CHAPTER XXXI
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I was shocked and sad to see Shangguan Yu's actions. But I didn't have time to feel at this point, I had to flee the party as soon as possible. Because after Shangguan Yu's feat, the audience was asking who Bai Quanyi was. And I also saw Fang Fang, who was standing in the audience, pointing out the direction of the exit where I was to Shangguan Yu. Although I hid behind the spotlight all night and was very hidden, I was still spotted by someone who wanted to go to the exit.
When I flashed out of the multi-purpose hall, I was stopped by Fangfang's girlfriend Liu Zijian. After being sent away, he met Zhang Man again, and then Ding Cui...... Everyone I met was at odds with me. Finally I realized that they were there to hold me back so that someone could catch up.
I stopped and turned around, only to see Shangguan Yu hurriedly chasing after me. turned back and the supporting role disappeared without a trace. I sighed and waited for Shangguan Yu to come over.
Shangguan Yu chased me and stood still, gasping for a while before calming down. Seeing me look at her, she lowered her head in embarrassment.
"Why do you do that? How bad it is on the night of the school anniversary. I said with a sigh.
"I just want you to know that I have nothing to do with that person. The person I like is you, only you. Shangguan Yu raised his head and said. It seems that she always thought that the reason I broke up with her was that I misunderstood her relationship with the Carrot Island Kid. She thinks that the confession to me at the school celebration party is the most powerful explanation.
I sighed again and said impatiently, "I told you that our breakup has nothing to do with that carrot island kid." ”
"Then why don't you like me anymore?" Shangguan Yu asked
"Then why do you like me? I look ordinary, lazy and greedy, I don't like to be clean, I study poorly, and I don't have any merit in my whole body. What do you like about me, can't I change it? "I was forced to say the most hurtful thing I had ever seen on the Internet in my last life.
Shangguan Yu's tears flowed down and I was overwhelmed. In the past few days, I have seen more tears than any woman I have seen in my life. She was sad and I was sad, but I still didn't want to comfort her. I silently prayed in my heart to go away, to go, and to ignore me from now on.
Shangguan Yu obviously didn't hear my prayers, not only did she not leave, but stepped forward and cried and said, "I just like you, I just like you." I like you so much from the bottom of my heart that I'm dying. Fangfang said let me not take the initiative too much, don't lead you, that will make you very proud. But I don't care, I want you to know that there is only you in my heart. No one can take your place in my heart. ”
I looked at Shangguan Yu with pear blossoms and rain and trembled a little, and I don't know why it reminded me of myself standing at the gate of the nursing school in the center of S in the pouring rain that day. Sadness, coldness, and helplessness constantly hit my stubborn faith. I can't save myself, but I don't want Shangguan Yu to feel my pain.
I raised my arms slightly, and Guan Yu threw himself into my arms, holding my shoulders and sobbing. I hesitated, grabbed Shangguan Yu's waist, patted her on the back gently, and said, "Don't cry." It's all my fault. Some things are hard to say to you. Between us, I was wrong, I was wrong. I don't want you to be sad, and I'm willing to do anything if I can compensate you. ”
"I don't need you to do anything, as long as you don't say break up, don't say you don't want me anymore." Shangguan Yu grabbed my neck and said resentfully.
Standing on the road in front of the multi-purpose hall, Shangguan Yu and I cried and hugged each other, attracting the attention of many people. I separated Shangguan Yu and wiped the tears from her face, and said with determination: "Let's talk in another place, I have a lot of things to hide from you, and I will tell you all today." ”
The small square in front of the old library was empty. After the expansion of the school, the old library has become a quiet corner of the school park. It was here that I proposed to have a formal relationship with Shangguan Yu. It's so heartfelt to be back here again.
"Ayu, now everything I want to say to you is true, I hope you believe me. Even if you don't believe it, please keep it a secret for me. Sitting on the cement steps of the small square, I said to Shangguan Yu solemnly.
Shangguan Yu took my hand and leaned on my shoulder. All the way, she held my hand tightly and refused to let go of anything. Hearing my words, Shangguan Yu nodded and responded: "I believe, no matter what you say, I believe it." Even if you say you're an alien, I'll believe it. ”
"I'm not an alien, but I'm pretty much the same. Ayu: Do you remember when I told you the story of the banana boat, matcha and egg tart? That's actually my story. "I began to tell Shangguan Yu about my adventures one by one. Humans are strange creatures, and everyone wants to have secrets. But after you have a secret, you want to share it with others. After making up my mind to tell Shangguan Yu the secret of my reincarnation, I suddenly felt a sense of relief. Maybe I should have told Shangguan Yu this secret a long time ago, whether she believed it or not.
After I finished telling my story, Shangguan Yu remained silent. I said a little downwardly, "You don't believe it, you think I'm making up a lie to deceive you, or you think I'm just a delusionist." ”
"No," Shangguan Yu raised his head and said, "I believe in you." You said you were married and had children in your last life. But that must have been a lifetime later. In this life, you met me first, why can't I be your wife in this life? ”
"Ayu, you don't understand without my experience. Our fate was already sealed. It's as if the stock information and lottery numbers are all the same as in the previous life. In my last life, I didn't meet my wife Yeon-yeon until five years later, and in this life, I wanted to find her early, but there were always various situations that made me and her miss out. Even when I insisted on staying at the gate of her school and waiting for her, it would rain heavily and make me gonorrhea. I met you in my last life when I was in college, and I never saw you again after graduating from college. In this life, I met you again when I was in college, and fate will definitely separate us when we graduate from college. If we insist on being together, I guess something bad will happen. I said with endless anxiety in my heart. More and more experience has made me appreciate the meaning of God's will.
Shangguan Yu's concern was completely out of step with my Danyou, so I only heard her ask: "In the last life, were we also lovers in college?" ”
I smiled bitterly and said, "No, I was good for nothing in the previous life. I've only spoken to you once in my entire college years. I confessed to you, but you rejected it. ”
"I'm sorry." Shangguan Yu said softly. Shangguan Yu is a very gentle and sensitive girl. She probably heard the sadness in my words. Take the initiative to humble herself for something she didn't know.
I shook my head and said, "How could I be so mediocre in my last life to get your favor. It's me who can't do it myself. It's none of your business, not to mention that you were in the previous life and not the current you. ”
You're not you. After I spoke, there was a sudden thunderstorm in my heart. I have memories of my previous life, so I'm still me. But Shangguan Yu has no memory of her previous life at all, and she has nothing to do with her previous life. If fate is destined for me to be like the previous life, then why would Shangguan Yu, who didn't love me in the previous life, fall in love with me in this life? So will Yeon-yeon, who became my wife in the last life, marry me in this life?
"Bai Quanyi, are you breaking up with me because we couldn't be together in the previous life, so you think we will definitely be separated in this life?" Just as I was thinking nonsense, Shangguan Yu asked.
I replied distressedly, "I don't know." I think that fate will rain a lot and all kinds of coincidences to stop me from doing things that are beyond history, and it will definitely have an effect between us. I didn't want anything to happen to you, so I proposed to break up in advance. But it's all my reasoning. I'm like a clown in the palm of my hand. I'm not sure what the future holds for this world. But one thing that can't be changed is that I was married in my last life. I once fell in love with a woman and lived with it. For me, even when I'm with you, I can't help but think of my former wife. There's absolutely no need for you to put up with me like this. You can have a better choice. ”
"Bai Quanyi, I believe everything you say, you say I can have a better choice, then I ask you one thing, you have to swear to tell the truth, you can't lie to me." Shangguan Yu sat up straight and stared into my eyes and asked, "Have you ever liked me, do you still like me?" ”
31 ends
A boy pursues a girl, but the girl is not interested in him, and repeatedly tells him the truth, but the boy is still stubborn. One day, the girl couldn't help it, and under the boy's repeated entanglement, she turned back sharply and said, "What do you like about me?" Can't I change it? The boy replied: I like you, you are a woman!
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