[197] Qiqi

After hearing about Yuan Ze's future plans, Yun Mu was very envious.

Although Yuan Ze's plan is absurd and not feasible, at least he is full of enthusiasm and has a clear goal in mind. On the other hand, Yun Mu himself does not have such a clear direction.

In addition, Yun Mu also had a question: "Are you sure that you can complete the precipitation by doing this?" ”

Yuan Ze smiled: "I'm sure it's a hair, how do you know if you don't try?" ”

Yun Mu: "I don't know if you still show such a complacent look?" ”

Yuan Ze: "Before anything is done, there is a half success rate, and you have to do it before you can learn a lesson." I was mentally prepared, but I really couldn't, so I should pay the tuition. ”

Yun Mu smiled: "Are you looking for something to do for yourself?" ”

Yuan Ze: "What's the matter, our life is too peaceful, I don't like this kind of draw." Rousseau once said that most people live in quiet despair...... I don't want to be calm, I don't want to despair, I have to find something exciting for myself to do. ”

Yun Mu was thoughtful, and suddenly felt that he was born in a blessing and did not know the blessing.

If you think about it, your life is actually very exciting, and you can experience novelties that ordinary people can't understand by shuttling between the two worlds. If you look at it from a purely young person's point of view, this is really a life that is exciting to envy.

At this time, Yun Mu realized that what he could do in the nightmare world was not only to tease those girls, but there were actually more things waiting for him to do, such as the adventures that the fairy sister repeatedly emphasized.

After a few minutes, he asked, "Is the precipitation you mentioned a way to transcend oneself?" ”

Yuan Ze nodded: "Of course, if you don't surpass yourself, how can you have the feeling of phoenix nirvana, how can you derive a new temperament, how can you charm the girl?" ”

The super high spirit surname made Yun Mu have a unique vision of things, and he questioned Yuan Ze's statement and muttered, "If this is the case, you are also ignoring a very important process. ”

Yuan Ze was curious: "What process?" ”

Yun Mu: "Salvation." ”

Yuan Ze: "Redemption? ”

Yun Mu: "Yes, I thought about it carefully, men who have been pulling the wind throughout the ages will do two things, one is self-transcendence, and the other is self-redemption. ”

Yuan Ze thought about it for a while and said, "It seems that this is really the case." ”

Yun Mu: "You haven't completed self-redemption yet, and it is estimated that it will be difficult to complete self-transcendence." ”

Yuan Ze: "Then how do you say I should redeem and write a review letter to all the girls I have harmed?" ”

Yun Mu: "I don't know about this, you can figure it out by yourself." ”

Yuan Ze said angrily: "You can't do this, you don't care about throwing questions, isn't this deliberately tricking me?" ”

Yun Mu: "Why don't you go to the park and chat with that kind of old man who has been very vicissitudes, maybe you can get something." Or you go to the library for a retreat, maybe you can get inspired by the books. ”

"That doesn't sound very reliable, why don't you introduce me to two films, and I'll study them?" Yuan Ze knew that Yun Mu had watched a lot of movies, when he was a child, Yun Mu's grandmother's family opened a rental disc store, and later worked as a child labor network administrator, Yun Mu stayed up late every day to watch movies on the Internet. Later, Yuan Ze developed a habit of asking Yun Mu directly about what type of movie he wanted to find.

Yun Mu scolded with a smile: "Do you want redemption or do you want to pass the time?" ”

"Don't look at me like that, sometimes a book, a movie, can change a person's life. I prefer to find feelings through intuitive things like images, which can resonate with my heart. Yuan Ze's expression was very serious, and then he said with a shy face: "Of course, it's best to be a comedy, buddy has been in a bit of a tangled mood lately, and I don't want to watch a tragedy." ”

Yun Mu: "It's easy for you to say, there are many tragedies that can move people, and there are few comedies that can move people. You see that Xing Ye has made so many comedies, and what can really make people laugh and cry is a big talk Journey to the West. Because the medium of comedy itself has too many laughing elements, it sometimes seems frivolous, and it is difficult to show profound things, and even if there is, it will be diluted by comedy elements. ”

Yuan Ze: "There are not a few, that's more!" Don't be wordy, this is about the salvation of my soul, you have to think of a way for me to be a little inspired. ”

"You let me think about it......" Yun Mu thought about it for a while, and found that there were actually a lot of comedies in this area, but there were too few suitable for people like Yuan Ze. After thinking about it, he said, "There are two parts that might work for you, both Robin?" An old film starring Williams. One is "Dead Poets Society", which is in line with your current state, and you have the courage to challenge a peaceful life, which is very good. The other is "Wonderful Hands", which may be in line with your future state, you don't understand what to redeem, it means that you haven't really released your heart, haven't found what you're really after, this film may give you the answer......"

"Okay, I remember, first like this, brother flashed first."

Yuan Ze looked at his watch, and left after speaking.

Yun Mu sat on the grass and looked at the crumbling Hongyue, thoughtful. He didn't know whether he said what he said to Yuan Ze or to himself, because he didn't find out what he really pursued. Not only does he not know, but I am afraid that few sophomores in the world really know.

Thankfully, at least he is aware of the problem now and has a tentative idea.

Thinking of this, Yun Mu's expression was relaxed.

After dinner, Yun Mu, who came home, sat in front of the computer, he was waiting for someone.

The piece of mutton fat white jade has been sold, and Yun Mu's property is also 30,000. According to the novel's routine, the protagonist of Rebirth can turn 30,000 into 300,000, and it won't be long before it becomes 3 million. Unfortunately, the natural shooter did not cross and was not born again, so he, like most of his peers, chose the most common way to manage money when it came to owning it: to squander it as soon as possible...... After the math test yesterday afternoon, Yun Mu bought a computer and installed a network cable. Before curing the boss's strange illness, he doesn't plan to go to the Hongyan Internet café for the time being.

It happened that I met Xia Xuechun on the Internet yesterday evening, and the two finally stopped contacting by email and started QQ chat. Maybe it's because of getting along many times in a dream, Xia Xuechun is no longer so shy, at least she is no longer shy in online chats, and she talks a lot.

The two made an appointment to talk about study again tonight, and Xia Xuechun went to the appointment on time at seven o'clock, but as soon as she said a few words, her avatar suddenly turned gray, and then she didn't go online.

Yun Mu doesn't understand, what's going on? Disconnected? Blackout?

At eight o'clock in the evening, the bored Yun Mu met a rare guest.

"Little one, are you there?"

In Yun Mu's friend list, there is only one person who calls him like this, and that is the first netizen in his life: Qiqi.

Relying on being three years older than Yun Mu, Qiqi has always regarded herself as the eldest sister, completely ignoring the truth of the female junior holding gold bricks.

Counting the time, the two have been netizens for six years.

Six years is a long enough time for a teenager, equivalent to a third of a life.

"Yes."

Yun Mu was concise and to the point, so he typed a word.

It seems that he hasn't met Qiqi on the Internet for almost two months, and he doesn't know what to say for a while.

Unexpectedly, Qiqi came very violently: "Little bit, I miss you." ”

Yun Mu was stunned for a moment, unable to answer.

I think that the natural shooter had many impulses, after all, who hasn't been young? Several times, Yun Mu couldn't help but want to meet Qiqi, and later witnessed the tragedy of Yuan Ze's meeting with netizens, Yun Mu began to hesitate. The more familiar I am with Qiqi, the more afraid I am of seeing each other, worried that I can't afford that kind of disappointment.

Qiqi seems to have the same thoughts, and over time, both of them are avoiding the question of meeting.

It wasn't until 03 years when [***] was raging that the two met online again, and Qiqi said: "I didn't show up for so long, I thought you were quarantined." ”

At that time, Yun Mu felt very unlucky and replied, "Can you speak?" You're in quarantine! ”

This sentence caused Qiqi to ignore him for half a year, and later Yun Mu realized that Qiqi was not joking at the beginning, she was really worried that Yun Mu was isolated, because during that time, Yun Mu practiced all day and didn't have much Internet.

Later, there was such a high-tech thing as video, but unfortunately it was useless to Yun Mu and Qiqi, and the two have not video chatted yet. Especially in the past two years, because of the problems on his face, Yun Mu no longer has extravagant expectations. In an unreliable medium like the Internet, you can't even be sure if the other person is a man or a woman.

All in all, the relationship between Yun Mu and Qiqi over the years is indescribable, sometimes like the most ordinary netizens, sometimes like the most familiar close friends, and sometimes like a couple who talk to each other.

Yun Mu had told Qiqi a lot of secrets, and there were some things he hadn't even said to Yuan Ze.

After the advent of the Internet age, a strange but common social phenomenon has emerged, some people are reluctant to tell the secrets of their hearts to the people closest to them, but are willing to tell strangers on the Internet. Probably because people on the Internet didn't know each other, it doesn't matter what they say, they just talk to the virtual character, and once these words are said to the people around them, they have to bear the consequences.

Qiqi also told Yun Mu a lot of secrets, some of which were too exaggerated for Yun Mu. For example, Qiqi said that she jumped three levels in a row when she was in elementary school, which made Yun Mu shocked and felt inferior for a long time.

"What's wrong? Fainted with happiness? ”

Seeing that Yun Mu didn't reply for a long time, Qiqi typed and asked.

"No, why did you suddenly think of me and fall out of love?" Yun Mu asked rhetorically, he remembered that Qiqi should be about to graduate from college. According to the golden rule of "break up after graduation", Yun Mu took it for granted that Qiqi was probably injured.

Qiqi: "No, but it's more serious than that." ”

Yun Mu: "Is it **?" ”

Qiqi: "How do you know?" ”

Yun Mu: "Just guess." ”

Qiqi: "Oh my God,?? What the hell is wrong with me, and why am I telling you this...... Little one, I'm crazy,,, I'm going crazy, I've been going crazy for the last few days!! ”

Looking at the jumble marks on the screen, Yun Mu could imagine how frantic Qiqi was now. Then he imagined a picture of a girl with a pure fantasy of love, who was deceived by a cow's rhetoric to open a house, and then felt very lost...... After thinking about it, Yun Mu felt that something was wrong, the Qiqi in his impression was obviously not the kind of innocent little girl. Could it be that there is always a little difference between people on the Internet and in reality, but in fact, Qiqi in reality is an innocent soft girl?

Qiqi typed again: "Little bit, you speak, aren't you the most comforting?" ”

Yun Mu couldn't cry or laugh, and he was a little bit of a thief.

Counting that he had comforted him seven or seven three times, two of which were stabbed by the proprietress and had nothing to do with him. At that time, Yun Mu really didn't know how to comfort Qiqi, who was furious, so he went to consult the proprietress. And the proprietress seems to have a hobby of helping Yun Mu typing, so she personally used the knife to reason with Qiqi from the perspective of a mature woman, and directly persuaded Qiqi.

The only time Yun Mu went out in person was because he just watched a movie that day, and copied a few lines from the movie casually, which made Qiqi feel very relieved.

Taking a deep breath, Yun Mu typed, "Tell me first, what's going on?" ”

Qiqi: "I don't want to say it, it's too embarrassing, I will go crazy when I think about it...... No, I'm already mad! ”

Yun Mu: "If you don't say it, I'm not good at prescribing the right medicine." ”

Qiqi: "Ahhhh ”

Yun Mu: "Calm down, calm down." By the way, aren't you studying medicine? Why don't you prescribe some mood stabilizer medicine first? ”

Qiqi: "It's useless, ordinary medicine can't cure me." ”

Yun Mu: "Okay, let me ask first, do you like him?" ”

Qiqi: "Like it?" I regret not killing him that day! ”

Yun Mu kept calm: "No, I mean that before you had a relationship, you should like each other, right?" ”

Qiqi: "...... Before, I didn't know him before! ”

Yun Mu was taken aback: "Damn, you guys have a one-night stand?" ”

Qiqi: "No, I can't tell...... Hey, my mind is so messed up that I don't know how to tell you! ”

Yun Mu was taken aback again, full of sympathy for Qiqi, could it be that this girl was used by someone?

If this is the case, asking this question will definitely seriously irritate Qiqi, so the natural shooter is confused, what should he say?

Qiqi seemed to be able to guess Yun Mu's thoughts, and suddenly sent an angry QQ expression, and then typed: "Little conscienceless, you won't think I'm being raped, right?" ”

Yun Mu didn't type, thinking to himself, isn't it?

Qiqi guessed his mind again: "Warning you, don't guess, it's not like that!" ”

Yun Mu finally couldn't help it: "What the hell is going on?" ”

Qiqi didn't answer, and came again: "Where are you, I'll look for you!" ”

"Qiqi, calm down, don't be impulsive." Yun Mu chrysanthemum tightened, could it be that the first time I saw a netizen in my life would be at this time? It's so sad!

Qiqi: "I'm calm, you're in Lanjiang, right, I'll go over immediately, you wait!" ”

Yun Mu: "Are you still calm?" You can't find me when you get to Lanjiang, please have a little logic, okay? ”

Qiqi: "Who said I was looking for you?" 13xxxxxx, this is my phone! I'll drive over now, and in four hours, you'll call me or you'll die!" ”

After this line of words was typed, the portrait of Qiqi also dimmed.

Yun Mu sat in a daze for a few minutes, and he could feel that even if Qiqi was not crazy, most of them were slightly insane. The situation is not optimistic, and when he came back to his senses, he immediately dialed Qiqi's number, and the other party set up call forwarding. Forget it, the problem is that setting up voice messages for call forwarding is weird.

Yun Mu's face turned pale, and after listening to it three times, cold sweat broke out all over his body.

That voice message went like this: "I'm Ye Zi, it's inconvenient for me to answer your call right now, if you have any questions, please contact my roommate Xiaomi......"

(To be continued)