I followed Brother Wei Min, looking room by room in the emergency building of the district hospital, I was trembling with nervousness, and comforting myself in my heart while looking for me, it couldn't be my mother, although my mother was confused, she still knew what the danger was, and it was impossible to fall from the building.

There are two beds in each room of the emergency ward, some of them are lying there with infusion tubes, and one may have just been delivered, several doctors and nurses in white coats are dragging oxygen cylinders to rush to rescue, family members are crying quietly on the side, and in the innermost room, there are two people sitting on the row of chairs at the door, looking dressed like migrant workers working in construction.

I looked in through the open door, and saw a familiar bag on the side of the bed, which was full of soil, but I still saw that it was a bag sewn with rags when my mother was still in good health, and it was the bag I brought to my mother at noon to contain broken food stamps, and the faded blue cloth was sticky with mud and blood, and I grabbed Brother Wei Min next to me: "My mother." ”

I rushed in at once.

The person on the bed is covered with white sheets! I trembled and walked to the edge of the hospital bed, and Brother Wei Min followed me and held my shoulder. I hesitantly reached out and just touched the sheet and retracted it, I was scared!

Brother Wei Min grabbed my shoulders hard, as if to me and to himself: "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Brother Wei Min reached out and gently lifted the sheet.

I watched as my mother was covered with bandages on her head, her face was scratched in several places, and the oozing blood clotted into a deep black, and she lay there calmly with her eyes closed, as if she was asleep, and she didn't feel any pain at all.

My mom died!

I covered my mouth and stayed there, my brain booming, and I couldn't be sure that the person lying there was my mother! I can still cry and laugh at noon, how can it be like this all of a sudden?

I approached the bed, Brother Wei Min grabbed me, I pushed him away, I leaned down to look at the face carefully, the more I looked at it, the more I looked in a trance, it seemed to be fatter than my mother, I lifted the sheet down, revealing what I was wearing, I saw that the person was wearing the gray coat that my mother wore when she left home at noon, sure it was my mother, my mother was really dead!

I stopped in mid-air with the sheet in one hand, and my body began to tremble violently, shaking so much that I couldn't stand, and I was held up by Brother Wei Min, who was standing behind.

I leaned on Brother Wei Min and cried out.

Brother Wei Min also cried, and while he helped me, he re-covered the sheet for my mother, dragged me out of the ward, and let me sit on the row of chairs at the door.

The two people who looked like migrant workers at the door stood outside the door, and one of them asked hesitantly, "Do you know??" ”

I heard Brother Wei Min say to those two people, "You sent it?" ”

"Yes."

"You guys from a** her? How did it come to this? ”

"We are building buildings, and today there is a power outage on the construction site, wood dry, wooden people on the construction site, this ...... The old lady went upstairs without knowing why, and the stairs were still wooden, I guess ...... I guess it fell. ”

I felt like a stab in my heart, blaming me for not taking a good look at my mother!

Brother Wei Min asked: "If you don't work, you don't have a looker?" What construction site are you from? ”

"We just told the police, we were really kind to help, we helped to carry it, the hospital said that no one at home would not ask me to leave, we are not here...... The old lady's stuff was all there. The tall migrant worker pointed inside through the door.

I wiped my eyes and looked back at the doorway, and the bloodstained bag was bulging with the broken food stamps I had put in for my mother.

My mom and I have been together every day for the past few years, and I can roughly guess her brain and actions, but why my mom jumped off the building with these broken food stamps, I really can't think of why, why did I bring her back today, if I knew that this would be the result today, I would rather let my mom stay at home and watch TV by herself.

When I thought that when I came this morning, it was I who was leading my mother to death step by step, and my heart was like a knife.

A nurse in a white coat came over and asked us if we were family members of the deceased and led us to a doctor's office.

The doctor told us that my mother was in a coma when she was brought in, and after several hours of resuscitation, she could not save my mother's life. The two migrant workers were indeed sent from the construction site to help carry people, and the police had seen the scene, so we asked us to go to the police station to ask if there was anything.

The doctor said we should settle the hospital fee and then we could contact the funeral home.

I watched the doctor's mouth open and close, and only the three words "funeral home" exploded like thunder to wake up my hearing. I followed Brother Wei Min out of the doctor's office and returned to the corridor, Brother Wei Min asked me, "Does my aunt have old clothes?" ”

"Old clothes?" I looked at Brother Wei Min blankly.

"That's it...... The clothes that people wore when they left are gone. ”

I shook my head.

"Think about it, do you have it at home? Generally, older people will prepare their own. Brother Wei Min said.

"My mom...... My mom has been confused for years......" I was saddened by the mention of this title.

"Listen to me, Xiao Nan, when you cry, now you have to cheer up, when people are old, their bodies will soon become hard, and it will be difficult to wear clothes when the time comes, do you have an idea, do you want to wear clothes now? Or do you go to the police station at dawn and ask for clarity before wearing it? ”

"I'll ......, Brother Wei Min, let's wear it first." My mother has always loved to be clean, and the clothes on her body have dirt and blood stains, and she will be uncomfortable, "Brother Wei Min, there are no clothes." ”

"It's okay, the morgue in the hospital sells these things, you wait here, I'll take a look."

Brother Wei Min turned around to leave, I stopped him, I took out all the money on my body and gave it to him, Brother Wei Min didn't speak, took it and held it in his hand.

"Brother Wei Min, I'll use your phone."

Brother Wei Min took out the phone and handed it to me, turned around and left.

I walked back to my mother's hospital room and dialed Jianjun's phone in the corridor outside the door, and the phone was connected, but no one answered after several rings, and I waited silently.

"Hey, who's that?" Jianjun's sleepy voice came from the phone.

"It's me." I cleared my throat.

"Who?" Jianjun didn't hear it.

"Zheng Nan."

"Oh, what's wrong?"

“…… My mom...... It's gone,"

"What?"

"Now I owe money to the hospital, I don't have it with me, you can send me some...... If I borrow yours, I will pay you back later. ”

"Which hospital?"

"The last time my mom was hospitalized."

"You wait there, I'll go."

There was a beeping busy tone on the other end of the phone, I slowly put it down, and then I realized how lonely I was, and the only person I could ask for help was Su Jianjun, who was about to divorce.

I gently pushed the door open and entered the ward, turned back to cover up, this was the last time my mother and I were alone together, in the past few years I have become accustomed to her being by my side, used to sneaking a glance at her from time to time, she is there, I am at ease.

There will never be such a thing again. (To be continued.) )