Chapter 9: The Final Farewell
The weather was fine when I was eating just now, but I didn't expect that it would be dark clouds for a while, and when Su Mo walked to the stop sign, it began to rain. Seeing that there was a tendency to get bigger and bigger, Su Mo had no choice but to cling to the stop sign, hoping that the small iron plate on it could slightly block the rain that was about to pour for her. While looking around, I hope to see the lovely red figure of the No. 89 bus.
Fortunately, she didn't have to wait too long, and in just 5 minutes, the bus came, saving Su Mo from the miserable end of being drenched in soup. As soon as I got on the bus, Wen Jing's phone called, and the voice on the other side of the phone was very anxious...... Yiyi, it's raining outside, right, are you in the car, why don't you come back first, don't look back and freeze you, did you bring an umbrella? Why don't I pick you up now?"
Su Mo replied with a smile, "It's okay, auntie, you don't have to worry, I've already gotten in the car, and I'm not drenched, I'll call you when I get home."
"Well, that's good, be careful yourself, I'll hang up first, call me when I get home"
"Well, okay. Goodbye, Auntie"
"Goodbye!"
The summer rain is always like this, it comes and goes in a hurry, just now it was still pouring down, and in the blink of an eye, it was only half an hour, and the rain was clear, and the wind and sun were beautiful. It's just that under the heavy net of steel and iron forests, automobile exhaust and chemical pollution, only after this rain washes away, can the genius be so pure blue, and the clouds can change and flow so arbitrarily.
Su Mo has never seen a rainbow after the rain, but he will still look up at the sky inadvertently after the rain, hoping to witness the beauty of that moment, and then look at the blue sky and white clouds, and empty all his thoughts.
When he was about to get home, Su Mo unintentionally looked up at the sky outside the window, and found that the shape of a cloud in the sky was very rare, just like the most powerful artist, using his own brush, on the canvas with the sky as the background, using white clouds to draw a heart, complete and neat. Su Mo looked at the cloud in a daze, but she was obviously not the only one who found this, and the two little girls in the back seat were talking in a surprised whisper, "Ahhh......h Look at that cloud in the sky, it looks like a heart."
"Where, where?"
"That's it."
"Oh, I see, it's really like, hey, hurry up and take a picture"
"Ah, yes, I'll shoot it quickly, or the wind will blow away in a while."
Su Mo listened to the words of the two, obviously not much older than others, he always felt as if he was many years older than others, and he couldn't raise the passion and enthusiasm of a child of this age.
After getting home and taking a nap, Su Mo turned on the computer and boarded QQ, opened the panel, and changed his mood to "The sky gives me a heart, but I don't want it!" When I came back by car today, the sky after the rain was very blue, the clouds formed a heart, someone took out their mobile phones to take pictures, but I felt that 'to see is fate, and when the clouds disperse, it is fate, even if it is taken as a memorial, it is just a memorial in my heart, everyone's mind is different, and I ...... Not accustomed to commemoration! '" Carriage return is sent, and the mood update is successful.
casually found a movie to put on, Su Mo began to clean up his dinner, he has lived by himself for so many years, as long as he is at home, whether it is a TV or a computer, or whether it is a TV series or a movie, cartoons or songs, or advertisements, as long as there is sound.
However, Su Mo actually rarely really looks into it, most of the time when he doesn't play games, Su Mo does something else, such as: housework, watering flowers, and cooking. Even if you just sit in a daze, you don't want to turn it off, such a house is too quiet, and the sound of needles falling can be heard.
In the stereo, QQ's knocks and messages are endless, and they have been ticking...... The ticking sound kept ringing, first of all, Yi Ruoyu's something, "There are such beautiful clouds, why don't you take pictures of them", "You can give it to me if you don't see it", "I was locked up at home today, I didn't see it", "You went to your aunt's house, are you coming back now" and a series of bombardments, Su Mo only replied, "I'm cooking, let's talk after eating"
And then there are flirtatious sentences like "You don't want the heart of the sky, then I'll give you one, do you want it", ignore it......
There was also a message from Yue Honglou, "The game equipment has been preliminarily determined, send me your ID number in the past two days, and bring it to you when I move over" Su Mo picked up his mobile phone, edited the text message and sent the ID number to Yue Honglou, and it was all done, so he went back to continue cooking. Halfway through, QQ sounded again, Su Mo shook his head, he usually dives for 10,000 years, and his mood won't all blow up, will he still be allowed to eat this meal?
Click on it and take a look, it was Li Jin'an who sent "Yiyi, have you eaten, did it rain when you left in the afternoon, I am not at home today, I will go back to see you"
"It's not dripping, I'm just in time to catch the bus, I'm cooking now, I'll talk about it after eating"
After Su Mo finished eating, he chatted with Li Jinan and Yi Ruoyu on QQ for a while, and the days without games were quite boring, so he found a novel and started reading novels, of course, the TV in the background was still not turned off, as for what he played, Su Mo didn't watch it at all.
At about 11 o'clock in the evening, Su Mo was about to go to bed when his mobile phone suddenly rang. Originally, Su Mo's mobile phone was basically not much different from an ornament, and people close to her knew that as long as Su Mo was at home, she would definitely be able to find her on the Internet, and basically no one knew her number if she was not familiar with her, and now that someone called, Su Mo had a bad premonition, and it turned out that her premonition had always been very accurate.
The call was from Li Jin'an, and there was only one sentence: "Yiyi, come to my house quickly, immediately!" After speaking, he hung up the phone, and that panicked tone was something Su Mo had never seen in him.
When Su Mo hurriedly took a taxi over, the door of Li Jin'an's house was open, many people came in and out, and the expression on his face was also very solemn, Li Jinan sat on the sofa without saying a word, his head hung very low, such a scene seemed familiar, Su Mo's footsteps could no longer take a step, such a scene was the same as when his parents passed away, but there were few relatives walking around the family at that time, and there were not so many people now.
My heart suddenly hurt, like thousands of needles piercing, and the pain suffocated. Su Mo pressed the position of his heart with his right hand, trying to slow down his breathing and reduce the pain, and after a few breaths, the pain suddenly disappeared, as if it was just an illusion of Su Mo, just the pain she thought.
Most of the people who came to help were relatives from the Li family, and there was a good friend who knew Su Mo, and she gently hugged her and walked into Wen Jing's bedroom.
The person lying on the bed was peaceful, as if he was asleep, and the slight smile on his lips was dreaming about something. She was still wearing the royal blue dress that Su Mo gave her, and her hair was still combed by Su Mo, she should have made up a light makeup on her face, her hands were clasped on her abdomen, and there was no wedding ring that never left her hand on her white hands.
Seeing her hand, Su Mo's pupils instantly constricted, "Do you still know?" Why make this choice? In this world, except for him Li Shiyuan, there is nothing that can make you nostalgic? I thought about so many possibilities, but I didn't expect it, and I didn't dare to think of it...... That's the result, and I believe you are strong, courageous, and able to face these facts, but why do you want to go down this path? ”
Su Mo sat silently at the head of the bed, looking at this person who had loved her since she was a child, and walked the last journey of her life. There are no tears, no hysterical crying, she is the same as Li Jin'an, one inside and the other outside, maintaining the same silence.
At half past one in the morning, Li Shiyuan rushed back, Su Mo didn't want to know if he came from that woman or if he really came back from a business trip, the last person she wanted to see now was Li Shiyuan.
She believed that Wen Jing had left by herself, and the water cup at the bedside and the bottle of sleeping pills were the best proof. And the one who can make Wen Jing commit suicide is the person who put on the wedding ring for her - Li Shiyuan.
When Li Shiyuan saw Wen Jing's body, his expression was very complicated, and the whole person suddenly became decadent, so there was a tall figure beside Li Jinan.
The most important people in Wen Jing's life all maintained the same silence, and everyone didn't know if this was silent acceptance or silent resistance. This silent black atmosphere seemed to swallow everyone's voice. Everyone invisibly lowered their voices, afraid of disturbing the souls of the deceased, for fear of disturbing the mourning hearts of the living, and this silence lasted until the dawn of the day.
The summer sky always brightens very early, and the sky is hazy and bright before 5 o'clock, and everyone who has not slept all night ushered in the quiet family members who mourn. Wen Jing's father left with tears in his eyes, and Wen Jing's younger brother also howled at her body, thinking that I am your sister, how can you be reluctant, and other relatives who Su Mo doesn't know very well, are also crying.
Su Mo looked at these people and almost laughed out loud, people are really different from each other! At the beginning, her mother, who was a compatriot of Wen Jing's mother, was the same as Wen Jing now, when she walked on the last part of her life, she did not have the number of her father and younger brother, and she did not have the tears and reluctance of her family, just because she married a poor boy who did not match their ideals, had no money and no power.
After crying, Wen Lao took his youngest son to see his grandson, who had just lost his mother, but Su Mo, who was sitting on the side, didn't even get a comforting look, she ...... Just a stranger.
Li Jinan is a doctor, he happened to be on duty yesterday, so when his favorite cousin Su Mo came, he couldn't be at home, and there was nothing wrong with the hospital that day, seeing Su Mo on QQ, he was even more emotional, knowing that she was online, and chatting with her a few words. After getting off work in the evening, I went out to have dinner with my girlfriend, and when I got home, it was nearly 11 o'clock.
Originally, he thought that at this point, his mother should have fallen asleep, so he opened the door and changed his shoes lightly. I turned on the light in the living room, only to see that my mother's door was not closed, and I walked over a little strangely, and through the light in the living room, I saw my mother lying on the bed, and there was no slight breathing sound in the room.
Maybe it's the doctor's keenness, Li Jinan quickly turned on the light in the room, walked to the bedside to check, the person on the bed was already cold, that cold, without a trace of temperature, can instantly freeze people's blood and heartbeat. As an excellent surgeon, Li Jinan is no stranger to this, and patients who fail to operate are slowly becoming this kind of coldness, freezing the hearts of their families. And now, it's just that the frozen object has been replaced by his mother.
Next to the sleeping pills on the bedside table, there is also a letter addressed to Li Jin'an.