"Hehe..., the idea at that time now seems extremely ridiculous, and when I was about to be swallowed by hatred, the old man with the white beard appeared again, and he told me that we had a lot of fate and wanted me to go with him. Where will I rely on him, I immediately refused, he smiled and said that we will meet again. However, when I was told that revenge should be put aside first, it is important to have strength, and more important than strength is a clear mind, and more important than a clear mind is a heart for good. ”

"I knew so much at the time, and the old man knew that, so he gave me a pill and said that I would probably understand when I woke up! Then I fell asleep! By the time I woke up, it was seven days later. In summer, the corpse cannot be left for a long time, and it will rot in three days at most, but in the past seven days, the parents' bodies are still intact, and they are cold and cold! ”

"At that time, I guessed that maybe my parents had ascended to heaven, but when I put the lid on the coffin, I saw a piece of cloth, and when I took it out, it turned out to be a line of words, which said that my parents have ascended to heaven, don't miss it, as long as you read a good book, everything will come true. At that time, I thought it was a manifestation of my parents, so I believed these words and did so. ”

"I knew that I later found out what kind of apparition was there, and it was completely done by the old man with the white beard. The purpose is just to free me from the shackles of hatred for a while, to let me live well, and to make me a normal person. I was so grateful to him, I wanted to find him but couldn't find him, and then I never saw him again! ”

…

For three long hours, Shiraki had been listening quietly, not leaving or disturbing, just silent sadness, tears had soaked through her thick yukata, and she bit her red lips until the purple blood still did not stop.

At first, Bai Muhe could not hold back her crying, but later, she covered her mouth and sobbed softly, as for what she was crying, maybe even she didn't know herself.

Leng Yuan had stopped talking for a long time, and Bai Muhe was still crying, and when he finally stopped his tears, he found that his eyes were red like a white rabbit, which was a very appropriate description.

"It's all you, who made me look like this! How do you look like a white rabbit! ”

Leng Yuan smiled helplessly, she was in a very bad mood now, she just wanted to go back and sleep well and forget what she was thinking.

"Is it because you're so impatient with learning?"

Bai Muhe asked carefully wiping away his tears.

"You can't say you're impatient, is it? I just think I've mastered everything I've learned, so I don't pay attention anymore, I just review it when I need to, and that's enough! Too much study will make me feel depressed and irritable, and I suppress it all the time, but the rebound is getting more and more serious! ”

"Oh, that's it! So what can I do for you? As a teacher, I can't just watch being tortured so deeply, can I? Tell me, what do you need? I will definitely do my best to help you! ”

As he spoke, he raised his right hand and made a gesture of strength.

Leng Yuan smiled, who would have thought that this cold-looking woman would have such a cute side?

"I'm fine now, and I don't need much help!"

"That's not good, as a student, eating is the top priority, how can you study well if you don't have enough to eat? So leave the question to me, and I'll give you a happy, nobody's knowing job that will keep you fed! What do you think? ”

Leng Yuan smiled: "If this is really the case, I can only accept it!" ”

After all, not everyone wants to starve, and the taste of hunger in the middle of the night is more real than any pain!

Bai Muhe suddenly had an idea, and his eyes flashed red: "But you have to promise me one thing!" ”

Leng Yuan said: "What's the matter?" ”

Bai Muhe smiled: "Don't be so nervous, it's very simple, I want you to make porridge for me when you have time?" You're not going to say yes, are you? ”

Saying that, she actually threw herself forward, the scene of her chest swaying and her terrifying white color made Leng Yuan's sweat explode, and she looked at Leng Yuan with a hopeful light in her eyes.

Leng Yuan exhaled a breath of turbidity and said with a smile: "What happened to me at the time, rest assured, I am on call, I am afraid that you will get tired of it!" ”

"Ahh

Bai Muhe happily turned over her body suddenly, dancing with her hands, the bed full of bullets, making her body rise and fall, the majesty on her chest was even more moving, the beautiful legs as white as jade slid around in the air, at this time Bai Muhe was like a little girl who had eaten honey, she looked so happy...

Looking at it, Leng Yuan touched the back of his head and couldn't help laughing!

"But you need to buy your food beforehand! Otherwise, it will be difficult for a good woman to cook without rice, so don't blame me for inserting white porridge for you when the time comes! ”

"Don't worry! Feel relieved! …”

Bai Muhe said more than a dozen reassurances one after another, which shows that the excitement in her heart is really unimaginable. Just making a porridge, can it really be so exciting? Maybe this is a common problem of women, and it is a common problem of female teachers, the same at home and the same outside the home.

It is said that women are good at disguise, but in fact, they are not! At these times, it should be her true side, but the object is different, so I feel that women are so complex and difficult to understand.

Which one is her heart, even she sometimes doesn't know, how does this distinguish others?

Maybe the most relaxed and casual time is the true self hidden in her heart!

Leng Yuanxin said: As for being so excited, but he is not a guy who pours cold water.

Leng Yuan looked at his watch, it was almost eleven o'clock, and the evening self-study had already ended, so he sighed helplessly:

"I've been so tired this day, and tomorrow morning the dean's approval should come down again! Probably I'm going to be criticized again! ”

Bai Muhe said with a smile: "Criticize it, it's just a formality, as long as you listen to your left ear and your right ear as always." ”

Leng Yuan was surprised: "How do you know this?" ”

Bai Mu and the white eyes rolled and said, "Don't forget that I used to be a student and went to high school!" ”

Leng Yuan: "It's time for me to go, it's so late, you should rest early, see you tomorrow!" ”

Bai Muhe sent Leng Yuan downstairs all the way before going back.

Leng Yuan looked at the sky, shook his head helplessly, it was only a while, the blue sky with bright stars and moonlight had disappeared, and it was replaced by cloudy and dull, and it was about to rain heavily.

He was born here, and he has long been surprised, complaining on the lips but not caring in his heart.

Leng Yuan's home is south of the Mohe North Bridge, and there is still some distance to cross the bridge. When he got home, it was already eleven o'clock, and he had walked for twenty minutes at night.

Leng Yuan opened the door and walked in, and it seemed that there was nothing left but loneliness and sadness.

The house is already a little old, the original snow-white walls have begun to yellow, most of the wall skin has fallen off, and looking around the whole room it seems that you can always feel a series of figures wandering, but those figures are left by him.

It always looks like something is missing, a glass of evening milk? A cup of herbal tea at noon? One warmth after another?

This family Leng Yuan has been living alone for three years!

As time passed, the memories in his mind fell off like the crumbling skin of the wall, and became blurred. However, some memories are tenaciously alive in my heart, and they cannot be removed by wind, rain, thunder and lightning.

Happiness, pain, sadness, and resentment are intertwined, and they can't be distinguished! If there is no original happiness, there will be no sadness today, and if there is no sadness, then it proves that the memory of happiness has disappeared. Memory is the source of pain, and it seems true that so.

Leng Yuan made it to the wooden table, lit the lamp and read the scriptures.

Night silence, few people, residual lights, lonely shadows...

At this time, Leng Yuan is like a painting in the dark!

I don't know when Leng Yuan fell asleep, he was really tired this day, both physically and mentally tired, and the children who had no one to take care of him were very tired...

…

The next day, Leng Yuan had finished freshening up and had breakfast, and when he walked outside, there were already people moving.

"Mo Dao pedestrians are early and pedestrians are early! Looks like I'm not up early! ”

The air today is very good, it seems that it rained heavily last night, but because Leng Yuan slept relatively deeply, he didn't hear anything. Leng Yuan said in his heart, it seems that he really slept enough to die this time.

When he came to the school, he was still the first to arrive, sitting in the classroom and writing the scriptures silently without having anything to do, this basic scripture has been written by him many times over the years, and he has already memorized it backwards, but even so, every time he writes silently, there will inevitably be new gains, so Leng Yuan is not tired of it.

When he was tired, he looked out the window, the greenery was full of life, and he could even feel the vitality contained in the trees, his ears and eyes have become more and more sensitive over the years, and even his spirit seems to be much stronger. Especially recently, this feeling is becoming more and more obvious.

"I don't know what will change! Whatever? It's not going to break anymore anyway......"

Half an hour later, someone finally came.

This is also to blame Leng Yuanping for getting up too early, he went to self-study at seven o'clock, and he basically arrived before six o'clock, an hour earlier than others, or even more.

The first one to come was none other than Wang Di, who was white and chubby!

This guy is simply getting fatter and fatter, it seems to be the same every day, and he belongs to a typical guy who grows fat when he drinks cold water. A few days ago, Leng Yuan heard that this guy was doing a hard weight loss feat recently, and he ran around a certain street for half an hour, and he blamed this guy for eating too well, three meals at a time, and when he heard others say that this guy's mother is a chef in a star-rated hotel, Leng Yuan suddenly understood.

No wonder......

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