059 Father and son
My father has already said this, can I continue to hide it? However, I really couldn't bear to tell my father this cruel truth. "Yes, it's liver, liver disease ......" After hesitating and struggling, I finally replied with some hesitation.
"Liver disease?" My father interrupted me a little unpleasantly, "Hmph, I think it's 'liver cancer', right?" ”
Although I knew that I could not hide it, I still did not have the courage to say the extremely sensitive word "cancer" at the last moment, so I had to use "disease" instead. However, who would have thought that my father would hear it at once. Under my father's terrible gaze, I had to nod my head in shame.
When my father saw this, he was stunned at first, and then his expression was dull for a long time. Although his father had expected it, before it was confirmed, he still had a little luck in his heart. However, now that his guess has been confirmed by his son, the last trace of luck is completely shattered. Moreover, the actual result turned out to be more serious than I expected (in our general understanding at that time, "liver cancer" was the most terrible kind of cancer, not only has no cure at all, but also is menacing, and can take a person's life in a very short time). Therefore, for a while, my father was a little difficult to accept.
As soon as I nodded, I immediately realized that something was wrong. I stared very nervously at my father in front of me. When I saw my father's dull expression, I felt a pain in my heart. But I still stared at my father, because I knew that his reaction after the slump was over was the most important thing. At this moment, I felt very frightened in my heart. I was afraid that my father would have a nervous breakdown because he couldn't accept such a cruel reality. If this is the case, then it is estimated that my father will not have a few days to live. Really, at that time, my heart was full of fear!
Now, I can't remember how long my father had been sluggish, but in my memory, it was a long, long time. I was so frightened that I almost collapsed.
Finally, my father came to his senses. Fortunately, the scene that scared me the most did not happen. The father's expression didn't change much, and he looked almost the same as before he knew the truth. Immediately, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, my father did not continue to ask. If my father knew that he had less than a month to live, he didn't know if he would be able to remain so calm.
Just as I was secretly rejoicing, my father spoke: "Alas, I have been strange before. If my condition is not good, why do so few people come to visit? Now, I finally know why. It's because they're afraid of contagion! Alas, what kind of cancer is not easy to get, but it is necessary to get this 'liver cancer'? ”
I can understand my father's mood at this time, who doesn't want to be able to have a good reunion with his children at the last moment of his life. However, although it is now the end of the year, and most of the distant relatives and close neighbors are at home, very few people really have the courage to come and see their father. At this moment, my father's heart must be full of desolation. "Dad, isn't this still with me by your side?" At this time, I had to comfort my father. Of course, that's all I can say. Because, even my two children were ordered not to come near by themselves. And myself, it's because there's no way. If you are contagious, you will be contagious! In any case, I can't see that my father is dead and there is no one to take care of him.
As if he had not heard my comfort, my father continued to say to himself, "Actually, it doesn't matter if the others don't come. But even my youngest son and daughter-in-law didn't come over much. This has to make me feel weird! Over the years, I've helped them indiscriminately! I'm a father, but I even gave them my heart. Is it not worth it for them to come and serve for a while when I am critically ill? I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out! ”
Seeing that my father was more and more emotional, I hurriedly comforted me: "Dad, don't be like this." Actually, my brother and sister-in-law come to visit you every morning. It's just that maybe they were far away, maybe you were sleeping at the time, so you didn't notice it. Besides, the Chinese New Year is coming up in a few days, so there are so many things to be busy with? No wonder them, no wonder them! ”
After listening to my words, my father's emotions seemed to slowly calm down. "If you want to say busy, don't you have nothing to do at home? (In fact, there is some resentment in this) but I don't blame them! After I found out that I had 'liver cancer', I would never blame them again! Alas, who made me get 'liver cancer'? It's not that they don't have filial piety, they're just afraid of being infected. I understand, really, I understand......" As he spoke, there was a slight chokering in his father's voice.
Seeing this, I had to be relieved again: "Dad, it's good if you understand." Actually, you're right. If you weren't afraid of infection, then it is estimated that my brother and the two of them would be in front of your bed like me. ”
The father stabilized his mood for a while, and then continued: "Alas, I have blindly helped the second child all these years, but it has hurt you as the boss. ”
Hearing my father's emotion, I hurriedly replied, "Not bitter, not bitter!" Dad, you have also seen it, and now, my house has even been built! This is the first building in the village! What's the bitterness? ”
"Alas, I remember when I first separated, I insisted on giving your brother the four big brick houses that were newly built in your hands. At that time, you got three dilapidated ancestral houses. Whenever it rains heavily, you have to scoop water out of your home...... I know you've resent me a lot over the years! ”
It seems that his own relief just now did not seem to have much effect. "How so? How could I resent my father? No way, it's impossible! I quickly denied it.
"Nope! You should be resentful! If you don't resent it, my heart will be uncomfortable! ”
Listening to my father's resolute words and looking at his strange eyes, I didn't know how to answer for a while. Suddenly, the scene fell into an embarrassing silence like never before.
My father seemed to be waiting for me to reply, but I didn't know how to reply. Seeing that I didn't speak, my father seemed to refuse to speak. The father and son looked at each other silently, and they could only hear each other's sharp heartbeats.
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