Chapter 531: Burial
Zhuo Ling kissed Wang Xiao frantically, and soon she was tired of kissing, and she was a little weak in her follow-up.
So, she stopped and beat Wang Xiao angrily.
"Why? Why are you bullying me like this? Can't you just be nice to me? ”
Wang Xiao gently hugged Zhuo Ling's fragrant shoulder and said, "Okay, don't be childish." ”
Zhuo Ling wiped his tears and said, "Drink with me!" ”
Wang Xiao nodded and said, "Okay." ”
Zhuo Ling sat back, drinking red wine frantically, and soon she was drunk herself.
Wang Xiao carried Zhuo Ling to the bedroom, took off Zhuo Ling's red high heels, and laid Zhuo Ling on the soft bed. Then, Wang Xiao moved a chair and watched Zhuo Ling sleep beside him. When Zhuo Ling wanted to vomit, he prepared a spittoon for Zhuo Ling. The night passed quickly.
When it was dawn, Zhuo Ling was still asleep, and Wang Xiao quietly left.
Wang Xiao returned home, and Zheng Fei made breakfast and waited for him.
Breakfast was simple, milk, bread, fried eggs.
"I'm back!" Zheng Fei greeted him with a smile and helped Wang Xiao take off the coat he was wearing.
"Hmm," Wang Xiao nodded, stretched out his arms, and asked Zheng Fei to help him take off the suit he was wearing outside.
Zheng Fei looked at the bloodshot in Wang Xiao's eyes and said with a smile: "You really haven't slept all night?" Wait for breakfast and catch up on sleep. Although your body is strong, it's always not good to stay up late. ”
Wang Xiao nodded and said, "I'll go take a bath first." ”
Soon, Wang Xiao came back from a shower and changed into casual clothes.
Wang Xiao and Zheng Fei sat face to face and ate breakfast at the small dining table.
Zheng Fei put a little sugar in the milk. Stirring gently with a spoon, he asked Wang and smiled: "You do this to Zhuo Ling." Isn't it a little too ruthless? ”
Wang Xiao said lightly: "Sometimes not hurting others is the real harm, and it will stretch and deepen the damage." ”
Zheng Fei sighed: "But I'm afraid that Zhuo Ling won't be able to recover for a while." ”
Wang smiled: "I believe she will always recover." ”
Zheng Fei looked at Wang Xiao seriously. As if studying Wang Xiao, Liang Jiufang said: "You have really changed." ”
Wang Xiao nodded slightly: "Yes, if it was before, I would definitely not be able to hurt Zhuo Ling, but even if I don't take the initiative to hurt her." She's going to hurt too. It's better to make the damage shorter, even if the injury is deeper, it's better than dragging it down. This is the lesson and wisdom that life has taught me. ”
After breakfast, Wang Xiao went back to the house alone to sleep, and Zheng Fei watered the flowers in the garden.
But Wang Xiao lay on the bed for a long time and couldn't sleep, in fact, his body was not tired. It's just that his mind is tired. It's just that people are like this, often the more tired the heart is, the more sleepless they are, and they think about a lot of messy things.
Wang Xiao deliberately stayed at Zhuo Ling's house for one night, which was a means that Wang Xiao had already thought of. But this matter is not what he told Zhuo Ling. In order to make Zheng Fei no longer suspicious of their relationship, he objectively put Zhuo Ling in the position of his lover. In fact, Zheng Fei knew that he would do this before.
Wang Xiao did this because he wanted to hurt Zhuo Ling more deeply, and completely broke Zhuo Ling's thoughts.
From then on, Zhuo Ling didn't have to worry about it anymore.
People who don't have a life will never know that entanglement is the cruelest thing in the world.
Tangling is like a wound that never heals, or is pulled open when it is about to heal. Continue to suffer from the pain again. It is better to prick the wound deeper, and when the wound heals, it will not be painful.
When Zhuo Ling woke up. I felt a splitting headache and felt groggy and uncomfortable.
She drank a little too much last night. Waking up with a hangover is hard.
But no matter how uncomfortable her body is, it can't be more uncomfortable than her heart.
Zhuo Ling opened his eyes and looked around, there was no one else in the room except her, and she was the only one who was clean. On top of the empty half of the bed beside her, there were empty sheets, and no one had ever laid on them. Zhuo Ling looked at it in a daze, and there was a pang of pain in his heart.
How Zhuo Ling wished that Wang Xiao was lying beside him!
From Zhuo Ling's heart, she really doesn't want to be Wang Xiao's lover, even if she is a single mother, she doesn't want to be Wang Xiao's lover. But when she woke up from her sleep alone, she really had a strange idea in her heart, that is, she hoped that Wang Xiao could sleep next to her and watch her wake up from sleep lovingly. …,
However, even this absurd idea is extravagant.
Wang Xiao really didn't touch her last night.
Even though she deliberately drunk herself and created an excellent opportunity for Wang Xiao, Wang Xiao didn't even take off her clothes, and what she was wearing on her body at this time was still the same clothes from last night.
Zhuo Ling's heart hurt too much.
If Wang Xiao slept with her last night, she would be Wang Xiao's lover by default, even if she was reluctant in every way.
However, her idea fell through.
It was as if she had fallen into the most desperate cold and dark abyss.
Zhuo Ling lay on the pillow and cried bitterly, and she didn't know how long she cried, but she fell asleep dizzily again.
When he woke up again, Zhuo felt better, and he was no longer as sad as before.
She began to accept the situation.
If Wang Xiao slept with her last night, would she be Wang Xiao's lover with peace of mind? Zhuo Ling wasn't sure.
But at this time, Zhuo Ling was very sure that there was no possibility between her and Wang Xiao.
Zhuo Ling's heart was cold.
But Zhuo Ling also has hope in her heart, that is, she still has a child, and she will only have children in her life in the future.
As for love, it will be a floating cloud for her. Or, buried deep in the heart.
Zhuo Ling took a plane and left Jiangcheng that night, and she sent a text message to Wang Xiao before boarding.
The text message content is simple, just an address.
The address where she lives with Wang Xiao's child.
Except for this address, it's clean and clean, and there are no extra words.
Wang Xiao was having dinner with Zheng Fei when she received the text message. After reading the text message, Wang Xiao understood what it meant. When he had dinner with Zhuo Ling last night, he once asked Zhuo Ling where he raised the child. But Zhuo Ling only cared about drinking at that time and didn't talk about it. At this time, Zhuo Ling sent a text message, which should be where the child is.
"What's the matter?" Zheng Fei asked.
Wang Xiao took the mobile phone and handed it to Zheng Fei. Said: "Zhuo Ling's text message." ”
Zheng Fei looked at the content of the text message and said, "It seems that Zhuo Ling is really heartbroken by you." This text message has only one address. Other than that, there is nothing else. Looks like she doesn't want to go with you. ”
Wang Xiao took the phone back from Zheng Fei's hand again.
"I'll call and ask."
Wang Xiao called Zhuo Ling. Voice prompt, mobile phone turned off.
"It's off."
Wang Xiao said lightly, and made another call, the landline of Zhuo Ling Villa.
The housekeeper answered the phone.
"Mademoiselle left on tonight's plane. She should have boarded the plane by now. ”
This is what Wang Xiao heard from the housekeeper.
Wang Xiao hung up the phone and said to Zheng Fei: "Zhuo Ling has already left Jiangcheng on tonight's plane." The text message she sent just now should have been sent before boarding, and after sending the text message, she turned off her mobile phone before boarding the plane. ”
Zheng Fei said: "When are you going to take a look?" ”
"I'll check it out tomorrow!"
"Okay, I'll go buy some supplements tomorrow. You bring it to them. ”
"I'll go and buy it again!"
"No, that's a little bit of my heart."
"That's fine."
The next day, Wang Xiao left Jiangcheng by plane.
At the moment of leaving Jiangcheng, Wang Xiao seemed to have some emotion in his heart. He didn't seem to think about anything.
Wang Xiao This is the first time to be a father, and a new chapter in his life has begun, but compared with other first-time fathers, he is a little less excited. Because the child was born out of wedlock, and he could not give the child's mother a name. This situation made him feel a little guilty in his heart, and overwhelmed the joy he should have.
After experiencing countless bloody experiences, Wang Xiao's heart has long become calm and strong.
This distress was suppressed by Wang Xiao in the bottom of his heart, and it did not affect Wang Xiao's mainstream emotions.
When a person becomes strong. His heart was a defensive wall against external onslaughts.
Unpleasant things will be isolated. Just like a computer isolation virus, it will not affect the normal operation of the computer.
So. A teenager who is worried about giving new words always feels that the sky is falling apart for a little thing, but a mature and stable man who grows up will deal with it calmly no matter what he encounters.
Life has made Wang Xiao gradually mature.
When he encounters something, he only thinks about how to solve it, and does not pay much attention to how he feels.
If a matter can only be solved in this way, no matter how he feels, what is the point? …,
Therefore, Wang Xiao's heart is quite flat.
When the plane rose into the night sky and flew from Jiangcheng to the capital, Wang Xiao only thought about two very objective things in his heart. One thing is that he was going to see his son. Another thing is, he'll be back.
As for feeling something, for him, it's a floating cloud.
In just a few hours, Wang Xiao arrived in the capital.
The brightly lit capital is still very lively in the middle of the night.
Wang Xiao first found a hotel to live in, and planned to go to Zhuo Ling's mother and son the next day.
Zhuo Ling placed the child in a suburban villa, surrounded by mountains and rivers, which belonged to the scenic tourist area. This property was originally used by Yan Cheng when he was alive to come to the capital for vacation. After Yan Cheng's death, Zhuo Ling inherited almost all of Yan Cheng's assets, including this quiet property.
This villa is located far away and is more suitable to go during the day.
Wang smiled and went to the hotel room, took a simple shower, and lay on the bed watching TV.
Suddenly, the landline in the guest room rang.
Wang Xiao picked up the remote control, muted the TV, and then answered the call.
"Sir, do you need service?"
A pleasant woman's voice came over the phone.
Wang Xiao thought for a moment and said, "Please give me a glass of milk, don't put sugar in the milk." Then a French bread with some coarse salt on top. If you want another fried egg, remember to fry it tenderly, don't fry it too old......"
Syllable!
Before Wang Xiao finished speaking, the other end of the phone hung up.
Wang Xiao shrugged his shoulders speechlessly, put down the phone and waited for the hotel to deliver food.
But until the next morning when he left, the things he ordered were not delivered to the room.
Wang Xiao felt that the service of this hotel was too poor. Decided never to come back to this guesthouse again.
Wang Xiao pulled his suitcase out of the hotel and hailed a taxi on the side of the road. Go to Zhuo Ling's villa in the capital.
More than an hour later, Wang Xiao knew the destination.
This villa is quite big. It is surrounded by a railing fence and is full of flowers and trees.
The taxi circled around the fence for a long time before finding the main entrance to the villa.
Before the taxi found the main entrance, Wang Xiao saw Zhuo Ling.
Zhuo Ling was playing with a baby baby in the yard, with a motherly smile on his face.
Wang smiled and got out of the taxi. Took the suitcase from the trunk and pulled it into the villa.
Until Wang Xiao walked to Zhuo Ling's side, Zhuo Ling acted as if he hadn't seen him.
"This kid is so cute."
Wang Xiao looked at the child sitting in the stroller, and a very warm feeling of love was born in his heart.
The feeling is natural and natural, like a spring bubbling out of the ground.
It's a wonderful feeling.
A happy smile appeared on Wang Xiao's face.
The smile on Zhuo Ling's face froze for a moment, and said, "What's the use of being cute?" And there is no one to love. ”
The king smiled, "Can I hug him?" ”
Zhuo Ling didn't speak. Just put down the toy in his hand to tease the child, gently took the child out of the stroller, and handed it to Wang Xiao. Wang Xiao opened his arms and hugged the child.
The child is very light and very small. Holding it in your arms is like a thing, and it can't resist making people feel pity.
Wang Xiao touched the child's nose lightly, making the child grin happily.
"This kid is so good, he doesn't recognize life at all." Wang Xiao then said.
Zhuo Ling's nose suddenly soured when he heard this, turned his head to the side, raised his head slightly, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. At the same time, her delicate body sobbed uncontrollably and trembled.
Wang Xiao saw him on the side. I know I'm saying the wrong thing.
This is his child, he actually said that the child does not recognize life. If he marries Zhuo Ling. That's nothing. But he and Zhuo Ling are not married, and the meaning of this sentence is sad.
"Did you name the child?" Wang Xiao had nothing to say.
"Nope."
"It should be a name! It's okay to follow your last name. ”
"Nope. I'm going to give him the surname Yan. ”
"Surname Yan? That's fine. ”
Wang Xiao is not sure what Yan Cheng's real name and surname are, maybe Yan Cheng's real name is not Yan Cheng. But Zhuo Ling made the child's surname Yan, which meant nostalgic for Yan Cheng, because this was Yan Cheng's grandson.
Wang Xiao, as Yan Cheng's personal disciple, Yan Cheng has the grace of regenerating his parents, and it is okay for the children born to follow Yan Cheng's surname. Besides, he can't marry Zhuo Ling, and Zhuo Ling can only respect whoever Zhuo Ling lets his child follow. …,
"I want him to meet his grandparents, what do you think?" Wang Xiao asked Zhuo Ling's opinion.
Zhuo Ling thought for a moment and said, "Don't do this for the time being." How do you tell them? If they knew about the existence of the child, they would definitely be inclined to let you marry me, and when the time comes, will you marry me, and will you marry Zheng Fei? I don't want you to marry me just because of the kids. If you can't marry me, you don't have to let them know, do you? I don't want this matter to make too much of a fuss and make a lot of noise that is not good for children. ”
Wang Xiao sighed and didn't say anything more.
His parents are very traditional people, and if they knew about it, they would definitely not let him ignore their children.
As for Shenma love and the like, the old man will definitely not care.
In order to let the child follow the Wang family name, the old man will also force Wang Xiao to marry Zhuo Ling.
It was impossible for Wang Xiao to fully explain his situation to the old man.
"Don't stand here, let's go inside and get some rest!" As Zhuo Ling spoke, he took the child back from Wang Xiao's arms, and then gently put it on the stroller.
Zhuo Ling pushed the stroller, Wang Xiao pulled the suitcase, and walked towards the house.
The garden scenery of the villa is very beautiful, Wang Xiao, Zhuo Ling, and children form a warm picture. If an outsider sees it, they must think that it is the husband who has returned from a business trip and pushed their children home with his wife. The scene is warm and loving, which makes people feel envious and happy.
When he arrived at the house, Wang Xiao opened the suitcase and took something from inside.
There are toys, there are clothes, there are nutritional products. Nutritional products are for children and for Zhuo Ling.
"You don't have to bring these. You know, I'm not short of those. "Zhuo Ling is not very enthusiastic.
"A little bit of heart!" Wang Xiao said with a smiling face.
Wang Xiao felt a trace of guilt in his heart. He knew what Zhuo Ling wanted, but he couldn't give it to Zhuo Ling.
The baby doesn't understand anything, and when he sees something new, he takes it with his hands, and especially likes to play with Wang Xiao. Zhuo Ling watched from the sidelines, and couldn't help but feel even more sour in his heart. What a love this father and son played!
However, as the mother of the baby, she is not the wife of the baby's father.
"You can play with the baby! I'll clean up your room. ”
Zhuo Ling's eyes were bitter, tears were about to flow down, and he couldn't stand it anymore, so he stood up and avoided it.
"Okay."
Wang Xiao nodded, and did not stop Zhuo Ling.
Wang Xiao knew that Zhuo Ling was unhappy, but he couldn't make Zhuo Ling happy.
The difficulties of reality cannot be solved by empty words.
Zhuo Ling endured the sorrow in his heart and walked to the guest room.
In fact, the guest room for Wang Xiao, Zhuo Ling had already cleaned up.
Zhuo Ling knew that Wang Xiao would definitely come to see the child, so he cleaned up the guest room before that.
When she arrived at the guest room, Zhuo Ling simply tidied up the sheets, and then she couldn't suppress the grief in her heart, and fell on the bed and cried.
In fact, until now, Zhuo Ling has been very bitter in his heart. It's only for the sake of the baby that she forces a smile. She doesn't want her bad emotions to affect the healthy growth of the baby, she wants to create the best living environment for the baby.
When Zhuo Ling was sad and crying, Wang Xiao had a lot of fun with the baby, and he felt like he was in the most beautiful dream. In this world, he has his own offspring, and he suddenly becomes more presence.
Loneliness and loneliness and the like are like clouds in the sky that have drifted away without a trace.
As long as there is a baby, he has the faith and strength to live strongly.
Wang Xiao believes that Zhuo Ling will too