Chapter 02: The Day of Death (Part II)
When everyone was gone, I returned to the cemetery, and the clean air was mixed with the smell of incense and candles. The breeze blows, and the paper money that has been reduced to ashes is swept into the air and dances like butterflies. I blinked, staring at the hazy black shadows, stunned. Xiaohong helped me to sit on a stone bench beside me, and quietly exited the cemetery, leaving me a quiet space.
Yun Zheng, even if I spend time at your grave, I still don't think it's enough. I don't know what else I can do but guard you. But after two days, I can't even guard you like this, grandpa asked me to go down the mountain, Yun Zheng, I'm afraid, the Yun family, the court, the undercurrent is surging, without you by my side, I don't know how long I can last alone, Yun Zheng, you teach me, what should I do?
A person slowly sat down next to me and called me gently: "Cher." ”
I turned my head to look at him, smiled, and gently rested my head on his shoulder: "You're here." ”
I used to think that Feng Ge and Yun Zheng had the same aura, that kind of loneliness and clarity, the same. But thinking about it carefully, I feel that Feng Ge's gentleness and tolerance are different from Yun Zheng's desirelessness, I can clearly understand Yun Zheng's piano sound and understand his loneliness, while Feng Ge, he is too ethereal, his piano sound is too ethereal, I can't understand it.
Feng Ge came to Yun Zheng's funeral, and since then, he often comes to Aoxue Mountain Villa to see me, maybe because of the same illness, I have tasted the pain of losing my lover like him, so he thinks he can understand me. However, I feel that the distance between me and him is getting farther and farther away, he is no longer the gentle but occasionally naughty man I first met in the Red Mansion, I am no longer the woman who is full of vitality and does not know the height of the sky, we have all changed, because we have all lost our hearts.
"I'm coming to see you." He was gentle and silent. That's it, and it's often like this, I sat with him all day and couldn't find anything to say. Really, I really can't go back.
"Thank you." I smiled faintly and heard him pause: "Cher......"
"Feng Ge, why aren't you curious?" I leaned on his shoulder and smiled slightly, "Don't you be curious, why when I got out of the Yihong Mansion and had a chance to restore my real name, it was called Ye Haihua, not Azure Snow?" "A cry of snow at the funeral, I don't know how many people will fall into the ears, but I don't bother to care, what the emperor thinks, I don't think about it anymore, and I don't have to be afraid, there will be any trouble.
"Cher......" His body stiffened a little. I chuckled and said, "Feng Ge, don't you really know who Azure Xue is?" "That's how I believe in you, Feng Ge, you're my first friend in this plane, but in fact, your friendship with me is not as innocent as I thought. You know everything Chu Yan has done, but you chose to defend him and abandon me. I can understand the pain and guilt you feel when you face me, why bother, come to see me so often and let your own heart be tormented.
He didn't say anything, I took my head off his shoulder, turned my face to look at him, reached out and gently touched his hair, although there was a layer of red mist in my eyes, I could still see that the color was like ink, I hooked my lips and said softly: "You go, Feng Ge." "I don't want to whitewash the peace like this, such a relative silence makes me feel depressed, and this friendship also makes me feel heavy.
"Cher......" He stared at me, maybe there was a complicated look in his eyes, right? I couldn't see clearly, and I didn't want to see clearly, he reached out and stroked the hair around my ear: "I'm sorry......"
I smiled and shook my head. I don't blame you, Feng Ge. Everyone has someone who wants to defend their own surname, Feng Ge, in fact, you are also a friend I want to maintain, I just hope you suffer a little less.
He left in silence. I don't know how long I sat there, I felt a little cold, I raised my hands to my lips and sighed, rubbing them gently. Xiaohong hurriedly ran into the cemetery: "Sister, a guest has come to visit you." ”
"Who is it?" I stood up, Xiaohong hurriedly supported me, and I heard the man's delicate voice: "It's me." ”
"Sister Momiji?" I was stunned, surprised and delighted. She rushed forward, grabbed my hand, called out: "Sister......" and hugged me tightly, I said happily: "Sister, where have you been in the past two years?" When did you return to Beijing? How are you doing? ……”
Momiji chuckled and said, "Sister, which one should I answer first?" ”
She let go of me, and I smiled embarrassedly, "Then go back to the room first, my sister has to talk to me well." ”
I was very happy with Momiji's visit, and she must have heard something about me, so she didn't mention Yun Zheng at all. She told me that in the past two years, she has traveled to many famous mountains and rivers in Tiancao country, where the mountains are the most majestic, where the water is the most beautiful, where the tea is the most fragrant, where the snacks are the most delicious...... I heard her eyebrows fluttering, and I can't help but yearn for it: "My sister is really blessed to go to so many good places." ”
"Look at what my sister said, if my sister wants to, where do you want to go?" Momiji took a sip of tea and said with a smile.
"Even if I did, I wouldn't be able to see it." I smiled, "Listening to my sister at this time, it's the same, and there is less pain in the legs." ”
"Sister's eyes are ......," Momiji hesitated, "Is it really not curable?" ”
"The doctor didn't say that, but his eyes were a little worse, and he couldn't see it at all, so my sister didn't need to worry." I smiled and changed the subject, "My sister will stay for dinner today, and I will wash my sister's dust." ”
Momiji didn't shirk either, and when he was having dinner at night, he saw the Dark Flame and said with a smile: "This little brother is so handsome." ”
Stygian Flame was a little embarrassed, and I smiled: "Sister, don't tease him, he is thin-skinned." ”
"That's what makes people like." Momiji took out a small sachet and stuffed it into the Dark Flame's hand, "Little brother, the meeting gift that my sister gave you must be hung on your body." ”
Stygian Flame's face turned red suddenly, and I didn't have a problem with the surname that Momiji loves to play tricks on people, so I had to smile and shake my head. After dinner, Hongye said goodbye and went back, I sent her to the gate of the villa, Hongye took my hand and said, "Sister take care, sister will go to the Hou Mansion to see you when she is free." ”
I smiled and nodded, and watched her leave in a sedan chair. turned around and was about to go back, but was startled by the person who suddenly appeared, but heard the other party chuckle and said, "Why did Huahua's courage become smaller?" ”
"Is there anything scary you're intimidating?" I gave him a blank look and whispered, "When did you come?" So silent? ”
"For a moment." Yu Die'er looked curiously at the sedan chair in the distance, and said with a smile, "Huahua, who is that beauty?" ”
"What?" I pursed my lips and quipped, "You don't have to beat her up less." ”
"Can I pursue it seriously?" Jade Die'er smiled, "I promise not to crook my brain." ”
"Think about it." I smiled, and Red helped me inside. Momiji and jade butterflies? You might as well let Yu Die'er try, it seems that the eldest brother of the Wei family and Hongye don't have any drama and singing, Yudie'er has the ability to make Hongye let go of Jiuye, and I won't stop him. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that the red leaves and Jade Die'er's surnames were quite compatible.
"Then I thank Huahua, where is this beautiful woman's family going?" Jade Die'er asked. I smiled: "When I see a beautiful woman, I have crispy bones, where have you been messing around in the past two months?" ”
"Looking for this thing!" Jade Die'er took out a gourd and shook it. "What is it?" I reached for it, and he quickly took it away, "Don't touch it, there's a shadow snake inside, it's highly poisonous." ”
"You've been catching snakes for the past two months?" I retracted my hand, and even though it was in a gourd, my back tingled when I thought about it, "What are you doing with this thing?" ”
"I've heard that the snake gall of the Shadow Serpent can cure eye diseases." Yu Die'er carefully guarded the gourd, "I'll take it to Mr. Fu in a while." ”
"Flower Butterfly ......" I raised my eyes to look at him, saying that it was fake not to be moved, and Jade Butterfly was doing her best to me as a friend. Jade Die'er glanced at me and said with a smile: "What kind of expression do you have, don't don't, just tell me the information about that beauty......"
I laughed out loud, this silver thief!
After packing up my things for two days, I took Nuo'er and left Aoxue Villa, where I had lived for more than a year. Before leaving, I took Nuo'er to the cemetery, stared at the tombstone, and said goodbye to my dearest people in my heart. Yun Zheng, I'm down the mountain, and I can't come to accompany you every day in the future. Yun Zheng, I'll miss you, you're in the sky, and you'll always look at me and Nuo'er, right?
The breeze blows, as if in response. I smiled, Yun Zheng, how smart you are to tell me such a beautiful lie, I can't even refuse.
The sedan chair sent us down the mountain, changed into a carriage, and slowly drove towards the city in the distance. After that, I have to face the people and things that I have been evading, and take on the obligations and responsibilities that I have been evading, what will the future be like? I don't know, I just know that for the sake of No'er, I have to hold on, whether the front is full of thorns or not.
The carriage slammed and shook, and I heard Yun Xun scolding: "Damn! Move! Then there was a dull sound, and someone outside the carriage began to cry. What's up? I raised my head, Xiaohong pushed the car door, and Stygian Flame said outside: "Sister, it's okay, a cheater." ”
"Who do you say is the cheater? Is it reasonable for your carriage to hit someone? What kind of world is this......" A woman's howl came from outside. Stygian Flame said angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about, it's obvious that you deliberately rushed to the front of the carriage......"
"Yun Xun, did you hurt anyone?" I raised my voice. Yun Xun said outside the carriage: "Young lady, I'm not hurt." ”
"Why didn't it hurt, my foot was twisted, ouch, it hurts to death, you rich people, in broad daylight, you hurt people and don't admit it, ouch, what kind of world is this......" The woman's shrill was full of anger. I smiled: "Yun Xun, give her some silver and let her see the doctor." ”
"Yes, young lady!" Yun Xun answered outside. Stygian Flame poked her head in: "Sister, why did you give her silver, it's obviously her ......"
"Stygian flame, there is no need to cause more trouble." I said lightly, Stygian Flame pursed his lips and stopped talking, and when the carriage restarted, Stygian Flame didn't know what to whisper, and I smiled: "Are you not convinced?" ”
He got into the carriage and pursed his lips and smiled, "Deflated." ”
"What did you do?" I knew his temper very well, and the Stygian Flame lifted the curtain behind the carriage and smiled, "I just said a casual Zen, that lady will walk ten steps and fall back." ”
Xiaohong and Huiniang both laughed, I shook my head and said angrily, "Stygian Flame, how can you just cast spells and tease people? Didn't Mr. Fu tell you not to use these side methods casually? I'm about to solve it. ”
"That's not going to work. It's only useful to say casual meditation to the man, and now the car is far away. Stygian Flame smiled, seeing me glaring at him, he stuck out his tongue, "Sister, I won't be next time." ”
I really can't help him. I shook my head, this kid does things on his own, and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing to let him learn so many things, it seems that I have to take care of him.
——2007、3、19
These chapters are completely excessive.,I don't know if it's in a weak period.,Recently, I can't get the energy to code words.。 There is something going on at home the day after tomorrow, and I will rush back to my hometown after work tomorrow, so I can't code words at night, and there will be no update for two days after tomorrow, so don't wait. An announcement was made.
In addition, a friend is asking why the cover of the book is different from the cover I posted on the Internet, in fact, it is the same, but a beautiful woman's waist cover is added to the physical book, which is active and can be taken off, and the cover after taking it off is the same as the picture I posted on the Internet. In addition, the cover of the first volume was changed to pink, and the second volume was light blue.
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