Comparing the content of the internal broadcast and the time she entered the boys' dormitory, the dormitory suddenly became a sensation. I quickly dodged a few men who made soccer saves and hurried out of the dormitory.

To be honest, she came to me in surprise for me. It was a whim to give her the lottery ticket that day. Later, I also thought about her reaction to getting the lottery ticket and learning that she had won. But I'm no longer a naïve kid who just walked into college. In my previous life, although my life was not very exciting, I had more life experience than all the people in the dormitory combined. In my previous life, I was very fond of fantasy, but long before I died, I already knew that fantasy is always fantasy and reality is always reality. So although I also have fantasies today, I am very rational to let myself recognize fantasy and reality.

What is the reality? The reality should be that she disappeared forever when she learned that she had won the lottery.

"I want to talk to you." She was wearing a white down jacket. The snow was as white as I remembered, and I couldn't stand on my feet. I have fantasized countless times about being able to stand in front of her like this and talk to her. Today, reality is shattered and illusions have come true.

"What to talk about? Talk about the weather, talk about it, or talk about love. ”

"You ......" she didn't expect me to suddenly become oily. The steady, confident, mature man I met two days ago and the frivolous look in front of me are almost like two people.

I am still who I am, in my previous life and in this life. Although his heart was excited, his calves trembled uncontrollably slightly, but his mouth and face still showed that he didn't care.

Seeing her purse her lips, as if she was about to stomp her feet and turn around and walk away, I suddenly felt a sense of relief. I liked her in my last life, to put it bluntly, it was unrequited love and unrequited love. Although there is no result, although it is sour, it is very free and relaxed. I was free to look at her and think about her without having to face her. Yes, I'm a coward, and I am.

She didn't leave, she just stood in front of me, as if tears were rolling in her eyes. I could feel her hand clenched tightly in her sleeve. Looking at her tears, I couldn't bear it after all. After all, I like her, and it hurts me to see her sad.

"I don't know your name yet." I asked with a deep sigh. It can be regarded as relieving the previous embarrassment. Later, when she mentioned today's events to me, she said, and after my sigh, the whole person became very silent, very deep. She had never heard a person sigh like this. The sigh seemed to plow deep furrows in her soul that could never be erased. Since then, the steady appearance, the frivolous appearance and the cangsang appearance have kept intertwining in her mind, so that she can not forget.

"My name is Shangguan Yu, and I am a student in the 9602 class of the Department of Finance." She officially introduced herself to me, even though I had already heard from other sources that her name was Jade.

The small rooftop on the second floor of the dormitory building is not visited except for the flag-raising every Monday. In addition, the glass door of the small roof faces the counselor's communication room, which is the perfect place to talk quietly and without causing misunderstandings. The only fly in the ointment is that our dormitory is located in the westernmost part of the dormitory. If you want to see the situation on the small roof from the bedroom window, in addition to having excellent eyesight, you also need to be careful of the danger of crooked neck. Of course, being able to make my friends in the dormitory envious and curious, and not getting any information is exactly the result I wanted.

"The ticket you gave me won the prize." After coming to the small rooftop, Shangguan Yu said first. Since she came to me, she was naturally here for this matter. But I still asked, "Really?" How many prizes did you win? ”

"The first prize has more than three million prizes." Shangguan Yu wanted to throw a bombshell at me, but when the words fell, I was still indifferent and didn't look surprised at all. Yes, I don't need to be surprised at all, because I already knew the result. I even knew that if I waited until the next draw, the prize money for the first prize would accumulate to five million. But someone else will buy the first prize in the next draw, so I will buy the lottery ticket in the first draw.

"So I can date you. According to what you said about a million dates, I can date you three times. ”

"You...... You insult people. "She was in a hurry, and she seemed to be really angry with me. I wondered why she hadn't just walked away. Could it be that there is really some domineering aura in me that shocks her?

"And what are you coming to me for?" I asked in as calm a tone as I could. I don't want her to actually cry. It's not just that I'm reluctant, but if it is known that she and I have been alone for less than five minutes and then the pear blossom runs away with the rain, I must not be charged with an attempt to play hooliganism.

"I can't ask for the lottery ticket, I'll give it back to you." This time it was my turn to be surprised. I thought about countless possibilities, but I didn't think she would return the ticket intact. In 98, 3 million was a huge amount of money, and even many years later, 3 million was a figure that ordinary people could not accumulate in a lifetime. She just gave up. Is it that she really regards money as dung, or is she young and ignorant and does not understand what money is.

To be honest, I don't know her, I really don't know her. I just looked at her from afar, looking at her. She is like a goddess in my heart. The goddess will never eat the fireworks of the world. But what is she like to live? What does her last name look like? What does she like? How is her studying? Where does her family live? I don't know, I don't know.

Snow White, whose skin is as white as snow and whose heart is as clear as the water of a lake, exists only in fairy tales. In the real world, there are still more beautiful and vicious women like Snow White's stepmother. I don't believe that there is still Snow White in this world, especially not that Snow White does not go to Prince Charming and favors someone like me who is ordinary-looking and has no family.

A small piece of paper represents a huge sum of millions, and she takes it very carefully. She took out the lottery ticket from a phone book and solemnly handed it to me.

I didn't take the lottery ticket but looked her in the eye. Her eyes were as clear as the waters of a lake, and her skin was as white as snow. My heart shook. Why? Why can't I get you like this in my last life?

I put my hands in my trouser pockets to show what I meant. Shangguan Yu retracted his hand in astonishment. It was also a surprise to her that I didn't take the ticket. She couldn't sleep all night after learning that she had won the lottery. It took a long time of mental struggle before it was decided to return the lottery ticket. But the person in front of him was unmoved by the huge prize sent back. What kind of person is he?

"I can't ask for it, I really can't ask for it. I was just kidding. I didn't expect this ticket to actually win. The money should be yours. Shangguan Yu explained incoherently. She even forgot that the joke wasn't meant to me. And the lottery ticket was also forced into her hand. It may be that the big prize of three million has affected her thinking and made her feel like a low-level person who is greedy for money.

"I won't take back what I gave away." There is no room for my firmness. "I said that day, I want you to give me a chance. Please give me a chance if the lottery wins, and give me a chance if the lottery doesn't win. I like you and I want to date you. I couldn't help but say it. Like you, I finally said it. In the last life, how many dreams I wanted to say the words finally did not stutter at all.

Shangguan Yu hugged the lottery ticket tightly to his chest with both hands. Obviously, she needs to digest my words, for fear that she will lose her precious lottery ticket because of her mental distraction. Affection and money, many people have faced similar choices. Multiple choice questions without a correct answer are always the most difficult questions to answer.

"I like that you have nothing to do with whether you win the lottery or not. Let's just assume we don't have this ticket. I repeat, I like you. I want to date you. "The more I talked, the smoother it became, and it seemed that the depression that had been accumulated for many years disappeared with a sentence that I like you.

"How can it be that it doesn't matter, how can it be regarded as nothing?" Shangguan Yu muttered. Apparently the winning ticket was putting a lot of pressure on her. I didn't notice what kind of interpretation her answer would have made of my actual confession.

"We just don't get it if we donate all the money." At this time, I had a clear idea and quickly thought of a solution.

"Donate?" Shangguan Yu looked at me in surprise again. She just kept thinking that she couldn't take her own money, which was her principle of life. But in any case, she had a complicated entanglement with the money, and she wanted to see what it would be used for. Buying a car and starting a business were still legends among college students in '98, but it was not difficult to turn the legend of 3 million into reality. Donate it? What's the difference between that and throwing away the money you get. It's as if he never had the money. She couldn't see the man in front of her clearly.

"Ayu, I'm sorry I heard your friend call you that." I pretended to be embarrassed and said, in fact, I have called the name Ayu a long time ago I don't know how many times, but now it is just a smooth mouth. It's just that she never knew. "Do you know what a welfare lottery is?"

"The welfare lottery is a kind of prize voucher issued by the state to raise social welfare funds and support social welfare undertakings. It is uniformly printed and issued by the China Social Welfare Lottery Distribution Center. It is issued to urban and rural Chinese people and foreign nationals in China. The purpose of the China Welfare Lottery is to help the elderly, the disabled, orphans, and the poor. There are 6 million elderly people living alone, 60 million disabled people and 100,000 orphans in China, and their lives are very difficult. There are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, people have good and bad luck, and there are many unfortunate people in society...... It takes money to solve these problems! Where does the money come from? Counting on financial allocations, the state really can't come up with such money, so the lottery has become an important measure to raise social security funds. What do we buy lottery tickets for? It's not about getting rich overnight, it's about love, dedication, and of course, a little entertainment consumption. The money we use to buy lottery tickets ends up going to help those in need. So I didn't even think about winning the lottery when I bought the lottery ticket in the first place. Since you won the lottery and you don't want it, we might as well donate all the money to better support the country's social welfare. ”

Shangguan Yu didn't expect me to know so much about the welfare lottery. How could I not understand. In my last life, I dreamed of getting rich every day, and I had to buy a welfare lottery ticket almost every week. Otherwise, how would I have memorized the winning numbers of each draw? It's just that these are not enough for outsiders, and all I let Shangguan Yu see is my Kang Xuan.

"You didn't think about staying some of yourself?" Shangguan Yu asked timidly. It seemed that asking such a question made her face feel feverish. But she wanted to know the answer.

"Why do you want to keep some, I won't ask for a penny of these social welfare funds to help people in need." As I spoke, I jumped onto the base of the flagpole with one foot hanging from the rooftop. Even though it's only the second floor, it gives me the feeling of overlooking all living beings. Yes, anyone who makes the decision to abandon the huge sum of three million dollars will be arrogant. "Ayu, maybe you think I'm stupid. But I would say that we have a healthy body, we have knowledge, and we have an infinitely bright future. I don't have to rely on luck to get anything. I want to rely on my own hands, rely on my own wisdom and diligence to create my own career. ”

"You're not stupid, no. You're just...... I just didn't expect you to be " Shangguan Yu looked up at me, she was not numb or thundered. She just looked up at me. It's like looking at the teacher on the podium, but it's a different emotion.

Jumping on the pedestal of the flagpole, I was half part of the show. Young body, sophisticated heart. Where is Shangguan Yu my opponent. Seeing that she had been brought into my rhythm, I jumped off the base of the flagpole with vigor. "I've given you this ticket, and if you won't accept it, then donate all the money. But you have to claim the prize and donate the money in your name. I'm going to never take it back. This is my insistence as a man. "In the face of Shangguan Yu, I stood tall and said irrefutable......

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