This is a quiet and elegant study, on the small and delicate incense burner, sandalwood smoke curls, and in front of Bao Jiaxian, a plainly dressed and delicate woman is looking at him.

"I'm back. ”

Bao Jiaxian looked into the woman's eyes, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Pu Ji." ”

"Welcome back. ”

The woman named Pu Ji was like a teacher, she walked up to Bao Jiaxian, and then looked at him curiously: "I finally came back, why am I in such a bad mood." ”

"That's right," Pu Ji clapped her hands, "or I'll tell you a story." ”

"That's it, Pukit. ”

Bao Jiaxian interrupted the woman's words and said, "I have already heard your story. ”

Pu Ji looked at Bao Jiaxian and was silent, she smiled, but her eyes were red: "Yes, you have heard my story, and you are tired of hearing it." ”

"I like those stories very much, but after all, the ghost fox and the flower demon you told are all fake," Bao Jiaxian: "These stories can't change anything." ”

"You've changed. ”

"Actually, no, what I want is too far from what we do together today. Bao Jiaxian knew that Pu Ji had been watching him and had been helping him, because she was her own destiny and would never give up, the most important person: "In the past, Teacher Diwu taught me the method of Kunxu Ancestor, but I couldn't learn it, because I wanted to be a veteran soldier, not to be a Kunxu ancestor." ”

"But all along, only you know why I can't learn. ”

is not determined to reform the old soldiers, but to protect the family immortals, and they really can't learn Kunxu Ancestor.

"Facing the sheer cliff, I didn't know how high the mountain was before I climbed it, and when I started climbing, I wondered all the time how long it would take to climb it. ”

Bao Jiaxian's voice is very calm, he is not afraid of death, and he has never regretted his life, he is him, a fool who works hard for others, hopes that they can understand each other, and hopes that the whole society will be harmonious like a family.

"Teacher Tego once asked me what I was afraid of. ”

"Actually, I've always known it, but I just don't want to accept it," Bao Jiaxian: "What I desire is the same side, but in this world, is there really such a thing?"

"There is no such thing at all, people and people cannot be intimate, and the way I am pursuing is wrong in itself," Bao Jiaxian looked at Pu Ji: "Just like when I climbed the Zhou Mountain, the infinity of this mountain is the biggest fear in my heart, I am afraid that this road has no end at all." ”

Bao Jiaxian wants to create a harmonious society, and pay for it, no matter how hard they are, how tired, they must do their best for everyone, even if they fight for their lives, but also to protect any of them.

But what about reality?

Bao Jiaxian has been to many, many cities, he has changed his methods, kept thinking, kept trying, hoping to get the recognition of even one city and one person!

But the result?

No one was willing to keep him, and they all said that he was wrong.

No, no, no, at least they'll say to him when they leave: 'Get out, veterans!'

"Do you regret it?"

"Huh. ”

Bao Jiaxian smiled, he knew very well that his heart was not so strong, in this world, who has no regrets in his life, who has never doubted whether he still remembers that original intention!

"Everyone says that reforming old soldiers is a dead end, but how many people understand the meaning of this sentence?"

This sentence does not mean that the old soldiers will live a miserable life and be miserable. "Bao Jiaxian:" This sentence is telling every veteran soldier that the path they took was actually wrong from the beginning. ”

"Even if you know it's wrong, you have to make it wrong to the end!"

It's a dead end, but I'm not going back!

"Since you came to the Buddha City, you have been working hard, you have never rested for a moment, you are forcing yourself, because you know, you have begun to doubt your original intentions," Pu Ji knows Bao Jiaxian too well, she has accompanied Bao Jiaxian from the beginning, and the two have gone through too many ups and downs: "You are becoming more and more aware that you can't do it yourself, and there is not even that kind of society at all, there will always be a gap between people, this is human nature, it is nature, and it is nature!"

"So you think that the path you have chosen, fundamentally, there is a huge problem, and you can't see the end at all, because it has no end at all. ”

Is there an end to a dead end?

Naturally, there is.

Turn back is the shore, take a step back, and naturally open the sea and sky.

"But are you willing to do it, seek the Tao all your life, the Tao is here, even if it is wrong, are you willing to give it up and stop pursuing?" Pu Ji said the heart of Bao Jiaxian, for so many years, looking at Bao Jiaxian's silence, watching him work hard and forget to eat.

But Pu Ji always knew that he was fighting so hard just to hide what he was most afraid of, choose!

He didn't dare to choose!

"You don't want to believe that this path is wrong, you are afraid, it is wrong. Pu Ji: "So you work hard, you work hard, you want to forget the distance between reality and dreams, you want to die before you realize your mistake and make a choice!"

If you're dead, you don't need to choose!

If you die, you will never know that you are following the wrong path!

This is his persistence, his unwillingness, his reluctance, wanting to use his death to cover up his inner confusion, wanting to let himself choose a 'do his best' end on this road, and then die there!

"It is right to die on the dead road you choose, forget the confusion ahead, and firmly believe in yourself until you die. ”

Pu Ji's voice was like a sharp blade, cutting open the heart of the Baojiaxian, and she was making him face the reality: "But is this your fear, no, you are the Baojiaxian, you are my Baojiaxian, you are afraid to go on, so you choose to die, so defend the path you have chosen." ”

Die with a clear will, die without regrets.

"But now, for the first time, I feel that your heart is so confused," Pu Ji: "You have never been so afraid of anything, even if your own path and choice are wrong, you will go on firmly, because you are a Baojia Immortal, and you have no regrets." ”

"Can you tell me why you are so scared now, why, you are more confused than ever?"

"Is that them? Pu Ji: "Because they looked back at you, because this is the first time you've been recognized, and it's the first time someone has said to you, let's go on together?"

"You know, you know everything, but what is the use of you knowing, what else can you do but tell those boring stories?!"

"You don't know anything but telling stories," Bao Jiaxian: "You don't know anything except know me, understand me, you don't understand anything!!"