Chapter II

I like that her dorm mates know it. When they go to college, the favorite thing for a group of boys to do is to judge the girls on campus. In the past, I was not exempt from vulgarity, and I often talked about "my family Ayu". Although I only said one word to her, she belonged to me in my dreams.

That day, Hao Nan returned to the dormitory from outside, and when he saw me offering treasure, he said, "I saw your Ayu, she is wearing a down jacket today." ”

"Oh, it's white or black." I asked casually, but I secretly regretted that I didn't go out to eat with Haonan.

"Why does it have to be white and black?" Chen Xi, who also didn't go to eat, asked curiously. The girl's clothes are colorful in red, orange, yellow, green, and purple, and it is no wonder that Chenxi has this question when I ask about white and black alone.

After getting Hao Nan's white affirmative answer, I replied a little proudly: "Other colors don't match my aesthetics." "It's as if she wore a white down jacket to get my admiration.

Chenxi's admiring gaze made me very satisfied at that time. At that time, we were all young and good-looking. Everyone says that they are experienced pickling experts, but when they come to the girls, they are embarrassed. It's funny to remember arguing about whether a girl has two or three holes under her in the dormitory during a night talk.

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The cold spring in S City is getting worse year by year. It suddenly cooled down last night, and I didn't like to go out in the morning, so I tossed the old version of "Red Alert" in the bedroom. A very early real-time strategy game. Although I played a lot of food back then, my advanced style of play always allowed me to get ahead of the curve when others were just getting their hands on it. Last night it was me who won the big game again.

Hao Nan, who came back from eating outside, saw me offering treasure and said, "I saw your Ayu, she is wearing a down jacket today." ”

"Is it white or black?" I asked reflexively, only to remember that I already knew the answer.

"God, it's white." Hao Nan replied admiringly.

"Why does it have to be white and black?" Chen Xi, who also didn't go to dinner, asked as curiously as I remembered. I smiled faintly and didn't answer.

"Come and see, it's Ayu, she's coming to our building." Haonan, who was running hot, stood at the window to drink water but saw an unexpected scene and reported to me as soon as possible. Our school is still under construction, and the existing boys and girls dormitories are separated by a school building. Being able to see the same beauty twice in a row is indeed worth showing off.

Chenxi and Zhiming immediately squeezed to the window to look, "It's really Ayu", "Look, this route seems to be coming to our dormitory building", "What is she doing here?" Isn't it going to date your boyfriend?" "Bai Quanyi, you haven't come to take a look, your Ayu's boyfriend may be exposed today." Your hopes are about to be dashed. The three people in the dormitory were talking about it.

At this point, I stopped playing the game. I know the beginning but I can't guess the end. In his previous life, although Hao Nan saw her in a white down jacket, he didn't see her walking towards the boys' dormitory. And if everything is the same as in the previous life, then what is the meaning of my rebirth? In the previous life, I was the one who failed. I've never liked myself.

Listening to Hiroo and Chenxi discussing who might be her boyfriend, my mind drifted back to the previous life. I was already in my third year of college, and I was looking at the sky from the staircase patio on the third floor of the teaching building. I saw her again that day. She and a male classmate leaned side by side on the handrail of the stairs on the second floor. The boy's hand was on her waist and she was talking, and she was laughing.

"That kid is from Carrot Island." Johnny in the class has a wide range of friends and notices my gaze and introduces it to me. Johnny is also Carrot Island, probably knowing the kid at a fellow villagers' meeting. Seeing my envious eyes, he said proudly, "How about it, our young man from Carrot Island has experienced harm." ”

I stole another glance at her downstairs. I felt a tingling sensation in my heart. I've been following her for a long time, and since the first time I saw her, her figure has taken over my entire retina, my whole brain, and my entire dream. I hadn't seen any other boys next to her slender silhouette all this time, and I always thought it would be like this forever. Even though she doesn't remember me anymore, I'm content to see her. I have only spoken one sentence in two years, and there is no reason why I should not let her socialize with others. But when I actually saw it, my heart was still sore, very sore, very painful.

That year I started to get depressed. He doesn't like to talk, doesn't participate in school activities, is absent from running, labor, and classes until he graduates. I don't like Johnny, I hate Carrot Island even more. One day I'm going to buy the whole carrot island and plant garlic.

What a terrible memory. It's all because of Hiroo and Tatsuki in my ears, and their quarrel triggered my bad memories. Although I paid attention to her in my previous life, I am not a stalker after all. Every time I see her, it can be said that I meet by chance. Every time I saw her in my sight, she faded away. So I don't know if she has a boyfriend now. Maybe she's known the boy from Carrot Island for a long time, maybe it's today.

The bickering in my ears continued, and it had gone from betting on whether she would actually come to the boys' dormitory building to who she would find in the first grade. As she got closer and closer to the boys' dormitory, Haonan and the others were already leaning out of the window. Although there were sturdy and narrow window frames that stuck the bodies of the three big men, no matter how you looked at them, they felt that they were in danger of falling.

I stood up and tried to pull them back into the house, because I had just become the head of the house before I was reborn, and I was responsible for their lives. It was at this time that the internal radio in the communication room rang out.

"Bai Quanyi, someone is looking for you."

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