[008] The woman in the dream
When some people dream, they are more conscious and know that they are dreaming.
Even so, many people are still immersed in dreams and are reluctant to wake up.
And after waking up, what happened in the dream has long been forgotten.
Yun Mu belongs to this kind of person, he often knows that he is dreaming when he dreams, but unfortunately he can't remember that dream when he wakes up. In a dream that lasted for many years in Yun Mu, he was in a dark and lonely environment, and a woman would come out and chat with him at this time.
It's a bit of an exaggeration to say that it came out, in the dream of reaching out and not seeing his five fingers, he couldn't see the other party's appearance at all, he could only hear the voice. The woman's voice was emotionless, but Yun Mu felt very kind.
The medical staff in the ambulance must not have imagined that at this moment, the unconscious Yun Mu was talking to the woman in his dream again.
"You're brave today."
The woman in the dream spoke in a flat and straightforward tone, without the slightest wave.
"Oh."
In the dream, Yun Mu's mind was very clear, even if he would forget all this when he woke up, and in the dream, he remembered all the topics he had talked about with the mysterious woman. Over the years, the conversation between him and her has been able to be made into a long story, like a serial, episode after episode.
Woman: "Do you want to get your face cured?" β
Although in the dream, Yun Mu still had mood swings when he heard this: "Do you have a way? β
Woman: "It's easy. β
Yun Mu in the dream was excited for a while, and soon hung his head: "It's useless, I can't remember anything after I wake up." Even if you tell me how, I won't remember. β
Woman: "I can make you remember." β
Yun Mu: "Thank you, but you don't have to comfort me, I've been quiet and thought about a lot of things recently, and I understand your origin, I know why you exist." β
Woman: "Oh? Tell me about it? β
Yun Mu: "When I was a child, I would miss my mother every day, until one day I couldn't remember her anymore...... And then you appeared, hehe, you're just a substitute for her, a person I imagined in my subconscious. β
Woman: "I have made progress, I have been in high school for two years, and my knowledge has broadened a lot, and I am not as superficial as before." I told you when I first appeared, and I still want to reiterate that I really exist. And the meaning of my existence, it was inconvenient to tell you before, now, it is time to tell you. β
Yun Mu: "Is it necessary to say so mysterious?" You know I don't believe in evil. β
Woman: "Don't you believe it?" I remember you said last year that if there is a girl who really likes you at this time, you will take care of her for the rest of your life. β
Yun Mu: "That's because I just watched "Beauty and the Beast" at the time, and I was a little scratchy. Life isn't as romantic as in the movies, and I don't expect that kind of girl to appear. Besides, the male protagonist in the movie became a beast after being under a spell, and I didn't fall under any spell, it was all my own doing. β
Woman: "If I say you've been cursed, do you believe it?" β
Even in his dream, Yun Mu was stunned.
He was silent for a long time and asked, "I remember that you never lied or joked, didn't you come for real this time?" β
Woman: "Before I answer your question, I hope you will answer me a few questions truthfully." β
Yun Mu: "Didn't you know what I was thinking before, and you still need to ask?" β
Woman: "It's a process that has to be taken, be serious." β
Yun Mu was very amused, so he agreed: "Okay, you ask." β
Woman: "The first question, Xia Xuechun, is it the person you want to take care of?" β
Yun Mu: "She? I don't think so, she didn't mean that to me. β
Woman: "Didn't you say she was interesting to you last time?" β
Yun Mu: "That's what I said to entertain myself, and you don't know about my affairs." Xia Xuechun's girl is very shy, how can she confess to me? If she hadn't mentioned it last time, I don't remember helping her a little bit in junior high school. That girl is very interesting, I don't know where to get my QQ number, she doesn't chat with me online, she sends an email every week. Most of the content in the email is very well-written poems, to be honest, I can't understand half of those poems that are said to be very inspirational, but I understand Xia Xuechun's intentions. The general meaning is nothing more than to live well, and tomorrow will be better. β
Woman: "What if she likes you?" I mean, you now. β
Yun Mu: "This shouldn't be possible, it's already very good that she can really encourage me, and I don't expect anything else." β
Woman: "I mean what if." β
Yun Mu: "Maybe your thoughts are more naΓ―ve, in my heart, girls are divided into two kinds, one is to be cherished, and the other is to be harmed. Xia Xuechun should be the former, I didn't think about how to cherish her. I've told you before, when my face is healed, there are some women, I must go and harm them! β
Woman: "Second question, now that you think of girls like Lu Renjia Qian Mengru, what is your mood?" β
Yun Mu: "I regret it a little. β
Woman: "When you rejected them, you told me that you don't regret it. β
Yun Mu: "I'm not the kind of hero who has no regrets for life, you know that I'm just an ordinary person, and it's not too much to regret once or twice once in a while, right?" I'm not afraid to tell you honestly, I regret seeing those two chicks on the pitch today. β
Woman: "Regret not accepting them in the first place?" β
Yun Mu: "Yes, not all. β
Woman: "What do you mean?" β
Yun Mu: "I really don't regret rejecting them at the beginning. At that time, I was very ambitious, and I was bent on finding a girl who could make my first love unforgettable. If I could be reborn like in the book, I'd take them on and dump them before they even figured it out! β
Woman: "Should I praise you for being honest?" β
Yun Mu: "I don't know, anyway, this is what I really think in my heart." β
Woman: "Next question, what have you gained in the past two years?" β
Yun Mu in the dream was silent for a long time, and then said: "At first, I felt that the whole world couldn't get along with me, and even God deliberately cheated me. Later, if you think about it, it's not all bad, you can be regarded as having experienced big ups and downs, right? In the past two years, I have learned a lot of truths. There was a time when I hated all the people who pointed at me, and then I found out that I also had a problem, I used to be too sharp, and I offended many people, and others finally got the opportunity, of course, they had to fix me. β
Woman: "You want to say that you were too a failure in the past?" β
Yun Mu: "I really thought so for a while, maybe I was too a failure as a person, and few people were willing to stay by my side when I was in trouble. But I thought about it carefully, even when I was in junior high school, I didn't bully anyone, I didn't take the initiative to provoke anyone, I think I am worthy of those friends who have come and go, and I have a clear conscience when I recall these things. The experience of the past two years has made me realize the deepest truth: the tree falls down, and the wall falls and everyone pushes it! β
Woman: "Anything else?" β
Yun Mu: "Yes, eating with just your face is completely unreliable, and a man still has to have a career." β
Woman: "Go on." β
Yun Mu: "No, I have new thoughts next month, you can ask me again." β
Woman: "Really?" I just asked you, what is the biggest takeaway? β
Yun Mu: "The biggest harvest has been there before, but the past two years have become more precious. β
Woman: "For example?" β
Yun Mu: "For example, Yuan Ze, who grew up with me since he was a child, even if he goes to No. 2 Middle School, he will still come to me every weekend to eat, drink and have fun." It's going to be the same as it was before, and it's not going to change anything because I have something more on my face. β
Woman: "What else?" β
Yun Mu: "For example, my three roommates in junior high school, Mouse, Abin, and Andy, they still keep in touch with me, and from time to time they also introduce some secret recipes for acne, although I don't believe in these secret recipes anymore, but I know that they really want me to get better." β
Woman: "Anything else?" β
Yun Mu: "For example, my brother-in-law, he often pretends to be cold with a straight face and shakes his official authority in front of me, but I know that he cares about me in his heart." After the last time I came back from the hospital, I knew that he blamed himself for not taking good care of me. In fact, I don't blame him, if you want to blame Yuan Ze's livestock, I have a grudge when I talk about this, and I also blame me for being in a hurry to go to the doctor, Yuan Ze recommended the ancestral three-generation old Chinese medicine acne secret recipe, I really believed it, and I was miserable! β
Those people, those things, come to mind like a slide.
Yun Mu in the dream has a kind of indifference beyond his own age, this young man has experienced the warmth and coldness of human feelings prematurely, and still maintains a rather humorous optimism, which is not easy.
Woman: "One last question, what if your face really left marks as the doctor said?" β
Yun Mu was quite free-spirited: "What else?" I didn't have the courage to kill myself, so I had to find some excuse to keep myself alive. If you want to live a better life, you have to transform from an idol to a powerful person, and maybe I can be a successful person in a few years. You say that if I have the power and money now, even if I am the ugliest man on the earth, will those grandsons dare to do this to me? β
At this moment, the woman in the dream said suddenly, which made Yun Mu stunned on the spot: "Candidate Yun Mu, congratulations on passing all the tests, welcome to the nightmare world!" β