The taxi arrived at the destination, I got out of the car, and saw the Western restaurant in front of me, which was the one I and Su Jianjun had eaten, I don't know why he came here to eat, maybe he wanted to evoke some memories to redeem, no, the mirror is broken, why bother sticking it back, no matter how much it is repaired, it is not the original state.

"Let's eat Western food, there's nothing else to eat." Su Jianjun explained.

"Okay."

When we walked in, Western food was like a taxi, no longer an unattainable luxury, but a different taste of food. There were a lot of people inside, Su Jianjun and I stood and waited for a while before waiting for a seat, we ordered food, and sat opposite each other and waited.

"I can't imagine that there are so many people now, and the last time we came, there were only a few tables." Su Jianjun had nothing to say.

"yes."

"The standard of living is really high."

"The last time I came, I was worried about not having enough money while eating." I remember the first time I ate Western food.

"I just ate with you once," Su Jianjun looked at me deeply: "I'm sorry all these years." ”

"What are you talking about?" With a mist in my eyes, I quickly twisted my head to the side. I have tried a way to alleviate the pain, that is, not to see Su Jianjun as a husband, it is not unreasonable to love him deeply, and imagine him as a person who reads, a person who does not want to do it, and a passerby.

"Okay, let's not talk about it," Captain Su Jianjun took a breath and said, "Let's have a drink, it's the last supper anyway, celebrate for you, relieved." ”

I didn't say anything, Su Jianjun beckoned the waiter over and asked for a bottle of red wine.

The dishes came up one after another, in order to order dishes and save trouble, they all wanted steak sets, and in addition, Su Jianjun also asked for two borscht.

"Just listen to the people in the TV series talk about borscht borscht, let's also taste what it is." Su Jianjun said and took a sip with a spoon, smashed the taste, and shook his head, "General." ”

Su Jianjun saw that I didn't move, and beckoned me to taste it, I took a sip, and he asked me, "How is it?" ”

"Okay."

"I drink it with a strange smell, don't drink it, put it aside." Su Jianjun looked at me and said.

"I'm fine drinking, really."

"Really like to drink? Don't feel sorry for money? Su Jianjun looked at me with a smile.

I also laughed, "No, it's really not this time, it's really like to drink." ”

"Come on, drink some first, I see you're cold just now." Su Jianjun filled two glasses of wine and handed me a glass.

I shirked: "I'm drinking, you can drink it yourself." ”

"Drink less, warm and warm." Jianjun insisted on handing it to me, so I had to take it.

Su Jianjun held up his glass and reached over and touched it lightly on my wine glass, "Let's toast too." ”

Su Jianjun raised his head with the wine, I took a sip and put down the glass.

"yes, you drink less." Jianjun nodded.

I picked up the knife and fork, scraped the pepper juice sprinkled on it, cut the steak and divided it into pieces, I forked a piece and was about to put it in my mouth, and found that Su Jianjun on the opposite side was looking at me.

"Hey." Su Jianjun put down the wine glass and filled himself with another glass.

I ate slowly, the food in front of Su Jianjun didn't move, just drank, and after a while, a bottle of red wine went to most of it.

"When I was in technical school, once, I saw you tying a rope to a tree to dry the quilt, and I thought you should be my wife, really, I still remember that feeling clearly." Su Jianjun drank wine and began to speak, I didn't answer, let him say.

"You looked so weak at that time, anyone who saw it would want to protect you, at that time, a kid in the first class, the one who held the guitar all day, and thought twice, I had a fight with him, and it was okay." This is the first time I've heard about it, and I don't know who it is.

"I really want to go back to that time......

"Eat quickly, it's cold." I interrupted him faintly.

"I watched you eat, and I'm not hungry." Jianjun watched me interrupt him and looked at me inquiringly. "Do you want to hear that?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"No, it's all over, what's the point of talking about this."

"You think it's boring?"

"It's boring."

Su Jianjun nodded: "It's boring, don't talk about it, eat." ”

Eating in silence, I ate all the cut steaks, as well as the bread that accompanied the meal, spaghetti, borscht, and a cup of black tea.

Jianjun on the other side looked at me and suddenly said, "I didn't find you, but you're actually quite amazing." ”

"What do you mean?" I asked him.

"You won't feel bad at all if you get divorced tomorrow?"

“……”

"Your mother is fifty-seven today, I don't see you crying."

"Why cry? My dad and my mom have gold and silver mountains over there, and the two of them are companions, it's good, what's there to cry about? ”

"Do you still believe this?"

"Faith." I looked at Su Jianjun seriously.

He disagreed, "It's all thought up by the living, just ask for peace of mind." ”

"Peace of mind is not begging," I said with a straight face: "I did my best to my mother, so I am calm, we are the same, didn't you say that I won't feel bad about divorce tomorrow?" I felt bad, hated you, now I don't hate, I used to pay as much as I was willing, there is nothing to complain about, feelings are such a thing, just leave, it's useless to think about anything. ”

"My feelings are still ......"

"Humph!" I sneered and interrupted Su Jianjun, "Don't say it, I'm going to break up, I don't want to look down on you." ”

“……”

I picked up the wine glass in front of me and said to Jianjun: "I am Chinese New Year's Eve years old today, there are still decades in this life, enough, I want to live for myself, otherwise, it will be too bad in the next world, don't think that only you need to be happy, pursue happiness, everyone is equal in front of happiness!" You're right? ”

I took a sip of my wine glass, "Look," I pointed the bottom of the empty glass at Su Jianjun and said with a grin, "How is it?" ”

After speaking, I reached out to grab the wine bottle, but Su Jianjun held it down, "You can't drink it." ”

"Why?"

"I'm done eating, it's time to go back."

"And the wine! Don't drink it wasted. ”

"You can't drink it if it's wasteful." Su Jianjun pressed the wine bottle and got up to beckon the waiter to settle the bill.

"Then you drink."

"Okay, I'll drink it." Su Jianjun raised his head and poured the rest of the wine in the bottle into his mouth.

Su Jianjun took a taxi to take me home, and when I got out of the car and crossed the street, he reached out and grabbed my arm, and the initial unclean disgust in my heart was gone, and alcohol made everything dull and soft.

When I opened the door, those familiar things came to me, and I stood outside the door and calmed down, suppressed the sourness that welled up in my heart, and entered the house as if nothing had happened.

There was a bit of chaos in the room, with Jianjun's changed clothes thrown on the sofa, unwashed bowls on the coffee table, and cigarette butts in the ashtray full and scattered on the table.

Su Jianjun was a little cramped, and hurriedly put away his clothes and bowls, as if I was an uninvited guest.

"You live here? Are your parents back? I asked him.

"No, the son of the second uncle's family gave birth to a second child, and my father and my mother will replace them."

Without words, I sat down in the corner of the couch.

"You sit, I'll boil the kettle." Su Jianjun said in the kitchen that I heard him tinkling in the basin of water washing dishes.

The water boiled, and Su Jianjun made tea from my cup and handed it to me: "It's cold in the house, drink some hot water." ”

I took it and tried it with my mouth, and the water was hot.

I sat with a cup, Su Jianjun stood next to me, there was nothing to say, a little embarrassed.

"It's not early, I'll go back first, and come back tomorrow morning." Su Jianjun said.

"Okay."

Su Jianjun bent down and picked up the key on the coffee table, hesitantly walked to the door, I stopped him, took out the keys to the house and the store from his bag and gave it to him, Su Jianjun said: "Don't worry, I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

"I'm afraid I'll forget it tomorrow, so I'll give it to you first."

Su Jianjun took it and held it in his hand. “…… Are you true of what you said during the meal? ”

"What?" I thought about it for a moment and smiled: "Look at the world in a different mood." ”

"Don't be like that, you're not that kind of person, you'll suffer......"

"I'm like this, what can I lose?" I laughed and choked him.

"Woo-" Su Jianjun made a long sound from his throat, covered his face with both hands and squatted down, and several sets of keys fell to the ground with a clatter. (To be continued.) )