Chapter Seventy-Nine: Tears that flow through the heart
The music is like tears flowing in the heart, and Su Qing is looking out the window at the endless flow of cars and people in the melodious music.
The person next to her seemed to be confronting, and she had no time to pay attention.
Ever since she walked in here, Su Qing's heart has been tightening. It was here, just two days ago, that I made a deal with someone here. I walked out of here and walked into another life of a girl.
What now. I'm still sitting here, and it's still this man on the other side, but this man is confronting someone else. This other person is no one else, she is a sister who she can't declare.
Why is he so cruel? Doesn't he have any scruples about himself?
Do you deserve such cruelty? Why did the honest sister choose herself.
After all, she has to look back and look back, and after all, she has to focus on the man opposite.
The man didn't seem to be well-rested, and he was visibly tired and irritable.
His face was still as delicate as a knife, and the corners of his lips still had a mocking smile.
The eyes swung over, and there was complexity and indifference in the eyes.
Su Qing hurriedly lowered her head, her heart beating wildly.
"Will he blame me? Did he think I told Ning Yue about the matter between us. I didn't, and I wouldn't talk about it to anyone. Don't look at me like that. Su Qing muttered silently.
"Kevin, I'm done eating. Thank you. I can speak. Ning Yue next to her finally broke the silence.
"Yes. But if it's something you say in the morning, don't say it. I've already given you an answer. Lu Kaiwen's expression was no longer as serious and stiff as when he first met Ning Yue.
Su Qing felt a burst of relief. Although she already knew the man's attitude from her sister's account of grievances, it was more real to hear him say it in person now.
"Kevin. I appreciate your candor. But I have my own right, I have the right to pursue you. I have not come to plead with you, I have come to make it clear to you. Ning Yue proudly puffed up her towering chest.
"Hehe... You know what. It's better to obediently go back to finish your studies and finish your youth before thinking about love. Kevin Lu sneered.
"You... Sister Su Qing, look at him. How could he say that. Ning Yue's face was indignant, her lips trembled and she turned to Su Qing next to her.
Su Qing frowned, she was very embarrassed, and she also had the sensitivity to empathize with Ning Yue's grievances.
"Mr. Lu. Either way, please don't be so mean. Now you're dealing with a girl's expression of true feelings for you. Learn to respect others. This should be the minimum courtesy. Su Qing stiffened her head and raised her head to face the man, but her eyes didn't want to collide with the other party.
Lu Kaiwen was completely relaxed, this girl's name for herself made him believe that his judgment was not wrong. His ugliness is still a secret. The other party's wandering eyes gave him a hint of peace of mind. As long as the other party is shy, after all, it is a fair deal, after all, it is you who conquer the other party. No matter how deep the hurt is, I don't know it after all. It seems that I don't have to blame myself too much.
"Here comes the helper. Please forgive me for being mean. I just want to tell Ning Yue that her confession to me is impossible, to me she is a child, although cute, but I will not accept a child's confession. What she has to do is to grasp her youth well and make her youth have no regrets. I'm talking very clearly. Lu Kaiwen stared at Su Qing, and the face of the girl opposite was very pale, which made this face even more delicate. The charm that I have often seen lately is gone.
Su Qing fled and turned to Ning Yue next to her.
"Thank you. Since you are for my good, then I can go back as you ask, and when I come back to you, I will become the girl you like, is that okay? Ning Yue's face flashed with joy and hope.
"Huh. Silly boy. You didn't understand what I meant, you and I couldn't be. You just have to be yourself. I have no requirements for you. You're good right now. You don't have to change it for anyone. Just don't have anything to do with me. That's my answer to you. A smile finally appeared on Kevin Lu's face.
Ning Yue looked at Su Qing next to her with a puzzled face.
Su Qing nodded, she hoped that her sister would give up in time. Such a complicated relationship is really a disservice to myself and my sister. I already have an indelible relationship with this man, and my sister should never get involved.
"Kevin, I don't understand, whether you have feelings for me right now or not, I'll try to make you fall in love with me. I don't think it's anything bad, I'll be happy. As long as you don't refuse my efforts. Ning Yu insisted, her expression stubborn.
"Alas. Cathy。 I should still tell you about me, so that you don't waste your youth on me, an unworthy person. I have a lover and she is everything in my life. No one can separate us. She was my only option. I'm sorry, please stay away from my emotional world. Lu Kaiwen gently spit out the secret he didn't want to tell, his eyes fell on Su Qing, and his eyes were full of apologies.
Su Qing felt a chill that swept through her body. Such an indifferent tone is like a thunderbolt from the blue. She had a brief fainting, and the world was white in front of her. The whirling world isolates everything from itself.
Gradually, there was a glimmer of light in my vision, and the first impression that came back to my mind was that this was still a real world.
The eyes collided with the eyes opposite, and those eyes were still looking at themselves, and there was still an apologetic look in their eyes.
"Kevin, you're not looking for an excuse to reject me, are you? No one has ever seen the lover you are talking about, and no one has seen you appear with a woman. It's clear that you're looking for an excuse. You don't need to deceive me if you reject me, it just makes me feel nasty and pathetic. Ning Yue pondered her language, she had maturity and seriousness beyond age and experience at this moment.
Su Qing's eyes also instantly regained a trace of vitality, hoping to creep up to her heart.
Lu Kaiwen looked at the gleam in Su Qing's eyes, and he sighed deeply.
The two girls looked at the young man opposite from him as he cautiously put his hand into his blouse, and they both felt curious and nervous, the young man's movements had a divine devotion, which did not seem like a mysterious artificiality.
The young man carefully took out an object, which he shook away gently.
A string of brilliance shone brightly under the café lights.
Su Qing instantly understood this man, all this is not a man's fictional story, all this is true. As cruel as it is, it is true. It is to break the cruelty of illusion.
"What is this? Is it an engagement necklace? Ning Yue's curiosity outweighed her worries. What she was more interested in at the moment was a story.
"This is a mother's heart. My mother gave me a girl and I could only stay with her for the rest of my life. It's a gift for her. She is my lifelong concern and my only companion for life. Lu Kaiwen had forgotten that he was in front of two girls at this moment.
"Then why don't you see this girl appear? What keeps this necklace on you? Ning Yue was unwilling, and the move made the man at this moment even more reluctant.
Su Qing's heart also hung again with Ning Yue's question.
Kevin Lu smiled bitterly, he knew that such a question could not be avoided.
She is still hesitant to come to China. You know she can't bear the environment she's used to. There are her relatives there. Kevin Lu is reluctant to describe in too much detail, and fictional things do not stand up to questioning.
Ning Yu is stupid, she is a girl who can't hide her feelings. Happiness is the main theme of a girl.
Su Qing also silently imagined the happiness of a distant girl, this feeling of being cared for by a man is so good.
On the way back to send the two girls back, Kevin Lu didn't speak, and the girls didn't speak. They all have their own agendas.
When saying goodbye to Ning Yue, Lu Kaiwen had to accept Ning Yue's hug again, and the soft and rhythmic body still embarrassed Lu Kaiwen.
"She seems to have grown up." Kevin Lu sat back in the car.
Su Qing didn't answer, she was immersed in her heart.
Kevin Lu smiled awkwardly, he could only continue the journey of a gentleman.
Su Qing was a little hesitant when she got out of the car.
"Mr. Lu, can you get out of the car? I have something to say. Su Qing stood next to the car and did not indicate leaving.
Lu Kaiwen's heart hung in the air, he was afraid of such a tone. The girl's calm tone can only predict unpredictable results.
Kevin Lu stood in front of the girl stubbornly.
The girl took a deep look at the man who was a head taller than herself, and the complexity in her eyes was still there.
Lu Kaiwen was about to speak, but his words about to speak were abruptly interrupted by the girl's gesture of raising her hand.
The crisp sound of "pop" was accompanied by a hot pain spreading along his face, and Lu Kaiwen's prepared mood turned out to be relaxed.
The feeling of being slapped is not all painful, it can sweep away the mania that has been pent up in the heart.
"This slap was for the girl you were talking about. She can't see your sanctimonious appearance, but it's still exposed. Su Qing's eyes were fixed on the face that was obviously flushed red. There was no anger in her eyes, no contempt.
Kevin Lu didn't answer, he was savoring the look in the girl's eyes.
There was another crunch sound on the ground. Kevin Lu was a little dizzy.
"This one slap in the face is for me. I don't want to be a substitute for the unknown. Su Qing's eyes finally filled with anger.
Lu Kaiwen finally relaxed completely, and his hot face covered up the shame of being exposed.
The "pop" sounded again. Kevin Lu didn't feel it anymore. The numbing sensation dulls the reactions.
"This slap in the face is also for myself. I shouldn't know a scumbag like you. Su Qing's eyes instantly returned to Mu Ran.
Looking at the back of the girl hurriedly turning away, Lu Kaiwen froze in place.
The feeling of relaxation slowly faded, and Lu Kaiwen felt a wave of tiredness slowly rising.
The former appreciation and pleasure have become the tiredness of the present.
In the future, I will have to face such tiredness, what kind of face will I take to treat this admirable girl.
The girl's writhing body loomed beneath him.
What was deeply imprinted in my mind was the pained look of the girl who opened her mouth to scream.
There is no scene of the girl crying in my mind, but I can't let go of my burden like this.
How I wish she could cry out and cry,
I was afraid of such silence.
The silence of wearing a mask is heart-wrenching.