Even with my strong will, I have been confused for a long time. After the mood gradually calmed down, I thought that I had to contact my sister first. As a child, my sister's reaction was even more intense than mine. After he calmed down, we came to the conclusion that we had to find a way to get my father back.

My father went out to work this time to accompany the younger generations of the family. Although they are the same family, they have been separated by an unknown number of generations, and the blood relationship has been quite estranged. In terms of seniority, he seems to be lower than me, but because he is much older than me, he still respects him as a brother. This time, he went out to work, and he was the foreman. My father was one of the best in our local construction industry, so he was the technical commander on the construction site. In addition, his father was the elder of the same family, so he respected and cared for his father. As soon as his father found out that he was unwell, he immediately sent his father to the local city people's hospital for examination. It was precisely because of the bad condition of the examination that I was informed in advance through my cousin, so that I could be mentally prepared.

After his mobile phone number was found, he immediately called it.

"Brother......

"Hmmm......"

"Is it convenient to speak now?" At that time, I was still very nervous.

"Grandpa (my father) is not around now, so let's talk about anything." Perhaps estranged by blood, his words were obviously much easier than his cousin's.

"I don't know if my father checked it out, what about the specific situation?" I'm sure he could feel my breathing on the other end of the line.

"The doctor determined that there must be a tumor, and whether it is benign or malignant remains to be tested."

"That said, or is it possible that it's benign?" Who doesn't want their parents to be healthy and well-being? I'm just an ordinary person, and I'm no exception. Subconsciously, I'm always thinking on the bright side.

The doctor said this, probably to comfort the grandfather...... "Hearing this, my heart pounded for a moment, and a bad premonition filled my body. He paused and continued: "Later, the doctor told me alone that the possibility of malignancy is relatively high. ”

At this time, I was like being poured a plate of cold water on my head, especially my heart, and I felt cold.

He could understand my mood at this moment, and when he saw that I was silent for a long time, he continued: "The doctor said that the tumor is not small. You'd better prepare early......"

It was absolutely ice that struck me, and I felt my heart tremble involuntarily. I kept reassuring myself that there was still a possibility of being benign. It took a lot of effort to finally calm down his disordered mind.

He waited very patiently on the other end of the phone. Without comfort, it may be that you don't know how to speak; There is no urging, it should be unbearable.

"Does my dad know......" I tried my best to control it, but my tone inevitably trembled slightly.

"I only know that I have a tumor in my esophagus." He replied in a very affirmative tone.

"Oh......" This can be considered a blessing in misfortune, because I know that many people are frightened by their illness, "Anyway, my dad has to come back first......"

"You don't have to worry about this, I'll send him back tomorrow." He has a car, I already know that. With his words, I was also relieved a lot. Otherwise, when my father comes back alone, I will inevitably be worried.

"Thank you!" I was a little moved.

"It's all my own family, so I don't have to be so polite." He replied very seriously, "I have already told my grandfather, go back to recuperate for two days first, maybe there will be no surgery at all, and when the time comes, you will have to come and help me command and command." ”

I knew he was trying to comfort my father. In a simple sentence, I have a considerable affection for this brother who is not very familiar with the relationship quite along. "So, at that time, what was my father's reaction?" Unconsciously, I have really regarded him as my own family, so there is no hypocrisy and politeness to keep enough distance.

"Fortunately, I feel that the grandfather has a good mentality, and in general, he is quite optimistic."

His answer somewhat swept away some of the gloom in my heart. I know that if you want to overcome the disease, it is important to have an optimistic attitude and unyielding will. From his words, I saw some hope. "During this time, I have to bother my brother to take care of it." My father went to the hospital in the morning for a check-up, and now it's afternoon, and it's going home tomorrow, and there's still some time, that's why I said that. That's because I don't feel at ease, if my father is healthy, then he doesn't need to be taken care of by others at all.

"They are all from their own families (from the same clan), and it is appropriate to take care of the elders, and there is no 'labor' at all." He is a cheerful person and answers very bluntly. Of course, it is precisely this straightforwardness that makes people more and more moved.

I was extremely worried, and I really wanted to see my father's current condition. It is precisely because of worry that I miss it more and more, although my father has only been out for much time. I really want to run away desperately...... But reason told himself that even if he went, he would not solve any problems, not to mention, his father would be back tomorrow.

Actually, it didn't take long, about ten hours at most, but I just felt tormented. In my torment, I felt that the time was especially long. People often say that life is like years, and at that time, I even felt that seconds were like years. I can't wait to see my father in one step. Although I am not a doctor, I am still desperate to judge the severity of my father's illness from his appearance. I prayed more than once that it was a miscalculation by the hospital. I look forward to my father's health. I don't want to see the cruel scenes of my father suffering from his illness.

It was a long night, and I couldn't figure out if I was asleep or not. I looked at the window again and again. Are the curtains too thick? Why else is it so dark outside? Would you like to give a phone call and ask if they have set off and come back? It seems to be early! Don't bother him. Does he still have to drive? If you don't get enough sleep, how can you drive long distances? I wonder if they have an alarm clock? Don't oversleep! I wonder how my father rested? I wonder if my father will have insomnia? ……

A night of gains and losses, a night of hesitation, a night of half-sleep. It was a night that people remember, it was a night full of thoughts. Tossing. It was a long time, but the night passed. I don't care if I'm affecting my family. The moment he saw the morning light, he suddenly got up.