Every day after work, the squad leader will ride the bicycle to the door of our team, sit on the saddle and wait for me to come out, I am always the first to rush out of the class, Gao Jun shouted in the back: "Hey! Don't you think about it anymore? ”

The male dormitory in the factory is old, is being demolished and rebuilt, the male workers are scattered in the bungalow in the original family area, the squad leader and our class boy Deng Zhen are divided together, inside and outside two rooms, one of them is one, the three of us go back to the dormitory every day to cook with an alcohol stove, after eating, Deng Zhen sometimes goes out to play, sometimes goes back to his house to read. I was in the house with the squad leader, and he and I went to buy wool and put it there, and he read at the desk, and asked me to sit next to him and knit a sweater, and I didn't do it: "I won't!" ”

"You can't learn, it's not difficult, you see how good it is, it's not like a home, you're a mother, I'm a father."

"I want to hang out!"

"Tomorrow, hanging out with you tomorrow."

No one has ever made me as relaxed as I am now, he can tolerate whatever he wants, and then I realized that I was coquettish to him, and I couldn't help blushing, but what's wrong? In my memory, my mother has always been sonorous and righteous, like a gun ready to load, so I don't want to be like her. The squad leader and Deng Zhen are both in the R&D department, and sometimes they come back with some work such as checking information and writing reports, and I sleep in his bed for a while when I am sleepy.

Sometimes, we are also tired of being together, and the young body always yearns to explore, but every time I am stuck in the bottom line and can't move forward, I am afraid! When it comes to the critical moment, the muscles are stiff, the whole body is shaking, and I can't relax at all. My knowledge of the two surnames came from the physiology and hygiene textbooks in middle school, and the programs were all from the movies, hugging, kissing, and then the screen went black, and I always thought that all their programs ended here, who would have thought that there would be such a big play after turning off the lights. Several times, I was at a loss to see him for a long, long time to calm down. Once, he asked me if I didn't love him for what I did, and I cried profusely. I had talked to him about getting me knocked me out and helped me get over that hurdle, and he gently pinched my nose with his hand.

He waited forgivingly, no longer demanding.

Once, after work, he took out a small box from his pocket with a silver ring in it, and asked me to wear it on my ring finger: "If you wear it here, it means that you are a man of the Lord." ”

I don't wear it. I'm not even nineteen, so I'm so embarrassed. On this issue, the squad leader showed his rare stubbornness, he had to wear it, and finally gave way to each step, he had to wear it when he went to work, and he could take it off after work. Every day he went to the girls' dormitory to pick me up from work, I can't forget to check whether I have a ring on my finger, I put it on early to show him, when I arrived at the factory, I secretly took it off before entering the team, put it in my pocket, afraid that my colleagues would laugh at me, before getting off work, I took it out and put it on quietly, and the squad leader saw me wearing it every day, and I was very happy.

A notice was posted on the bulletin board in the factory, and the sales department of the factory wanted to recruit salesmen from the workshop workers.

"Do you think I'm going?" The squad leader asked me.

I can't say it, they all say to break the iron rice bowl, this may begin, the sales clerk only opens the basic living expenses, and the commission after the business is done, and the reimbursement of travel expenses is also linked to the business volume.

"What if I can't run the business, but I won't get paid?" The squad leader was still a little worried.

It's not a question: "I have!" Spend mine. ”

"Don't worry, I won't be that stupid!" The squad leader smiled and rubbed my head with his hand, messing up my hair. "If I'm on a business trip, or in the office, will you miss me?"

"Yes."

I nodded affirmatively, and my heart felt sour, as if parting was just around the corner.

"Can I go see you?"

"Forget it, let's wait for me to come back to see you, you little fool, you can't find you in the wrong car, then it's trouble."

After layers of interviews and selections, the squad leader and Deng Zhen were selected, and they were not separated, they were both in the Zhengzhou office, there were three people in their office, and they added a responsible director. Under normal circumstances, the travel expenses will be reimbursed once a month, and if you want to come back by yourself, you have to pay for it yourself.

The squad leader and Deng Zhen left, left me the key to their dormitory when they left, on the weekend, the factory canteen did not fire, so I went there to cook some food by myself, only myself, lonely, nothing to do began to think cranky, sometimes I also think of my mother, I don't know how she is now, I haven't been back for almost a year, since I entered the factory in July, Brother Wei Min has not been here, may think that I have made money, don't care about me, I don't know if she is still ironing clothes in the garment factory, she was thirty-six when she gave birth to me, I am nineteen years old this year, so she should be fifty-five this year, can she still do it? What should I do if I can't do it in the future, I have quietly saved half of my monthly salary since the first salary, and I have to admit in my heart that the money is actually saved for her.

More often than not, I think about my squad leader, I have a person in my heart, and the pain of parting with him is like a mellow coffee with a long flavor. Just three weeks later, the squad leader came back, and I was pleasantly surprised, he was dark, thin, and began to smoke like a man, although I knew that it was not good, but I liked the way he smoked, quite a man. I asked him why he came back early, and he asked me: What do you say?

He said that the business ran smoothly, although it was not big, it was all consumables for the hospital, but there was still a surplus to keep his salary, so he came back early, and Deng Zhen also came back, because he didn't have to go to work, so he went home directly.

"It's really good, it's the right one, relying on eight points a day in the factory, just that dead salary, it's too boring, as long as you connect the relationship, the hospital runs out and makes a phone call to let the factory deliver directly, you don't have to go."

"Why did you smoke a cigarette?"

"All smoke, you go to the hospital to talk to someone, you have to hand someone a cigarette first, and smoke it yourself, so it's easy to talk."

"Oh."

His coat was unbuttoned, I reached into my hand from inside the coat and hugged him tightly, there was a faint smell of smoke on the sweater, it smelled good, and the squad leader pulled up the front of the coat and tried to wrap me in. It was so tight that I felt the change in his body, and my face began to burn and I tried to push him away. He hugged me tightly, "I miss you!" He muttered in my ear, the heat blew into my face, and we started kissing until we couldn't hold it anymore and started a new round of trying. Still won't work. Looking at the way he looked, I blamed myself and asked him if he was so uncomfortable, but he didn't say anything and turned his back.

After dinner, I said that I wanted to go back to the dormitory to get something, I went to the commissary on the street and bought a bottle of liquor, put it in my arms, and returned to the squad leader, outside the door, I put the bottle of wine on the edge of the window, opened the lid, held my breath and drank several sips, and then gently pushed the door in, dragged a chair and sat down slowly, patiently waiting for the wine to come up, it was really fast, my brain was still very clear, but my body slipped out of the ground like a noodle, I saw the squad leader running out of the back room, I raised my hand and assured him earnestly, "I'm sure I can!" ”

When I woke up, it was already the next morning, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that I was covered with a quilt, and the squad leader was sleeping outside the quilt next to me. I quietly lifted the corner of the quilt and saw that my underwear was still on my body. I turned to look at the squad leader, and the plank bed creaked, and the squad leader woke up, and as soon as he woke up, he smiled. I turned my back in embarrassment, ashamed.

The squad leader poked his head out from behind: "You're done, you've passed." ”

I was pleasantly surprised: "Really? ”

"yes, really."

"That ......"

"I'll put it back for you." ……

I thought about it, and it didn't feel like it was real.

The squad leader burst out laughing.

"Fool, what do you want me to do? I don't want to be like that, stupid or not? ”