CHAPTER XXXII
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I believe that man's destiny is like a tree, with a trunk and branches. The trunk is immutable, and trying to change the direction of the trunk can only break the trunk, while the branches and leaves can flutter in the wind or even break away from the trunk, without affecting the whole tree. The closer people and things are to the trunk of the tree, such as loved ones, partners, and major events experienced. Other broken locks, such as strangers walking by on the road, eating steamed buns or fritters one morning, are the stubbles of a big tree. Among them, money also belongs to the insignificant leaves of the big tree. Although many people believe that money is important, the amount of money often determines a person's fate. But obviously, for the fate of the symbolic Heavenly Dao, this kind of thing that is artificially created and given meaning can be determined, and it is not the real fate. In the eyes of true fate, money may be as meaningful as dust on the ground. After being reincarnated and reborn, my Tree of Destiny is still the same as in the previous life, its trunk will not change, and at most it will only change some small leaves. For example, I made a lot of money compared to my previous life, for example, I met Lu Guang and Shangguan Jinhong, who I had never met in my previous life. None of this will have much impact on my fate. But a candidate like a lifelong partner must be one of the most important backbones of the tree of destiny, and it is impossible to change its direction.
Shangguan Yu believes that the fate of human beings is not simply a person. All the people and things in this world constitute a unified destiny. Or people and people, things and things, things and things...... The fates between them are mutually influential. But because people don't know that they are in a fate, every decision, the first choice, is precisely the trajectory of fate. It's like a big pot of glue, everyone is a drop of glue in the basin, and the viscose silk interacts with each other but has its own place. That position represents his destiny. His birth, growth, money, status, and so on. A reincarnated person like me is like an insect that has replaced the drop of glue that belonged to me. The insects are constantly struggling to move in the glue, and the more the insects struggle, the more glue around them will be stirred to take root in motion. Therefore, the fate of the insects themselves and the glue around them will become different from before. But no matter how powerful the insect is, in the whole world, this pot of glue can only drive a little ripple around you. Since the glue will desperately fill the gap driven by insects, it is difficult to change fate. Even the glue that is far away from the insects does not feel the effects of the insects' vibrations at all. That's why most of the things around me after I was reborn are the same as in my previous life. And some are completely different. For example, I couldn't find my wife Yanyan in the previous life five times or three times because of the stickiness of the glue, and the drop of glue that belonged to Yanyan was desperately trying to maintain her original position in the glue environment (see you in five years), although I was an insect trapped in the glue, although I struggled to swim in the direction of Yanyan, it was extremely difficult to move forward effectively in the glue, although I kept exerting force in that direction, but the result was only to cause greater fluctuations in the same place. For example, Shangguan Yu himself belongs to a drop of glue close to me. In the previous life, although we were close together, we each had our own destinies. In this life, I turned into an insect and stirred Shangguan Yu's fate while flapping my wings. So in this life we fell in love.
In general, Shangguan Yu and I both believe in fate. It's just that I'm fatalistic, believing that everything, including myself, is in the plan of fate. Shangguan Yu believes that since I have been reincarnated and reborn, then I should be a variable outside of fate. I am the only one in this world who can change my fate, my own and those around me.
None of us could convince anyone that night. Since that day, our relationship has become very delicate, both as a couple and not as a couple. Shangguan Yu has also become significantly different from before. The biggest change is that I am no longer as well-behaved and obedient as before, and I have become more clingy.
I don't know why I mentioned the cruel things I said on the night of the school celebration party. Shangguan Yu grabbed my waist and raised his face and asked me, "Don't you say what I like about you, do you want to change it?" I just like you and don't like me, I just like you to break up with me. You change, you change. ”
When Lu Guang was speculating in foreign exchange in H market, he fell into financial difficulties because of a technical mistake. Either close the position or cover the position. And because of this sharp pullback, Lu Guang doubted that my statement that the yuan would rise above 100:1 against the dollar. After asking for advice, I told him to resolutely cover the position. In order to raise money, I bought three more lottery tickets in a row, and all of them were jackpots.
Before claiming the prize, Shangguan Yu helped me wear sunglasses and stick my beard, and I took the winning ticket and said to Shangguan Yu: "See, this is the inevitable surname of history." The lottery was this number in the previous life, and it is still this number in this life. None of us can escape the arrangement of fate. ”
Shangguan Yu pressed the glue-coated fake beard to my head with one palm, grabbed my arm and bit it my arm. I regained my arm in pain, only to see a clear row of tooth marks on my arm, oozing slightly. Shangguan Yu said angrily: "You didn't have a bite scar on your arm in your last life? ”
I lightly touched the slightly swollen flesh in the center of the tooth marks, and said unconsciously, "There should be no scars at this level." Shangguan Yu heard this, grabbed it again, and bit it down on the same position on my arm. Look at her as if she is unwilling to leave me with a scar that is my heart.
Since that night, although I haven't mentioned breaking up again, I have never been as good as before to Shangguan Yu. I always feel guilty about Shangguan Yu. At this time, I didn't dodge the surname Suo, closed my eyes and let her bite. Even if I bite off a piece of flesh and leave a scar, I will admit it. It's really time for us to separate, and the scars on her hands can also be regarded as a souvenir for her. But this time, after Shangguan Yu put my arm in his mouth, his expression was terrifying, and his small mouth sucked and licked along the tooth marks, but he didn't really bite down for a long time.
On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the moon is big and round. Shangguan Yu and I agreed not to mention the breakup, but if fate separates us, none of us can force ourselves to change it. Since we all believe in fate, the coin of fate has become our most commonly used item ever since. I lost today, so according to the agreement, I was pulled outside by Shangguan Yu to admire the moon.
There are mostly some tall trees in the Yangchun Garden of S Courtyard, and the branches spread horizontally overhead, making the view of the moon not good. But it's a great place for couples to have a tryst. Along the way, I found several windless automatics in the bushes. When I arrived, the pavilion in the center of the garden was empty.
Shangguan Yu and I occupied the pavilion where no one was. We brought some grapes, oranges and half a watermelon. I can't eat enough fruit for two people, but after I was reincarnated, I used to buy more of everything. If you can't eat it, you throw it away, and it feels so good to waste it.
Shangguan Yu lay on the bench with his head resting on my lap. Before I could object, a peeled grape that had been stuffed into my mouth preemptively said, "Borrow your leg pillow, don't be stingy." It's nice to eat fruit and enjoy the moon at the same time. "In fact, what is there to reward about the moon, no matter how big, round and bright, it is enough to look up a few times. Viewing the moon is actually still appreciating people. I looked down and saw Shangguan Yu's bright big eyes flickering, and his handsome face seemed to show a faint glow under the moonlight. I subconsciously reached out and stroked her face. Shangguan Yu's eyes were leaning against my palm and rubbing gently. A while ago, I felt that Shangguan Yu had changed to Fangfang's delicate and pungent direction, but at this moment, Shangguan Yu changed back to the gentle and graceful appearance I was familiar with. I know that this is what Shangguan Yu really looks like, and it is exactly what I like her to be.
"Bai Quanyi, sing me a song." Shangguan Yu said softly: "The song of the future." "I once hummed "We Are All Good Boys", which was heard by Shangguan Yu, and I felt that it was fresh, so he had to pester me to sing the whole song. I ordered her to pass on the lyrics and tunes to anyone when the song actually came out. Shangguan Yu agreed, but because of this, he also grinded me to sing her a future pop song from time to time. These songs, which others have never heard, make Shangguan Yu feel a unique sense of ownership.
I thought about it and sang:
Akei creeper sub-monkey Ben
Dida Lugongga monkey blackened
Change sei to red and extinguish Ou yala
Bia to the SEI monkey black
Shangguan Yu frowned and asked, "Is it an Indian song?" What was the original meaning of the lyrics? "Shangguan Yu is very talented in languages, otherwise it would not have been possible to pass the college English test level 8 in the third grade. Although she couldn't understand it, she could tell that I was singing an Indian song. Shangguan Yu guessed correctly, I sang the famous Indian love song "The bride is married, the groom is not me". But I did not answer her, sat in the moonlight and continued to sing:
Akei creeper sub-monkey Ben
Dida Lugongga monkey blackened
Akei creeper sub-monkey Ben
Dida Lugongga monkey blackened
Change sei to red and extinguish Ou yala
Bia to the SEI monkey black
Akei creeper sub-monkey Ben
Dida Lugongga monkey blackened
Change sei to red and extinguish Ou yala
Bia to the SEI monkey black
Ah Jeriaru to Sei Fly
Moli to Dikin to Heng
Ahh
There to dei'king to Heng
I don't have a good reputation for sei and ya
Harpo dog ruthlessly nei Gallia
Give Sei'ki Bo Hong Neisu a monkey one
Abena (Oseib) there yes
Oops, Lu Gia Lu bought enough one
Oops, Lu Gia Lu bought enough one
That tick and tick Nasu black
Change sei to red and extinguish Ou yala
Bia to the SEI monkey black
Ah, black one, garu black dog one
Ma sei wine strength family black
Dorito (hacked) Caspian Hyzaro
Belinega hits black
Strive brother one Arthur Maluben
Huo Di Hei one Surrey fly sei ri
A total of one dog in the red Safei
Ga does not give a'sei'fe ha beautiful
Just that wood dei thunderback monkey Rika
Just that wood dei thunderback monkey Rika
A Bilaru sei'sei monkey hit black
Change sei to red and extinguish Ou yala
Bia to the SEI monkey black
Akei creeper sub-monkey Ben
Dida Lugongga monkey blackened
Akei creeper sub-monkey Ben
Dida Lugongga monkey blackened
Change sei to red and extinguish Ou yala
Bia to the SEI monkey black
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32 ends
Cite:
The bride is married, and the groom is not me
Indian film "Beautiful Lover>>
Oral complaint (male):
There's a girl in love,
She fell madly in love with a boy,
She kept her head down,
Blushing,
She walked leisurely down the street,
She secretly opened the love letter,
Secretly,
Is this what she has to say,
But she was afraid to say to her,
How love happens,
How this love happens,
All I could tell her was that
Singing (Male):
Whether your eyes are open or closed,
You're going to dream of what you love,
How do I tell you my love,
How Love Happens, (......)
Let's see what you want today
(Female)
Let's see
How love happens,
(Male)
While compiling my dreams,
Always thinking about someone
(Female)
When I fall in love with someone, I throw myself into their arms
(Male)
When you bathe in love you will not be awake,
Nor will it fall asleep (......)
(Female)
Is it some magic that blinds you
(Male)
Even if there are a thousand difficulties, my heart will overcome them
(Female)
In a distant paradise,
It has been decided to say that there are these
(Male)
No one knows when and how he will meet his lover,
But the one in your heart is your beloved, how shall I tell you my beloved,
How love happens, how can I tell you my lover,
How love happens repeatedly.
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