Chapter 33: Guessing
Miss Lonely's fall into the water caused a wave of confusion in the General's Mansion, and the people all jumped up and down, inviting the doctor, preparing the hot bath set, preparing the hot tubing utensils, boiling the cold soup boiling the cold soup, the old housekeeper Lin Bo followed up with old tears, and kept chattering: "If the little lady really has an accident, how can she be born?" Alas...... how can life be good? It seems that this Miss Lonely is really the baby egg of the General's Mansion, Lin Bo's nagging made Yu Gongzi, who had changed his clothes, quite embarrassed, and said in a deep voice: "Lin Bo, now Miss is fine, you are so shocked, let people see the joke, how to be a housekeeper?" Not down yet! ”
Lin Bo was reprimanded by General Lone, his lips moved, and he walked out with a sad face, and Lonely Cloud said to Yu Gongzi who was sitting on the chair: "The subordinate is rude, don't be surprised." ”
Yu Gongzi smiled and said, "What are you talking about, it is indeed mine today, otherwise Ping An would not have fallen into the water." He glanced at me and said, "Fortunately, this girl is here today, otherwise I would be ashamed of your family." ”
Silent Surprise Cloud turned to me and clasped his fist at me: "Miss Carmen said that she saved her life today, and Amazing Cloud will remember it in her heart, and if the girl needs Amazing Cloud's help, even if she speaks, Amazing Cloud will swear to reciprocate." ”
I hurriedly returned the salute: "General Silence is serious, Carmen is just a gesture." It was Miss Lone's deep blessings, and Yu Gongzi rescued her out of the water in time, and Carmen did not dare to be greedy. ”
At this time, the next person came in to report that the doctor had come, and when he heard it, he said to me and Yu Gongzi: "I'll go and see, please take a break in the flower hall, and Jingyun will be absent for the time being." After speaking, he didn't wait for us to reply, so he hurriedly followed the next person, and only me and Yu Gongzi were left in the flower hall.
I laughed and said, "This lonely general still scolded Lin Bo for being rude, and he wasn't very nervous." ”
Yu Gongzi smiled lazily and said: "Don't say it on the face of Jingyun, but I am very nervous in my heart, peace is the only bloodline of his deceased brother and sister-in-law, if there is an accident, don't say that he is ashamed of his brother and sister-in-law, even I ......" He suddenly closed his voice, and his expression rarely brought a trace of heaviness.
It dawned on me: "It turns out that Ping'an's parents have passed away, no wonder General Lin is so nervous about his little niece." Xu pitied her for the death of her parents at a young age, so he also doted on her so much that he raised her surname so tricky and arrogant.
"Jingyun's father and brother are the generals of my Tiancao Dynasty, seven years ago in a war with Yaoyue Kingdom, both sacrificed their lives for the country, the bad news was transmitted back to Beijing, Ping'an's mother was overly sad, a sick can't afford it, and soon withdrew his hand, leaving only five years old Ping'an. Jingyun swore before his sister-in-law died that he would take good care of Ping An in this life. He finished talking about the life experience of Silent Peace in a few words, and raised his eyes to look at me, and a few wisps of changing color flashed in his eyes, "So, not only Jingyun should thank you, but I should also thank you, if it weren't for you, I really wouldn't have seen Jingyun, and I was ashamed to ...... the two deceased General Wei, girls."
"Childe and I are polite." I interrupted him lightly, a little unhappy in my heart for no reason, I wholeheartedly treated him, thinking that he must understand my mind, but I didn't expect him to treat me so politely, as if everything that happened in the garden just now was an illusion, I bit my lip and lowered my eyelashes, "Carmen is the one who has been covered by Childe, so naturally I want to share my worries for Childe." ”
No matter how you listen to it, there is a trace of sourness and resentment in these words, he is such a shrewd person, he must have understood my thoughts, does he not feel it at all? I have some anger in my heart, can I say that if I lose my heart, I really want to suffer so much from gains and losses, I can be a little chic, why should I be like a resentful little woman, all kinds of calculations, all kinds of knots, I am really ashamed of modern people!
My tone was not good, and he also sensed it, and fell silent, and the atmosphere was suddenly a little awkward. He looked at me quietly, and didn't know what he was thinking, and after a while, he cleared his throat and said, "Girl, the way you just saved Ping An is quite novel, I have never seen or heard of it, where did you learn it?" ”
I frowned, and I want to explain again? coughed, while thinking and replied: "When I was a child, I saw a Lang Zhong save a drowning child like this, so I tried the same, fortunately, Miss Lonely's fortune is great, now I think about it, I am still a little afraid, if this method does not work...... "I want to think about it and break out in a cold sweat, I am really bold, if I can't save Lonely Peace this time, then the Lone family is not mad, I am afraid that I have now been charged with delaying treatment and sent to prison."
"When I was a child...... he rolled his eyes and smiled thoughtfully, "Girl, when you were a child, you met a lot of strange people, I don't know where the fairy town is?" ”
I was startled, remembering his "guitar" words, and I was secretly annoyed. What's even more angry is his attitude at the moment, leisurely, as if he has not had that intimate contact with me in the garden at all, and the words he asks hide the mysteries, forcing me to retreat. I hate and get angry, I'm just afraid of that kind of romantic affair, in his eyes, it's very normal, what is it to be a ** with a Qinglou woman like me? I'm still here to be amorous.
"In a far, far away place, even if I say it, Childe won't know." I forced myself to quiet a restless heart and deal with him carefully.
"Why don't you say it." Yu Gongzi leaned back in the chair and chuckled: "Let's see if it's this Tiancao Dynasty, there are really places I don't know......"
My cold sweat was about to run down my face. I've heard Xiaohong say some things about the Tiancao Kingdom before, the place names here are the same as many places in my time and space, such as Suzhou, Hangzhou, Mount Tai, the Yangtze River, etc., and the Great Wall built against aliens was left in the previous dynasty, but I don't know much after all, and if he continues to ask like this, I can easily get into trouble. It's not that I haven't thought about telling them my story, it's not that I haven't thought of asking them for help. He and Silent Cloud should both be powerful, right? However, isn't Prime Minister Wei powerful and powerful? Maybe Chu Yan's power on the surface is not as good as theirs, but secretly, what kind of ghost sect he is, what he does, and how powerful he is, I don't know at all. Will they believe me? Even if they believe me, can they fight Chu Yan? If I can't fight, won't I cause disaster in vain, if I don't have a heart for him, I might as well give it a try, but do I dare to risk him now? I think about him so much, why does he ask me the bottom of it? Is it up to him to take care of me? Or does he know I like him?
I was suddenly aggrieved in every way, and an inexplicable anger rose in my heart, angry that he knew my intentions, but his attitude was polite to me, and his words were with guns and sticks, as if he was deliberately distancing himself from me; I am not generous and unrestrained, I lose my heart so easily, and I still want to be treated the same, but I forget that there is such a thing as feelings, and it will never be possible to do fair and equal. The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, and the words that slipped out of my mouth became sharp, I raised my eyes, looked at him lightly, and said coldly: "What does Childe want to know?" My past? Childe paid me money to cover my future, and I don't need to confess my past to you. Isn't Childe himself also hiding it, not wanting my identity to be known? ”
What I said was a great disrespect to him, and in their ancient conception, he took me, that is, my master, and must have thought that everything I had was his, right? Not just my body, but also my mind, my past. What's more, the Qinglou woman, who is not smiling and obedient to any guest, who would have thought that I would be so bold, not only openly rebelling against his authority, but even ridiculing him is just like this, there is no essential difference with a Qinglou woman like me. It's a man, and he can't bear this breath. lost his temper, maybe he wouldn't be angry with an unpleasant woman like me in the future, and returned my brand, so that I could continue to laugh at the three sects and nine streams. I don't know why, but my heart throbbed inexplicably when I thought that he might have returned the brand, withdrawn the deed, and stopped looking for me.
He really lowered his face, looked at me with a terrible look, but he didn't get angry and immediately angry, looked at me for a long time, and suddenly laughed unexpectedly, and said lazily: "You girl is really stubborn, ask you two words, don't be happy to say it, and have such a big temper." ”
I was stunned, and his reaction was so abnormal. This man is good at hiding his joys, sorrows, and sorrows deep in his heart, and he will not easily show his color, such a man is afraid that he will not easily reveal his emotions to others. My heart is cold, even if my heart is given to him, he is afraid that he will not care, is there anyone in his heart who is worthy of his care? What do you care about?
Seeing that I was silent, he smiled and said, "Girl, are you blaming me for not telling my identity frankly?"
"Carmen has no interest in the guest's **." I looked at him quietly, and my heart was a little cold. If you give your heart away, can you get it back? His mind is so unpredictable, will he be my beloved? In the rest of my life, do I have to guess his thoughts? But if I tie my hair and give me a hairpin, will I believe in my fate? When did I become a fatalist? Treating him as an ordinary guest, isn't it more susceptible to injury? My thoughts turned a thousand times, and my heart seemed to be as cold as water, and I coldly continued: "I will never make such an rude request to a guest." ”
My rusty tone made him frown, and he looked at me quietly for a while, and then said lightly, "Is my identity so important to you?" Knowing my identity is not good for you, and if you don't tell you, you don't want you to know that you won't be as open to me as you are now. ”
You only ask me to confess, but you don't want to confess. I smiled faintly, even if I didn't know your identity, when did you open your heart to me? My heart was already cold, why was there still a trace of pain spreading, I lowered my eyelids, looked at the floor, and was silent.
"That's it, it seems that you girl is going to fight me to the end today." He frowned, with a hint of anger in his tone, and finally couldn't bear me to be so awkward, stood up, and walked out the door angrily, "You can go back today." ”
He slammed the door and I sat quietly for a long time before tears slipped out of my eyes.
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