Ten years of life and death!

Don't think about it, it's unforgettable.

Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation.

Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty, and your temples are like frost.

Come and dream at night.

Xiao Xuan window, dressing.

There are no words for each other, only a thousand tears.

It is expected that the intestines will be broken every year, the bright moon night, and the short Matsuoka.

Everything has been done, Sister Yang was sent to the operating room, Sister Yun Ruo and I stared at each other, and we couldn't sit on the bench at the door of the operating room.

There are still waiting family members outside the door, all of them have their necks stretched out, like roast ducks ready to be put on the oven, as long as they hear the door of the operating room, even if it is blown by the wind, all of them stand up in unison and squeeze to the door.

At this time, I felt a kind of relief, in fact, the most feared thing is to be undecided, and in the whole process, the saddest thing is the moment before making a decision, once it is decided, people have no room for regret, and it is no longer so easy to waver. Looking at Du Yunruo beside her, her head had begun to rise and fall, probably she hadn't slept all night, and she was extremely tired now.

"Sister Yun Ruo, you go back and rest first. You're tired, too. ”

Du Yunruo opened his eyes suddenly: "Then how can I do it, I have been waiting for so long, no matter what, I must wait here for Xu Yang to come out." ”

"The doctor said that the operation will take at least more than an hour, or let's go out and eat something first, I can't stand it, you must be hungry."

Du Yunruo shook her head, but her stomach "growled" twice, and her face turned red.

"Let's go, Sister Yun Ruo, let's stay here in a hurry." I reached out and pulled her up.

Seeing that I seemed to have become a completely different person just now, I never stopped crying to look calm, and the process of change was a little too sudden, Du Yunruo actually reached out and touched my head after being pulled up by me.

"I don't have a fever, but I think that Sister Xu Yang has her own natural appearance, and she will definitely be fine, so I feel hungry, let's go, Sister Yunruo, let's go eat some together, fill your stomach to better wait for Sister Xu Yang to wake up."

It is impossible to say that Du Yun is not hungry, but it is true that his appetite has been affected. After a little persuasion and a little temptation, she ran with me to the entrance of the hospital and found a snack bar nearby.

Although the mood was better, but there was no interest in making any jokes, saying that it was time to eat, but in fact, it was just the most convenient thing, and the two of us hurriedly finished pulling, ran back to the door of the operating room, and like many family members, we made the long-necked duck again.

In the process of waiting, there were already two family members of the patient, following behind the cart, happily accompanying their families back to the ward, which made those of us who continued to wait look very envious. There is also a family that has been looking forward to it for a long time, but in the end it is a cold corpse, and the miserable cry lingers in the ears.

Seeing the family crying and shouting, Sister Yun Ruo and I clasped hands tightly together, encouraging each other with eyes, Yun Ruo also said: "Xiaoyu, it's going to be fine, the director invited the best brain surgeon here to operate on Xu Yang." ”

I nodded firmly, convinced of her words.

As the minutes passed, our hearts hung tighter and tighter. Later, two more classmates of Sister Xu Yang came and accompanied us together, and everyone was waiting in front of the door. Among them is the old brother Zhou Xiaoming, everyone still remembers him. When I saw him at this time, I felt very cordial, and Brother Xiaoming also called out the sincerity that I had never felt before.

Finally waited for Sister Xu Yang to come out, and the big guys swarmed up and surrounded her. Unfortunately, because we had just had head surgery, we couldn't see anything because we had just had a head operation, and the nurse on the cart wouldn't let us come forward. I only said that the patient has just undergone surgery and has not woken up yet, and I hope everyone will not disturb her rest.

Although I didn't see what Sister Xu Yang looks like now, at least it shows that she has withstood the test of surgery, survived the initial difficulties, and still has great hope for survival. They followed the car and returned to the ward together.

Sister Xu Yang was sent to the special care room, as before, family members and companions were still not allowed to enter, seeing that it was getting dark, because I couldn't see Xu Yang, and I had something to do, people gradually dispersed, only Sister Yun Ruo accompanied me and refused to leave, only said that she must be with me, hoping to be the first to see Sister Xu Yang wake up and speak.

Sitting on a stool in the hallway, I realized that the pain of being in bed was worse than waiting for the bus. Especially if you can't see the people you are with, you are even more distracted.

After waiting for a while, Sister Yun Ruo's old Dai came to deliver food, and there was also a share of mine, this guy did well. To put it mildly, Yun Ruo finally agreed to go back to rest later, but in fact, no matter how many people there are here, it is useless, and people are not allowed to enter.

I used to have less contact with him, and I could see that Brother Dai was more experienced in doing things, and his social experience was obviously richer than that of the two of us, and after talking about Sister Yun Ruo, he also persuaded me to go back to rest, because even if I stayed here, I could only see Sister Xu Yang through the door at night.

All of a sudden, everyone sat with their heads down, talking carefully, trying not to touch on sensitive topics, which was really tiring.

At this moment, I could only hear the "da-da" footsteps in the corridor, which was extremely crisp. Walking in front of us, the footsteps stopped, and I couldn't help but look up.

It's Yunxi. It's been a long time since I've seen her, although I haven't lost phone contact.

"It's you kid, you came out of nowhere, and you're pretty fast." The tone of her voice didn't change at all. When I suddenly saw me, I was very surprised and forgot about my sister and prospective brother-in-law on the side.

I looked at her quietly, and after a long time, Yunxi seemed to have become a little plumper, and her face was also ruddy, and she looked even more vibrant. I also love to groom myself more, dress neatly in professional clothes, very shrewd and capable, I have to admit that she is very beautiful, and now she has added some mature beauty.

Either way, she's always a girl. I stood up and praised, "Yunxi, you are so beautiful." When I thought about it later, I realized that it was very inappropriate for me to say that at the time.

Gently stretched out a hand, trying to hold her hand, but Yun Xi directly pasted it towards me, and before she had time to react, she instinctively stretched out both hands, and she rubbed into my arms.

"You stinky guy, you still think you're missing, didn't you say you went into the mountains to practice?"

Du Yunruo's eyes widened and he looked at his sister, and Dai Xiangjie also opened his mouth in surprise. They never imagined that Du Yunxi and I would be so intimate.

"Sister Yunruo called, I will come back in a hurry to accompany Sister Xu Yang." I felt sad, and my hands involuntarily hugged her tighter.

Only then did she remember the purpose of her trip, that she was also coming to see the patient. patted me lightly on the shoulder, "Okay, Xiao Chengzi, don't be sad, Xu Yang is such a beautiful character, he will definitely be fine." ”

From my shoulder, I saw Dai Xiangcheng who still hadn't closed his mouth, but he was not so polite: "Dead old Dai, what do you see, I haven't seen anyone else make love!" "Although he was neatly dressed, he still spoke the same way he spoke.

"Yunxi, you really have two hits, and you soaked the boss so quickly." I've always looked at this old man with a face, who knew that it was so rude to talk to Du Yunxi, it seems that they are also used to making trouble, if it weren't for the bad mood, I would have laughed out loud.

Du Yunruo pushed Dai Xiangjie: "Xiangjie, don't talk nonsense." Although she herself doesn't quite understand, she can't say her sister so clearly.

"I'll soak him, what's your business." After saying that, he exaggerated his head on my neck and made a more intimate movement.

I have known my sister's temper very well since I was a child, and although Sister Yun Ruo has some doubts, she doesn't take it too seriously. In the hospital, I was afraid that she and Lao Dai would continue to talk nonsense. "Yunxi, don't mess around, didn't you come to see Xu Yang? She hasn't woken up yet. ”

Yun Xi heard her sister say this, and also understood that now was not the time to joke, so she put back what she wanted to say, and asked with concern: "Xiao Chengzi, what is the situation with Xu Yang now?" ”

I just wanted to speak, Du Yunruo said: "Yunxi, you are here, just stay here with Xiaoyu for a while, I will go back to rest first, and come back tomorrow morning." ”

didn't say anything more, and silently sent the two away.

Then he sat down on the stool with Yun Xi and told her about Sister Xu Yang's current treatment.

"So, it's still not out of danger!" After listening to my introduction, Yun Xi asked.

"Well, how I wish Sister Xu Yang could wake up soon."

Hearing the bleak voice, Du Yunxi gently hugged me and patted her shoulder with her hand, "Don't worry, she'll be fine." ”

I have heard this sentence countless times today, and I have said it countless times, but every time I hear and talk about it, I tell myself in my heart that it is true. Silently hugging Yun Xi, I was speechless.

took Yun Xi's hand and came to the door of the special care room, looking inside through the glass, it was still white, and the monitor at the head of the bed was flickering and beating.

"The doctor didn't say when she would wake up?" Yun Xi felt that my palms were wet with sweat, and asked quietly.

"If nothing else, maybe tomorrow will be fine." sighed uncontrollably, and prayed for Sister Xu Yang countless times in his heart.

"Why don't we go back and rest, and come back early tomorrow morning, relying on it like this will tire people out." Yun Xi said thoughtfully, "There shouldn't be any changes tonight." ”

I nodded silently, what she said made sense, in fact, everyone knows the problem, and knows that no matter how you abuse yourself, you will not solve the problem, only wait, at this time, I feel that human power is so weak, life is so fragile.

I don't know where I should go, the dormitory building has been closed because of the readjustment in the second half of the year, and all the students who stayed in the school have been driven into two buildings to accommodate boys and girls. I had to go back to the café with Yunxi.

Thinking of the café, "Yunxi, is our store closed?" ”

"Do you remember, I thought you had forgotten?" Yun Xi said with some complaints, "It's been a holiday for the past two days, and there are very few people coming, let everyone take a break, and open it again after a while, I went back to my sister's apartment for a few days, but I didn't expect such a thing to happen." I'm going to go back to my hometown in the next few days. ”

"Yunxi, thanks to you for a while. I'm so irresponsible, I've put all the burden on you alone. ”

"Who called me a burdened life, and I shall not work for you with your money."

I hugged Yun Xi's delicate body, didn't speak, and was full of apologies, but when I looked at Sister Xu Yang lying inside, I was sad and overshadowed everything, and I bowed my head and left the door of the special care room.

Yun Xi felt the change in my mood, she was worried about Xu Yang, and she cared more about me, opened her mouth several times, but said: "People are doing such a good job, do you plan to send some red envelopes?" Let me be chic too. ”

I naturally understood that Yun Xi was teasing me, and wanted to divert my attention: "Yun Xi, if you like it, take it all." ”

"That's not going to work, throw this mess at me, and you'll be left with nothing. It's so far away that you don't have to see me upset, right? ”

"Yunxi must not say that, don't you know me yet?"

"People just don't understand you to say that, you're weird, and it's always hard to figure out. You say, why have you been hiding for so long, refusing to see me, making a phone call and hanging up after a few words, and ignoring the affairs of the store. I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of, I'm afraid I'll eat you. ”

Her original meaning was to divert the topic and let me forget my troubles for a while, who knew that when she was talking, she actually took it seriously and complained of her suffering. When I say that, I really feel that I am wrong. Yunxi's first time was handed over to me without reservation, and it was I who let her say goodbye to her girlhood, and she didn't complain at all. Although I have no intention of interfering in the willows, and I can't tell who is right and who is wrong in the matter between men and women, it is natural for me to take responsibility.

After all this time, Yun Xi has never mentioned this, but I don't even have the courage to go and see her?

"Yunxi, I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, I shouldn't be like this, I hope you are not angry with me."

"There's nothing to be sorry for, didn't Lao Dai say it just now, you're the boss." Yun Xi said it well, but in fact, there was still a lot of resentment in his words. "By the way, to be honest, have you ever thought about me a little bit in your heart?"

Of course I've thought about it, no matter what I think in my heart and try to avoid this question, I've thought about it countless times, more often I think of Sister Chen, I got another girl's body without her knowing, how to explain it to her? Yunxi is also so good to me, how should I deal with myself?

With every girl, I feel like I'm putting my heart and soul into it, but can this be used as an excuse? For men, every beautiful and gentle girl is full of temptation and so irresistible. The ancients said: Drowning three thousand, only take one scoop to drink. But for me, now I have taken two scoops to drink, and there are many beautiful flowers in full bloom, nodding at me frequently, life is only a hundred years, "flowers can be broken straight and must be broken, don't wait for flowers to break branches". I still can't figure it out that much, but what should I do?

I am not willing to give up everything now, my heart is full of huge contradictions, the beautiful Sister Xu Yang is still lying on the hospital bed, life and death are uncertain, my mind is in chaos, I shook my head gently.

Seeing Yun Xi's expectant gaze, I still nodded to her, "Yun Xi, in fact, I've been thinking about you, but I just don't know how to face it." ”

My hesitation and struggle, Yun Xi will not feel it, and she can guess that there are other girls in my heart, but when she saw me nodding, she still seemed very happy, "That's okay, as long as you have me in your heart." ”

Having said that, she still sighed, I really don't know if it's a blessing or a curse to meet such a boy.

Yun Xi's surname was free and easy, which surprised me, and immediately said: "People are still young now, and so are you, I don't want to monopolize you, you don't have to be so distressed, and you don't need to make any promises." Come on, laugh, I hope your sister Xu Yang will be fine. ”

I wasn't relieved by her words, but I smiled at her anyway, and I guess it was worse than crying.

"Okay, let's go back and rest, maybe Xu Yang will be able to smile at us early tomorrow morning."

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Following Yunxi's persuasion, we returned to Mizuki together, back to the coffee shop that had been closed.

As soon as I walked in, I lay down silently on the sofa in the hall, and Yun Xi didn't bother, first boiled coffee, poured a cup and put it on the stool next to me, and sat on the side and watched me. At this time, I haven't closed my eyes for a long time, and I just feel physically and mentally exhausted. It was a little difficult to open my eyes tiredly, but I still didn't feel the slightest sleep, and I kept rolling on the sofa.

On that rainy night, I also drank the coffee made by Yunxi, and at the same time told her about the bitterness in my heart, and finally something happened that no matter who we were, we will never forget. Time passed, and she brought the coffee again, but no one meant to move, and this time it was even more sad than the last time.

Yun Xi took off his shoes for me, squeezed onto the sofa without saying a word, and quietly shrunk into my arms.

Reaching out and holding her tightly in his arms. Yun Xi also hugged me back and hugged me tightly.

I didn't have much to wear in the summer, but I could feel her softness and richness in such intimate contact.

The plump breasts were pressed against my chest, and the hands that were clasped around her slender waist felt amazingly smooth. Her body seemed to be getting hotter, too, and it burned my heart.

The soft fragrance is in my arms, and the fragrance is incomparable, but I surprisingly didn't have the slightest impulse, I just wanted to hold Yun Xi tightly in my arms, like a life-saving straw held by a man in the water.

The scenery is infinite, but in this intimate contact, my sleepiness gradually came, and I hugged the fiery Yunxi hard, and gradually fell asleep. It felt as if Yunxi's soft hand was gently brushing my face, and I didn't know anything about it.

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When I woke up, the light stung my eyes, the sky was already bright, I was still sleeping on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket, but Yunxi was nowhere to be seen, only the fragrance in my arms was still there, telling me that I was once a beautiful woman in my arms.

When I woke up, I jumped up violently, I didn't know what time it was, and I had to rush to the hospital. The door squeaked, and Yun Xi walked in, holding two lunch boxes in his hands.

He smiled at me, "Wake up, eat something and let's go to the hospital." ”

I feel that I have not eaten such a delicious breakfast for a long time, the porridge in the school, and the steamed buns overnight taste so sweet.

Seeing that I finished eating quickly, Yun Xi poured the remaining porridge in the lunch box to me and stopped eating it himself.

I looked at her gratefully, Yun Xi, who usually seemed to like to mess around, was also so understanding at this time. "You're so good to me, Yunxi."

"Why are you so hypocritical, and this little clear soup is worth all the fuss? If I knew you liked it so much, I'd give it all to you. ”

"Not this." Hearing that she misunderstood what I meant, she blushed and excused: "Thank you for being with me last night." ”

Yun Xi thought of being held in my arms all night, and his face turned red, "I hate it, people didn't do anything." ”

With the last contact that suddenly crossed the boundaries between men and women, the two of us did not become more intimate, but became easily shy. From Yun Xi's words, I heard the language problem, and I couldn't help but look at her and smile slightly.

"I hate it, what are you laughing at, so indecent." Yun Xi's face turned even redder, "I'm almost feeding your straw bale belly, I have to go to the hospital quickly, it's not early." ”

Hurriedly rushed to the hospital with Yun Xi, only to see that Du Yunruo had already stood there early. As soon as I saw her, I didn't bother to say hello, and after calling "Sister Yunruo", I went straight to the topic: "How is Sister Xu Yang?" ”

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