The "Super Oiran" competition, which has been boiling and noisy for nearly a month, finally ushered in the finals. The five girls who entered the finals were No. 2 Yalan, No. 5 Qiuyan, No. 7 Yuzhu, No. 8 Red Leaf and No. 9 Xiangxiang. I haven't seen Yu Gongzi for ten days, although I asked Xiaohong to send a message to General Lonely yesterday, but Lonely Jingyun didn't say anything, and I couldn't help but feel worried, and I didn't know if he would come.

When Silent Cloud came, I rushed forward with great anticipation, but it was like being poured a bucket of cold water on my head, and he was still the only one on the judge's table, and when Silent Cloud saw me coming, he stood up and said, "Why is Miss Carmen so bad today?" ”

I saluted him and asked, "Is the general still alone today?" ”

Silent Yun Ying's eyes looked at me quietly, and he muttered: "I brought the girl's words, but he can't come......"

"I ......understand," I interrupted him, and smiled helplessly, "The general is bothered, I am going to be on stage today, I can't accompany the general, Carmen will retire first." ”

Turning around, tears could not stop falling, and I hurried off the stage, and I hid in a secluded place outside the backstage to quietly wipe my tears. Did my words really irritate him that much? Even if he is angry with me, he needs to be born for so long? Tears slipped down silently, biting my lip, feeling a little silly. Who are you? Who is he? Why do you expect people to remember you? From beginning to end, I shaved my head and was hot, even though he seemed to be gentle and doting on me, but he was only fooled by the feelings in my own heart, and every time I was testing his mind, guessing his thoughts, did he ever say a word of the truth? Didn't you say that you locked your heart? Didn't you guess that he was the emperor and knew that you should stay away from him? Why are you still thinking about it like this, and you can't let go of it? It turns out that love and heart can't be locked, as long as the heart is not dead and the love is not broken, they will do everything possible to get out of the keyhole. Ye Haihua, Ye Haihua, why can't you learn well? Do you have to die of love before you leave him?

Someone stood in front of me, I looked up in a panic, and met a pair of fierce and cold eyes, when I was so fragile and embarrassed, I didn't want to be seen by the man in front of me. I wanted to glare at him hard, but the more I stared, the more tears rolled out. Chu Yan frowned and looked at me expressionlessly. I looked at him without admitting defeat, no matter how the tears flowed, I just didn't blink. He suddenly raised his hand and gently wiped the tears from my cheeks. I was taken aback by his actions and couldn't help but take a step back, he held me down, didn't speak, and continued to wipe my tears with his hand. I looked at him in a daze, my head was a little dazed, and I stopped crying, and when he saw that I was no longer crying, he looked at me deeply, turned around and left without saying a word.

I stupidly watched his back disappear, and before I could recover my mind, I heard Momiji calling me in the background: "Sister Carmen? Sister Carmen? I took a breath, wiped the tears from my face, and quickly ran back to the backstage, Momiji saw me come in with the curtain, and said, "Where did you go?" Don't change your clothes yet, it's time for us to play soon. ”

I smiled and saw that she was dressed. Today I am going to dance a pas de deux with a plot with Momiji, and I chose the episode "Thoughts" from the movie "Green Snake" as the accompanying dance music, and the plot of the first encounter between the White Lady and Xu Xian Broken Bridge was rehearsed. Red leaves play the white lady, and I play Xu Xian. She wore a plain white gauze skirt, her hair was coiled into a "flower bun" made of multiple strands of hair, wearing plain makeup, and her eyes were charming, but she really had a bit of the demonic appearance of a white lady.

I hurriedly put on Xu Xian's scholarly shirt and tiara, and when Hongye saw my appearance as a boy, he smiled coquettishly: "Heh, don't say it, it's really a bit like that beautiful son." As he spoke, he held the bronze mirror up in front of me. I looked at the reflection in my glasses, and my thin face really had a bit of bookishness, and I couldn't help but smile: "It's really people who want clothes, or clothes that are well made." ”

Laughing, to the Yuzhu girl on the field, she said today that she was wearing a red dress, the sleeves and skirt are very large, I saw her take a sword out, surprised: "Yuzhu girl said to dance the sword today?" ”

Momiji nodded, I sighed in my heart, I didn't expect her to have this trick, I don't know how the sword dances. "I'll take a look." I hurriedly said something to Momiji, ran out, and peeked behind the musician. Melodious music sounded, Yuzhu put the sword behind his back, and danced a soft solo dance, I had only heard Yuzhu sing before, I had never seen her dance, I didn't expect her dancing skills to be good, soft and a little heroic. Suddenly, the music changed, and the sharp silk bamboo sound brought a strong killing atmosphere. In an instant, the figure flew into the air, and the sword in Yuzhu's hand suddenly shot out a strong and vigorous blazing light, like a colorful rainbow through the nine heavens. I was secretly shocked in my heart, the strength and moves, it looks like a talent with martial arts, could it be that Yuzhu knows martial arts?

knows martial arts, why do you still stoop to the Qinglou? Could it be that she is the same as Yueniang, and she is also the person of some kind of door? I was shocked and suspicious, only to see the sword light of the jade bamboo dance suddenly turned into countless colorful stars, the sword circle is like a rainbow under the light, Ambilight, conjuring up a heavy sword rain and colorful glow, the sword qi is gloomy and piercing, like the green cold electricity on a stormy night, and like the light veil of the reckless snowfield, in an instant, the earth is frosty, the cold is sheng, and the stinging people are like swords, only to feel that the red figure is floating in the countless halo sword shadows, weird and unique.

The music slowed down again, and the fierce sword aura that shrouded Yuzhu's body suddenly dissipated without a trace. Her dancing was so soft that I knew her performance was coming to an end, so I ran back to the backstage. When Momiji saw me coming back, he smiled and asked, "How is it?" ”

"It seems that we really have to perform well today." I exclaimed, "Yuzhu Girl's sword dance is really good." ”

"Really?" She smiled, but she wasn't nervous at all, "Although the sword dance is her unique skill, many adults have appreciated it, so it doesn't necessarily feel new." I'm quite confident that we're going to do this dance today. ”

As he was talking, Yuzhu had already walked into the backstage, and there was thunderous applause outside, I looked at each other and smiled, and stepped out of the backstage, it was time for us to play. Although I have listened to it for so many years, I still feel that the two interludes in "Green Snake", "Flying Light" and "Thoughts", are two doses of poison that make the listener fall immediately upon hearing it. I remember when I listened to "Streamer Flying", and heard the two lyrics in it, "Do happy things with lovers, don't ask if it's a catastrophe or fate", it was immediately like being struck by lightning, trembling with excitement, it's really a great word, probably only a woman like the White Lady and Xiaoqing will love so desperately, thousands of years of watch, even if it is in exchange for Xu Xian's unbearable treatment, although Xu Xian has failed them, but they have not failed themselves.

The red leaves dance with the gentle and soft sound of the piano, like the white snake in the purple bamboo forest, enchanting to show the style, the worldly red dust, those men and women, those crying and laughing, those who are kind and resentful, those who love and hate, make people stay, intoxicated, attached, and happy. The white snake in the purple bamboo forest, listening to the wind, watching the rain, looking at the moon, how carefree, hearty, if it weren't for meeting Xu Xian, she would have cultivated into an immortal, and continued to live happily as her immortal, why not end up with a tragic end that was suppressed under the Leifeng Tower. However, if she hadn't met Xu Xian, she could only be a happy demon, how could she know the seven emotions, taste the six desires, and transform into a real woman? Her peerless elegance is blooming for Xu Xian, she is willing to be a person and stay by his side, even if it withers, even if it withers, even if it withers, she is willing, because of him.

With crimson petals floating in the air, I held an oil umbrella and slowly walked towards the wonderful man dancing in the middle of the stage. It seems to return to the West Lake thousands of years ago, by the broken bridge, she and him, the moment she raised her eyebrows and stared, it was the most beautiful moment of the White Lady, the love roots were deep, the love flowers bloomed slightly, and there was a weed-like thing in her heart ready to move, in her happiest moment. At that time, she didn't know, she was thinking about it, looking forward to transforming into a human being, trying to learn what love is, but she didn't know the pain and tiredness of being a human being, because love is such a thing, people can't figure it out until they die.

The petals are raining, and I am dancing with the autumn leaves in the rain of flowers. After all, the White Lady did not come to the world in vain, at least she understood where the love and hatred in the world came from. Xu Xian destroyed her, but he also made her, so she has no regrets, even though life is so short, despite being so tired of love.

The aftermath of "Thoughts" lingered, and Momiji and I finally posed for looking at each other, and when the tune was over, I bowed and hurriedly retreated, leaving Momiji alone on stage to receive the cheers and screams of the fans. When I stepped backstage, I hurriedly glanced at the judges' seat, and my body suddenly shook, and I met the pair of black eyes that pointed directly at my heart. I gave him a shallow smile, nodded slightly, and went backstage incognito.

I took off my costume when I came down, I wasn't ready to go up, and the audience recognized me after dancing, for fear of causing unnecessary stirring; Second, the mood is still a little unsettled, and I want to tell him the secret, which is not suitable for this time and place. Sitting backstage to rest, listening to the hustle and bustle outside, the No. 2 Yalan girl and the No. 5 autumn goose girl were eliminated, leaving Yuzhu, red leaves, and Xiangxiang to compete for the top three, and at this time the votes were being counted, and suddenly heard thunderous applause outside, mixed with screams, slogans, and angry scolding, I lifted the curtain to see, Hongye finally won the championship as she wished, and she had the most copper coins off the field. Her fans are hugging each other and crying, and the fans of the other participating girls are scolding indignantly, my heart is tight, in this way, if the scene is not well controlled, it will cause confusion, and I was thinking about how to remind Yueniang, Xiaohong pulled the curtain and came in, and said in a panic: "Girl, it's not good, the people watching the game are crowding in front of the stage, some have broken through the railing and broken in, Yue's mother asked the girls to leave quickly." ”

Black line! The girls in the backstage suddenly became a mess, I quickly rushed out of the backstage with Xiaohong, the scene was really messed up, screams, curses, crying, loud, Yueniang said something loudly on the stage, but I couldn't hear a word clearly. Oh, this boiling feast of joy for a whole month ended in this farce. I was squeezed into the group, looking at the judges' seat, the princes and generals on the stage, obviously also shocked by the situation in front of them, Yu Gongzi looked at this farce expressionlessly, in the end, it was the silence that the cloud reacted the fastest, commanded the scene to maintain law and order, cleared a passage, and escorted the two princes and Yu Gongzi and his party to hurry away.

"Yu ......" I was a little anxious, opened my mouth and told him, don't go, I haven't talked to him yet. My cry was lost in the crowd, no one could hear me, he couldn't hear me, he couldn't see me. The crowd pushed around, I don't know who stepped on my feet, I don't know who hit my waist, I was in a cold sweat, there were people all around, Xiaohong didn't know where she was squeezed, as if someone was strangling her neck, I felt breathless, my body was squeezed to pieces, Yu Gongzi and his party went farther and farther, his back blurred into a monotonous gray in my sight, don't go, Yu ......, save me, save me......

Someone hugged me in his arms, his body was like a barrier, helping me to separate the tide of people, my breathing was a little smoother, I raised my eyes and looked up, and saw Chu Yan pursing his lips, his cold side face was gloomy and frightening, and there was anger in his eyes that could not be hidden. Heh......, it's him, I didn't expect that at this time, the person who was protecting me would be him, I laughed miserably, why is it him? The crowd was still surging, even if Chu Yan was protecting me, he was still pushed around, everyone was stepping on other people's feet, I was tired, painful and anxious, I raised my neck to look in the direction where Yu Gongzi left, where was his figure, I only felt that it was dark in front of me, and I didn't know anything.

――2006、9、26

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