The "Super Oiran" contest was contested again, Momiji entered the top five, and the next one was the finals to determine the top three, and I still haven't seen Yu Gongzi. The last time I received a purse from the ninth master, I felt that his attitude was a little weird, but this time I saw him, but I saw that he was polite, gentle and natural to me, I couldn't help but laugh in my heart that I was too careful. In the next five-in-three event, Momiji is very nervous, in fact, her popularity is already very high now, every off-site voting is hovering in the first or second place, and the hope of winning the championship is still very great, but to shine in the finals, it still takes some thought, I thought about it, and I danced with her, and I dedicated it to her during the day these days.

Chu Yan still comes late and night, and his attitude towards me is still indifferent, but after getting along for so long, I can still sense that he is a little different from before, or he can no longer achieve the pure hatred he had at the beginning, or now he has a trace of regret in his heart. He didn't act more than to fall asleep with me, and I was actually a little grateful that he didn't forcibly occupy my body after the time I returned my soul. Because I am not Azure Snow, my hatred for him is far less deep than his cruelty to me, and when I am embraced by him, I feel more sad, I watch him contradict, struggle, pain, and clumsily express his concern for me, and a sense of powerlessness often rises in my heart that I can't respond.

So, all that's left is silence, I can't remember how long we haven't spoken to each other, and these days, he and I are like pantomimes, he comes silently, he walks silently, he hugs me silently, I fall asleep in silence in his arms. Chu Yan, you are pitiful, you met me at the wrong time and in the wrong place, because of the identity of Azure Snow, so whether you hate me or love me, it is a kind of torture for you. And I, I am pathetic, I cannot easily forget those bloody and horrific images, and your imprisonment of my freedom, even if you were so careful to make amends for the damage you did to me in the first place, I could not have fallen in love with you. The distance between me and your soul is separated by a huge chasm, no matter how long we sleep together, no matter how tightly you hold me, it cannot be crossed.

The day before the Super Oiran finals, Fukusheng came to see me and carried two coconut-sized jars. When I saw that he was neatly packed, and that his clothes were worn but clean, I was glad to know that his mother's illness must have improved. When he saw me, his face flushed slightly, and he saluted me in a proper manner: "Hello girl." ”

"No need to be polite, Fusheng, Aunt Zhou's illness is better?" I asked him with a smile.

"After taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor, I have been much better." There was a trace of gratitude in Fusheng's eyes, "The doctor said that there is no big problem, as long as you continue to take the medicine for a while." ”

"That's good." I smiled and said, "When my aunt is sick, the family will be fine, Fusheng is a man, and he must take good care of his mother." ”

"I know." He nodded and handed over the small jar in his hand, "My mother said that this is the bean curd that the girl made with her, and now she can eat it, and asked me to send it to the girl." ”

"Really?" I was happy, stood up and took the two small cans, and said with a smile, "I'm going to try the taste, Xiaohong, bring me a pair of dishes and chopsticks." ”

When I opened the cover of a small jar, a rich rot ** came to my nose, and I smiled: "It seems to be pretty good." ”

Fusheng nodded happily: "Well, my mother and I tried it, but it was delicious." The girl was so smart, she didn't expect that moldy tofu could make such a delicious thing. ”

Xiaohong took the dishes and chopsticks, I took a piece out, sorted out the leaves, picked a little and put it in my mouth, frowned, Fusheng looked at my reaction, and said strangely: "Does the girl think it is not delicious?" ”

It's not that it's not delicious, it's just that it's still not the taste I remember, the taste of my mother, and my heart is a little sour. Looking up and seeing Fusheng's nervous appearance, he squeezed out a smile: "It's okay, it's just that the bean curd is still a little hard, and it will be better if you put it aside for a few more days." ”

He breathed a sigh of relief, nodded happily, I thought about it, and said to Fusheng: "Fusheng, let Aunt Zhou take this tofu milk to the street and try to sell it, to see if anyone buys it, if anyone is willing to buy it, the eldest aunt can do this small business in the future, don't have to work so hard to grind beans and order tofu in the morning, since there are many people who sell tofu, just go directly to buy ready-made tofu and come back to do it." ”

Fusheng nodded and said happily: "That's what my mother meant, and let me ask the girl if she is in the middle of it?" The mother said that this was the method that the girl thought of, and the girl had to agree to it. ”

I really don't have anything to say about my aunt's behavior this week, I smiled and said: "Medium, why not, you can do whatever you want, I'll go to your house another day and discuss with my aunt carefully about the practice of this fermented bean curd." ”

"Then Fusheng went back first, thank you, girl." Fusheng finished saluting me and left happily. I instructed Xiaohong to find me two more small cans, divided the disassembled can of bean curd into three cans, and said to Xiaohong: "Keep one can for this, send one can to the Red Leaf Girl, and send another can to General Shan's mansion." ”

"What about this can?" Xiaohong pointed to the unopened jar. I glanced at the jar and said with a smile: "That jar, I want to send it to Yue Gongzi, you ask Yue's mother to help me prepare a sedan chair." "Such a good thing, I must leave it to Feng Ge.

Xiaohong did as I was told, holding the jar and preparing to go out, I called her and hesitated: "You can help me ask General Shan, will he come for tomorrow's game?" ”

Xiaohong looked at me strangely and said, "General Lonely is a judge, of course I'm going, do I need to ask?" ”

"You don't care, just ask him." I pondered for a moment, and then said, "You told the general that I was going to take the stage tomorrow, and I really wanted him to come." ”

Xiaohong looked at me confused, but still nodded and said, "Xiaohong knows." ”

She went out with a jar, I cleaned up, changed my clothes, held another whole jar of tofu, and went to find Feng Ge. When the old slave Qiu Bo who opened the door saw that it was me, he hurriedly welcomed me in, and said with a smile: "The girl is coming over today, why didn't you let someone know?" ”

I smiled: "I thought that I hadn't seen Feng Ge for so long, so I came over directly, which was rude." ”

"Nothing, nothing." Qiu Bo said happily, "The prince will be happy to see the girl." ”

Feng Ge heard the sound and came out of the inner courtyard, and when he saw me, he quipped: "Little girl, will my son remember to see me?" ”

I happily threw myself into his arms, sniffed the refreshing smell of his body in a daze, and said with an evil smile: "I will never forget the beautiful men I have seen, let alone a peerless beauty like Feng Ge." ”

"Poor mouth." He smiled and stroked my head dotingly, took my hand, saw the small jar I was carrying, and asked, "What are you carrying?" Why don't you give it to Qiu Bo? ”

"Well, good stuff." I held it up and laughed, "You'll know when you taste it." ”

He smiled, took the jar, and took me by the hand and walked into the courtyard. I lay down leisurely on the bamboo rocking chair in the courtyard, looked at Feng Ge and said, "What has Feng Ge been doing these days?" ”

He made me tea, and when he heard this, he raised his eyes and smiled at me: "I am an idler, and I have nothing to do all day, which is like you, and I have a good time." ”

"Huh? Feng Ge knows what I did? I tilted my head curiously to look at him and asked with a smile.

"I don't know, but I want to." He smiled and quipped, "How about Cher tell me?" ”

"I didn't do anything!" I thought about it for a while, and said with a smile: "Well, I subdued a little wild cat in the General's Mansion, uh, and helped an aunt invent tofu." ”

"Little wildcats? Tofu? He chuckled, "It sounds funny." ”

I smiled and nodded, and told him about how I encountered Lonely Ping'an in the General's Mansion and was harassed, how Ping'an went to Yihong Mansion to make trouble, about fighting poems with a group of daughters, about the storm that Red Leaves set off in the "Super Oiran" competition, and how I helped Aunt Zhou make a tofu ......, except for the fragments of Yu Gongzi, Chu Yan and Yu Die'er, I deliberately skipped it, and told Feng Ge about the rest. Feng Ge looked at me with a smile, as if every word I said was very interesting. When I finished talking, he handed over the tea and laughed, "Moisten your throat." ”

I wrinkled my nose and said, "People tell you stories, and you still make fun of others, so don't tell them." ”

He smiled silently. I turned my eyes to the can of bean curd and said with a smile: "Feng Ge, let's try the tofu I said." As he spoke, he stood up and opened the cover of the jar on the table, and went to get the dishes and chopsticks.

He took the dishes and chopsticks back, sat down at the table, I picked a little, handed it to his mouth, and said as if offering a treasure: "Taste it." ”

He glanced at the strange thing on the chopsticks, didn't say anything, opened his mouth and swallowed it, swallowed it from his mouth with a strange expression, and hurriedly picked up the teacup and drank a sip of tea, but it was so hot that he choked and coughed non-stop. I hurriedly took out a handkerchief to wipe his mouth, and said in a panic, "What's wrong?" Isn't it tasty? Don't eat it if it's not delicious......"

"It's okay...... it's okay" He took my hand, calmed my panic, and smiled apologetically, "It tastes good, but I've never eaten spicy food, so I'm a little uncomfortable......"

I suddenly said, "You don't eat spicy food, why didn't you say it earlier?" Why swallow it and suffer it, it's stupid. ”

"Cher fed me, of course I have to eat." He smiled, sure enough, he was a person who couldn't eat spicy food, and his face was a little red.

"I'm sorry." I squatted down and grabbed Feng Ge's hand, feeling extremely sorry in my heart, "I didn't even know that you couldn't eat spicy food...... "In vain, I still regard him as my good friend, I really don't know and care about him."

"Fool......" He sighed, looked at me deeply, and smiled quietly: "I was thinking, I don't know who will have the blessing to marry our little Xue'er in the future." ”

"Blessed to marry me?" I laughed, "Maybe that's the beginning of the pain." ”

"Even if there is pain,......" Feng Ge looked at me quietly and smiled faintly, "It's still painful and happy." ”

Pain and happiness, this is the world's things, isn't it? I was touched by his words, put my head on his lap, and said softly, "Is Feng Ge happy?" ”

"No matter who is with Cher, they will be happy." Feng Ge gently stroked my hair and chuckled.

Feng Ge, where am I so good, but you tolerate me so wholeheartedly. Oh, my good friend ......, I buried my face in his lap, my heart was so hot, my eyes were sweaty.

――2006、9、26

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