Back at school, everyone in the dormitory was there, and the tables were full of all kinds of food they had brought from home, and they were tasting each other. Seeing me come in empty-handed, I wondered, "Where's your bag?" ”

"Stolen."

"Stealing them all?"

"Steal them all."

I went downstairs to fetch hot water, hoping to meet the supervisor, but no, and I was too embarrassed to ask others, so I went back to the dormitory sullenly.

The next day, when I was in class, I saw the class leader, and I had two classes, as if a teacher had moved, and called him and a few boys to help, and I didn't come back until noon. Queuing up in the cafeteria, someone told me that someone was looking for me at the door, I thought it was the squad leader, but when I arrived, it turned out to be Wei Min, the son of Guan Damiang. I saw from afar that the bag he was carrying was the one I dropped at home yesterday, and I knew that my mother had asked him to come.

It was time to eat at noon, I asked him to follow me to the cafeteria to eat, Wei Min looked at the people at the door of the canteen with disdain, and said forget it, please let me go down to the restaurant and improve me.

In the small restaurant at the school gate, there were a few senior boys having dinner, shouting and drinking, and they didn't know each other. Wei Min and I chose a table against the wall, Wei Min ordered food, waited for the effort, and took out the money from his pocket: "This is what your mother asked me to bring to you, sixty, you take it." ”

"I don't want it, you take it back for her."

"Xiao Nan, listen to me, no matter how well it is at home, it is also at home, outside, especially girls, alas, how to say it?"

"Brother Wei Min, I know, with the address written at home, I really thought it was sent from home."

"Now you know who it is, right?"

“……”

"Pay it back first. Even if you want to be nice to him, you should pay it back first, do you hear? ”

I put the money on the table and put it in my pocket. Wei Min took out a cigarette and lit it: "You said your mother is really weird!" My family's life is so tight, why do you want to pay so much money? Three hundred! ”

Wei Min shook his head, incredible.

"What did your mom do? I heard my mom say that your mom turned out to be older than your dad's official, didn't she? ”

"Yes! For this reason, I have never looked down on my dad in my life. ”

"In this way, your mother was really powerful back then, better than my mother, and my mother didn't know how to read!"

"What's the use of being powerful, and now you're not working as a temporary worker in a garment factory? You have to be strong for a lifetime, but if you can't get on, you will make such a move. ”……

For the next few days, I was embarrassed with about 60 yuan, and I didn't know how to pay it back to the squad leader. He seemed to be very busy, either out of the classroom, or with his buddies, and even if he met him on the stairs, he was in a hurry, as if there was something urgent waiting for him. In the blink of an eye, the second weekend after school started, after the last class, I saw him walking towards the door with his school bag, and I mustered up the courage to catch up with him quickly: "Wait a minute." ”

The squad leader stood still.

"What for?"

"I want to ask you something."

"Ask, what's the matter?"

There were students coming out of the classroom all over the place, passing by and watching the two of us. I looked at him in embarrassment. He hesitated for a moment and whispered, "Go upstairs." ”

I followed him up to the top floor of the school building, which was a pharmacy laboratory, and there was no one in the afternoon.

The squad leader stood at the window of the stairwell, looked at me and said, "Say it! ”

He wasn't the same as before, and I could clearly sense that he was absent-minded, for some reason.

"Did you send the clothes??"

"Yes!"

I didn't expect him to admit it so happily, and I didn't know what to say for a while.

"Just ask this?"

"Oh no, I didn't know it was you, I thought it was a family ......"

I took the money out of my pocket: "It's sixty dollars, I don't know if it's enough, I ......"

I saw a sneer on his face, and turned his head out the window: "Forget it, I don't want it." ”

"You, what's wrong?"

"Not much!"

"Then you take the money."

The squad leader turned his face and stared at me: "Who gave you this money?" Your boyfriend gave it to you! ”

I was stunned with the money in my hand, not understanding what he was talking about. When he understood, he blushed angrily: "You spread rumors!"

"Everyone else saw it."

I threw the money in the face of the squad leader, turned around and ran.

I cried until midnight on the playground and waited for everyone in the dormitory to fall asleep before I went back.

Brother Wei Min came twice again, both in the spring and summer seasons, my mother asked him to send me clothes, and would give me some money, maybe I was really afraid that I would make a mess because of lack of money, I secretly disdained it in my heart: I don't want to think about it, how can a mother like her give birth to a shameless girl!

Everyone in school knew that I had a boyfriend in society, and I didn't explain how I loved it, and when I met the class president again, I didn't say a word.

In the summer, we graduated. Except for a few classmates who had some social connections in the class and were assigned to pharmaceutical companies and pharmacies, most of them stayed in the local area and were assigned to the largest medical device factory in the province, each of which has branches, and another boy and I were assigned to the mechanic class of the third branch factory. There are six people in the machine repair class, responsible for the normal operation of three air compressors, one water pump, two refrigerators, and various machines used in the production of the branch. I was taken as an apprentice by the team leader.

The squad leader is the squad leader, who was assigned to the newly established technology research and development department in the factory, and his work was idle. I sit at a distance, sometimes looking for a book to read, sometimes using cotton thread to learn how to crochet with people. There are two young men in the team who don't have girlfriends yet, and they love to come to me when they go to work, and help me take this and that when they work, the old squad leader scolded them directly: "Get out!" ”

A month later, the master began to come forward to introduce me to the object, out of respect for the master, I was embarrassed to refuse, so I went to meet, and then found a reason to shirk after meeting. Gao Jun in the team said to me: "The few they introduced to you are not good, you look at me, I am very good, really, the longer you look at it, the more pleasing it is to the eye." ”

Once, I was introduced to a polite middle school music teacher, and after meeting and talking, he sent me back. At the entrance of the dormitory, I met the class leader and a few friends riding out, they were riding fast, I don't know if he saw me.

The National Day is coming, because it is the first holiday after graduation, the students are very excited, contact more than a dozen people for dinner, all of them are new positions, very chatty, the meal has been eaten until late, and it is almost eleven o'clock when the group is dispersed. After going out, the bicycle and the next step were freely matched, and after a while, the work was gone, and only me and the squad leader were left on the road.

He didn't ride either, and the two of us walked back down the sidewalk one after the other, and neither of us spoke. More than half a year ago, we walked on the road like this, when we were full of joyful love, and my hand was held by him in his coat pocket, but now we are strangers and have nothing to say. What about later? He'll have his girlfriend and he'll shake her hand like that, and I'll have my boyfriend and he'll lean on his chest like that and listen to his heartbeat. Our lives will be officially goodbye. Thinking of this, my heart is sour, not the taste.

When I got downstairs in the dormitory, I hesitated whether I should turn around and say goodbye to him. As soon as I walked into the building, the squad leader suddenly grabbed my arm and hugged me from behind: "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry. ”

I froze there, the tears that had been accumulated for a long time finally flowed down happily, others can wronged me, you can't, you really can't!

In the dark, we hugged each other tightly, face to face, unable to tell whether it was his tears or mine, wet, and finally, he kissed me. We kissed clumsily with joy. At that moment, I could see my emotion blooming like fireworks, this is what love should look like!