The person in the same ward with my mother is a middle-aged woman in her forties, one of her eyes is wrapped in gauze, probably surgery, no one accompanies the bed, she comes out and goes in alone, she is a meal from the hospital, someone will come to collect the bowl after eating, I see that she is inconvenient, I went to carry a pot of hot water for her, she thanked for a long time.

My mom had been sitting for quite a long time, so I asked her to lie down and sleep for a while, and this time my mom obediently lay down. With my face facing the window, I dragged a chair and sat down next to her.

My mom didn't close her eyes and looked at the bright light of the window. I looked at my mother's eyes carefully, her black eyeballs were not as clear as before, but had a blurred blue halo, I don't know what was going on, I wanted to wait until my mother fell asleep to ask the doctor.

The female patient at the door also lay down and slept, and after a while she made a snoring sound like that of a man.

"Xiao Nan." My mom called me softly.

"Hey. What for? I'm here. ”

"When are you going back?"

"It's still early, I'll go back when you're well."

My mom had a solid smile on her face, and then asked, "Aren't you going back?" Can Jianjun be busy alone? ”

"Yes! It's all him, I won't, it's the same when I'm not there. ”

"Oh."

My mom was relieved. After a while, my mom called me again, "I want to discuss something with you." ”

"You say."

"I want to go home."

"What are you doing when you go home? I live in a hospital! ”

"Listen." My mom said, I listened, and the female patient was snoring even louder.

"At night, he came, and the two of them slept in the same bed, both snoring, and couldn't sleep!" My mom spoke quieter, afraid of being heard. "You didn't come back, Weimin served me, I'm embarrassed to say."

"Can the doctor let me?" I leaned on my mother's ear and said.

"You go and ask."

I listened to my mother's words and went to ask the doctor, and by the way, I asked about my mother's condition, and the doctor said that there was nothing serious, and I could go back after the injection in the morning, and I could come back before the ward rounds the next morning. However, the doctor was afraid to tell me how much my mother's eyes would recover in the future, so I was prepared that it was impossible to return to the previous level.

The doctor's words made me feel a little uncomfortable, and I sat down in a chair in the corridor of the ward to ease my emotions so as not to let my mother see it. If my mother's eyes can't see, she can't live alone anymore, and Jianjun has to go to work near the factory, and he has to pick up goods from the factory, so it is unlikely that he will move the company here, so I can only let my mother follow me and live with us.

I had an idea, and I was comfortable lying to my mother. I told her that the doctor said that she was fine and that she would be fine, so she could go home if she wanted to.

My mom immediately sat up happily and told me to clean up for her and go home immediately.

"Look at it, it's lukewarm this day, how good it is to come out for a walk!" On the way, my mom said happily.

"Yes, I'll go with you every day after the injection." I took my mother's arm and walked home slowly, I remembered that when I applied for a technical school, I fainted from a hypoglycemic attack, my mother rushed to the hospital, and we walked home arm in arm, which was also the way, but that time it was my mother who held me.

When I got home and entered the yard, my mother happily touched this and that, and kept saying, "It's still good at home, it's been so many years, I'm used to it." ”

I helped my mother to sit on the stool in the yard, I went into the house to change the sheets, wiped the table and wiped the floor, and when I was done, I came out and helped my mother to go in and lie down on the bed, my mother really couldn't sleep well and couldn't stay up, I went to the kitchen to boil the kettle water, and when I came back, my mother was already asleep.

I quietly closed the door of my mother's room, and called Jianjun outside, I whispered to Jianjun about my mother's situation, and told him not to tell his parents, the polite visit, it didn't help at all, it only added trouble, I couldn't go back to take care of my mother at home, Jianjun asked me: "A lot of money for hospitalization, is it enough?" I'll send you some money tomorrow. ”

I hurriedly said, "No, my mother is retired and should be reimbursed." ”

In fact, I know that just after paying off the debt, the company has no money in the account.

"I know, if you can report it, you can also put it on your own first, you don't care, I'll go over tomorrow."

"Okay."

After hanging up the phone, I went to the kitchen to wash the pots and pans, wiped the ashes, listened to my mother still didn't move, I lightly locked the courtyard door and went to buy vegetables.

When I came back, my mother had just gotten up, and was leaning on the door frame to test the position of the two steps in front of the house, and I quickly put down the food and went over to support her, "What are you going to do?" ”

"Go to the thatched house."

"I'll go with you."

"Oh." My mother just woke up and was very well-behaved: "If you don't think about it, you will be old." ”

"What's the hell? If you are cured, you will not grow old. ”

After going to the toilet, I wanted to help my mom back to bed, but my mom didn't do it, saying, "I want to sit outside, it's time to eat in a while, and I have to move around, trouble." ”

I helped my mom to a chair and sat down, and asked her what she wanted for dinner, and she said anything.

I turned to go to the kitchen, and just as I was leaving, my mom stopped me. "What's the matter?" I asked my mom.

"You...... Help me turn the TV on. My mom hesitated.

"Watching TV? Can you do it? ”

"Listen to the ring."

"Your eyes are still recovering."

"Just listen to it."

I hesitated for a moment, turned on the TV for my mother, and a man who looked like an expert appeared on the TV talking about health, I asked my mother if it was okay to watch this, and my mother shook her head: "Change it." ”

I changed the channel again, it was a children's channel, a group of children were playing a stage play, I changed it without asking, my mother definitely won't like to watch it. Again, it was CCTV that was broadcasting the news on the hour, and I asked my mother, "Mom, listen to the news." ”

"No," my mom shook her head, "you can find me a TV series." ”

"What TV series?"

"Anything."

"What were you looking for?"

"Two episodes a day, I'm not here these days, it's finished early, you can find me one casually."

I turned the knob of the tune around, and there was really a TV series on it, the heroine was unmarried and pregnant, humiliated the family's reputation, was kicked out, cornered, and cried to death. Although it's a TV series, I suspect it's not my mother's cup of tea, and she doesn't necessarily want to watch it.

"Is this okay?"

"Nothing else?"

"There's nothing else to the TV series."

"So be it."

"And I'm going to cook?"

"Go ahead."

I walked to the kitchen door and looked back at my mother, who was listening intently to the sound on the TV, and for a moment, I felt that my mother was really old.

The next morning, I was still accompanying my mother for injections, and Jianjun found the hospital, but he hadn't seen him for a day, but he missed him as if he had been separated for a long time. And when I saw him, my heart was steady, and I felt that I had a backbone.

Jianjun sat on the edge of the bed and talked to my mother for a while, then gave me a look and let me out, I followed him to the corridor outside, Jianjun took out a wad of money from his pocket and handed it to me, I was taken aback and asked him, "Where did you come from?" ”

"The money back."

"Which one? How many come back? ”

"I didn't see which one it was, I went to the bank to make a passbook, and when I had money, I put it all out."

"What are you going to do then?"

"I still have it."

"Really?"

"Really."

"See how much it costs, it's not enough to figure it out."

"Hmm."

"Build an army." Seeing that there were not many people in the corridor, I quietly took one of Jianjun's hands, his palm was wide and warm, and I suddenly felt an urge to hug him.

"It's okay, it's me!" Jianjun squeezed my hand vigorously and comforted me.

"What if...... What should I do if I can't recover? ”

"If you can't recover, you can take care of it at home, I'll do it alone, and I won't be hungry."

"Then we'll be separated......"

"Why? It's not enough to let your mom move in with us. ”

"However, it is not very convenient."

"What's inconvenient? When the time comes, just be quieter. Jianjun smiled and whispered.

"......" I lowered my head, one hand held his hand, and the other opened his palm, closed it, and opened it again.

"In a few days, I still have to go out and run a few more places while it's still hot."

"Then what if you're not there and there's no one in the store?"

"I transferred the phone from the store to my mobile phone, I know everything, if I want the goods, just say that I am outside, just come back and send it to him, it's not so urgent."

"Hmm."

"You hurry up and go back and look at it, I'll go back first if there's nothing to do."

"Eat and go."

"No, there's a lot to do when you go back, if you can't get busy, call me, and I'll come again."

I felt a deep attachment in my heart, unwilling to build an army and go, but I knew that I couldn't help it. I grabbed his hand and refused to let go.

"I'll come back."

Jianjun put his arm around my shoulder and walked to the ward: "Go and talk to our mother, and I'll go." ”

Jianjun was really gone, I peeked through the window of the ward to see the back of him leaving, and I felt a sour loneliness in my heart, and I really didn't want to leave him for a minute.

Although my mother couldn't see it, she seemed to sense my depressed mood and said, "Look at me, you have to work on me as soon as you get married." ”

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