the favor that a girl can get, but she has to run for a truth, has to suffer humiliation for her rights, and has to hurt people who care about and love her.
I have the right to take revenge, and from the moment I was conceived, I have the power given by God. If possible, he would drag the person who abandoned him into the bottomless darkness.
But what about the girl on the other side. She deserves the best life and deserves all the blessings she can give.
Can you help her? Can you give her the blessing of love?
This simple matter turned out to be a deep irony.
If time were to go backwards, if it had happened a few days ago, I would not hesitate to give this girl my most sincere wishes. But now?
Just a day ago, he was robbed of his most precious thing by the person the girl was in love with. It was a gift from God, and it was the mark left by the unknown mother to her girl. What are you now? Have you become a woman yourself? All this because of the man opposite the girl who is reluctant to give up.
Was it humiliation? I don't have a feeling of disgust, only regret and resentment. When I came to my senses, I had to admit that it was definitely not humiliation. The absence of after-the-fact nausea is enough to prove that there is no humiliation. At that moment, I was only nervous, only rejection and resentment of the transaction.
The face that swayed in front of him was still haughty with teasing and mockery, and he couldn't impose the word obscenity on that handsome face. I was moved by that face, and I felt warm for that person's concern.
But that person simply and rudely took away his girlish complex in the most unexpected way.
What else will be between yourself and that person? All I could think of was embarrassment.
I don't have the mood and conditions to fall in love, that's because I don't want to bring the most harm to the people I love. But now I have lost even this psychological pride. What you bring to your loved ones is only shame. And what about that person? He once said that he didn't have the mood and time to be in love, and he did it, but he brought harm to himself but could be dismissive. I can't fight back, I can't talk to people. I can only hide in the corner and lick my wounds secretly.
How should I deal with this person? Escape, run away? I can't do it myself, and I still have unfulfilled wishes. Pretend nothing happened? I didn't have the confidence to face that face with a faint sneering smile. As long as you face that face, you will feel the pain of being pierced into your body for a moment.
To hold the other person accountable to themselves or to try to get involved in the other person's life? Can you do it yourself? I have always been proud. You can't hold the other party accountable for the transaction.
What makes me even more unable is that I cherish each other, and I actually have a concern and dependence on each other. I don't want the other person to be disgusted with me.
If you can start all over again, if the other party does not use coercion as a condition of the transaction, you will not be disgusted.
It's almost certainly love.
You can refuse the love and confession of Li Xiaobai and other boys. You can refuse to be dependent on men. But that man made himself feel dependent. Even though it was because of work, that dependence was a fact. The faint jealousy and embarrassment that I once generated was also a fact. It is also a fact that you can take a peaceful rest in each other's bed.
There is no excuse to deny that this is love, at least the germ of love.
Now it's too late to find out, and the beauty of love is being distorted. A deal that turns beauty into cruel irony.
After listening to the girl's narration in a daze, Su Qing only grasped one point, and the ridicule in her heart made her almost cry without tears.
She finally understood why a gentleman she admired had suddenly become a greedy animal, and why she had been treated so rudely.
It's all because of the girl opposite. It was she who stirred up a gentleman's hormones and made a substitute herself.
Irony almost turned into pathos.
Glancing at the sexy body of the girl opposite, Su Qing had to admit that her sister was a stunner.
I rarely have low self-esteem, but I have frustration. His fate has really always encountered twists and turns, and now he has added a heavy stroke, and his sister's charm has made his sister a victim of her charm.
At this moment, Su Qing even lost the strength to curse fate.
"Sister Su Qing. I'm much more comfortable now. I'm strong again. No, I'm not reconciled, does he really think he can empty his eyes? I'm going to have to beat him, right? Ning Yue, who had recovered from the emotions of the review, gradually rose in a high mood.
Su Qing, who was in a trance, looked at Ning Yue with empty eyes, her face was pale and haggard.
"Sister Su Qing, what's wrong with you? Thank you, I'm fine. Ning Yue became worried, and gratitude also came up.
"Hmm. I'm sorry, I'm too engrossed. Su Qing finally regained her vitality after a strong fight.
"yes. I was also carried away. As soon as I closed my eyes, I saw the scene of Lu Kaiwen rushing in like a whirlwind. It's so handsome. What impressed me the most was the way he looked when he sorted it out for me. It's so fascinating. That's what the man in my mind looks like. Ning Yue was still intoxicated.
Su Qing's heart trembled, and a trace of bitterness flashed.
"I still can't give up. Even if he drives me away, I can't give up. Is that right? Ning Yue seemed to be cheering herself up.
"Yes. But are you ready to accept the hurt of rejection? Su Qing had to be perfunctory. She no longer has the strength to support the girl.
"I've been hurt a long time ago. You don't know how scary he looks. He said all the cruel things. Where is all his gentlemanly appearance? Sister Su Qing, will you accompany me to see him at night? There was frustration in Ning Yu's voice.
Su Qing frowned, the girl's request made her hesitate.
"I'm afraid of him, I'll have courage if you're by my side. Please. My good sister. Ning Yue let go of the coquettishness.
Su Qing's heart fluttered, and this title made her almost lost.
Faced with such a title, she could not refuse. But in the face of that man so quickly, in the face of a girl who confides in this man, can you keep your composure?
"Sister. This is the first time I beg you. I don't think he's going to embarrass me in front of you. This is my first confession and I am really afraid of being rejected again. Ning Yue said as she took Su Qing's hand.
A wave of tenderness involuntarily welled up.
"Okay. My sister is just guarding you, and my sister really can't help you with other things. He's my boss after all. Please understand my sister's position. Su Qing made a decision almost with her eyes closed.
When Kevin Lu walked out of the building, it was already dusk outside, and there were not many employees in front of the office building.
He had to reluctantly stop his hurried footsteps, and a girl blocked his path.
"Ning Yue, you haven't left yet?" Lu Kaiwen's face quickly tensed. This morning he had finally found a way to deal with this girl.
"We're going to talk to you." Ning Yue was a little pretended to be tough and childish.
"Huh, you guys? Who else? Lu Kaiwen's eyes looked behind Ning Yue.
Lu Kaiwen instantly became a little ugly. That's more like embarrassment.
He didn't notice that the girl's face was a little farther away.
"What do I have to talk to you about. Don't let me listen to your boring topics. Lu Kaiwen had an urge to escape.
"No, I can't. Whether it's a boring topic or not, you should give me this opportunity too. You're going to treat us to dinner. Ning Yue opened her arms.
Lu Kaiwen glanced at the girl behind Ning Yue, and the girl's dodging action did not escape his eyes.
Kevin Lu breathed a sigh of relief.
As long as it's not that girl's business, you don't have to worry about it.
As long as they don't confide in each other because of the same hatred, they will not be embarrassed to be exposed.
For that girl, I hope my judgment is correct.
That's a proud girl, and she shouldn't let herself down.
But if that girl lets herself down, she will only feel relaxed.
The self at the moment is contradictory.
The only thing that can be done is to wait and see.