Never in the past years had the Queen heard such soft, yet resolute words.

Chengyin said it mildly, but also cruelly.

The mountain wind whistling through at night blew her awake.

"It turns out," she choked up, "I don't have the qualifications to be generous......"

I took it for granted that I wanted to be his wife and didn't mind sharing it with others, but I didn't expect that there was already a mistress in his home.

Cheng Yin also loosened the strength of his shoulders and said: "However, the order of the parents in the Central Plains cannot be disobeyed, and I didn't want to disobey in the past. ”

The queen nodded and cried, "Well, I was stupid, I didn't expect this...... How can a man like Brother Chengyin not have a wife. ”

She turned her head and ran towards the palace, biting her lip all the way to keep herself from crying.

Cheng Yin looked at her sad appearance, took a few deep breaths of distress, and stood at the corner of the stone steps, looking at the street below with his hands behind his back.

In the dark night, this small town is lit up, and some of the party houses are filled with laughter and the sound of the shamisen, and it is getting richer and richer, and perhaps in another ten years, the population will increase, trade will flourish, and an aqueduct will be built to bring the water of the snow-capped mountains into the novel xstxt, and it will also become a paradise, a desert oasis, and a plugged into the south of the Yangtze River.

But can you stay for ten years?

At that time, the emperor gave a ten-year period, at this time, the national teacher worshipped, indicating that he had completed the task, if he did not return to Chang'an to resume his life, there would be a suspicion of treason, and when the time came, it would be a felony of the nine clans, and he would also ask the Yufu Lingguo to hand himself over.

You have to go back, and if you don't go back to regain your sight, it may bring disaster to this small country.

Cheng Yin walked up the stairs step by step, walked into the palace, and just turned the corridor of the main hall, he saw a maid with a worried face.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

The maid bowed and saluted, and said, "Her Majesty doesn't know what's wrong, she cried all the way and ran over, she fell just now, I went to help her, she ignored it, got up and ran by herself......"

Cheng Yin sighed in his heart, nodded, and walked towards the queen's bedroom.

He has been in the court all these years, very free, the queen's father Khan trusted him very much, and once wanted to give him an official position and a gorgeous palace, but he refused.

He has always lived as a "gentleman" in the most remote palace.

However, over the years, his intimacy with the Great Khan and the queen has allowed him to walk in the palace without any restrictions, and even the secret passages are clear to him.

The guard of the queen's bedroom was the loyal Tomor, who looked distressed, and when he saw Chengyin coming, he hurriedly greeted him.

"Mr. Chengyin, what did I do wrong? Why did the queen let me go away? The innocent and disgusted Tomor scratched his head and asked Chengyin depressedly.

"It's nothing, I made her angry when I spoke, she was just angry with you, I'm going to coax her now." Seung-yin replied.

He was about to lift the outermost heavy curtain when Touror reached out to hold him away.

"Mr. Chengyin, I respect you very much, but you can't break the queen's heart! She—she's ......" Tourmore struggled, not knowing whether to say it or not.

Cheng Yin didn't say anything, but looked at him with a little smile.

Tomor looked back at the curtains, which were very thick in winter, and behind several layers of curtains, I wondered if the queen would hear him.

There are some things that feel different when you say them yourself and when you say them by others.

For example, if you say to yourself, I like you, that is the outpouring of feelings, even if you are rejected, you can silently **** the wound yourself and hide your feelings until the scar.

But if someone says that she likes you, it will change its taste, as if her wounds have been exposed to the sun, and she can't hide if she wants to.

Although Tomor didn't have much thought, he was very loyal, and he knew which words were unfavorable to the queen, so he held back under Cheng Yin's gaze.

"Mr. Chengyin, the queen is very ...... Rely on you, even if she does something wrong, don't make her cry...... I thought someone was bullying her, and when I asked, I was murdered by her. Tumor withdrew his hand and leaned sideways to open the entrance to the drapery.

Chengyin nodded and said, "You're right, I'm going to coax her now, and I won't be in the future." ”

He lifted the curtain, stood in front of the innermost veil, and saw the queen pounce on his jade, without a sound of weeping, but with a shake of the shoulders.

He didn't make a sound, just looked at it lightly, saying that he was coaxing her, but what words could he use to coax? The facts are here, the dependence of the little girl when she was young, and slowly grew up into attachment, this kind of love is mixed with family affection, how to break it?

How to break?

How can it be broken?

The queen bit her lower lip and wept for a while, tears dripped on her fur, wet with fluffy fluff, and the white veil covering her eyes was soaked with tears, and it was very uncomfortable to stick to her skin, so she raised her hand and removed the veil.

She wore this veil from a very young age, and her Ana, like her, looked at the world and her lover through a white veil blindfolded.

No matter how deep the love is, it can only be hidden behind that layer of tulle.

Being able to see through the truth of people's hearts is actually a very painful thing, and some white lies and concealments have no effect on themselves, which will make them even more lonely.

But now, she feels that she can't see the truth, and she is lonely.

The person I love, he has another love, another spouse.

No matter how humble he is, how obsessed he is, whether he loves himself or not, there are already people around him.

I want to say, I don't mind if you have other people, but I don't even have the qualifications to mind.

What a fool, no wonder Brother Chengyin has always been to himself.

It's a kind of protection, and it's a kind of rejection.

She wiped her face with her fur, opened her eyes to look at Yulu, and took a few deep breaths.

"Brother Chengyin, are you going to leave me?" She asked the man standing behind her.

“…… This is a matter of time, and when Enar comes back next year, I will go back to Chang'an, if ...... I'll come back to see you if the situation allows. Cheng Yin said frankly.

“…… Just coming back to see me? The queen rubbed it, and took another white veil from the head of the bed and tied it to herself.

"Well, if I can, I hope to accompany you to pregnancy and give birth, I'm worried that the doctor here won't be able to take good care of you."

Hearing this, the tears that the queen had just stopped came out again.

"I don't want it, anyway, you have to leave sooner or later, I'd rather die after giving birth to a child, and I won't see you anyway, as long as I have an heir and can continue to guard here." She spoke incoherently and negatively.

Cheng Yin approached her, touched her head, removed the hair ornament from her hair, and said gently: "Don't say willful words, for your husband and your children, you have to live well." ”

"And Ennar and Tomor, they value you more than yourself, and you can't live up to their loyalty."

"I'm not as good as you think, I've also had a confused life, a chaotic life, and I'm only loyal to one country and one king in my heart, and that's Datang."

"I'm going to leave sooner or later, I just hope that before I leave, I can do a little more for you, so that you can live a prosperous life and make you healthy and happy."

The queen shook her head and stretched out her hands to Cheng Yin, who picked her up, put her on his lap, and sat on the edge of the jade collapse.

"If my husband were someone else, I wouldn't be happy, and I want you to be with me...... Otherwise, I won't be your wife, I can be your concubine, don't the Central Plains people have many concubines? The queen hugged Chengyin's neck, sniffed, and said softly and glutinously.

“…… The dignified queen, how can there be a reason to be a concubine! Cheng Yin patted her on the back lightly.

"Does that require your wife's consent? Can I be a concubine? ”

Such humble words made Chengyin feel a little irritable, this is the girl he grew up with, how can he put himself in such a humble position for a man?

"Stop talking nonsense." He said a little impatiently, "You don't need anyone's consent, you are the queen, and your marriage can only be a celebration of the whole country, a red veil in the sky, a noble honor, and a lifetime of affection...... You can't be humble and ask anyone to allow it. ”

"But...... So how can I stay with you? The queen wiped her tears aggrievedly, "You can't be a husband, and I can't marry you, so it's better to learn from the Central Plains to take concubines, which is not okay?" ”

"Of course not!" Cheng Yin's anger came up a little, and his voice was a little louder.

The Queen had never seen him angry.

Over the years, even if Chengyin is angry, he has taught himself a lesson with a smile, never really angry, and never yelled at himself.

She didn't understand why Chengyin was angry, it was she who was wronged, why was Chengyin's brother angry?

Seeing her tear-stained and aggrieved look, Chengyin was so distressed that she softened her voice and said, "Okay, you are still young, and when you are older, you will know how to find a husband who loves you, and you will be much happier." ”

"I'm not a good couple, of course, you have to remember carefully, you can usually be coquettish with me, but your marriage is related to the national fortune of the Jade Fuling Kingdom, and it must not be a child's play."

He said it firmly, and the queen could only bite her lip silently and suppress her emotions.

Otherwise, what else can I do, if I continue to talk about it, it will anger Chengyin, and if he leaves, he won't even have a chance to see him.

At least for now, he's still here, holding himself in his lap.

At least his voice and smile are still in front of him, not in a dream.

Cheng Yin comforted her for a while, put her on the bed and wrapped her, went back to the palace by herself, slept until midnight, and saw the queen wearing a close-fitting jacket running to drill the quilt.

Thinking that he would not have much time to accompany her in the future, Chengyin didn't say anything, and raised his hand to take her into his arms.