Wang Xiao came with a bouquet of roses.

Outside the gate of the villa, Wang Xiao was greeted by Zhuo Ling's butler.

Seeing Wang Xiao holding a bouquet of roses, Zhuo Ling's housekeeper didn't ask much, and didn't even show a trace of surprise, as if it was normal for Wang Xiao to send roses to Zhuo Ling.

Wang Xiao is Yan Cheng's apprentice, and Yan Cheng's relationship is not ordinary, he used to go in and out of this villa, he is also very familiar with the housekeeper, and walked in all the way talking and laughing, as if he was here to visit the door.

The villa where Zhuo Ling lives is quite large, from the door of the villa to the door of the room is hundreds of steps away, Wang Xiao followed the housekeeper step by step in, Zhuo Ling's heartbeat speed became faster and faster, plopping, like a drum.

Seeing Wang Xiao getting closer, Zhuo Ling couldn't hold back the joy and excitement in her heart, and she trotted downstairs to greet Wang Xiao in a pair of red high heels. The long, thin heel of the shoe hits the floor with a crisp and pleasant sound. Zhuo Ling's running speed was brisk and steady, and even Zhuo Ling herself was very surprised, why she played so well today, and she could easily wear high heels.

Wang Xiao walked in the door, and Zhuo Ling immediately greeted him and took the roses that Wang Xiao brought.

Taking a breath affectionately, Zhuo Ling smiled happily: "You are here." It's beautiful, it's so fragrant. ”

Wang smiled: "You are also beautiful tonight." ”

A very sweet expression appeared on Zhuo Ling's face: "Thank you." ”

Zhuo Ling held a rose in one hand and Wang Xiao's arm in the other, and happily took Wang Xiao upstairs.

The butler didn't keep up.

Upstairs, Zhuo Ling found a vase, inserted the roses given by Wang Xiao into it, and placed the vase on the dining table. Illuminated by bright lights, the roses are extraordinarily bright and exude a charming fragrance.

Zhuo Ling looked at it and looked at it, and felt that she was like this rose, suddenly blooming delicately.

Wang Xiao sat down with Zhuo Ling and tasted the dishes made by Zhuo Ling.

Judging by the level of Wang Xiao's professional chef, the dishes made by Zhuo Ling are not particularly exquisite, but the practice of real home-cooked dishes can be seen to be thoughtful, giving people a very warm feeling.

"It tastes good, you can make it yourself!" Wang smiled and praised.

"Hmm!" Zhuo Ling nodded shyly and sweetly. "If you like it, I can make it for you every day in the future."

Wang Xiao didn't seem to hear what Zhuo Ling was saying, and said to himself: "I remember that the first time I ate the food you made was two years ago. At that time, you were reluctant to put oil in cooking, and it tasted like a vegetarian dish, and many flavors could not come out. But until now, I still remember the taste very well. Because in addition to eating at home and eating in a restaurant, you are the first girl to cook for me yourself. ”

Zhuo Ling smiled: "I didn't expect me to be so lucky. ”

Wang Xiao held the dishes with chopsticks, chatted while eating, and said: "I didn't expect time to pass so quickly, it flew by in the blink of an eye, and many unexpected things happened, which changed our fates for each other." ”

Zhuo Ling sighed: "Yes, two years have changed too much. ”

Wang smiled and said: "When I first met you, you were still a poor female student, and now you have become the female president of a big conglomerate. Like you, I have gone from being a poor college student to what I am today. In this change of fate, the person I am most grateful to is Mr. Yan. I have been able to get to where I am today, thanks to Mr. Yan's support and guidance, otherwise I am afraid that I would be like other college students now, and I should be busy worrying about finding a job now! ”

Hearing Wang Xiao mention Yan Cheng, Zhuo Ling became a little sad.

Zhuo Ling felt that there were two things in her life that she regretted the most, one was that she couldn't be with Wang Xiao, and the other was that she had just recognized Yan Cheng and Yan Cheng not long ago, and Yan Cheng died. The second thing is that she is already weak, people are dead when they die, and the dead will not be resurrected, so the first thing she wants to be able to reverse is more.

Wang Xiao put the chopsticks down, and said very seriously: "Zhuo Ling, whether it is from you or from Mr. Yan, I will not ignore your affairs, let alone let others hurt you." But ......"

Zhuo Ling's heart sank.

Wang Xiao's purpose for looking for her tonight seemed to be different from what she thought.

A sour feeling rose in her heart, and she felt her eyes jerky and burst into tears. …,

It never takes too long to go from the blissful heaven to the painful hell.

It doesn't take much to say either, one but that's enough.

Wang Xiao was keenly aware of Zhuo Ling's emotional changes. In fact, when he said the two words, even his own emotions changed drastically, and the feeling of pain in his heart was uncontrollable.

Before coming to Zhuo Ling, Wang Xiao was fully mentally prepared. He felt that he could calmly explain the matter to Zhuo Ling, but he didn't expect that when he really said what he had thought about, his emotions would not be completely controlled by his reason, and he would not be able to remain as calm as he originally thought.

Wang Xiao paused for a moment, calmed his thoughts, and said: "Zhuo Ling, I don't deny that I have a good impression of you, and I am very happy when I am with you, but I have never really started a relationship with you, but I just stay at the stage of good feelings. I don't know if the two of us are suitable to be together when we are actually with you. After all, it's one thing to have a good impression, it's another thing to be suitable. If I don't have any real feelings to cherish right now, then I'd love to try to get to know you and get to know each other. But I've found the right thing for me, and I don't want to take any more risks and try something new. Even though the two of us might be more comfortable together, I don't want to make that change again. Because if you want a better relationship, you can always find a better goal, or think you have a better goal. I don't want to be stuck in this endless loop. For me, it is enough to find a relationship that suits me and cherish it. Therefore, if I had to choose between Zheng Fei and me, I could only choose Zheng Fei. Even if you get hurt about it, I can only choose her. ”

The look in Zhuo Ling's eyes darkened. She bowed her head and shed tears.

"I know it's not fair to you. But in this case, no matter how I choose, it can't be fair. Zhuo Ling, if I have done anything wrong in the past, I sincerely apologize to you and hope you can accept it. I want to start a new life now and don't want to let the past haunt me anymore. ”

"Right and wrong, right and wrong, for me, it doesn't really mean much. I just want to live happily. If I do something that I'm sorry for, I choose to forget about it. If someone else does something that is sorry for me, I will also choose to forget it. Only by letting go can there be a new beginning. Whether it's letting go of yourself, or letting go of others. ”

"I've had a good time with you, but we haven't seen each other for a long time, and we don't know what has happened to each other, and we can't really understand it. Let's keep the good memories of the past in our memories! ”

"No," Zhuo Ling sobbed silently. "I know you, and although I am not by your side, I have always cared about you. I know what you've done, you haven't changed, I haven't changed, we'll be happy together. ”

Wang Xiao got up from his seat, looked at the crying Zhuo Ling, and slowly walked over. He took out a clean handkerchief and gently handed it to Zhuo Ling's hand. Zhuo Ling wiped his tears with a handkerchief, and his delicate body couldn't stop sobbing.

Wang Xiao gently pressed his hand on Zhuo Lingxiang's shoulder, waited until Zhuo Ling's mood calmed down a bit, and said, "I don't deny that I may be happy with you." In fact, I have a lot of confidence in that as well. But whether you and I have changed or not, I'm afraid even you and I don't know. When we look at each other from afar, maybe we look at each other tailor-made for ourselves. But when it comes to close encounters, it doesn't necessarily be like that. ”

After a pause, Wang Xiao looked at the moonlight outside the window, and said, "Do you know the difference between Zheng Fei and you?" ”

Zhuo Ling raised his head, looked up at Wang Xiao from the bottom up, and said, "I'm not as good as her?" ”

Wang Xiao shook his head slightly, and sighed: "I know that you are very envious that Zheng Fei can be with me, you think she is the happiest woman in the world, but you have never really looked at the problem from Zheng Fei's standpoint, maybe Zheng Fei's life is not as enviable as you think." That's right, I'm very happy with Zheng Fei, I love and care for her very much, and I can give her a very happy feeling. However, for me, love is only a part of my life. No matter how much I love Zheng Fei, I can't stay by her side, I have a lot of things for me to do. Most of the time, Zheng Fei had to worry and fear that I would leave her side. ”…,

Wang Xiao's voice was full of pity, guilt, and self-blame.

"Zhuo Ling, I believe that in the days when you are not by my side, you have always cared about my affairs. When you see on the news that I've done another big thing, you must be very proud and proud of me. However, do you know how Zheng Fei feels? She may have just breathed a sigh of relief from her nervous worries, she might have just breathed a sigh of relief from her terrible fear, and she may not have the heart to be proud and proud of me at all. ”

Wang Xiao lowered his head and looked at Zhuo Ling.

"Zhuo Ling, you are not by my side, you can only see my surface brilliance, but you can't see the bitterness behind me, let alone face this kind of problem with me. You know that my things are often after the fact, and by that time I've made it, you just have to be happy and admired for me. However, whenever I go out to do good deeds, Zheng Fei can know in advance that I am going to take risks. But, she doesn't know if I can make it, she doesn't know if I'll have an accident, she doesn't know if I'll have my life back. During the time I was away from her, she was always worried about me, bearing the fear of losing me, and hoping that I would return safely. She paid far more than the happiness I gave her, and how hard she lived was unknown to me. I'm not sure if you can face life hand in hand with me like she did, but even if you could, I couldn't fail her. ”

Zhuo Ling looked at Wang Xiao pitifully and said, "You mean, I don't have a chance?" ”

Wang Xiao couldn't bear to look at Zhuo Ling's sour eyes, he turned around and walked towards his seat, and replied, "It's not that you don't have a chance. It should be said that the two of us didn't get a chance. I have gone through so many ups and downs with Zheng Fei, I can only marry Zheng Fei, no matter how I change, this will not change. ”

Wang Xiao sat down in his seat, picked up chopsticks and gave Zhuo Ling some food, and said, "Don't cry." Let's have a bite to eat. Actually, that's how it has been, and I don't want you to find it hard to accept. ”

Zhuo Ling was a very stubborn woman, and when she heard Wang Xiao not let her cry, she wiped her tears with a handkerchief, trying not to cry. It's just that after making some efforts, she still can't help sobbing slightly, and her delicate body trembles in pain.

Wang Xiao sighed and said, "I know that people can't help but give birth to hope, especially when it is very likely to succeed. You must have many reasons why you think I'm going to be with you, but have you noticed that my mind has changed a lot? Maybe when I'm with you, I'll still take care of you as before, but when I encounter things, how I make judgment decisions is no longer something you can measure. In your mind, I am still the same person, and you still use my original thinking to measure my decisions, but I don't remember how I would have made judgments and decisions. ”

Zhuo Ling looked at Wang Xiao and said stubbornly: "In my opinion, you just haven't changed. I'm sad about your decision today, but I don't feel too surprised. Perhaps, I just want that little bit of hope. It's better to have hope than no hope, and I feel as happy as you are by my side in the past two days of waiting for you to hear back. ”

Wang Xiao smiled faintly and said, "Time will always change us." It's not that we want to change, but that we change subtly. People are affected by the environment, and when we experience different things, our way of doing things will also be different. The longer we are apart, the greater the gap between us. When we look back, we find that we don't know ourselves anymore. When we really got along, we found that we didn't know each other anymore. ”

"Actually, in this matter, my choice is nothing more than two. Whichever one I choose, you certainly won't be surprised. But why I chose this way is not something you can guess. There must be good reasons for me to do something like this, not that, and it encompasses the trivial lessons that I have experienced in my life. But if I talk to Zheng Fei briefly, she will be able to clearly understand why I am doing this, and the relationship between me and her will be as close as flesh and blood. ”

"Zhuo Ling, only when you have a real relationship with someone can you understand what is just a good feeling, and what is an inseparable true feeling. The difference between the two can be deeply appreciated. You may not be able to put it into words, but you can feel it clearly. ”…,

Zhuo Ling's nose was sour, and he cried again: "But in a situation like my now, who can I have a real relationship with?" I don't trust anyone but you. I don't want to try to have a relationship with anyone else, what can you let me do? If you don't want me, that's all I can do. I don't blame you, I just blame myself. Now that you've made your choice, I respect your decision. In the eyes of you men, love is not the whole of your life, and I can do the same. I won't think about this anymore, I just want to raise my child with my heart, he is my only sustenance in the world. Love may really not have anything to do with me. ”

Wang Xiao looked at Zhuo Ling and said lightly: "Let's eat first!" ”

Zhuo Ling picked up the chopsticks angrily, she wanted Wang Xiao to know that she could afford to put them down, so she ate very hard, and it didn't hinder her appetite at all. Wang Xiao quietly accompanied Zhuo Ling to eat, so that Zhuo Ling could digest and digest it well.

After eating for a while, Wang Xiao picked up the wine glass and said, "Zhuo Ling, let's have a drink!" ”

Zhuo Ling picked up the wine glass, shook the red wine inside, and said, "Is this a farewell wine?" ”

"It's not. I have something to ask of you. ”

"What's the matter?"

"I'd like to sleep here tonight, and I hope you'll agree."

Zhuo Ling was puzzled, "What do you mean?" ”

Wang smiled: "Zhuo Ling, my decision has been made very clear to you. But it's not that simple, you know women are always cranky. When people are wandering, they are the most painful. I have already given you an explanation just now, but I still lack an explanation from Zheng Fei. I thought about it repeatedly, if I told Zheng Fei that I was just friends with you, let her not worry. I'm sure she'll respect me for helping you from time to time, but she's always worried that things will change, and she'll suffer a lot from that speculation. Therefore, I thought that the long pain was better than the short pain, and let the stone in her heart be put down. ”

"I'm staying here tonight, I don't need to do anything with you, she'll think I'm reconnected with you. Then when I return to her, she will be more convinced that although I will take care of you mother and child, I will definitely not leave her. With this understanding, she won't have to guess in the future. ”

"It's a matter of putting yourself to death and then coming back to life."

Zhuo Ling looked puzzled and said, "Wang Xiao, do you want me to be your lover?" That's right, I want to marry you as a wife, and I am willing to give birth to a child with you, but it doesn't mean that I am willing to be your lover. ”

Wang Xiao said lightly: "Zhuo Ling, you don't have to be like this. I didn't say that you should be my lover, I just wanted to make Zheng Fei sad for a short time. I can actually just sleep on the couch or in my room for the night. ”

"Wang Xiao, you, you are too much of a bully. In order to keep Zheng Fei from guessing, are you going to let me suffer such torture? Tell you, I can't do it. Why should I pretend to be your lover? If I want to do it, I will be your real lover, I can't bear this kind of thing in vain, I suffer a big loss and there is no benefit. ”

Zhuo Ling drank the red wine in the glass violently, stepped on red high heels and walked to Wang Xiao's side, grabbed Wang Xiao and took the initiative to kiss him.