"Aunt Liu is now selling her health care products in our store, when I go out, she answers the phone for me and sends the goods, I don't want her rent, and she doesn't need me to pay her a salary, both sides are willing." Su Jianjun walked out of the kitchen with a cup of hot water and said as he walked.

"What is this?" I asked Jianjun with the rental contract.

"What's that? Let me see. Su Jianjun said, put down the water glass, and took the contract from my hand.

I looked at Su Jianjun, I watched the expression quickly freeze on his face, watched his face turn from fear to gray, he rubbed the contract vigorously, crumpled it into a ball, clutched it in his hands, and sat heavily on the sofa next to him.

I suddenly became cold, shivering like a patient with a high fever, I curled up and stood up, put my coat on, curled up in the heavy coat, and I felt better.

"Who are you renting the house to?" I asked Su Jianjun, and the voice came out like my body shaking.

“……”

Su Jianjun held his head and didn't speak, I looked at him and felt that it was so incredible, I braved the cold of more than ten degrees below zero, with more than three months of pregnancy, and sat in the car for more than two hours, but when I met, it was like this, what else did Su Jianjun know that I didn't know?

"You've calculated it for me, haven't you? I agree to divorce and don't want your property, what are you not satisfied with, what else should you do? What does it mean to show me this? ”

"No, Xiao Nan, I didn't show you."

"Who's that? Who sent it? ”

“……”

"Su Jianjun, after so many years, I found that I don't know you at all, you are complicated enough!"

"Xiao Nan, listen to me, let's not quarrel today, I'll tell you everything."

I curled up in my coat and looked at him coldly.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't lie to you, I thought it would hurt you less if I said that, who knows that I can't hide at all, I, and a woman have rented a room outside for more than half a year

Sub ......"

I looked at him and felt it get colder and colder in the room.

"I don't know what the devil is, the devil is obsessed, I'm sorry for you, God also punished me, let me get a dirty disease, I know how stupid I am! I know I can't make mistakes, and I can't get back for the rest of my life! I've thought about it, I really want to have a good time! Who knows the fucking is endless! ”

"Didn't you say that the dirty disease was transmitted to you by the young lady?" I looked at him faintly.

"No, no Miss, that's the ......"

"Then why do you say that?"

"I think it hurts you less to say that."

"Do you think that hurts me less?"

“……”

The gas valve of the pressure cooker in the kitchen was opened, and the aroma of stewed chicken wafted out in wisps, Su Jianjun got up and went to the kitchen to turn off the low heat, and came back to continue to sit on the sofa. I suddenly felt funny, what is this? In a meeting? Su Jianjun was an observer?

"I'll be in a while...... It may take some money. "I don't want to do this kind of meeting anymore.

"How much? I went to the bank to pick it up. ”

"I can't say either."

"Then you wait, I'll go." Su Jianjun got up and put on his coat, and when he was about to go out, he turned around and said to me: "I'm turning off the fire, you don't have to move." ”

Su Jianjun left, I sat on the sofa, lay down, I kept saying to myself in my heart: "I have decided to divorce, Su Jianjun and I have nothing to do with me, nothing, nothing......"

I couldn't stop chattering, and finally fell asleep, and when Su Jianjun came back, the sound of the door opening woke me up.

Su Jianjun entered the door and brought in a cool air, and he put a passbook on the coffee table: "This is 60,000 yuan, cash is not easy to carry, I will transfer it to the passbook for you, and the password is still yours." ”

I slowly got up and sat down.

"It doesn't take so much."

"Take it, it's not enough."

I took the passbook and looked at it, closed it and put it in my pocket. I stood up: "I'll go back." ”

Su Jianjun looked at me in surprise: "The chicken is stewed, I'll send you after eating." ”

"No, don't be hungry."

"You...... You didn't have anything else to do with this trip? Su Jianjun chased to the door and said.

"It's gone."

"Just to get the money?"

"Yes."

A trace of disappointment crossed Su Jianjun's face: "I understand, what, it's okay, you can come again with money." ”

"Okay."

Out of the community, I got into a taxi on the side of the road, and I told the driver to go to Lianxin Garden.

I've been in this city for more than ten years, I've never heard the name of this neighborhood, I don't know where it is, the taxi went all the way north, crossed seven or eight traffic light intersections, turned into a small road, walked a few hundred meters, and entered a living quarter.

The rental fee was eighteen yuan and six corners, and the driver charged me nineteen yuan, and I got out of the car and walked into the community.

It is a medium-sized living quarter, with more than two dozen buildings and old houses.

I don't have a special function, but the address of the east of the sixth floor of the first unit of Building 25 of Lianxinyuan, I looked at it once and it was deeply in my mind, I looked for it on the path between the buildings, and found this building, which is close to another exit of the community, outside is a vegetable market, more than 11 o'clock in the morning, it is the peak time to buy vegetables and cook, and there are many people in the vegetable market.

Building 25, like the others, was a gray color, and the windows in the stairwell were broken, and it looked like the house we were renting.

I entered the unit door and went up the stairs all the way to the top floor. There are two houses living on the opposite side of the roof, and I looked at the door on the east side and hesitated, this is an old-fashioned fence-style security door, through the railing, I can see the apricot yellow wooden door inside, and the wooden door is full of dust.

I hesitated, raised my hand and knocked on the door, knocked a few times, there was no sound inside, I waited for a while, made sure there was no one inside, turned around and was about to leave, suddenly heard a lazy female voice coming out of it: "Who?" ”

My heart raced, and I turned around and stood outside the door.

The wooden door opened, revealing the face of a young woman, fair-skinned and delicate.

"Who are you looking for?" The accent is not local.

"I'm looking for Su Jianjun."

"Who?"

"Su Jianjun."

The woman shook her head blankly, "There is no such person here, are you looking for a mistake?" ”

The woman spoke softly, as if with a southern accent. "He called me and that's what he said." I say.

"Oh? Is it? As she spoke, the door opened wider, and in the bitter cold of winter, she wore a red low-cut nightgown with a long white woollen coat over it. Isn't it this unit, this building is almost all rented, there are three units! ”

I looked through the gap between the woman and the door, and in the dimly lit living room there was a simple sofa covered with sheets and a glass coffee table.

"Maybe I'm mistaken, I'll look for it in another unit."

"Okay."

Coming down from the upstairs and standing outside the unit door, I let out a long breath.

I know that this woman is definitely not the one Su Jianjun said, the woman who sent me the letter from Anhui must have moved away a long time ago, I just want to see this place and make sure that there is really such a place.

I walked out of the back door of the community, people came and went on the vegetable field, through the vegetable field, I walked on the road, in the white and bright sun in winter, walking in the direction of my and Su Jianjun's small home.

The teenager who quietly held my hand in the movie theater used to shuttle on this road like this, riding his motorcycle, carrying a pampered woman behind him, that woman is bound not to be like me, grabbing the handle on the edge of the seat with both hands, but will hug Su Jianjun's waist and put his face on his back, will he love her like he loved me back then? Will you buy her food at the vegetable market downstairs? And she, will she stand on the balcony, watching him and waiting for him to return? Whenever late at night comes, Su Jianjun wants to go home and play my husband, will they be inseparable? Will he still have her in mind on the way home?

At that time, I led my mother to run between stores and homes every day, boiling Chinese medicine for him, calculating to have children, completely unaware of what was happening on the other side of the city, kept in the dark, like a fool. (To be continued.) )