My mom was in the hospital for two weeks, and by the time she was discharged, her eyes had improved so much that she could see the general appearance of the person and recognize who it was, which made me overjoyed. The hospitalization fee was not as much as I thought, and after the reimbursement, I could not bear the two thousand yuan personally, and my mother stubbornly gave me the hospitalization fee.

After being discharged from the hospital, it was very easy to be at home, I didn't have to get up early every day to run to the hospital, there were only two people, my mother and me, the meals were simple, there was a lot of free time, sometimes I accompanied my mother to go out for a walk, sometimes my mother was tired, and she was at home. I can see my mother's attachment to TV, in addition to eating and sleeping, most of the time she sits in front of the TV, like a schoolboy waiting for class, in order to let her eyes recover as soon as possible, I strictly control the time she watches TV, she always finds various reasons to turn on, listen to the ring, look at the weather forecast, etc., sometimes I can see almost the same with my eyes, I turn it on by myself, I have to unplug the power from the socket, the jack is so small, my mother can't help it.

I took care of her like when I was a child, I saw a lot of peers and parents together, and I relied on my parents like a child, I was very envious, my mother was very old when she gave birth to me, which made me take care of her immediately after my mother was raised, there is no link between two generations to get along easily and enjoy life, and the practical surname is stronger, which makes me determined to have a child with Jianjun as soon as possible, so that my children are like other children, and when they grow up, they will be like sisters and brothers with their parents.

Since we got married to Jianjun, we haven't had contraception, but this time the menstrual affair still came as promised, and I was a little disappointed, it is impossible to have a bed child like Brother Wei Min.

I want to build an army, very, very much, I'm embarrassed to say, but the taste of missing a person is like thousands of ants gnawing at your bones every moment, which makes people feel uneasy, but it really has nothing to do with the surname.

Jianjun had called a few times, and I knew he was still outside. I take care of my mom at home, and Jianjun runs business in the field, and this is our honeymoon. Brother Wei Min often comes, the taxi company where he works has been changed to a joint-stock system, and the taxi is also contracted personally, and he only needs to pay a certain management fee to the company every month, and the rest is up to him, so he is much freer than before. When passing by, come in to see, bring some food or fruit, Xiao Cui went to Shanghai to study and came back, as he wished to become the deputy director, if in the past, my mother would have been talking about educating me, but since the loss of the child, my mother seems to look down on her.

"How poisonous it is to be able to kill your own children!"

Maybe it was my mother who was used to staying at home and didn't need to be taken care of by hand, so my mother immediately felt uncomfortable. One morning after breakfast, my mother suddenly said to me, "Go back, you've been here for more than half a month, it's time to go back and have a look." Jianjun is there alone, and he will definitely not eat by the meal. ”

"What's there to see, besides, he's on a business trip and he's not at home."

"You should go back and take a look when you're not at home, what if no one is watching at your door?"

I looked at my mom, and my mom looked at me with much better eyes.

"Mom, come with me, go up to us, I'll look at the door, and I won't delay cooking for you."

"I'm not going! I'm ignorant enough, you and Jianjun just got married, I'll keep you at home for so long, and then follow you to fight the crosshead, it's strange that people don't laugh at me! ”

"How can there be a joke, just you are thinking nonsense there, your eyes are not good, I will leave you at home and ignore that it will make people laugh!"

"I'm already well-eyed."

"Okay?"

"Now I can see your nose and eyes clearly."

"Really?"

"I can still lie to you!"

I don't know if I want Jianjun to be seen by my mother before I bombard me away, or if I really don't really take care of her, or if I think I care about her watching TV, no matter what the reason, like my mother, I don't dare to leave.

"Mom, you'd better come with me! We all go to work during the day, and you're at home, just like you're here. ”

"You just said that I won't go with you next day!"

"What do you want to do?"

"You go back, I'm here."

"That's not going to work."

"Go back! I've got a good eye, the beans you bought this morning on the table, and the tomatoes, right? ”

It really made my mom right.

"I'm not stable here, you won't let me watch TV, I have to say good things to you, I've lived almost my whole life, and I still have to be under your control when I turn around, go back quickly!"

"Even if I'm not here, you can't just watch TV! When I was discharged from the hospital, the doctor didn't say that I should rest more and not be tired of my eyes. ”

"The doctor said you can't watch TV?"

"Then do you think watching TV for a long time is good for your eyes?"

"What's so bad? Do you have to sit there motionless with a big living person? What's the difference with a dead body? ”

I listened to my mom talking, and there was gunpowder in my tone again, and I closed my mouth, not daring to fight her anymore.

"You'll go back today!" My mom didn't give up and ordered me. "Hurry up and pack up and leave today!"

"Mom, what's wrong with you today?" I don't understand my mom being like this all of a sudden.

"What's wrong with me? I'm doing evil, detaining you and serving me here, why do you think of me? Why do your mother-in-law and father-in-law look at me? I've lived a whole life with dignity, and when I'm old, I'll let others poke my backbone and scold me for being an old bastard! As she spoke, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she cried aggrievedly.

I couldn't cry or laugh, I don't know where my mother's emotions came from, when I was a child, I always loved to talk back to my mother, and now I see my mother crying like a child in front of me, how can I reason with her again? My mother has been strong all her life, but now she feels that she is dragging me down, and she is afraid that Jianjun's family will pick on her, so she is very contradictory.

"Mom, don't think about it, there's nothing to do."

"You have to leave today, do you hear me? Use you to pretend to be a good person here? Your mother-in-law and father-in-law are scolding me, not you! Come on! ”

My mother said, got up and walked to my hut, and when she was about to reach the door, she stretched out her hand in advance and groped for a while, and then grabbed the handle of the door, pushed it open and went in.

"What are you doing standing there? You have to let me, a blind old woman, clean it up for you? "My mom stood on the edge of my little bed and yelled at me.

I hurried in and picked up my bag and said, "Okay, okay, I'll go, I'll go." ”

I came out with my bag, my mom followed closely behind, and when I went out of the room, I slowed down a bit, waiting for my mom to come up, there were two steps in front of the door, and I was afraid of falling her.

"You think I can't see it? You've wanted to go back for a long time! My mom said hatefully behind me, "Something with a wolf's heart and a dog's lungs! ”

I felt that my mother suddenly looked like a foolish child, unreasonable, I was pushed by my mother, until the discharge door, I just stepped out of the legs, my mother immediately plugged in the courtyard door from the inside.

I was standing outside the courtyard gate, just now in order to deal with my mother, I was just carrying a bag, and I didn't bring anything inside, looking at my mother like this, how could I go? There was no movement in the yard, I leaned on the crack of the door and stretched out my ears to listen, and I didn't even hear the sound of the TV.

Okay, what's wrong with this, I remember when I was a child when my mother said the same thing at home, since my dad died, although my mom is also with me, but I can see that it is much more polite than to my dad, her temper has a restraint component, and then I went to technical school, work, not at home, my mom except watching TV, not even a person to talk to, don't come back for a long time, come back and leave after a while, my mom can't kiss it, how can I have time to complain and lose my temper, this time we have been together for a long time, My mother's aggrieved anger has time to explode, just like to my father, no matter where the resentment comes from, it can be turned back and forth on this person.

I sat on the steps outside the courtyard gate, wanting to wait a while and my mom would settle down before going back. It was almost noon, a taxi stopped at the door, and Brother Wei got out of the car, carrying a plastic bag with several buns in it.

"Xiao Nan, why are you sitting outside?"

I quickly stood up and whispered, "My mom didn't know what was wrong today, so bang me away and push me out." ”

"Oh, what did you mess with?"

"No, I don't know what's wrong, don't you think I don't let her watch TV?" I guessed.

Brother Wei Min stood opposite me and thought for a while, and said: "If not, you can go back first, I think you are almost recovered, it is not a matter for you to stay here, maybe the eldest lady feels that it is dragging you down, she is so strong, she is definitely unwilling." ”

Brother Wei Min is much calmer than when he sent me things to the technical school, like a man who stands up for himself.

"I wanted my mom to come to me, but she didn't."

"I'm used to staying there, and I definitely don't want to go."

"Then I can't go back, she can't leave people like this."

"It's okay to cook by yourself, I think it's almost over, you're annoying you here, it's better to go back and stay for a few days and come back." When people are older, they are like children, just coaxing her to annoy, and let her be quiet by herself. ”

“……”

"It's okay, I'll have time to make a few more trips."

"You're so busy, how embarrassing."

"I have to eat when I'm busy, I'll eat here the same way I eat at home." Brother Wei Min raised the bun in his hand and let me look at it.

"Xiao Cui won't come back at noon?"

"Not coming back."

“…… I still don't think my mom is recovering well, it's not okay. ”

"You still want to go back to the original time, it's unrealistic, people are like this when they get old."

I stood there, looking at the closed courtyard door and hesitating. Brother Wei Min said: "You can run back as much as you want, just run back in the air, that's it now, what can you do when you really can't leave people in the future?" (To be continued.) )