Chapter 780: Where is the Road?
For the first time in his life, Bao Jiaxian was not so calm, he suppressed himself all his life, and forced himself to be a self-sacrificing hero with the strictest requirements.
But today, in front of his own destiny, in the world, he is the closest, but he is also the only person who can make him scold, complain, vent, but still have no regrets, telling his dissatisfaction: "Why can't they leave obediently, why do they say things like that to me?"
"Even if it's the same as before," Bao Jiaxian: "Even if they don't approve of me, scold me, and want to drive me away, it's better than hoping that I stay and go with me!"
"What I am walking is a dead end, and the direction I have erected for them has been wrong from the beginning!"
Bao Jiaxian knew, he knew it from the beginning.
But he persevered to the end, and would rather die than give up, because he wanted to try, to try to find the absolutely impossible possibility.
"They think I'm a hero, and they've started to worship me," Bao Jiaxian never imagined that he would have such a day: "They think I'm right, and it's not just one person, it's a city, and the whole 600,000 compatriots believe that I'm right!"
Once, Bao Jiaxian imagined that there would be this day countless times, and he looked forward to it, looking forward to it, hoping to see his achievements in his lifetime.
Now he saw it, but what followed it was fear, unprecedented pressure!
In the past, no one wanted to believe him, he just wanted people to believe him, but when someone really believed him, Bao Jiaxian suddenly found that he was bringing more people to despair.
'Bao Jiaxian, where are we going next?'
'Bao Jiaxian, how are you going to go next?'
'Bao Jiaxian, show us a direction and take us to realize your ideals, okay?' ’
Fear!
Confused!
Facing the expectant eyes of these people, Bao Jiaxian was at a loss, he didn't know where to go next, he didn't know how to go!
"Why do you want to approve of me, and why, you want to follow me?"
Bao Jiaxian's voice was trembling: "I don't want them to become veterans, I just want them to live happily, live a peaceful life, not be bullied, unity and friendship are enough!"
"To save others, to pay for others, is it because of what I have done, let them have such thoughts, and go to the point of no return, am I happy?!"
"The veterans are too hard, I can live such a hard life alone, they should pursue a happier life even more," Bao Jiaxian: "Instead of learning from me, learn from a waste person, learn from an unrealistic fool!"
Bao Jiaxian has imperceptibly infected the people of Focheng, and has even assimilated them.
But the question is, can he afford this responsibility?
Is he qualified to escort the people of Focheng and guide the maze?
No, because even he didn't know what to do next, and he was completely trapped here!
Bao Jiaxian didn't dare to face the people of Focheng at all, they believed him from the bottom of their hearts, but Bao Jiaxian couldn't give them anything, and once they embarked on the road of Baojiaxian, what was waiting for them was a dead end!
Hard days, days that are not recognized by others, even if it is a mortal ending, Bao Jiaxian is fearless.
But now ...
"I'm really scared, Pukit. Bao Jiaxian: "You know what I'm thinking, you know everything, but you say, what am I going to do, you tell me, what am I going to say to them?"
"Say I'm wrong, tell them the truth about how I fought so hard, or tell them that I'm just begging for death, I just want to die on the way to seek the truth," Bao Jiaxian: "I'm not so fearless, the real me is actually just a coward who deceives himself because he is afraid to face reality!"
He is not afraid to tell the truth to the people of Focheng, what he is afraid of is the disappointment of the people of Focheng.
If there really is no great harmony in this world, then where should they go, return to the chaos of the past again, and fall into confusion again?
"You know me, but you only know me!"
Bao Jiaxian: "But what I want now is not this, what I want is to ask you to tell me, what should I do?!"
Kunxu Ancestor's secret method is a hole card of Baojiaxian, and he still has a chance, but this opportunity is a gamble.
It is the best choice and the wisest choice to keep a breath and then return to the people of Buddha City, work with them, and take them along the path of their own choice.
At this moment, Pu Ji and Bao Jiaxian looked at each other, and they were silent with each other.
Pu Ji didn't say anything about Bao Jiaxian, just like she understood Bao Jiaxian, Bao Jiaxian also understood her: "I am your destiny, I just, I just want you to be happy." ”
"When you told me your ideals that day, I knew that you might have chosen the wrong one, but you told me that it was precisely because everyone said that it was impossible that you would try, and that you would want to find your own way, even if it was a cliff in front of it, and you would fall to pieces. ”
Pu Ji gently hugged Baojiaxian: "You live for them, just like me, only for you." ”
"Pu Ji... ”
Bao Jiaxian felt that he should not resent her, Pu Ji followed him, and was the only one who supported him, believed in him, and never abandoned him.
No matter when, even if the whole world says that he is not, she will protect him and be with him.
"But it's fun, isn't it?"
"Although the days are very hard, the life is very tiring, and you face so much resentment, ridicule and swearing, but you have always been happy to do what you love. Pu Ji's eyes were a little moist, and she watched Bao Jiaxian's life with her own eyes: "Whenever I see you hurt, my heart hurts. ”
There is no one who is willing to see his demon painter suffer and suffer.
But what can be done?
Bao Jiaxian likes it, he loves his career, watching his man fight for his ideals, feeling the excitement and expectation in his heart, what can she do?
Laugh with him and cry with him.
"You keep saying, I understand you, I know you, so now, I'll give you my answer," Pu Ji looked into Bao Jiaxian's eyes, she held Bao Jiaxian's hand, then stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the forehead: "My answer is, I understand... ”
At this time, Pu Ji cried, but in the tears, she was laughing again: "So now, do you want to listen to my story, Bao Jiaxian?"
"Is there a story left?"
Bao Jiaxian grabbed Pu Ji's hand tightly, he was no longer afraid, because he had already learned the answer he wanted from Pu Ji: "I have already heard your story. ”
"Really?"
Pu Ji: "But here, I have another story, you must not have heard it. ”