The west building of the city leans on the twilight sky, and the building is looking at the desolate.

Near Guo Chaoshan Henggudu, the arbor of Yezhuang brings new smoke.

The north wind blows the sound of geese can be bitter, and the distant guests leave home and the moon is full again.

Tao Ling Haowen often treats wine, and he is drunk and sleeps.

I took a plane for the first time in my life, and I didn't feel uncomfortable or happy, and I didn't expect to end my maiden flight like this. At noon, the plane arrived at the capital airport, took a taxi, and went straight to the second emergency center. Before I entered the gate, I hurriedly took out my mobile phone, "Sister Yunruo, how is Sister Xu Yang now?" Where is she now? Without any pleasantries, I asked directly.

"Come on, it's in the rescue room on the second floor."

I ran to the second floor, and Du Yunruo was already waiting at the staircase. "You're back. She had been in a coma for a whole day and a night. ”

I followed her inside, mechanically telling her how I had rushed back. When she heard that I had come from thousands of miles away in the mountains, her eyes widened in surprise.

Sister Yun Ruo took my hand and led me to the door of the emergency room where Sister Xu Yang was, the door was closed, and a nurse was walking out with a nursing plate. I pushed the door and was about to go in, but I was stopped by reaching out: "This gentleman, please stay, this is the special care room, and the rescue is being carried out inside, and the family members cannot enter." ”

The voice is gentle, but firm. Although I am anxious, I can't joke with Sister Yang's life. Obediently stopped, though worried.

When I first came into contact with Manager Wang of [Lai Xue], they politely called me "Mr.", which was fresh and cramped at the same time. It's been less than a year, and this time someone called me "sir", and I smiled bitterly in my heart, as long as someone called me sir, I would definitely be unlucky, of course, that time was nothing compared to this time.

Now if I return a good Sister Xu Yang in front of me, no matter what I call me, I will happily agree, of course, what I want to hear most is Sister Yang's "stinky boy".

Looking in through a gap in the door, I saw several people in white crowded in front of the hospital bed, blocking my vision, so I had to turn around and turn my gaze to Du Yunruo, who had been by my side. Since it is rescuing, it means that Sister Xu Yang still has hope, and since there is one percent hope, I must have 100 percent confidence.

"Sister Yunruo, how is Sister Yang doing now?"

When she first sent it, she was still a little conscious, and said two words, saying that she must not tell her family first, and then talk about it later, her mother has recently had a coronary heart attack, and she is the most irritated. Hey, this Xu Yang is too, it's all like this, and he thinks so much. After saying this, Yun Ruo's eyes were full of tears.

I couldn't speak, I just looked at her, as if she was the doctor who participated in the rescue, which was my hope.

"She was in a car accident on her way back from outside, suffered a blow to her brain, and has been in a coma ever since, and an imaging test of her brain showed a hemorrhage in her brain stem. Hemostasis and dehydration are being treated to prevent brain herniation. Our director said that he had already asked the best brain surgeon in the hospital to see him, and if the conservative treatment did not work, the only way to do it was to take surgery. ”

With a wooden head, I listened to Sister Yun Ruo keep talking.

"There is also a comminuted femur fracture in her left leg, which can only be immobilized with a cast and splint for the time being, and can only be further treated after the brain injury is stabilized."

Sister Yun Ruo is also a medical student, and introduced Sister Xu Yang's injury to me in almost professional terms, although I didn't understand it, I also heard that Sister Xu Yang was now in a dangerous period, and her life was still not guaranteed.

Weakly softened on the stool in front of the door, Sister Yun Ruo's mouth kept opening and closing, I couldn't listen anymore, and was completely confined to contemplation. thought of the process of getting acquainted with Sister Yang, and when I saw her with Sister Chen in the provincial capital, she was so youthful and beautiful, and she was radiant. Her smile was right in front of her. After contact, she was very aggressive, but she was as careful as a hair, seemingly careless, but extremely alert.

Sister Xu Yang, my good sister, I am waiting for you to wake up, I still want to see your bright smile and hear your hearty laughter. Thinking of this, tears silently slipped down my cheeks,

"Men don't flick when they have tears, just because it's not time to be sad."

The corridor of the ward was extremely noisy, and from time to time there were medical staff, patients and their families walking around, but I was confused about all this, and my heart only hung on Sister Xu Yang, whose life and death were uncertain.

Suddenly, I felt a strange feeling, as if I had captured the sound of Sister Xu Yang's heartbeat, although it was faint, it was very tenacious. I feel that she is full of infinite nostalgia for this world and has incomparable vitality.

I don't know if it's because my abilities have been resurrected, or if it's because I'm too concerned and hallucinating. But in the dark, I hope that all this is true, I don't want Sister Xu Yang to leave so silently, resolutely not.

Sister Yun Ruo was also very sad, she didn't persuade anything, just accompanied me to cry quietly. She pulled out her handkerchief and wiped the tears from her eyes. Seeing that my tears were flowing more and more, he reached out again and wiped away the tears that kept dripping for me.

I didn't know all this, and let Sister Yunruo gently wipe it for me.

Who knew that the tears were becoming more and more difficult to suppress, so she had to take the handkerchief from her hand and wipe it herself, but who expected that the handkerchief was already soaked.

Gently squeeze it and squeeze out a lot of water. This is Sister Yun Ruo's tears and me, and our common worries about Sister Yang are intertwined.

Sad again, the big man of more than one meter and eight meters suddenly fell into Sister Yun Ruo's arms, as if she was my only spiritual sustenance now.

Sister Yun Ruo gently patted me on the back, she was petite, she was really like a big sister comforting her little brother. Our common thoughts came out of our mouths: "It's okay, Xiaoyu, Yangyang will be fine, she will be fine." Ahh

For as long as I can remember, I haven't thought about when I've cried so happily. A little nurse walked past us and said, "Hey, don't be so loud here, you're going to make other patients rest." ”

I slammed up from Sister Yun Ruo's arms and rubbed my eyes embarrassedly, seeing that the nurse was not very old, it was not a good thing to be criticized by a little girl like this after all. Originally, no one paid attention, but when she called her, many passers-by stopped to watch. It's a very normal thing to see someone crying here, but it's a little strange for a young man to cry in a girl's arms.

Du Yunruo was a little embarrassed and stood up first. I have always boasted of my surname calm, and I admired the ancients very much about what they said, "pampering and humiliation", and I usually pay attention to controlling my emotions, thinking that "Mount Tai collapsed in front and was not surprised" is the surname of a dignified man. How do you know that when things come to an end, you are so uncontrollable, and your seemingly strong appearance is shattered by this light blow.

Thinking that since he received Sister Yun Ruo's call, he has completely lost his temper, and I don't know how worried Cao Yu's family and Jiang and Xue Ernu should be. Du Yunruo was already greatly stimulated, but he still came to comfort me. My heart suddenly began to awaken, first smiled at the nurse sister, and then pulled Ladu Yunruo: "Sister Yunruo, let's go outside." "Get out of here and get out of this predicament.

With an unexpected smile, the little nurse was stunned and said, "What a weirdo." "Ran to work. Du Yunruo was also stunned, and was pulled out by me.

He asked with concern, "Xiaoyu, are you okay?" ”

"Sister Yunruo, I'm sorry. It's just that I'm so sad, but now it's much better, I think Sister Yang will be fine. ”

Du Yunruo nodded. When we walked outside, we happened to meet the director of the institute and Sister Yang's mentor walking in together. Sister Yun Ruo greeted them and hurriedly introduced that this was Xu Yang's younger brother. The director nodded at me, but he didn't say anything, but Sister Yang's mentor looked at me a little strangely, because he hadn't heard that Xu Yang had a younger brother. But things got to this point, and there was no time to think about anything carefully, so I quickly put away my questioning gaze.

The director was a classmate of the director of the hospital, and he was familiar with this place, so he led a few of us into the doctor's office.

"Director Liu, it seems that this patient's condition is a little troublesome, and it may be difficult to solve the problem without surgery, so we must first ensure the safety of the patient's life." After giving a brief overview of the treatment and current condition, the doctor in charge told us that surgery was necessary.

Having said that, we naturally have no objections. He turned around and called a young doctor and said that if he agreed to the operation, he would need to have a family member sign it.

According to the hospital's regulations, all surgeries must be signed by more than two related persons. After listening to the doctor's introduction, the director quickly wrote his name on the consent form, and he represented the opinion of the unit.

Sister Yang's mentor looked at me again: "Young man, you are Xu Yang's younger brother, you can sign this word, do you want to inform her parents." Yesterday, when Xu Yang was sober, he repeatedly said not to inform his parents, but after all, this is a major matter of life. ”

He really couldn't figure out what the relationship between me and Sister Xu Yang was, so he turned to Du Yunruo: "Yunruo, how about he sign this word." ”

"Xiaoyu, do you think it's okay?" Sister Yun Ruo turned her head to me. "My heart is so messed up, you can do it yourself."

"Okay?" I also asked myself in my heart. If Sister Yang's illness requires my blood, or even any organ in my body, I will not hesitate to agree. It's very easy to write down your name, but now, as soon as I put pen to paper, I may come out of the operating room again, maybe it will be a cold corpse, and the thought of this makes my heart shrink.

After surgery, Sister Xu Yang still has a chance to survive. If you don't, there will be no hope left.

I'll take it upon myself to write my name on this page. Sister Yang, whether you can hear my heart or not, I have decided so. If anyone complains, blame me. If something happens, then your parents and I will definitely support them for the rest of their lives. I was taken aback by my own thoughts, how could I have such a thought, no, Sister Yang, you will be fine.

"Okay." I tried to calm my voice a bit. "I'll sign it."

"Okay, then you come over for a while, and I will explain to you the necessary surnames and possible problems of the operation." The young doctor called me over on official business, took the signed consent form from the director, and put it in front of me.

Once again, the doctor took the trouble to repeat to me, as a doctor, this is what he must do, and he has experienced this countless times, in the face of patients or family members, he has to fulfill the duties of a doctor, and exercise his obligation to inform. Explaining the necessary surnames and possible problems of the operation can also allow the hospital to avoid medical risks.

For doctors, this may be just a cutscene, a repetition of countless work processes. But as a patient's family, the life of each loved one is unique and irreplaceable. So they have to be aware of all this, maybe they don't understand why they are doing this, no matter what, as long as they still want to save their loved one's life, signing is the only one, there is no other choice. Even if this situation is experienced more than once in a person's life, every time it is for him, it must be rethought and treated with caution.

Whether they can understand it or not, they want to be able to hear it clearly. In fact, everyone understands in their hearts that this is just an expression of the family's feelings for their loved ones, blood is thicker than water, no one thinks that they will understand what the doctor needs to do, only hope that the doctor will do his best, I hope to know that this is done with great certainty, and give the family a promise that the patient will get better.

Perhaps the doctor's explanation can give them some confidence, and all hope seems to be pinned on this thin piece of paper, although no doctor will write on the consent form: promise to return a living loved one to you. It's like when we watch the Olympics, even though we know that our athletes are not sure of winning, we still stare in front of the TV, hoping that it will bring surprises. What is needed is not empty explanations, but hopefully to convey a confidence through this thing, a confidence from the strong.

In front of doctors, patients and their families will always be a vulnerable group.

"You don't have to tell me so much, and I don't want to ask how sure the surgery is, I just want to know if the hospital is prepared for all the surprises that may arise."

I don't know why I became so calm at this moment, and Sister Yun Ruo, who was accompanying me, nodded secretly to my question.

"Please rest assured that the hospital will be fully prepared before each operation. As long as there is one in 10,000 hope, we will do our best. "The doctor's promise was the same as I wanted, and even more insistent. But the tone that should have been like that didn't give me much confidence.

"Now the patient's intracranial hemorrhage is still ongoing, and it is no longer possible to treat it through spinal cerebrospinal fluid drainage and dehydration alone, and it must be intubated and drained from the lateral ventricle, but all craniotomy surgeries have huge risks, and I hope your family can fully understand." Accustomed to seeing disapproving expressions, he still explained carefully.

Craniotomy, craniotomy and drainage, I still understand this, Sister Xu Yang's beautiful head is going to be punched a hole, and then a tube is placed in it, I can't imagine what it will look like, but is there any other choice? No, so I can only agree.

Although I am only a first-year student who has just finished college, so far, I have signed several contracts, written my name on a lot of paper, and I have gone through some battles among my peers, but this time is different after all. Everything in the past is child's play compared to the present. The pen in his hand seemed to weigh more than a thousand pounds, and the hand holding the pen was trembling slightly.

Ever since I could write, I have never found it so difficult to write eleven words, and writing my name is like selling myself completely.

In the position pointed out by the doctor, he wrote "agree to the operation", signed the three words "Yu Yicheng" at the bottom, and then wrote the four block letters "sister and brother relationship" in a dignified manner.

At this time, my whole body was like being fished out of the water, completely soaked.

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