I instinctively withdrew my hand and didn't dare touch the soft spots on her body. Gu Ruoyan took the opportunity to sit on my lap, and her hot and fragrant body was nestled into my arms.

I opened my hands and said helplessly: "Manager, don't be like this, this ...... Square peg. ”

Gu Ruoyan buried her head in my neck and said dissatisfiedly, "Why? You just said you'd never leave me! ”

I smiled wryly and said, "If you don't leave you and look like this, then ...... Isn't it the same thing! I'll ...... if you do this Make mistakes. ”

"Then you're done! I...... Yes, no one will sue you! After Gu Ruoyan finished speaking, she was so shy that she couldn't raise her head, she would only hug me more tightly, close her eyes, and let me pick it.

I am conflicted, if I forcibly push her away, I will inevitably hit her again and hurt her soul again. If I were to be intimate with her like that, I would ...... I don't dare to say that I will be able to sit still, but my mind is clear. I can give her spiritual comfort and help, but if it progresses to the **, it will be beyond my wishes. And things will get more complicated, and it will be really difficult to get out of it in the future.

There are some things, I still have to get vaccinated first, so as not to get entangled in Gu Ruoyan and harm others and myself. I thought about it for a moment, and I was going to tell her something.

I was just about to speak, but I heard Gu Ruoyan in my arms suddenly sigh faintly, and said softly: "Actually, I know that you are not willing, you have someone you like in your heart, and you are so good to me, it is completely out of gratitude and sympathy, isn't it?" ”

I was stunned for a moment and said, "Manager......"

Gu Ruoyan finally raised her head, she stared at me with a pair of resentful eyes, and said, "I know that I am a divorced woman, and I am older than you, so I am not worthy of you at all." It's just that Tang Qian, you are too good to me, you are too gentle, I have no way to control myself. Isn't it ridiculous that I look like this? ”

I had to call again: "Manager ......"

Gu Ruoyan put her finger on my lips and motioned for me not to speak. Then he buried his head in my neck and said softly: "Don't worry, I won't occupy you, I have made up my mind that I will not marry again in my life." I will never drag you down, you just like to socialize with other girls, I will not complain, as long as ...... As long as you can come and comfort me once in a while, I'll be satisfied. ”

The woman in my arms said those pitiful and pathetic words that made my heart ache. This poor woman really makes it impossible for me to leave her alone. I thought to myself, I must think of a way to let her no longer rely on me to live, and I must let her pick up the joy of life again, fall in love with a man worthy of her trust, and have happiness again.

My hands hesitated, slowly wrapped my arms around her unusually thin waist, and sighed, "Manager, why are you doing this?" You could have gotten a happier life. You know it, I can't give you anything! ”

Gu Ruoyan felt that I hugged her, and a satisfied smile appeared on her face. She turned her head, kissed me softly on the neck, and murmured, "It's okay, I didn't think about getting anything from you, I just need you not to leave me, don't leave me alone." If you don't dislike my broken flower and willow body, then ...... Then I'm willing to be your mistress, you can do whatever you want to me, just don't leave me! ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "Manager! You're ...... What are you talking about? You are such a good woman, how can I be worthy of you? Treat you as a mistress? How could I possibly do it? Am I still human? ”

Gu Ruoyan sat up straight from my arms all of a sudden, stared at me and said, "If you don't want to be a mistress, then you are willing to marry me?" Take care of me forever? ”

I was speechless, my eyes lowered, unable to look at her.

Gu Ruoyan sighed lightly again and said, "Look! Don't want to? But I don't mind, I just need to have a little time with you, I will never let others know, I will only be your underground lover. As long as you still care about me and give me hope in life, I am willing to give everything for you, all my life. ”

I couldn't believe that this cold and stern female boss would say such tender words, and my heart was sad and moved. I can't give her happiness, but it would be cruel to not give her that little hope.

I'm soft-hearted, and I'll find a way to solve it later. At least for now, I can't hurt her.

I knew I was going to make a big mistake and it might have an immeasurable impact on me later, but I was so tender that I couldn't care about anything. I reached out and hugged her into my arms again, sighing, "What a fool you are! I will not leave you behind, I will take care of you for the rest of my life......"

Gu Ruoyan was overjoyed and cried when she heard this, and she hugged my neck tightly with both hands again, crying softly in my arms. I stroked her hair and hugged her wordlessly, and for a moment, I didn't know if I was doing it wrong or doing it right.

I don't know how long I was silent, but I came to my senses and said, "Manager, it's almost dawn, so let's go to sleep quickly." And you're so thinly dressed, don't freeze, go back to bed. ”

Gu Ruoyan let out a "hmm" and slowly straightened up. She was a little shy, and whispered expectantly, "Tang Qian, ...... tonight Don't go, stay and stay with me! ”

My heart moved, I understood what she meant, but I only have respect and pity for her, how can I do this kind of thing of taking advantage of people's danger?

I said, "Manager......"

Before the words were finished, Gu Ruoyan immediately covered my mouth with his hand and said, "I understand, I don't force you, I just want you to sleep with me." It's been a long time, except for the last time you hugged me to sleep when I was drunk, I never slept soundly in the arms of the man I loved. And I didn't feel anything at all that time, no. You don't know how painful it is for a woman my age to be alone and sleepless every night! I really want to be in your arms, to be able to feel your body temperature, your heartbeat, so that I can have a happy dream. Tang Qian! Don't turn me down, I really have no other intentions! ”

I turned away from her hand and said, "But ......."

But my mouth was covered by her again, and Gu Ruoyan said, "I know!" As I said, I'm willing to do everything for you, and you don't have to be responsible. I know you're young and strong-blooded, and I'm afraid you won't be able to control it. If you really want to, I'...... I...... I'll do whatever you want...... It doesn't matter! ”

It's really hard to do! I knew that if I shared a bed with her, whether I had sex with her or not, I would no longer be able to see her as a leader who was kind to me, and she would be my woman. But...... In my heart, I love someone else!

Seeing her expectant eyes, I knew that she was really, really longing, very, very longing for me to stay with her, but I was hesitant, I couldn't sleep in the same bed with her without mind.

Gu Ruoyan saw my hesitant expression, her eyes were full of disappointment, but she still didn't give up, and said softly: "You should be treating me as a charity, I know that you have a psychological disorder, and you can't do anything to be sorry for your girlfriend." But I really need you, so you should take pity on me and help me. Otherwise, you can wait until I'm asleep before leaving, and you won't have to stay overnight. I promise not to take the initiative to seduce you, as long as you can bear it, we can have a pure friendship relationship, you don't have to take any responsibility, and you don't have to feel guilty in your heart, okay? Tang Qian, please! ”

I only smiled wryly, thinking to myself, isn't this a temptation for me? Can a man and a woman lying in the same bed be just a pure friendship? I'm a normal man!

I thought for a moment with a sad face and said, "Manager, why don't you do this!" I sit on the edge of the bed with you, and I don't leave until you fall asleep, what do you think? ”

"It's just...... Sitting on the edge of the bed? ”

"There's really only so much I can do, and if I go any further, I'm not a saint, I'll make mistakes!"

Gu Ruoyan lowered her head and was silent for a while, and after a while, she raised her head and said reluctantly: "That's okay, but I want you to hold me, otherwise I won't be able to sleep." ”

I said, "I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, how can I hold you?" ”

Gu Ruoyan jumped off my lap all of a sudden, dragged my hand and pulled me to the bed, and said with a smile: "No matter! You've got to hold me anyway, come on! ”

I had to be dragged by her to the edge of the bed and sat down, thinking that I would hug all the hugs I had just now anyway, and I didn't care about hugging her for so many moments, I just begged her to fall asleep quickly, and I would go back early. Alas! It's really early, it's almost dawn!

As soon as I sat down, Gu Ruoyan leaned down and took off my shoes, and I said, "What are you doing taking off my shoes?" I'm not sleeping here! ”

"Your shoes are so dirty, of course you have to take them off, otherwise how can you cover the quilt?"

"Who...... Who's going to cover the quilt? ”

Gu Ruoyan ignored my protests! He forcibly took off my shoes and put both of my feet on the bed. Then I smiled and went to bed, dragged the quilt, and the whole person snuggled into my arms.

She straightened the quilt and covered me and her, with her and her feet. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, but what's the difference between that and lying in bed with her?

I only have a wry smile, it seems that women's methods are sometimes preventable by non-men. Out of the idea of promising her to take care of her for the rest of her life, I can only admit these overly intimate behaviors. But Gu Ruoyan's next behavior surprised me even more.

She snuggled into my arms, first dragged the quilt to her chin, then reached out and grabbed my hands and pulled her over and hugged her. Since she was lying and I was sitting, I was not surrounding her waist, but her chest.

What's worse is that she crossed my palms and placed them on top of her two unusually plump bulging places, and my tentacles were soft and plump, and I was stunned for a moment.

Oh, my God! My God! She just said that she promised not to take the initiative to seduce me!

(To be continued)