[007] Fearless
Ambulances whizzed by.
The once-lively campus has returned to calm.
Xia Xuechun burst into tears and smiled, fortunately, that uncontrollable situation did not happen, and she was satisfied. It wasn't until now that she noticed the surprised looks of a few beauties next to her, which were clearly silently asking why she was so nervous just now. This made Xia Xuechun panic, and a wave of unsettled waves in his chest rose again and again.
The sky has eyes, and Yu Sha inadvertently resolved Xia Xuechun's embarrassment. She was pestering Maizi, looking like a professional reporter to interview Maizi's mood when she stepped forward just now, and then asked what it was like to be dropped in the chest by the "No. 1 frustrated man......
At this time, of course, no one studied Xia Xuechun's abnormality anymore, everyone pestered Maizi to ask long and short questions, and some even used the words "sacrificing life for righteousness" to describe Maizi's fearless spirit.
The sturdy wheat swept away all the chirping little women with a single glance, and returned to the classroom with his head held high, thinking of one thing: the animal had passed out instead of asleep.
In the ambulance driving to the hospital, two unconscious students were lying.
One is rich and handsome, and the other is Yun Mu.
Yun Mu only remembered that he fell into a piece of softness, and then had a dream.
In the dream, those past events that once haunted my heart surged like a tide.
The prelude to the past began with the summer vacation of graduating from junior high school, in order to celebrate the admission to the first middle school, Yun Mu and a few friends went to eat hot pot on a hot day to celebrate, and the next day, there was something on his face.
This kind of small problem is not enough to take to heart, Yun Mu didn't pay much attention to it at first, until the beginning of the high school season, the things on his face changed from a few to dozens, and he was a little flustered.
The day before school started, Yun Mu struggled for a long time, he thought about taking ten days of midnight sick leave and waiting for his face to get better before going to class, and he also thought about wearing a peaked cap to cover half of his face...... Eventually, he found that these behaviors were all about escaping, and he had never been in the habit of retreating without a fight. Having said that, he was still very apprehensive in his heart, and basically went to report to No. 1 Middle School.
The life of the first semester of high school was undoubtedly painful for Yun Mu.
The attitude of his former classmates towards him changed from initial surprise to evasion; There are also some people who used to follow his ass and pat the horse, saying that if they change their faces, they will change their faces, and their surnames pretend not to know him; There are even some people who have a grudge against him when they were in junior high school, and they take advantage of the situation to retaliate, and they do a lot of things that make them stumble behind their backs.
Yun Mu still remembers the schadenfreude on Gao Fushuai's face, Qian Mengru's once weak and now arrogant eyes, and Lu Renjia's inconspicuous sneer.
And the performance of the new classmates is even more snobbish, any passer-by in the class dares to treat him with the attitude of "I'm a handsome guy, you are a frustrated man", and any unruly little deflated person in the dormitory dares to call him very unclely, and the girl who looks like a flower at the same table actually guards against him like a wolf......
For a long time, Yun Mu couldn't accept this contrast.
In that period, Ziyun Mu hesitated, contradicted, and hysterical. The craziest thing is that after using more than a dozen acne products in two months, the results of such a rush not only did not eliminate the things on the face, but the more and more you used it, it became more and more serious, and it has reached the point of being out of control.
The average student should not have this kind of problem under the attention of parents.
Unfortunately, Yunmu has no parents.
His parents divorced when he was five years old, and since then he has been away from his life, plus some special reasons, Yun Mu's legal guardian is his grandparents. Later, the two elders died one after another, leaving a lonely inheritance to the lonely Yun Mu.
Many times, he is on his own.
Yun Mu has always adhered to the code of conduct that no one will offend me, and I will not offend anyone, and he has never taken the initiative to provoke anyone, but he can't escape all kinds of troubles. All kinds of vicious words and slanders filled Yun Mu's high school career, and even one of his simplest actions of pulling his hair was criticized.
When he was in junior high school, he shook his hair, and others thought he was very chic. When I was in high school, I brushed my hair on my forehead, and it became the opposite of chic.
Yun Mu himself hasn't changed, but everything around him seems to have changed.
In his new environment, he seemed out of place.
At the end of the day, it's because of what's on the face.
The allusion of Dong Shi Xiaofeng tells us very clearly: handsome guys and beauties can often charm a large group of people; And frustrating men and ugly girls pose, often thundering a large number of people.
Yun Mu also understood this truth, but he didn't want to make a change.
Those words and deeds that are pointed at are just habitual at first. Later, it turned into a struggle. He knew that once he became inferior and cowardly like other war pox teenagers, he would really lose.
Yun Mu could accept that he would lose to a respectable opponent, but he would never want to lose to those gossips, to those snobs, to the environment that was said to be very pure but was actually very dirty.
In this way, Yun Mu fought in his own way.
Yun Mu always believed that one day his face would heal.
When that day comes, he can slowly admire the faces of those around him.
It wasn't until the Spring Festival two months ago that his little uncle Wang Wendong, who was busy all day and didn't see anyone, finally found that something was wrong, and took Yun Mu to the best hospital in the provincial capital during the winter vacation.
The diagnosis was surprising, Yun Mu's condition had gone beyond the scope of acne, and due to too many complex drug stimulation, it had evolved into a skin disease with lesions. The attending physician gave an answer that made Yun Mu's heart chill: even if this disease is cured, there will be pit marks on the face, and there will be a black-brown trace similar to age spots.
After coming out of the hospital, Wang Wendong's concern for his nephew was much stronger, while Yun Mu was much more silent.
In the boyhood when he didn't know the taste of sorrow, Yun Mu had lingering sorrow in his heart.
After that, Yun Mu often wondered, what would he become after he recovered?
Optimistically, after healing, I shouldn't be able to scare people anymore, but I shouldn't have the same attraction to little girls as before. Pessimistic estimates, that's not so easy to say.
Yun Mu went through two stages prematurely, the first stage was the disaster of innocence, and the sudden acne ruined his otherwise glorious high school career. The second stage is the disillusionment of hope, he just wants his face to return to its former appearance, what a simple dream, but the merciless fate plays a joke on him.
Seventeen or eighteen years old is often the most critical stage in the formation of a person's surname, in the eyes of many people, Yun Mu has not changed, but Yun Mu knows that he has changed, at least his mood is different from before. This teenager, who has become quite precocious since he was a child, because of his family environment, is less and less like a high school student.
For two months, Yun Mu was entangled in his future, he didn't know what he would become in the future, and he didn't know what he should do in the future.
Just today, at the moment when he kicked over Gao Fushuai, Yun Mu suddenly became enlightened.
Whatever the future holds, can it be worse than it is now?
He really can't think of a worse situation than the two years of high school, since he can even straighten his back and accept all these tribulations, then what is there to be afraid of? What else can't be afforded? What else will be able to knock him down?
It turns out that he has been fearless for a long time!