Chapter 4 Creek Field
It was getting darker and darker, and the shadow of the old pine tree standing on the cliff wall at the mouth of the mountain dissolved into the darkness, and the noisy birds and branches of the mountains and fields were also silent in the thick darkness of the night, and only the rustle of the leaves of the wind blew intermittently.
Du Ruoshen walked to the mountain pass with one foot and one foot shallow, and there was no light on the mountain road, and there was no trace of the next life. Coldly, Ren Yan shouted again, "Water ...... Water ......". Du Ruo was even more angry, and the annoyance in his heart made him scold angrily. This female disaster star who sent him to the staircase and took the stairs, this female teacher who can't love and hate, when will it be tossed. Du Ruo screwed up his wet clothes listlessly, a wry smile hung on the corner of his mouth, and he stumbled to touch the stream, returned to the water, and dripped into Ren Yan's mouth with great impatience and carelessness. Who knew that Ren Yan was desperately twisting her body on the stretcher as if she was urging her life, her throat was sharpened as if it had been cut, and her legs were stretched straight all of a sudden. Du Ruo was stunned, and bowed down in distraction, and Mo Moye secretly saw that Ren Yan had shrunk into a ball half-dead, and the sweat on his forehead squeezed into his sallow face like beads, and went straight to the eye sockets and the corners of Wa's crooked mouth, "I...... I'm afraid I'm going to give birth......"
Du Ruo's heart froze, and he turned his head ambiguously, listening to Ren Yan picking up his clothes in vain, an uncontrollable curiosity drove him to turn around again, Ren Yan tore off a few buttons on his pajamas, and still rolled over and tore at the half-worn pajamas. Du Ruo's heart was beating faster, her blood was rushing, her spirit was so nervous that she was like a string about to break, and she stretched out her hand tremblingly, and finally pinched Ren Yan's hand. Unexpectedly, Ren Yan screamed in extreme pain, and pounced on him as if he had fished out a straw.
Du Ruo only felt a heat in his eyes, his heartstrings involuntarily shook sharply, and he couldn't help but reach out and hug her, and let Ren Yan's unobedient head roll down his face with sweat and tears in his arms. "You...... You, ...... quickly" Du Ruo was immediately infected, his face was filled with a layer of excitement, and he hurriedly suppressed the unbearable trembling all over his body, gritted his teeth, and ripped off Ren Yan's pajamas. Du Ruo seemed to have healed all the nerve fibers that tortured him, all the sorrows and sorrows that had worn away his life had receded, and his heart was full of joy mixed with shame; As if he had suddenly been knocked unconscious by a stick, he opened his mouth stupidly, and his mind was in a trance for a long time, and a kind of secret feeling accumulated in his heart made him feel like he had suddenly drunk a glass of alcohol, full of spicy and a little intoxicated......
Du Ruo remembered that it was a breezy night a month later. At that time, Du Ruo stepped on the misty moonlight of the mountain road, bathed in the warm breeze of the mountains and wilderness, and went to Ren Yan's single dormitory in the work area again. At that time, Du Ruo walked all over the mountains and rivers of Bashan, and traveled all over the large and small Xinhua bookstores in Jiangcheng. When Du Ruo picked up the sketchpad for the first time and went to sketch on the dangerous peak of Bashan, several people in the work area laughed crookedly, saying that Du Ruo was a fly in the glass cover, and the future was bright and there was no way out; Others say that Du Ruo is poor and crazy, can't afford a camera machine, and the ghost paints peach charms, which can be regarded as catching up with fashion and playing with silly taste. When Du Ruo started from middle school Chinese textbooks, participated in various classes with words, and carried back large bags from the provincial capital on Sunday, and put out this and that book that was thicker than a brick and stacked up with a wall high, people were even more shocked and fried in a hot oil pot. This is not a gentleman who wears a coat and is hard-filled; Does the dog wear a top hat and pretend to be a reader? There is such a tofu old man who throws his burden and throws so many books back with all his family, can you understand! If it is true that the eagle can lay eggs when it flies over, then it still needs a handful of rice and a handful of chaff to raise chickens!
Du Ruo finally didn't drown in a mouthful of spittle, and didn't break his backbone by the mountain-like gossip. However, the more he studied, the more he felt that he was barren and ignorant, and the more he painted, the more he felt that he lacked talent. Unexpectedly, the unprecedented Jiangcheng Art Magazine published one of his studies, and also commented that he had a strong knowledge base and a talented composition, and even sent Wu Shiyuan a manuscript fee with the book. Du Ruo is not ridiculous, no hard work, no harvest, a spirit, a career. Ren Yan is right when he says that the quality of a person's mental outlook and the level of intelligence are determined by the day after tomorrow. Du Ruo already felt that tonight's moon was different from yesterday's, and even the gentle mountain breeze had a refreshing fragrance.
When Du Ruo was very elegantly carrying the art magazine, holding a very successful and well-behaved style, with excitement, eagerness and a little cramped and uneasy, he was about to knock on Ren Yan's door, and the famous little evil skin in the oblique stabbing station sneakily came over. "Don't knock on the city gate in the middle of the night - you hit the nail yourself, you're not at home, you went to take a shower, how about it, do you want to open your eyes, how can it be the real [***], I don't know how many times more charming than the big-ass woman who sits in the house behind closed doors and paints peach charms!"
Du Ruo's heart was pounding, and a thought that had disturbed the peace for a long time rushed from his heart, and he walked out of the door involuntarily. At this time, the moon had climbed the east mountain, and the branches and leaves were shaking, and the distant mountains and near the water were shrouded in an empty expanse. Du Ruo walked through a mountain stream, not far in front of him there was a bean light flickering on and off, and there seemed to be hidden figures around, Du Ruo couldn't help but speed up his pace, and a person flashed out of the dark, covered Du Ruo's mouth, and tiptoed to signal him to whisper. Du Ruo followed ignorantly, climbed over a mountain cliff, and a gurgling stream was close in front of him. Du Ruo raised his eyes and looked around, reflecting the light moonlight, and the mountains and mountains were full of black crows and crows. Du Ruo was secretly taken aback, and saw that the maple leaves were red by the frost by the stream, the reed flowers were pink and white, the weeping branches were gently brushing the water surface, and from time to time there were fish splashing thorns, rippling in circles. Du Ruo then understood that these people are here to see fresh, but it is always indecent to peep at people**, but if you think about it, the ten ** in the work area are singles, and it is reasonable to open your eyes to solve your hunger, more than a dozen bachelors surround a beautiful woman, laugh for her laughter, and worry about her sorrow, everyone is proud to be able to offer some courtesy to her, and everyone is proud to be sent by her, so Du Ruo is also at ease, and quickly lies on the ground, stretches his head, pouts his buttocks, and does not dare to come out. However, it is unbelievable that only the sound of water is heard in the stream, and no one is heard, and from time to time there are more and more melodious songs. Du Ruo was anxious to look left and right, turned his head and turned his head upside down, still nothing, look at the people around him are all relishing, Du Ruo is more and more confused, look at it from a different angle, God, lie in the wrong position, quickly move his body, but his legs are sore, stand up and want to move, a piece of dirt came from behind, hit his head full of soil, Du Ruo was just about to have a seizure, the people behind him blew their beards and stared at their eyes, it turned out to block their view, thinking about the feelings of the people, Mo had to lie down again, When he was young, Du Ruo was relaxed and happy and forgot his worries:
In the place where the white rainbow drinks in the two mountains, and where the snow flies on the beach by the stream, Ren Yan is like an elf frolicking on the water. I saw her raise her face for a while, spread her arms widely, like a silver swallow playing in the water with her wings, and her posture was bright and slapping the water; After a while, he leaned down again, his limbs bundled into a straight line, like a kingfisher with wings sweeping the water, and he rushed to the waves with laughter and laughter all the way. Sometimes she is like a swimming dragon diving underwater, and the water near the left side of Fang Yuan is silently gone; Sometimes she is like an otter tracking and seeking, and the level of the stream is like a mirror, and her snow-white body is as if she is fascinated.
Du Ruo sighed heartily, and several bursts of inexplicable relief surged in his heart. Unexpectedly, the bachelors before and after were even more drunk. Some people say that this sister is really not bad, she wants to be like a person, she wants to look like a person, she wants to look like a person, and she is so shocking and free and generous, compared with those shyly girls in and outside the station, it is really a phoenix falling in the flock of chickens, not on a level line! Okay, what is it, our buddies can't get on the side, look at it, it won't take long, it's not a flying pigeon brand, go away and fly high, it's a queen card, be an official wife, look at people who have to become more than how to die, willing to be a mandarin duck and not envy the immortals, we might as well smear lime in our eyes - pretend to be blind and stupid can't see! Not necessarily, as the saying goes: Zhao Qian, Sun Li, each has his own joy, radish and cabbage, each has his own love, cultured people pay attention to like-mindedness, pay attention to the pleasure of the two surnames, she will neither climb the high branches to be an official wife, legally sell silver under the protection of marriage, nor will she lose her worth and endure the pain of love, and become a victim of our big coarse people to vent their surname desire. I knew that I should lose each other halfway, so it was better to fly alone. Do you believe in evil or not, whoever has the ability to move her with talent and learning, she will become someone's pillow person, and whoever has the ability to shake her with fame will become the daughter in someone's arms. This is almost an unbreakable truth, she is an ordinary man who eats whole grains, I think she will not be able to escape this law of love!
Ren Yan Mo'er in the stream was about to get up. Du Ruo's spirits perked up, and the bachelors around him widened their eyes with bated breath. Sure enough, Ren Yan swam to the shore with a light body, and stood up with a glimpse without the slightest preparation. Du Ruo was amazed, and his heart suddenly felt like thousands of ants crawling, and the bachelors were even more radiant in a chorus of envy. Du Ruo hurriedly pushed aside the crowd in front of him, rushed to the edge of the cliff, impatiently occupied a favorable position, and looked at Ren Yanlai, who was almost naked, with full attention:
In the light and shadow of the silvery white moonlight in September, a large green and lovely green sky and a grass that is more lovely than the sky are sparse and wide into its background, she stands in an oblique side posture in a few clusters of red and green wildflowers, a thick waterfall-like black hair is draped down, scattered on Tan Yuan Run's shoulders and smooth and smooth back, the plump neck presents a silky satin-like luster, the towering ** holds two faint shadows, and the delicate skin is like clotted fat flowing from the lower abdomen to the toes, And her silhouette is like the water surface under the clear moonlight, a soft light spreads out from her shoulders, trickles to her slightly wide buttocks, and then falls down at her thighs, the whole picture seems to expose the secret of the female surname to the world, and everything seems so real, so harmonious, so wonderful and moving......
Du Ruo stood there stiffly, and the longing singles around him got up one after another, some boasted, some sighed, and some were still unsatisfied, and they almost left. Du Ruo suddenly felt that his face was inexplicably hot, and the little sense of accomplishment and self-confidence that he had cultivated with great difficulty in his heart disintegrated, a long-standing sense of cultural superiority that he couldn't raise his head in front of Ren Yan's cultural superiority, and a psychological inferiority complex that penetrated into the bone marrow of Ren Yan's female surname was very thick between his eyebrows.
Du Ruo seemed to suddenly understand that he and Ren Yan were actually two different levels of people in the heavens, he was really not worthy of entering her room, he wanted to interact with her with his unashamed and impatient study, it was really ridiculous, stupid, pure bluestone slab with willows, wishful thinking. Ren Yanjin is beautiful and dignified, she can only be an idol in his heart, a high-ranking female teacher, a firework that does not eat his Du Ruo, nor is it a seven fairies who can be moved by his Du Ruo's virtue and talent, just like everyone under the stream, she is a pleasant person with a vivid expression and bright lines, and raises people's consciousness to ordinary life and natural physiological instincts, so that people can produce a kind of humanitarian thought, without causing ** and the satisfaction of pursuing physiological needs!
Du Ruo only felt dizzy for a while, and his inferiority complex weighed heavily on his heart like a rock, he sometimes looked at Ren Yan with eyes containing affection, and sometimes greedily and vulgarly stared at the profound and rich experience of female surnames transmitted by her. Look at Ren Yan's red and simple glamorous lips, the breast curve that stands tall under the short-sleeved shirt, and the plump and surname-filled buttocks that are wrapped in bodybuilding pants. Du Ruo suddenly felt that there was a secret feeling in his heart that was rapidly swelling, and he wanted to get out of his chest and leave. One day he said that he must have a city woman like Ren Yan, but ironed it tightly on his chest, tasted the taste of that little red lip with his mouth, experienced the trembling feeling of the pair with his chest, and stroked the two plump buttocks like a crescent moon with his hands.
After that, Du Ruo began the arduous pursuit of the art of beauty without hesitation!
Ren Yan lay quietly in his arms for a while, and then began to scream loudly again, and it was higher than a while. Du Ruo knelt down, pulled the quilt and put it on his lap, bent Ren Yan's body that rolled over from time to time into an arc, held Ren Yan's hand tightly, and at the same time pressed her ear, and said countless exciting and thoughtful words sincerely. Ren Yan only felt an ambiguous stream slowly floating from the bottom of her heart, and a smile of gratitude involuntarily cracked on her face, and a burst of guilt for Du Ruo shook her in the depths of her heart, and all the sorrow that tormented her soul, the sorrow that tormented her heart, and the pain that hurt her heart passed away with the wind in an instant. I was very tired for a while. In the future, she leaned her head trustfully on Du Ruo's broad shoulders, like a wife who enjoyed the sweetness of life and love, closed her eyes, and happily waited for Ning Xin'er's arrival......
A crescent moon crept up from the eastern sky, and with the cry of a baby, washed away the clouds and poured out a pleasing splendor to the earth......
Ren Yan finally opened her eyes, and the col was extremely quiet. The bright moonlight shrouded the four fields like a light veil, the distant mountains floated like a mist like smoke, the faint light sprinkled from the branches and leaves, the surroundings seemed mottled and blurred, a warm night breeze carried the fragrance of wild flowers from the top of the head, and the invisible stream in the valley was singing softly with the cold current.
Ren Yan lay quietly in the moonlight, looking at the picture scroll of the night, listening to the chirping of insects in all directions, each expressing her own spiritual interest, a hopeless state of mind like ashes, a sadness of being abandoned, gradually calming down; The bitterness in my heart, the resentment of falling down according to the temple and running according to the gods, also slowly calmed down. Everything in front of you, which point is not full of the interest of life, the white clouds in the sky love the bright moon, the fog on the ground loves the mountains, the flowers are fragrant for the grass, the grass absorbs the night dew for the flowers, the wind caresses the sweet sleeping woods, and the water moistens the growth of all things......
Ren Yan struggled to get up, leaning on the stretcher, and after a whole night of grinding and bumping, she was originally delayed in the middle of the mountain. The bright moon in the world under his eyes is like frost, the wind is like water, and the clear scenery is infinite, and Ren Yan's mind is also clear. How good it is that man is born free, but he is forced to put on the shackles of life everywhere for the sake of a little self-conscious self-esteem and vanity. In this way, people should really accept the baptism of nature, observe the natural ecological environment, imitate the natural laws of survival, overthrow all the relations that weigh on the soul and make people humiliated, enslaved, abandoned and despised, and create a peaceful society where there is no difference between urban and rural areas, and there is no deceit, in which everyone can compete freely, help each other, and develop in an all-round way.
Ren Yan closed her eyes unconsciously and took a deep breath of the fresh air of the moonlit night. Those who know are happy with water, and those who are benevolent are happy with mountains. For as long as she can remember, Ren Yan has climbed a mountain once, and that was when she went on an outing with a few acquaintances when she was about to graduate. In addition, what I see and feel is some humanized nature, fabricated landscapes, all living beings are isolated in the walls of the city, and gradually abandon the customs and morality that have evolved in human society for thousands of years, tear off the veil of the creator's warm veins, and ** naked money fetishism in interpersonal relationships. From elementary school to middle school, she crossed several roads and waded through small rivers from one wall to another. When you go to college, you are like a caged bird that has broken free from its shackles, flapping its wings freely, and flying from a smaller wall to a higher one. Originally, Ren Yan thought that this life was just to cross a few roads, enter and exit a few walls, and be like her parents in order to be able to divide the house, change the gas, and have a leisure time for the children to go to school. I didn't expect a bad fate, I made people and graduated, the classmates of the first class, the powerful people in the family all stayed in the city, and entered the compound of the agency, and there was Brother Kong Fang who had no power and no power in the family. Once upon a time, Ren Yan was also excited by the fact that the birds were scattered in the empty forest, and he was drunk and obsessed with the silence of the night when he lay quietly in the middle of the night, and the clear moon came out of the mountain and the light entered the door. However, every day, except for the train that stopped at the small station, there was also a little bit of noise in the city, and it was difficult to find people from all over the world, only the people in the workshop were chatting with the shouts of the dead and the occasional laughter of the young workers who were rarely talking about the daughter-in-law and the women in the mountains. Ren Yan's little bit of Leshan and Leshui's good mood was shattered by the loneliness and waste of this place again and again.
So Ren Yan also began to take the road back to the city like other young girls in the work area. Look at the other girls in the work area, they are either young people as tablecloths, or beautiful people as vases, although they are a little humiliated and tortured, but they are also talking and laughing and happily transferred back to the city. Ren Yan thought, people live for a lifetime, and they still have to think about opening up and being downplayed. What is life, life is to meet the needs of people's physiology, psychology, and self-fulfillment to a great extent under the existing conditions; What is an ideal, the ideal is the future that people look forward to in line with the virtue of the way of life and development. People can't torture themselves by themselves, for some invisible traditions, invisible morality, and social public opinion that oppresses the soul to live and die, and let go of comfort, wealth, and pleasure, but they have to eat three meals and sleep at night in this mountain, just for a little shame and right and wrong, to waste their youth, waste their lives, and die to save face and suffer crimes, who can understand this, and who says that you are a traditional messenger and a guardian of morality, and the things in the world have always been the suffering of wearing shoes and not knowing barefoot, and it doesn't hurt to stand and talk about your waist. Ren Yan was finally transferred back to the city, and finally lived a life in the city where she should have crossed a few roads and entered and exited a few walls. However, the world is hot and cold, and the people are cold and warm, just to meet people who are not ladylike, and the difference of a thought made her come to the depths of this Bashan again.
Ren Yan opened her eyes sadly, slowly closed her eyes again, and the scenes that had happened in the past flashed in front of her eyes. Suddenly she felt pathetic, her own experience and the vast natural force, how insignificant it seemed, the moonlight dissolved at night, the flowers were lonely and lonely, the Sichuan Ze was dirty, the mountains were hidden diseases, there were many unsatisfactory cliffs and turbid water were forcibly hidden, and nature showed people a world of ice and jade......
Ren Yan was confused for a while, and the ** was born spontaneously. On the leeward side of Wangshan, Du Ruo was pacing back and forth with the baby in his arms. Look at his bare back, his slender, his cloak around his baby. Ren Yan only felt that her nose was sore, tears flowed down, she choked and shouted Du Ruo, covering her face with her hands, and sobbing with mixed joy and sorrow......
The night moon hid in the middle of the sky, the mountains were shy, and there were only small streams that didn't know idleness singing a melodious song...... (To be continued.) )