Chapter 432 Yang Xiaolan, You Don't Know Love at All!

"My personal opinion, does not represent the thoughts of the person in your heart, after all, some people are very persistent and tolerant of feelings, they think that true love is to be tolerant and understanding, and some people also believe that love is complete, and there is no room for blasphemy and betrayal, the key depends on what the person you care about thinks. Although I am very similar to him, I am not him, so my answer can only be a reference.

Now I've basically told you everything you want to know, so tell me something about Zhang Wufeng, I'm very curious about this person who can write a novel like "Castle in the Sky". ”

"What do you want to know? Either way, as long as you want to know, I will tell you without reservation. Yang Xiaolan's voice was a little more melancholy, but she seemed to be familiar with such a situation, so although she felt sad in her heart, she didn't act very sad.

"Well, I'd like to know a little bit about his personality traits, and what he's capable of." Li Xuan thought for a while and said.

"His personality traits vary widely. At the beginning, his health was not very good, and his family was relatively poor, and it was from that time that he began to engage in some things in the creation of novels, and later dropped out of school because he could not make ends meet...... In fact, it was also because I was almost bullied by others once, and then he rented a house near my school to concentrate on creation and take care of me at the same time.

Later, his work flourished and he made some money, which is actually a lot in the big city, but I didn't think he made any money at the time......

And then there is the problem of the child, at that time, I was confused, just because his ** mother said a few words to me I refuted it, and then he murdered me, I was angry, coupled with the persuasion of others, I beat the child off......

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"Tell me about you, what's your use? will write a garbage hooligan web novel, and lied to me that I had a deposit of 80,000 with you, I am considered to have poured eight lifetimes of mold, I knew this, I would not have been deceived by your sweet words at the beginning, I see that you have been a poor coward all your life," a young woman in a light blue lady's mood dress scolded with a gloomy face.

She stretched out her right hand, and the short and fat fingers of her right hand pointed all the way to Zhang Wufeng's forehead, and reprimanded with great arrogance.

"Alas-forget Xiaolan, you're still young, and although he doesn't have much money now, he's not bad for you-" A somewhat hoarse voice came, a very old-looking woman, with a dark, thin face, with a bit of helplessness and lost heartache.

"Yes, hehe, mom, you don't need to say more, this family, I don't want to stay anymore child, I've already beaten it" The young woman said in a cold voice again, the cold and ruthless expression was so chilling

"Kid, take it off?" Zhang Wufeng, who had been silent, suddenly looked at him, and the cold light flashed away, and then he fell into obscurity.

His voice was calm, heavy, and somewhat cold.

"Don't take it off? What do you take to feed him? Just your rogue novels for kids? The income is low and unstable, just a dilapidated house and two piles of straw in your rural area? Can this poor mountain and bad water lump be expected to raise a good child? The woman named Xiaolan was very snobbish and roared loudly, at this moment, the gentleness and virtuousness that she originally showed had long been gone.

"Xiaolan, did the child really beat it?" The old woman's voice trembled, as if she could not bear such a blow.

"Yes, I really hit a few days ago I lied to Wufeng and said that I went back to my parents' house, and I decided to do a painless abortion of 3,000, women's youth is always very short, they will always pay for their original naivety, and now I am no longer the Xiaolan of the past, this matter is like this, I have already bought a ticket, Brother Sheng will send me back to my parents' house tomorrow, you don't have to go." Yang Xiaolan glanced at Zhang Wufeng with a cold face and said indifferently.

"Mom, you go and rest for a while, I'll talk to Xiaolan."

Zhang Wufeng looked at Xiaolan, then turned his head to look at his mother Peng Houfang, sighed slightly in his heart, and said in a very calm tone.

"Alas, Feng'er, Xiaolan, you can talk about it, my old woman won't bother you here." As she spoke, Peng Houfang's face was a little pale, and her eyes were full of loss, and the blow taken away by the child seemed to take away all of her life.

Peng Houfang walked away tremblingly, she was less than 50 years old, and she looked more like a frail and sickly old woman in her 60s.

Zhang Wufeng's heart tingled, and an unbearable anger rose from his heart, and the silence and tolerance of the past had completely disappeared.

The bottom line, a person's bottom line, a very low bottom line, is violated at the moment

Before that, from three years of high school, to four years of college, to two years of work after college, and one year of marriage, a total of ten years

In the past ten years, for Yang Xiaolan, Zhang Wufeng has always tried his best to care for her, to love, to give all his dignity and face, to please her, but he couldn't think of it, but in the end, this is the result

At this moment, even if Yang Xiaolan pointed at his head and scolded him viciously, he would not care about her, but at this moment, she quietly took out the child who was two months pregnant, which he had no way to accept

Because of this child, it was his mother who begged Yang Xiaolan bitterly, and Yang Xiaolan agreed to conceive, not only that, but this child was also the hope of his father when he was seriously ill, a month ago, when he learned that Xiaolan was finally pregnant with a child, his father Zhang Zhengqing finally went with a satisfied smile.

In order to conceive a child, his father Zhang Zhengqing delayed his mortal serious illness for a full twenty days

Thinking of this, thinking of his father's last wish being wiped out like this, suddenly, Zhang Wufeng felt that the woman in front of him was really ugly

A disgust from the soul suddenly rose, and at the same time, Zhang Wufeng, who was silent, suddenly raised his head and said to Yang Xiaolan, who was full of disdain: "You have done a good job and I have nothing to say, divorce."

"Hehe, do you think I'm afraid, I've long had enough of you, and I'll leave" Yang Xiaolan sneered, which time she lost her temper, the other party was not groveling, this time, it was just that the child was taken away, what kind of marriage did not ask for his house and car, even if it was a blessing that he had cultivated for eight lifetimes, hum, without me, he could still live

Yang Xiaolan thought about it, with a disdainful sneer on her face, then her face sank, and she walked towards the very elegant wedding room that had been renovated, and then slammed the door slammed shut

"Bang"

The wooden door shuddered violently, and the cracked white tiles on the wall suddenly trembled, and a lot of white lime powder fell.

This wall is Zhang Wufeng with Dulux paint with a very sticky glue brush, and the large square tile is a genuine purchase, with such quality, the wall of the door can be destroyed like this, which shows that this woman has lost her temper like this many times.

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The original scene really appeared in Yang Xiaolan's memories bit by bit, and suddenly, she also found that she was actually sitting really excessively.

However, this scene, she didn't know, actually appeared in Li Xuan's mind as well.

"I think I can understand everything you said." Li Xuan's face was calm, even if he was a real powerhouse, he couldn't guess his state of mind at the moment.

"Come to think of it, I don't know why this happened in the first place, in fact, many times, it is not really about wanting to quarrel, but just looking for something...... A woman's heart, I'm afraid that you men will never really understand, sometimes a very trivial thing is enough for a woman to think or sigh for a long time, but when men don't understand, they will even feel incredible.

A lot of superficial personalities are superficial, and if they can't go deep, it means that they can't really understand.

At that time, every night, my favorite thing was that he hugged me to sleep peacefully, but every night, he would be busy looking up materials, sorting out materials, conceiving novels, writing novels, revising novels, managing book reviews, talking to some authors, readers, and so on. On the surface, this is a very easy career, faster, a few thousand words an hour, and two or three hours a day for 10,000 words to update, but aside from these two or three hours, it takes time to consult information, it takes time to sort out the outline, and it also takes time to revise.

There is also management of book reviews, communication with readers and authors, if you look at gossip during this period, ten hours or anything is not enough. If it's just over a thousand words an hour, then it's tragic.

Actually, what woman do you say is reluctant to have sex with her husband after marriage, but every time she ...... How to say, it's not that he is incapable, on the contrary, he is very capable and energetic in that aspect, and sometimes I deliberately disagree only because he doesn't work and rest on time......

I didn't want to say these words, I just wanted to rot in my stomach, but I promised to answer your questions truthfully, and I said it, after all, I'm not a person who likes lies.

Of course, apart from this problem, he didn't have any other problems at the time, and after I said him a few times later, he changed it, but at that time, it was true that I changed my mind and easily believed the sweet words of others......

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Yang Xiaolan said lightly, Li Xuan's feeling by his side is very similar to Zhang Wufeng, she knows that she has no chance to wander under the moonlit night with Zhang Wufeng like this, talking freely about her heart, so at this moment, in addition to answering Li Xuan's questions, this is also an expression of her feelings.

Li Xuan listened to Yang Xiaolan speak, and many dream-like scenes appeared in his mind, and these scenes seemed to be the experience of that person, with Yang Xiaolan's statement, and then presented.

But this feeling made him not very comfortable.

"Originally, I shouldn't have intervened in this issue, because no matter what you say, it would be disrespectful to you and Zhang Wufeng, but after listening to what you said, I just want to say a few words with the attitude of a man." Li Xuan said in deep thought, his attitude was still very calm, but his words seemed to be very powerful.

"Well, you name it." Yang Xiaolan said silently.

"The question you said was just thinking from your own standpoint, and of course, after the incident, you must have thought about it from a different angle, so you felt that you were too much. However, you may not think that because you are thinking from the other party's point of view, you will inevitably leave your own weight in your heart first, so when you think about it, things will be diluted, even if you feel excessive, very excessive, in fact, the effect you feel is still less than one-fifth of the other party's own feelings.

This statement is not an exaggeration.

I think there may be several reasons why he didn't really accept you, because if it's true love and you just leave, then this love will stay at the level of hate.

But judging from your description, his feelings for you may be indifferent except strangeness.

You did it too well.

You may never have considered that a man who puts down his dignity and begs you to do it with him*, not because of that time**, in fact, there is still love. Otherwise, you said that with Zhang Wufeng's vigorous energy and ability to make money, how many women would he be looking for and not find? Nowadays, many women in games can play all night* for a piece of equipment or even just for a comfort*, or even a bag*, which is very simple.

You may never have considered how far this love, tolerance and open-mindedness has reached if a man is willing to give up his dignity for a woman.

Don't say it's understanding, compare your heart to your heart, I think that a man like Zhang Wufeng is arrogant, and he has dignity that cannot be trampled on, and you have trampled on his dignity again and again, which in itself has dealt him a very fatal blow

And that's not all, depriving the child and frustrating his father's last wishes...... I don't know what you think, in my opinion, if such a woman were to me like this, I would not hesitate to dissociate myself from her, and even abuse her harshly, letting her know what a serious thing it is

Of course, if that man is not filial, this matter will not be very big, but if that man is very filial, then you will never have a chance again.

Don't say this at all, just say yourself, the child, the two-month-old child, but this is also a child, and you are so willing to take him away?

There are some things that I don't even know how to say, because when I tell them about it, I have a lot of mood swings and I can't be in a good mood, not for you, but for him

Maybe you or a woman of your type would say that if a slap doesn't make a sound, he's not wrong?

Yes, he's wrong, he definitely is, but so what? Behind a successful man, there is often a great woman, and whether or not you can become this great woman depends on the woman's mentality.

An online writer, do you think he can code words in such a noisy environment during the day? Well, even if it doesn't matter, but many times, some writers' inspirations appear suddenly, and then record them at any time, and at midnight, the general mind is clear, the environment is quiet, a cup of tea, a notebook, then the efficiency of a few hours in a night can be incredibly high.

To be honest, if it weren't for making money, I don't think a writer could persevere in coding words every day with interest.

If there is no family, he can easily play with the codeword, the codeword itself, is just a hobby, if there is no pressure at all, then he will be a cheerful and sunny person, because there is no pressure to break occasionally.

But it's different with a family, the weight of the full attendance award is very large, in this era full of piracy, the subscription situation, may be worse than you think, then full attendance is a good guarantee.

For the sake of the family, for you to use more money, maybe many times, even if he can't write a word for a long time, he will tear his hair dryly and write bitter and dry words, these words may not be attractive, but one by one words are just drops of blood and sweat.

And because of mental tension, collapse and even chaos, sometimes when you need to take care of you, you need to vent, you need to enjoy the taste of love and **, well, you go to quarrel, you go to make trouble, and even when he begs, you refuse.

So, do you think that in such a situation, this man will still open up and talk to you?

I think that's fantasy, that's bullshit.

He will only think, forget it, everything is useless, in the future, he will never ask for it again, whether he does it or not, what does it matter, just solve it by hand.

It's really mentally confused, it's not good, go to a bar, go to an entertainment club, it doesn't matter.

Life is actually such a tragedy, that's all.

At this time, is he indulgent? Yes, that is, the family is unstable; No, then he still remembers his family and his responsibility as a breadwinner.

But at this time, you are really powerful, to take out the child at once, to extinguish his last hope, I really don't know, what was going on in your head at the time, wouldn't you read a little psychology when you were on the Internet? Inquire a little about the man's mentality or something, and care about him?

Okay, let's not talk about that, just talk about the divorce.

divorced, he missed the old and gave you the last penny, so that you can live a good life for a while after leaving, 20,000 yuan? Not much, not too much, at least 20,000 yuan, and now you can still buy a lot of things, and you can build a bungalow in the countryside.

Because of this, he didn't even have the money to go out to work, and even borrowed money from other people.

Look at what you're doing? He's borrowing money, and you're sneering in the group. And he sneered with Huang Yuansheng, and ......

I'm sorry, I'm emotional, but I still want to say that one last point, you said that you had a relationship with someone surnamed Huang...... Very well, then, this is completely out of play.

I can't imagine that a person who has been hurt by you so much will have any reason to convince himself to accept you at this time?

It's because you're sick, it's because the Huang family abused you, you think of his goodness, and you think of the silent man, who is actually always silently protecting you.

At this time, the reason for regret was only because the family surnamed Huang was not good enough for Zhang Wufeng, and it was because he was in trouble that he repented, and he felt that he seemed to be a little excessive.

So, suppose, the Huang family treats you very well, you are a young grandmother, the man surnamed Huang is very attentive and caring for you, and then his family makes a lot of money, tens of millions.

At that time, Zhang Wufeng was not yet developed, you got married, asked him to be embarrassed, he did not have such a beautiful rise, which made people see jokes.

Watching him fall and be ridiculed, do you feel very happy? Gladly?

If he continues to be down, if you are richer and more powerful, will you lend a helping hand when one day, when he is cornered? If he apologizes to you for some small things in the past, will you give up the glory and wealth of the Huang family and return to him? This answer, you will answer it after you think about it.

Actually, don't think about it, definitely not.

Yes, you said that you jumped off the building later, and you still thought, if he didn't lend you money, you jumped off the building, and there was no guilt in your heart......

This is also ridiculous, you left him, and he also gave the last family property, so why didn't he borrow money and you didn't feel guilty at all? If you are unkind and unjust, do you expect others to be kind and righteous to you? I don't think you've really changed your mind.

Even, even now, you still envy the woman he married him, envy his happiness, what do you envy? Just because he has changed, just because he is more mature and stable? Do you regret it?

What if he was even more downcast? Do you feel more confident that you made the right decision?

True love, you know it very well at the beginning, when you first started, you would buy him a toothbrush in order to save money for a meal, and prepare everything for him...... Do you know what it's called? This is selfless love, loving others, giving up all your preferences and thinking about others.

Zhang Wufeng seems to have been doing this from beginning to end.

Dropping out of school and accompanying you, is it really because you don't have money? Student loans are very easy to finish college, even if you don't take out student loans, tuition fees are owed, it's nothing more than you can't get a graduation certificate, but the school will not let people not study, not only that, if the family is poor, there are grants and the like, as long as the grades are not outrageous, grants and other things, plus usually work diligently, the tuition problem is not difficult to solve, now which thing is difficult to earn 10,000 yuan a year?

But he gave up his studies, don't you dare to move?

He may have given up a lot of work such as editing for websites, haven't you thought about it?

He even gave up his dignity very early and accompanied you to study, have you ever thought that others look at him and don't study, but just follow you for the sake of women, what will this be evaluated in the countryside? You didn't think about it either.

Maybe you thought about it at the beginning, but then you didn't think about it.

[Dedication]